Today, the wind was blowing hastily in Midtown Manhattan. As I hurriedly zipped up my jacket to cover the tight t-shirt clinging to my chest, I quickened my pace towards the pharmacy. The sky looked gray above me, and it felt like rain was about to pour down. Sure enough, a few seconds after I thought so, drops of rain fell from the sky.
By the time I arrived at the pharmacy, I was already soaking wet and shivering. "Anti-nausea medicine, please," I said to the pharmacist. "And... um, medicine for headaches, also appetite syrup for adult." The appetite syrup felt important. Maybe because this morning I found myself unable to eat the eggs and bacon. Even though bacon is my favorite food. Damn, it is rare I could eat bacon. The pharmacist, a young woman with her hair perfectly coiled like a ballerina's, looked at me. "May I know what's ails you?" "Uh," I thought for a moment and shook my head. "I don't know. Maybe just tired from too much classes." Or too much alcohol, yeah. The pharmacist promptly instructed me to put my arm into the available automatic blood pressure meter. I complied. After a while, the sophisticated device produced a piece of paper with numbers and letters that I didn't quite understand the meaning of. I handed the paper to the pharmacist. "Oh. Your blood pressure is high. You should rest more and exercise regularly, and avoid alcohol." Well, blood doesn't lie. Alright, I'll avoid alcohol from now on. "Okay," I replied. While she prepared the medicine for me, I unintentionally thought about Ikaros, and suddenly my heart ached again. Have you ever felt so deeply in love with someone, felt so much desire to be with that person, and believed that there was something special between you guys—and you did indeed have an intimate relationship—but it turns out that person hates you for no reason, which you truly cannot understand why, and claims to have a partner one second after making love with you? The feeling is killing me, to the point where I just want to forget everything—if that's possible. "Your medication is ready. The total cost is..." the pharmacist glanced at his computer screen and stated the amount. I immediately took out my phone to pay the bill. And as I entered my PIN, my eyes accidentally caught sight of the small, flat object on the display case. "Do you want to buy a pregnancy test kit as well?" the pharmacist asked, and I quickly shook my head, startled. Oh my goodness, what is this? After getting my medication, I exited the pharmacy and waited for a taxi outside. My lips felt dry, and my stomach grumbled from hunger. But even the aroma from the expensive restaurant next to the pharmacy made me nauseous. I sighed heavily, and then a sleek black luxury car pulled up in front of the restaurant, and a woman and a man got out of the car. The woman was beautiful and had a supermodel-like figure. A ring adorned her ring finger. Meanwhile, the man... the man was Ikaros. My fists clenched. It turns out he already has a partner. Then why did he touch me a few months ago? I caught a unique scent from them, and they suddenly looked at me. Ikaros didn't seem pleased, as usual, but the woman lifted her chin and confidently walked towards me, leaving me confused. A bodyguard who had just exited their car made sure to keep shading her with an umbrella to shield her from the drizzle. "So you're a cheap female wolf who likes to deliberately break rules to get the attention of my future husband?" she asked. I hunched. "I don't understand what rules you're talking about," I tried to answer confidently. Although honestly, her stunning and elegant appearance, not to mention the expensive beaded taffeta gown hugging her supermodel body, made me feel insecure. Turns out, this is the type Ikaros desires. "Oh, so typical of cheap women. Pretending not to know and acting innocent," she said. "Cheap woman, huh?" I asked, ready to confront her. I wouldn't argue with words. With my current condition, hungry, nauseous, headache, and heartbroken—I was more than ready to grab her perfect hair. Before I could lash out, Ikaros approached us, his hand circling the slender waist of the woman. "What are you doing, Lorelei? It's raining outside, we should go in." "Wolf-out, now," she said, ignoring her future husband and provoking me instead. "You must be dying to show the world the ugly and lowly wolf within you, right? And to get the attention of my future husband." "Wolf-out?" I asked, puzzled, while something inside me started to cry from being insulted—something with a different mindset than mine. Lorelei giggled, but I couldn't find anything funny except for feelings of pity and sympathy for something inside me feeling humiliated. "You're right, dear, she's ugly and uncultured," Lorelei whispered into Ikaros's ear. And the man nodded. I stared at Ikaros, shocked. That annoying woman could insult me—but Ikaros...!? Suddenly, I felt extremely angry. Angry and deeply humiliated, also heartbroken, all those feelings multiplied when I saw Ikaros at that moment. I felt all that rage spreading from my heart throughout my body, and then I saw my nails elongating and brown fur growing on the back of my hands... "Eh, what's happening!?" "Aaah!" The sight was so shocking and terrifying, and before I knew it, Ikaros was already stepping towards me and grabbing my hand. I panicked and tried to shake his hand off, but he held onto me tighter this time. "Stop! What are you doing transforming here—" But the fur kept growing onto my arms, upper arms, and then onto my face— you're a werewolf, you're a werewolf, you're a werewolf! something inside me screamed. —and before I could transform any further, Ikaros quickly opened his tuxedo and enveloped my head. "Come with us," he whispered in my ear. ***** I was taken to a luxurious residence in Manhattan Upper Side. The mansion was enormous and grand, filled with numerous servants. I bit my lip, never imagining that a startup founder like Ikaros, who collaborated with Jay, could own such a magnificent home. We got out of the car and entered the house. Its hallways were high-ceilinged with ruby red paneled walls and large gold-framed photos, adorned with crystal chandeliers and towering ceramic vases. They then led me to a room resembling an office for one person. Ikaros sat behind the desk, Lorelei lounged lazily on the chaise in the room, and I sat in front of Ikaros's desk with a man who seemed to be Ikaros's bodyguard. "She looked genuinely confused earlier," the bodyguard said, now sitting next to me. "Could it be that she really has no control over the wolf inside her?" "Shut up, Rutherford," Lorelei snapped. "I'm sure that was just her trickery, right, Darling?" "Sorry, my dear Luna. I agree with Rutherford," Ikaros said. The man glanced at me for a moment, and our eyes met. "I want to scold you. But you look pale. Are you sick?" I refused to answer. I had suddenly turned into a terrifying furry creature, and I began to believe that Lorelei was a witch, or at the very least, I was being pranked and there was a hidden camera capturing my expression. Now the fur was gone from my skin, but I was still traumatized. "You should answer when an Alpha asks you," reprimanded Rutherford, and I sighed. "So, she's Luna?" I said, pointing to the annoying girl who was staring at me with disgust. "Prospective Luna," Rutherford corrected, while Ikaros answered with a short 'yes.' "I understand now," I said coldly. So, this guy touched me just for his own pleasure, because he already had that snobbish woman as his partner. "Do you want some bread, perhaps? You look really pale and unhealthy," Rutherford said, ignoring the cold tone in my voice. At the same time, my stomach rumbled. And even though I was sure the sound was very thin and faint, all three of them immediately looked at me. They must have super hearing. Rutherford quickly handed me a slice of plain bread in a packaging that seemed to be a common snack for Ikaros in the office, and I forced myself to eat at least one slice. "I hate seeing you paying attention to her," said Lorelei. "You shouldn't be so kind to her. Because that woman has transformed in the middle of the city, shouldn't you punish her, Darling?" she asked Ikaros. Did she saId something about punishing me earlier? Ikaros looked at me and sighed. "The problem is, I suspect she's an idiot who doesn't know she's a werewolf." A what!? "That doesn't mean she's above the law," said Lorelei. "If you can't punish her, let me—" Suddenly, my stomach hurt badly. I tried to hold it back, but it was excruciatingly painful. It felt like something was stabbing my stomach, and tears quickly filled my eyes. "Rutherford, take her to the doctor, NOW!" Ikaros yelled, and then everything went dark. When the world came back into focus, I saw a doctor standing beside me, looking at someone in front of him. "Congratulations, Mr. Alexandrovich. Your partner is pregnant."This... is a joke, right? There's no way I'm pregnant. And from the shocked look on Ikaros' face, I knew he was thinking the same thing as me.As soon as the doctor left, he grabbed both of my arms and glared at me angrily."With whom have you been sleeping for the past two months, Azalea?" he asked, enraged. "Who is the father of this child!?"His grip on my arms was painful. "Back off," I growled. Hurt. How dare he ask me such a thing!? Did he think I was some cheap slut? "That's none of your business at all."Damn it. I'm pregnant, and last night I drank alcohol? I've hurt a creature that hasn't even taken shape yet."Who is the father of that child, Azalea?"God knows the child in my womb is Ikaros' child. But I won't admit it. Let that man with his snobbish fiancée! Let me take care of myself!I tried to get off the stretcher, but he held onto my arm. "You won't be going anywhere until you answer my question," he growled. "Who else have you been sleeping with besides me!?"And th
When morning came, light seeped in through the window, falling perfectly on Ikaros's shoulders and chest, making his beautiful skin glisten. In moments like those, I could see the scars on his body, crossing his chest and shoulders, as well as some moles that looked like constellations. His jeans clung so low on his waist that it felt like I could see parts I'd seen before, but seeing them again would catch my heart unprepared. There was a tattoo on his ribcage, only the tip of that tattoo that I could see because the rest was covered by his hand. Carefully, I tried to move his hand away. But as soon as I touched Ikaros's back of the hand, it suddenly turned to grip mine, pulling me forcefully against his chest, while his other hand instinctively grabbed the vase of flowers on the nightstand—ready to smash it against my head. I screamed loudly. "Aaaaa!" "Damn it!" he cursed, angry, while letting go of me. I retreated and slid off the bed, then moved away as far as I could until my
"Pheromones don't lie, want to sleep with me again, Azalea?" My heart raced as the man closed the distance between our faces, leaving me only able to see his hazelnut eyes, sharp yet beautiful, while his lips were less than a centimeter away from mine. Closer and closer. I closed my eyes nervously, as if his gaze was dangerous. Then... Nothing happened... "You can open your eyes now," said Ikaros, followed by a mocking laugh. Damn bastard. I opened my eyes, squinting in annoyance, then pushed him away. "You jerk," I muttered. Ikaros chuckled, with a laugh that was sweet, sensual, but so annoying—like the laughter of a demon from the deepest pit of hell—and said, "You wished I kissed you." "No way. You're dreaming," I said. Ikaros grinned sweetly. "Okay... Besides, who would want to do that thing in the morning, right?" he asked me rhetorically. He moved away from me with a swift motion, then walked to my wide-open bedroom window. "It's so nice chatting with you, but
"Nice to meet you. My name is Orion Evans," the man said. I shook his hand. "My name is Aza—" I began, intending to introduce myself, but stopped abruptly as he suddenly pulled me so hard that I stumbled into his chest. My forehead bumped against his chin, and I muttered in annoyance. "Sorry," he said quickly, before I could reprimand him. "I'm a bit nervous," then he hastily withdrew his hand and pushed me away. I rubbed my forehead while glaring at him irritably. I didn't understand what just happened, and Orion Evans didn't seem like someone who was awkward. Nevertheless, whatever just happened, I wanted him to know that I wasn't impressed with his actions. "I'm already engaged to someone," I said coldly, before returning to Paul's hall. I went back to my seat, sitting with one knee crossed over the other, and stared straight ahead at Kath, who was playing the middle part of Fantasia No. 4 C Minor on stage. I felt Kath was a bit nervous as her piano playing was messy. But I
"No! Of course I'm not pregnant, Rose," I exclaimed, panicked. In the reflection of the gleaming counter-height table, my flushed face looked back at me. Okay, damn it, who was I even trying to fool? Rose sighed in frustration. "And what about your education? Will you still continue your studies after getting married?" she asked me again. "Of course," I replied. "Marriage won't make me stop studying, right?" "It won't matter if you and Ikaros don't have plans to have a baby in the first few years," Jay said. But we were going to have a baby, and that thought momentarily panicked me. "What makes me confuse is," Rose said again, and this time her face truly looked furious, "why are you getting married if you don't plan on having a baby? You could just date!" And at that moment, when my sister and Jay were both glaring at me accusingly, I felt my chest tighten along with the urge to move away from both of them. "I..." I started, hesitating. "I—" "Azalea is pregnant, that's
The next day..."Can you lift your arm?" asked the bridal dressmaker softly as I stood nervously, letting her measure me. I raised my arm, then allowed her to wrap the measuring tape around my arm. Meanwhile, Ikaros sat with Jay and Rose on the couch near us, chatting about various things but mostly related to their work. The three of them shared the same interests in digital business, computer programs, crypto, and the network thing, something I would never understand forever.Of course, marrying a businessman like Ikaros was never on my bucket list. Yes, I had fallen in love with him, maybe I still do. But that love was accompanied by great hatred as well, so I wasn't sure which one was greater between those feelings. But what mattered was which one was more important: I need to love him."Have you chosen flowers for the wedding yet?" the bridal dressmaker asked again, and I shook my head."Do you have a favorite flower?" the woman asked."I like forget-me-nots. Would that be good f
The Wedding day arrived. The event was held at a small church on the edge of Manhattan, and it was attended by a multitude of people.As I peeked through a small gap in the door, I cursed Ikaros under my breath."Are you ready, dear?" my father asked, and I almost jumped out of my skin in surprise. "I—I—didn't know."I bit my lip. I thought this would be easy, but it turned out not to be.Soon, witnessed by my parents, my sister, and Jay, as well as a hundred unfamiliar faces who were Ikaros' close friends (how did he have so many close friends!?)—I became Mrs. Alexandrovich. We were bound to each other, I was his, and he was mine. It was both thrilling and terrifying."Ikaros never said there would be this many witnesses," I whispered to my father, and he raised an eyebrow for a moment. My father was a quiet, stoic man with small round glasses who worked hard at the store every day. He didn't understand music or sentimental things, but one day he bought me a kalimba—a thumb piano tha
They talked for a long time. And when Ikaros finally reappeared, the man stared at me coldly as he touched my arm."I need to talk to you right now," he whispered in my ear. His tone was short and harsh, making me uneasy.I thought I should explain my meeting with the man at Juilliard immediately a couple of days ago"Okay. I also need to tell you something," I said. But before I could finish, he ran off, leaving us to another empty room, and I quickly ran after him as fast as I could in the beautiful white high heels and the low-cut bridal dress with a three-meter-long skirt.And as we entered the room, he slammed the door shut, startling me with the loud bang."What game is this you're playing, Azalea?" he asked roughly."What game?" I asked, not understanding."Fine, keep pretend you don't know until your damn kid is born, and then we'll do a DNA test and find out he's not mine," Ikaros said, and I was stunned by his
"What Ikaros did to me has left deep scars. But Vancouver also didn't make me feel safe.Pregnant, unmarried, broke, and dropped out of college. I have disappointed myself and my family.*****Afterward, days passed by agonizingly slow yet somehow fast.I spent all day cooped up in my room. Luckily, my room already had a bathroom, so whenever I needed to pee, I didn't have to leave the room.We didn't have a piano at home, just a kalimba, and it didn't satisfy me. I think I was severely depressed because playing the piano no longer brought me joy.When midnight came, I would sneak out of my room to eat whatever was in the kitchen, then return to my room. I still couldn't bear to face my family, and likewise, they couldn't either.Honestly, I was disappointed with my family's reaction. My heart hurt when they no longer cared whether I had eaten or if I was okay in my room. But eventually, I stopped caring too, to the point of numbness.I was in my room when I heard my neighbor's words
They talked for a long time. And when Ikaros finally reappeared, the man stared at me coldly as he touched my arm."I need to talk to you right now," he whispered in my ear. His tone was short and harsh, making me uneasy.I thought I should explain my meeting with the man at Juilliard immediately a couple of days ago"Okay. I also need to tell you something," I said. But before I could finish, he ran off, leaving us to another empty room, and I quickly ran after him as fast as I could in the beautiful white high heels and the low-cut bridal dress with a three-meter-long skirt.And as we entered the room, he slammed the door shut, startling me with the loud bang."What game is this you're playing, Azalea?" he asked roughly."What game?" I asked, not understanding."Fine, keep pretend you don't know until your damn kid is born, and then we'll do a DNA test and find out he's not mine," Ikaros said, and I was stunned by his
The Wedding day arrived. The event was held at a small church on the edge of Manhattan, and it was attended by a multitude of people.As I peeked through a small gap in the door, I cursed Ikaros under my breath."Are you ready, dear?" my father asked, and I almost jumped out of my skin in surprise. "I—I—didn't know."I bit my lip. I thought this would be easy, but it turned out not to be.Soon, witnessed by my parents, my sister, and Jay, as well as a hundred unfamiliar faces who were Ikaros' close friends (how did he have so many close friends!?)—I became Mrs. Alexandrovich. We were bound to each other, I was his, and he was mine. It was both thrilling and terrifying."Ikaros never said there would be this many witnesses," I whispered to my father, and he raised an eyebrow for a moment. My father was a quiet, stoic man with small round glasses who worked hard at the store every day. He didn't understand music or sentimental things, but one day he bought me a kalimba—a thumb piano tha
The next day..."Can you lift your arm?" asked the bridal dressmaker softly as I stood nervously, letting her measure me. I raised my arm, then allowed her to wrap the measuring tape around my arm. Meanwhile, Ikaros sat with Jay and Rose on the couch near us, chatting about various things but mostly related to their work. The three of them shared the same interests in digital business, computer programs, crypto, and the network thing, something I would never understand forever.Of course, marrying a businessman like Ikaros was never on my bucket list. Yes, I had fallen in love with him, maybe I still do. But that love was accompanied by great hatred as well, so I wasn't sure which one was greater between those feelings. But what mattered was which one was more important: I need to love him."Have you chosen flowers for the wedding yet?" the bridal dressmaker asked again, and I shook my head."Do you have a favorite flower?" the woman asked."I like forget-me-nots. Would that be good f
"No! Of course I'm not pregnant, Rose," I exclaimed, panicked. In the reflection of the gleaming counter-height table, my flushed face looked back at me. Okay, damn it, who was I even trying to fool? Rose sighed in frustration. "And what about your education? Will you still continue your studies after getting married?" she asked me again. "Of course," I replied. "Marriage won't make me stop studying, right?" "It won't matter if you and Ikaros don't have plans to have a baby in the first few years," Jay said. But we were going to have a baby, and that thought momentarily panicked me. "What makes me confuse is," Rose said again, and this time her face truly looked furious, "why are you getting married if you don't plan on having a baby? You could just date!" And at that moment, when my sister and Jay were both glaring at me accusingly, I felt my chest tighten along with the urge to move away from both of them. "I..." I started, hesitating. "I—" "Azalea is pregnant, that's
"Nice to meet you. My name is Orion Evans," the man said. I shook his hand. "My name is Aza—" I began, intending to introduce myself, but stopped abruptly as he suddenly pulled me so hard that I stumbled into his chest. My forehead bumped against his chin, and I muttered in annoyance. "Sorry," he said quickly, before I could reprimand him. "I'm a bit nervous," then he hastily withdrew his hand and pushed me away. I rubbed my forehead while glaring at him irritably. I didn't understand what just happened, and Orion Evans didn't seem like someone who was awkward. Nevertheless, whatever just happened, I wanted him to know that I wasn't impressed with his actions. "I'm already engaged to someone," I said coldly, before returning to Paul's hall. I went back to my seat, sitting with one knee crossed over the other, and stared straight ahead at Kath, who was playing the middle part of Fantasia No. 4 C Minor on stage. I felt Kath was a bit nervous as her piano playing was messy. But I
"Pheromones don't lie, want to sleep with me again, Azalea?" My heart raced as the man closed the distance between our faces, leaving me only able to see his hazelnut eyes, sharp yet beautiful, while his lips were less than a centimeter away from mine. Closer and closer. I closed my eyes nervously, as if his gaze was dangerous. Then... Nothing happened... "You can open your eyes now," said Ikaros, followed by a mocking laugh. Damn bastard. I opened my eyes, squinting in annoyance, then pushed him away. "You jerk," I muttered. Ikaros chuckled, with a laugh that was sweet, sensual, but so annoying—like the laughter of a demon from the deepest pit of hell—and said, "You wished I kissed you." "No way. You're dreaming," I said. Ikaros grinned sweetly. "Okay... Besides, who would want to do that thing in the morning, right?" he asked me rhetorically. He moved away from me with a swift motion, then walked to my wide-open bedroom window. "It's so nice chatting with you, but
When morning came, light seeped in through the window, falling perfectly on Ikaros's shoulders and chest, making his beautiful skin glisten. In moments like those, I could see the scars on his body, crossing his chest and shoulders, as well as some moles that looked like constellations. His jeans clung so low on his waist that it felt like I could see parts I'd seen before, but seeing them again would catch my heart unprepared. There was a tattoo on his ribcage, only the tip of that tattoo that I could see because the rest was covered by his hand. Carefully, I tried to move his hand away. But as soon as I touched Ikaros's back of the hand, it suddenly turned to grip mine, pulling me forcefully against his chest, while his other hand instinctively grabbed the vase of flowers on the nightstand—ready to smash it against my head. I screamed loudly. "Aaaaa!" "Damn it!" he cursed, angry, while letting go of me. I retreated and slid off the bed, then moved away as far as I could until my
This... is a joke, right? There's no way I'm pregnant. And from the shocked look on Ikaros' face, I knew he was thinking the same thing as me.As soon as the doctor left, he grabbed both of my arms and glared at me angrily."With whom have you been sleeping for the past two months, Azalea?" he asked, enraged. "Who is the father of this child!?"His grip on my arms was painful. "Back off," I growled. Hurt. How dare he ask me such a thing!? Did he think I was some cheap slut? "That's none of your business at all."Damn it. I'm pregnant, and last night I drank alcohol? I've hurt a creature that hasn't even taken shape yet."Who is the father of that child, Azalea?"God knows the child in my womb is Ikaros' child. But I won't admit it. Let that man with his snobbish fiancée! Let me take care of myself!I tried to get off the stretcher, but he held onto my arm. "You won't be going anywhere until you answer my question," he growled. "Who else have you been sleeping with besides me!?"And th