×Jamie×
"How did it go?" Kate asked the following morning, as I got into her car.
"Well," I began and closed the door to the passenger seat, "she said that since I'm eighteen, I am old enough to go to a party to have fun and meet new people."
Her lips stretched into a hopeful smile. "Really?"
I gave her a sarcastic look and her smile faltered. I thought that Kate knew better than to think that my mother thought of me as more than that little smudge of Lord-knows-what on the ultrasound screen. That little flower bud that had to be carefully watched and tended.
No matter how many times I tried, Mom would never let me go out with people that she didn't know. It sucked but that was the reality and I had to swallow it than let it choke me.
"Oh," She said as she looked to the front and started the car before maneuvering her way out of the driveway. Her smile was completely gone now and she had a serious expression on her face as she stared at the road in front of her. "So.... What are you going to do?"
I huffed, "I'll do the obvious, Kate. I won't go."
She rolled her eyes. "Like fuck, you won't. I've got a plan B all set out so, don't worry about a thing."
I rose a skeptical brow at that. "Is this plan legal?"
"It is." She giggled. "Besides, your mom needs to understand that you're growing and will have to move out, find a job and get married sooner or later. With or without her permission."
"Tell that to her and she will have a heart attack," I mumbled and Kate laughed.
"As long as I'm alive and breathing, you are going for this party, Jamie jelly baby."
I rolled my eyes at the poor nickname choice. "What's this plan about then?"
She shot me a sly smirk. "Oh, you'll see."
Although Kate's persistence is annoying, it was the thing that made our friendship work in the first place. My mother calls her the source of my rebellious bone and although she wasn't very fond of Kate, she tried to get along with her for my sake.
When Mom made sure that I was isolated enough, Kate was the only child in the neighborhood who never stayed away. She was so persistent on being my friend that Mom actually gave up on cutting her out of my life.
I leaned back into the leather seat and smiled to myself. I'm totally going for this party. That is, if Kate's plan is legal.
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Later, we arrived at school just on time and went our separate directions after bidding each other goodbye. I made my way to my class and took my usual seat at the front. I pulled out my module and began to read the first few pages before the lecturer stepped in.
The day flew past in the blink of an eye. My two classes of the day were finally over and I left immediately. Just after I walked past the door leading to the corridor, my phone hummed in vibration.
I pulled it out of my pocket and looked at the lit screen.
Kate, 2:44pm;
Classes are gonna end in over thirty minutes.
Mr. Smith gave us some work and I'm dyyyyyying. Screw flowers and put doritos on my grave.
I chuckled and typed in a quick reply.
Jamie, 2:45pm;
Just done with my last class for the day :P Don't die though, I need my chauffer alive until I graduate.
Kate, 2:45pm.
Die, bitch. You are totally walking your ass home today.
Jamie, 2:46pm.
XD. Sorry, your majesty~
With a chuckle, I put my phone in my pocket and took the stairs to the floor above. I had read that the vending machine was located there. All this doritos talk had my stomach singing for some cool ranch flavoured doritos.
I stopped in front of the large vending machine and my mood brightened up when I saw that it was there. Eyeing the bag of cool ranch doritos laying in its compartment on the top, I pulled out some money and slid it into the bill slot.
Pressing all necessary buttons, the steel holding my precious snack back uncoiled. I slightly leaned forward in anticipation and the most unbelievable thing happened.
It hit the glass and got stuck!
My jaw dropped. This can't be fucking happening.
I walked close to the machine and lightly tapped my fingers aganist the cold glass. The bag stayed right where it was and I let out a frustrated sigh.
After five minutes of furious glass tapping, I gave up. Letting my arms drop to my sides, I glared daggers at the delicacy playing hard to get. I looked around. Seeing that the corridor was practically deserted, I lifted my foot slightly above the ground in an attempt to kick the damn machine half to life.
"I wouldn't do that if I were you," a voice said. I sharply turned my head to the right, almost giving myself a whiplash, as I looked at the owner of that deep and smooth voice.
It came from a tall and slightly muscular young man. He had soft though piercing light grey eyes and black tendrils of hair hung low at the top of his head, almost brushing his eyebrows in a stylish mess.
"I wasn't going to kick it," I sputtered nervously, instantly dropping my foot to the pale white tiles.
He rose a brow at me and his lips stretched into an amused smile. "Oh? I didn't mention anything about kicking though."
A furious blush spread across my cheeks as my eyes nearly bulged out of their sockets when I realized that I gave myself away.
"I j-just thought that you..." I trailed off and he chuckled.
The man walked towards me and stood next to me as he eyed the contraption in front of us. He leaned down and opened the flap then let it fall and just like that, the snack came tumbling down.
He got it and handed it to me. "Here, buddy."
I hastily took it from his hands and mumbled, "Thanks."
The guy stared at me for a while and I lightly squirmed uncomfortably at his scrutiny. I wanted to say something but my people skills were as dry as the Sahara.
"Are you new here?" he asked. "I've never seen you before."
"I just started," I absentmindedly pulled open the bag and slid a chip into my mouth.
"You're a first year student?"
"Yeah."
He smiled. "That's great. Are you enjoying the school so far?"
"Yeah." I swallowed. "Everything's fine."
I stared down at the triangular orange chips and wondered if I could offer him one as thanks. I shook my head lightly, judging against it. I would probably creep him out.
His phone rang, snapping me out of my random thoughts and he looked at the screen, frowning slightly. "Well, looks like I have to get going. It was nice meeting you."
"It was nice meeting you too."
He slid his phone back into his pocket and walked passed me.
I felt a smile tug at my lips as I stuffed a handful of doritos in my mouth. If he ever wanted to hang out, that would make him my first friend who wasn't Kate.
He was a senior to top it off. I would have someone to have a guys night out with and if we are doing the same program, he would be of great help. The idea made my chest clench nervously.
Suddenly, the guy turned around and I flinched. "See you at the party!"
I quickly swallowed the doritos, wincing when those that I didn't completely chew scratched the back of my throat. "You too!" I yelled back and he continued his walk.
I clutched the almost empty bag in my hands. I've never been more excited for Friday.
×Jamie×I looked at myself in the mirror as I nervously swallowed. My slender body looked ungracefully slim in the black t-shirt I wore that was tucked into loose black pants. I topped it off with white shoes that sported black laces.Since I was practically leaving the house under a lie, I slid on a black baggy hoodie to make my look more casual. I ran a hand through my hair, trying to ruffle it up more even though it was already ruffled beyond hair gel salvation.Satisfied with my look, I went to my bed and got my bag that had some spare clothes, underwear and a toothbrush inside. I gave myself one last look before leaving my room.I walked down the stairs and rolled my eyes at the lick of conversation that I heard between my mother and Kate."But school is so hard," Kate argued, sounding dramatically in despair. "Despite just starting, there is so much work and Jamie would be so tired. It's not like it
×Jamie×I rolled to the side of the bed that I was lying on. Curling myself under the warm grey duvet, I closed my eyes and tried to fall asleep. I looked up at the clock on the nightstand next to the bed, whose digital glowing green numbers read 05:41am.Despite barely getting enough sleep, I was wide awake. It irritated me that such an experience would rob me of sleep but I knew that the fatigue would catch up to me later in the day.After running away from that guy at the party, I met Kate downstairs and insisted that we go home. She looked slightly annoyed but got guilty when I pretended to be super mad at her for ditching me. I did fall asleep as soon as my head hit the pillow but I woke up too early.I sighed.I couldn't stop thinking about it. The kiss. The way his lips felt on mine and how comfortable his hold on me was. I felt myself blush and buried my head deeper into the duvet, only leaving my
×Higan×I parked my car in the crowded parking lot and turned off the ignition. Leaning back into the seat, I let out a soft sigh as the warm rays of the morning sun touched my skin through the closed window.Today's classes were beginning at ten and I was grateful after spending my late night on COD and nachos. I was sleepy and the comfort of the car seat was calling out to my sleep.Looking at the time, I saw that I had twenty-one minutes until ten so, a short nap wouldn't hurt. I decided against it and got out of the black Audi, pulling out my backpack, before locking it and making my way to the large doors that led to the hallway.Halfway through the lot, I noticed Jamie standing next to a short brunette just beside the doors. His blonde hair was in a short ponytail and he wore a baggy yellow jumper that hid his hands with denim shorts that ended a little bit above his knees.He looked breathtaking, t
×Jamie×After a busy day at school, Kate gave me a ride home as usual. She parked her car in the driveway of my house when we arrived and we both sat quietly as the roaring of the car died, none of us moving.She wasn't even looking at me yet I felt like she had something to say. After finding out about Higan, I was expecting her to impale me with questions as soon as I found her but she didn't.Maybe she just didn't care or think too much about it. I was not ready for that conversation and I had an inkling about what she was about to say - words that were probably true but not something that I would like to hear. I grabbed my bag as I prepared to leave."Higan, huh?" She suddenly asked, breaking the silence just as I was about to reach out to the door.I turned my head to look at her. Her gaze was forward but I noticed how she was trying her best to hold in a grin."We are just friends," I d
×Jamie×Saturday came and I woke up unexpectedly early to get ready for the day. I had already received Higan's address before I went to bed last night and to be honest, I was more than excited.This would be the first time since middle school that I've gone to another friend's house. A friend who isn't Kate. I made my look as laid back as possible to avoid looking too eager.A smile played at my lips when I remembered my conversation with Higan the previous night. He cheered me up and his voice sounded husky on phone, like he was whispering in my ear. I felt a shiver ran down my spine and I blushed."I'm straight," I declared, giving myself a mental slap. I like girls. Guys should not think that way about other guys even if the other guy is a messily sexy creation sculpted by the gods with great patience.I zipped up the zipper of my black pants and run my hands down my army green shirt. I got my b
×Higan×"Here," I said as I handed Jamie a plate with two chicken mayonnaise sandwiches on it.He took it without taking his eyes off of the TV and set it on the space on his left. "Thanks."I sat down next to him and looked at the screen to see his progress. Jamie watched the screen with intense concentration as he led his player through the field. His skills at COD weren't that good but I felt a weird sense of pride at watching him try his best.Books?They were abandoned after two hours and a half of studying. It started with me rolling a pencil towards him and him rolling it back. Before we knew it, our studies were forgotten and I offered a game.I taught him a few basics and how some controls work and Jamie was trying his hardest to kill the enemy. He did not strike me as the type of guy to indulge in such things but I could tell that he was having fun even after dying numerous times.
×Jamie×Hanging out at Higan's place became a usual thing that even the people at home knew that I wouldn't be home on most of the weekends.I came over almost every weekend and it was honestly refreshing. Although I made it clear that I only went there to study, Higan and I also ate, played video games and talked about ourselves.I thought that things would be awkward because of the kiss but even though we brought it up in jokes and teases, it was easily brushed off. Mom didn't say anything about me hanging out with Higan. I was a little unsettled about how she easily accepted it but I was glad that she backed off.My eyes were fixed on the TV screen and my lips were in a thin, irritated line. My player got killed several times and Higan was having the time of his life laughing at my failures."This isn't funny," I complained, turning my head to glare at him."I'm sorry," he said in between laughs. "It'
×Higan×I hummed a tune from one of my favorite songs as I stepped out of the shower. I grabbed a clean towel and dried myself up before walking into my room to get ready for the day.Today, I was in high spirits. Not only did I score an A+ on a test that I wrote last week but my relationship with Jamie was going well. I couldn't wait to see him and I hoped that our class schedules were not overlapping.I pulled on a black long sleeved shirt and ran a hand through my damp hair. I should probably dry it out completely but I was running late for class. I guess the natural air from driving with the window down would serve its cause.The sound of my doorbell echoed into the apartment, making my brow arch in wonder. Who could it be so early? Room service isn't coming over for another ten to fifteen minutes and I usually eat my breakfast from Starbucks or other coffee shops around.It rang again."Hold on!" I yelled
×Jamie×Click!I smiled in satisfaction at how beautiful all of the pictures that I took came out. Because of the large windows that occupied one side of the room, there was plenty of light.I had finished unpacking before ten and now that I was done taking pictures of the apartment, I got a little bored. Higan left around eight to go to work and I didn't have classes today so, I had a lot of time on my hands.After sending all the pictures that I took to everyone back home, I went to make a late breakfast for myself. It would be great if I could send Mom the pictures as well but she was not allowed to have a phone. Anyway, I could always show her during another visit. Pouring myself a cup of coffee, I sat on one of the stools around the island and put it next to my plate of chocolate donuts.I hadn't even spent 24 hours here, but if felt like home. I loved waking up next to Higan and I could leave the room without worrying about bumping into Thomas. Knowing that we were in a place w
2 years later...×Jamie×"Is that everything?" Higan asked and stood up straight before stretching his arms over his head. "Not really," I answered as I turned to look at him.A year after my mom was admitted to a mental asylum, my dad moved in with us and I got a little used to having him around. I would be lying if I said that I didn't hold a grudge against him, but I wasn't going to be ignorant about his efforts. Apparently, his job wasn't too far from us and he spoiled my sisters and I plenty.It took more than half a year for us to get used to living without Mom. We made sure to visit her a lot and I loved how much Darcy and Marcela looked forward to such days. The only person who I felt bad for was Dad since he wasn't allowed to see her and it will probably take a while until he can. Right now, I was in the middle of packing my stuff with some help from Darcy and Higan. I trusted that my dad would take care of my sisters in my absence, so I chose to move in with Higan . It was
×Jamie×"Wake up, babe," Higan said softly as he gently shook me awake. I groaned and pushed away his hands. "I'm still tired.""Hey, we have to join the others for breakfast after vanishing on them yesterday.""I am physically incapable of doing so because someone got too excited last night and now my waist is broken," I complained and rolled onto my stomach. He chuckled. "Don't talk like you weren't enjoying it.""Either way, I don't feel like walking right now.""I will help you down the hall. It's already nine, you know?""Damn and I have class soon." While I was in the middle of my mental debate, I flinched and immediately turned when I felt slide his hand up my ass. "What are you doing?""I was thinking of giving you an anal massage.""I'm getting up," I said, as he burst into laughter, and sat up. "But you're going to be my arms and legs."Higan nodded and proceeded to dress me up. When he was done, he gently pulled me out of bed and helped me down the stairs with his arm aro
×Jamie×"Tired?" Higan asked as he leaned against the counter next to the sink. "Not really," I answered with a yawn and wiped the last plate dry with a kitchen cloth before putting it away with the other dry dishes."We had a long day. It's okay if you want to take a nap.""We arrived not too long ago. I can't sleep yet." After bringing the conversation home, Higan suggested that we have an early dinner so, we did. Marcela and Darcy stuck to Dad by the hip as he told them different stories about the places that he visited and the funny things that he experienced. I thought that he might have come back because he was having money problems but he seemed to be well settled. He had a cool job that paid well and even owned two cars. Although the stories that he shared sounded pretty interesting, I spent most of my time on the table ignoring him.Everything was cute and the air was much lighter, but I still couldn't forgive him. Despite that, I was sincerely glad that the others were ge
×Jamie×The table was thrown into a trance like silence as Higan and I stared at my dad in shock. My grip around the cup tightened and I frowned at his downcast face as I grasped onto every word that he had said - still failing to believe his words."What?" I asked, the word barely slipping through my clenched teeth. "I'm sorry. I know that no amount of reason can justify the way that I-""You left us because of that!?" I yelled and he flinched at the bitterness in my voice. "Jamie-" Hig cut in, putting his arm around my shoulder but I pushed it away. "No! That was a jerk move. If you knew how hard it was when the both of you were trying to support us, how do you think she'd handle it by herself?""I'm sorry," Dad muttered with an utterly sorrowful voice and tears of frustration and anger filled my eyes at the sight. This man didn't have the right to be sad. How dare he mess things up and expect us to throw ourselves in his arms!?"You're a fucking coward! Do you know how long Mom
×Higan×"I want to go straight to bed," Jamie said as we entered his house. "I'm exhausted.""I bet you are, but you have to have dinner first.""I'm not hungry.""What do you mean you're not hungry?" Kate asked as she walked out of the kitchen. "The girls and I have just finished adding some extras to the pizza that we ordered.""I didn't expect you guys to arrive earlier than us," I said to Kate and glanced at the large red stain on her shirt. "Were you cooking or commiting a murder?""I didn't carry the gravy properly so, some spelt on me. Nevertheless, there is still enough for everyone.""Thanks," Jamie said before entering the kitchen."How are they?" I asked Kate."They have stopped crying and they didn't argue while we were cooking so, they must be feeling better." She sighed. "I know that everyone has their own share of hardships to go through but isn't this too much?""It's overwhelming.""And we aren't even in their shoes." She looked thoughtful for a moment before asking.
×Higan×My eyes quickly darted around the full parking lot, searching for a space, as I impatiently tapped my fingers on the steering wheel. I had just arrived at the hospital after receiving a distressed call from Jamie and I was trying to have positive thoughts on my way here. Finally finding a parking space, I parked my car and quickly made my way inside the building. I rushed down the hallway to the area that he mentioned over the phone and sighed in relief when I spotted him and his sisters. He was seated in between them and had them in his embrace. My relief died instantly when I noticed the state that he was in. His hair hang over his eyes and he seemed exhausted. Even though I couldn't see his face properly, I could already tell that something awful must have happened.I walked closer and gently ruffled his hair when I was in front of him. He lazily looked up at me but before I could say anything, Kate rushed towards us while breathing heavily. "Sorry for being late," she p
×Jamie×The loud and consistent ringing of my phone had me groaning as I pulled the covers over my head. Despite my many attempts to ignore it, the calls persisted and I had no choice but to see who it was. Reaching out, I grabbed my phone, which was on the nightstand, and looked at the screen with squinted eyes. Kate's name was on the screen and after rolling my eyes, I ended the call. No sooner had I cut the call, than a message from her popped up. "We are downstairs," it read and I couldn't be more confused. Looking at the top of the screen, I saw that it was past ten in the morning and I immediately stood up as all the sleep left me. I pulled on a pair of sweatpants and splashed some water on my face before rushing down. I paused at the bottom of the stairs when the sound of laughter streamed into the hall. Seeing that the joy was coming from the kitchen, I went there and was greeted with a sight of Kate, Natalia and my sisters. They all sat around the granite island, talking
×Jamie×It has been ten years since I last saw Christian Martin. Ten years of no calls, messages or visits. Ten years of being absent on every birthday, school activitiy and holiday. Ten years of watching my mom break down and lose hope each passing day as she waited for him to return. It was weird seeing him here tonight. The face that I could vaguely remember was now vivid and I didn't know what to do. Many thoughts swirled about in my mind as the hours flew by and sleep didn't have the chance to linger. My head was pounding while I struggled to put my heart together. I wish his face would completely vanish from my memory, maybe then today wouldn't have been so painful. For a moment, II clutched the front of Higan's shirt as I moved even closer to him. My head rested on his chest and his arm was over my waist while we cuddled on my bed. He was silent the whole time, so I looked up at him. His eyes were closed and his breathing was gentle."Higan," I called softly, "Are you aslee