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Chapter 100
He flipped another page and began reading, “This is my first month as this...”
My hand flew over it. I wasn’t ready for that yet either. “Let me leave first.”
“He didn’t write this just for himself Lee, so let’s finally read it, together.” He pulled my hand away and hugged it to his chest.
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I never thought I’d ever write in a diary but I have no other choice. I feel the real me slip away slowly, and I can’t talk to these people, they’ve been werewolves for too long to remember what it felt like to be normal... to be human.
So Mr. Diary, you’ll remind me every day of the man I used to be and keep me sane.
Here goes...
This is my first month as this creature. The transition was painful but bearable. It’s another kind of pain that I can’t bear...
I wish he’d let me die! I would be with Martha r
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