I pushed myself off of the ground, feeling the dirt sticking to my face. I couldn’t deny the fact that I felt rather humiliated, but there was nothing that I could do about it. It was too late for me now, for I had been the one who had decided to go forth with this. If I had had a problem with it, then I would have needed to go ahead and do something about it when Elijah had mentioned all of this. Despite the fact that the rest of his pack seemed to be on the same level that I was, I was willing to admit that I was not even remotely close to being on the same level as Elijah. I didn’t know whether or not his genetics had something to do with it, but I didn’t stand a chance. The moment that we actually started sparring, I realised it. But I wasn’t going to back down from a fight just because I knew that I had been unevenly matched. That was not the way that things were going to work in my books. So, I had done what anyone with any sense of dignity would have done, and I gave it my al
“Samantha! Wait for me!” I turned around, completely surprised by the fact that there was someone who had called me, and I was even more surprised when I realised that that someone was no one other than Jace. It was the last thing that I had been expecting, but maybe it was a good thing that I would have a moment of company before I went home. I didn’t think that spending an afternoon alone was going to be very good for me in terms of productivity. And doing anything outside, meant that I tan the risk of getting lost. After our entire situation during our training class, everyone had gone their separate ways, since they had all been late for their next class, and those who were actually there, were missing out on their lessons. Elijah hadn’t spoken to me again, and whether that was because he had read between the lines, or because he understood that there were more consequences to all of this, I did not know. I didn’t know if I wanted to know. I had gone to my next class and done m
I wasn't entirely sure what I had been expecting from Jace, especially since he had figured out that I did not have a cooking clue where I was going, but I definitely hadn't been expecting him not to tease me about it. It was almost like he actually understood that not knowing where everything was and where I was going to go was something that was quite normal for a pack member who was new. I didn't know if it was something that they had to deal with often, or whether or not he just had a natural capacity for dealing with it, but I wasn't going to ask either. He had been doing nothing but making conversation with me, and it was pleasant conversation on top of everything. It was making me feel like I had been wrong to judge him based on his first impression, although he did deserve it. He hadn't been very kind to me in the hallway, and even though he was being nice to me now, I could not help but wonder why his attitude had changed so suddenly. It was something that was dangling in th
As promised, Jace walked me home - and he did so without so much as a squeak of a complaint. It was something that I was grateful for, since I wouldn’t have been able to get myself home from where we were. For goodness sake, I doubted that I would have been able to get myself home from my own school. I didn’t think that I would be able to do it tomorrow, either, but that was not something that I was going to worry about right now. When tomorrow came, it would be tomorrow’s problem. It was as simple as that, in my personal opinion. I had other things to worry about at this point in time - and I was worrying about it. After all, I seemed to have a habit of getting into trouble around here. Jace hung around for a few seconds as I made my way up the front door, and then he waved at me and started to leave. And just like that, I suddenly felt like a rabbit that was walking into a lions den, like someone who was about to have themselves tipped into shreds. I knew that it wasn’t exactly a
Arthur packed up his books, his homework done now that I had spent the last half an hour helping him with it. It had been rather awkward doing so here, but there was nothing that I could do about it at this point in time. I could only hope that things would get better and that this feeling would pass, because it wasn’t pleasant. And as much as I wanted to pretend that it was purely because of where we were, I knew that it was not. There was a lot more to consider than just our surroundings. As it turned out, Elijah had been busy making lunch when he had been in the kitchen, and thankfully, he hadn’t insisted on us all eating together and at the same time. There was a lot that I could manage, but that wouldn’t have been one of them. It would have been uncomfortable, and the sandwich that had actually been nice, would have tasted like cardboard. Arthur was still packing his books away, and I decided that I would take the plates to the kitchen. That way, I would be able to find out fro
It was only after Samantha and Arthur had left, that I started to question whether or not I had made the right decision by allowing them to leave on their own. I knew that there was no threat from inside of the pack, but that did not mean that it was entirely safe for them to leave, either. I was sitting on the sofa right now, but it didn't change the fact that I felt like I was about to run out of the front door at any moment now, to go after them. I needed to make sure that they were alright. But even thouh I had this desire, I knew that I could not give in to it. I needed to stay aware of the fact that it would only be a matter of time before the pack would be able to pick up on all of this, and it wouldn't get us anywhere. Samantha needed to get used to being on her own, because she needed to learn her way around the pack. And the only way for her to do that, would be to allow her to wander around on her own. If she did end up getting lost, then it would not be the end of the wo
When the warning had shifted through the pack link, there had been a few things that I had realised I needed to do in the next few moments, and I knew that Arthur had made the exact same conclusion - after all, he would have been able to hear the warning as well. Something like that couldn't just be blocked out like it was nothing. We didn't know what the procedure was in this pack, but we did know what the procedure was in our old pack, and following that was better than doing nothing. It meant that I would have to separate myself from Arthur, but unfortunately, there was nothing that I could do about it. "You need to go inside, and you need to find a good place to hide until mommy or daddy come home. Alright?" "But what if it isn't mommy or daddy who comes home?" My heart was thumping wildly in my chest, and I couldn't help but feel like this was the wrong question to ask me. It was making it so much harder for me to turn around and leave. What was I supposed to say to him? What
I didn't know how long I stayed there, alone and wondering where Elijah was. It was something that had occupied my mind the entire time, but there had been nothing that I could have done about it. I couldn't even go and look for him, because I wouldn't have gotten anywhere. As much as I wanted to pretend that all of this was alright, I knew that it wasn't. It was far from alright, and the longer that Elijah stayed away, the more worried I became. He was the Alpha, and I knew that it was likely that he was attending to the problem, but that did not mean that I was not worried. What if something happened to him and I was going to be forced to stay here and wait until someone finally managed to think about telling me? I knew that it wasn't exactly the thought process to follow, but there was nothing that I could do about it. It was something that was just going to keep happening, regardless of what I tried to tell myself. That was something that I was sure of. But it seemed like there