‘Cause I wish you the best of all this could give
And I told you when you left me
There’s nothing to forgive
But I always thought you’d come back,
tell me all you found was heartbreak and misery
It’s hard for me to say, I’m jealous of the way
You’re happy without me.
- Jealous, Labrinth
***
“OMG! Why are there so many people?” Felice asked them nervously.
"What is this? (1)KathNiel’s* new movie red carpet premiere? There are also lots of reporters!” Pipay is also nervous when she sees the swamp of people.
They agreed to go together to The Journal's Awards Night. First, it's embarrassing to enter the venue if you're alone. But the main reason is to save money on fares.
"I didn't expect so many reporters to come. I think sir Patrick went overboard here." Robin was whispering while they were following the asher to enter the red carpet and the venue.
"Our platform has also become quite big. Online reading and writing have become popular. I am not surprised if the media is interested in covering and asking about the details of our work," Pipay explained.
"Come on! It was really the right decision to wear our best for the day! Look at this! There's a photo op on the red carpet with a gorgeous backdrop! I really wouldn't be surprised if Beyonce suddenly came out here!” Robin said, laughing as they noticed what was happening to their other co-workers who were ahead of them.
"Look at that! Sir Patrick went overboard! I really feel I am on the Oscar!”
They were whispering as they approached the red carpet.
What Robin said was true, it was a good thing that they actually thought about buying clothes to wear today. Even until last night, she debated whether to attend the event or not.
"Okay, center please." The asher told them.
There are so many camera flashes coming from the reporters. She's not used to this kind of thing, so she's a little shy, but when she looks back at her friends she asks herself if they are normal people.
Pipay is still holding her waist while weaving like a newly crowned Ms. Universe. Felice is a little bit shy, but smiling widely at the camera. And Robin is acting as if he is a good-looking, slender man in a black suit, but he is obviously bloated.
She is the only normal one among the four.
She's wearing a simple black Athena gown. She also wore her hair up, she didn't wear much makeup either. She just put on red lipstick. Infinity is about to leave when one of the press calls her. She is going to ignore it but the asher stops her.
"Why?" She asked the usher in surprise.
"The press wants to interview you and ask some questions.” The usher answered with a monotone voice.
"Me?" She pointed to herself. "Interview? Why m-me? I-I’m not informed that there is something like this.” She is complaining and reluctant to go where the reporters are, but the usher is firm in her decision to usher her toward the swarm of reporters.
"Hello, Ms. Infinity. What a nice and unique name.” She always got compliments regarding her name. She just thanked her.
"Hi Ms. Infinity, I'm Katrina from Morning Press. I just want to know straight from you, as one of the original writers of The Journal, how can you write such heartbreaking stories? That has come to the point where the staff and some of the readers of The Journal have labeled you the Tragic Writer.”
She was not new to this kind of question but she was still caught off guard. She didn't know there was such an interview. She was not prepared. Maybe after this event, she will ask Louise to beat up Sir Patrick for her revenge.
"Ahhhmm t-there is nothing unusual about my way of writing. I also didn't mean the outcome of my stories to be like that. It’s just that, I base my stories on the emotion I felt on the day I started writing the draft. From there, the whole story will follow. And I will stick to that story outline until the end.”
Suddenly someone asked.
"So you mean Infinity, you're always brokenhearted? Because almost all the themes of your story revolve there."
Everyone laughed, including her.
She just laughed and did not answer the question. Because maybe when she tells the story of her life to them, her books will never be compared to her own story.
“Kidding aside. I read almost all of your stories. I just want to know where you pulled all that from. As he said earlier, are you always brokenhearted to produce that intense story?”
"I just..." She stopped speaking for a moment, thinking of suitable words for what she wanted to say that best describes how she wrote her stories. "I just based my characters’ decisions on the way I created them. You know. Their characteristics, their principles. That's how I create or develop that kind of story and lines."
A reporter would ask a follow-up question when the entrance of the red carpet suddenly went haywire. In a snap, all the reporters that surrounded her a minute ago are on the red carpet again. Everyone wants to get good shots of the group of people who have recently arrived.
Louise had arrived in her sexy red gown, with, of course, Sir Patrick.
And Lyra in her white mini dress with her husband Sir Jhezz. Her tummy is still not visible but you can see the pregnancy glow on her face.
Sir Gerald, the Editor-In-Chief in training, is with Angelica. Which surprised her and all the people in the venue. And she is wearing a different gown! This is not what Angelica bought with them the other day.
That's why she retracted what she said that they would go with them, it turned out that Angelica was with someone else. And the last pair that appeared on the red carpet was none other than Sir Paolo, together with his rumored girlfriend, Grace Angeles.
The Angeles clan is well known around the country because of their political power. Right now, his cousin, Vice Mayor Clyde Angeles, is very popular. And Grace herself is a well-known fashion designer for celebrities and people who hold power in the government.
The power couple walks gracefully onto the red carpet. They walk as if they own the ramp. They look like a god and goddess went straight from Mt. Olympus. And of course, the reporters will not miss this kind of opportunity. One of the reporters asked questions immediately.
"Ms. Angeles. Is it true that you and Mr. Santos are dating?” She asks without preamble.
The elegant woman whose arms were tangled in an almost perfect man answered the question in polite and direct words.
"Yes, Katrina. We are.” That confirmation made the crowd cheer, the reporters also congratulated them.
"Thank you so much for your greetings! Paolo and I have been together since December last year. We just want to keep it private.” She elaborated.
After some questions regarding her clothing line, the reporters now asked Paolo.
"Sir, many people in the business world are wondering why you invested and bought a big percentage of shares from a publishing company. May we know why?"
"First, Patrick is my good friend. There is nothing wrong with investing in your friend's company. Second is that I was fascinated with writers. Because they're the martyrs of literature. They can hurt their feelings, their characters actually, that they made themselves. So they can give us stories that could give us life lessons or entertain us. That is the main reason why I decided to invest in The Journal.”
That garnered a variety of reactions. They can't believe that they heard it from Paolo Santos himself, one of the Philippines' top bachelor businessmen, who is now known as Mr. Hopless Romantic.
"We don't know that you're a hopeless romantic type of person, Mr. Santos,” A reporter said with a hint of teasing.
He just laughed it off while saying "I'm not like Jhezz, who is very serious. Between the three of us, Patrick, Jhezz, and I. I can say that I am a combination of the two. Sometimes I can be serious and playful.”
Almost everyone there laughed. They all knew that the three friends had different personalities. Patrick is the jolly one, Jhezz is the serious type and he is the combination of the two.
"You are very lucky to have him, Ms. Grace.” Another reporter said with envy.
The two couples smiled at the reporter before answering.
Grace sneaks her arms into his before answering: “No, darling. Both of us are lucky to have each other.”
NOTE:
KathNiel - A famous love team in the Philippines consisting of Kathryn Bernardo and Daniel Padilla.
*** EVERYONE'S already seated in their designated seats. They are also seated together except for Angelica. She was seated at the tables with the higher-ups. The program started as usual and everyone was shocked by Sir Patrick's opening speech. Or because they are not used to Sir Patrick being formal, like now. There were lots of programs before they could eat, and she could hear Pipay and Robin grumbling because they were so hungry. After some announcement, the host opened the buffet, which means they are already allowed to eat. Actually, The Journal doesn't have many employees. But since this is the first event of the company under Sir Patrick, and the news of its expansion into publishing. It was a piece of big news! That is why there are lots of reporters and business persons present who are also curious about the business flow of a writing platform. There are business people who are still thinking about investing in the company and some are already investors. For Infinity, it
Ang nakalipas ay ibabalik natin Ipapaalala ko sa’yo, ang aking pangako na ang pag-ibig ko’y laging sa’yo Kahit maputi na ang buhok ko. - Kahit Maputi na ang Buhok ko, Moira [version] *** THE program proper had already ended. People were dancing around her. Some of the writers are also talking about their works and how gorgeous they are right now. But Infinity’s still looking at the void. Suddenly, a hand blocked her vision. The hand is asking her for a dance. When her eyes met the owner of the hand, she was not even surprised. "Why are you asking me to dance, sir? Your girlfriend might get angry." She asked. "Cut the sir out, Infinity. We are practically friends. And Grace, as you can see." He points out in the direction where his girlfriend is surrounded by business people. A real social butterfly, well her name itself rings a bell to any people included in the social circle. “Still, this isn't right. You should only dance with her.” He smiled at her as if she said someth
* F L A S H B A C K * *** "A-ARE you happy?" She asked him as they hugged each other in the living room of her rented apartment where they decided to live together from now on. "How many times have you asked that? Didn't I tell you that I'm happy? Very happy." He hugged her tighter. So she put her head on his shoulder more. She slightly moved away from his embrace. Then she stared at his handsome face. "Why are you asking if I'm happy?" He asked her back. "I am just confirming and making sure. I am just afraid that you will regret marrying me afterward." Tears are starting to form in her eyes. It's official! They are now married! "Maybe I'll regret it because my mommy doesn't like you, and then we get married without their consent. They'll be angry and then they'll separate me--Ouch! M-Mahal!" She didn't let him finish what he was saying and gave him a mild smack on the head. She immediately left and sat on their cute sofa. Sofa that can only fit two. He also followed
October XX, 20XX SUBJECT: Why is that? Infinity Janine Ramos Mahal, I won an award! I don't know whether to be happy or annoyed. Because I was awarded the Tragic Writer award. Pipay and Robin made me stand up because they said that no one could win that category but me. They even say they will fly into a range if I don't win. It’s difficult to live without you. But every day, somehow, it gets easier because I have friends like them. Even though they don't know the full details of what happened to us, I know that they will not abandon me and leave me. Tatay June is like a father to me, actually to all of us. It's sad because he's about to retire, but I know he won't leave us soon. And the next person who will be our editor-in-chief seems good and nice also. I cried while giving my acceptance speech. It’s crazy! I feel like I'm in FAMAS and my story won as best script. I honestly don't even know why I cried. But while I was talking, I remembered you.
Pana-panahon ng pagkakataon. Maibabalik ba ang kahapon? - Kanlungan, Noel Cabangon *** WHEN was the last time she was here? She can't remember anymore. Three? Two years have passed? It's not that she has forgotten it, she will never forget it, even for a second. Infinity just chose not to go, so as not to increase the weight and pain in her chest. “It's very annoying, Zeus! It was so frustrating! Why... Why? There are so many songs in the world." She couldn't continue what she had to say there. Too much emotion is already eating her. “Oh, God! It's been a long time. B-But why is it still painful!” She whispered it in the air while holding her chest. She is suffering from emotional pain. It was so painful and heavy that she could already feel it physically. "I never ask for too much. I-I didn't ask for things I knew I didn't deserve." Infinity wiped the tears that had been falling non-stop for a while. "B-But why is the only thing I asked for, why...why can't I get it?"
I can’t live out on my own And forget the love you’ve always shown And accept the fate of my condition Please don’t ever go For I can not live my life alone. - Say You’ll Never Go, Neocolours *** EVERYONE's excited about the upcoming team building. Infinity is the only one who doesn't care much about it. She is too focused on writing her new story plot for her first-ever paperback story, the same with her ongoing story online. To focus on her writing, she once again went to her favorite coffee shop. She needed to work and write, to forget. Since then, writing has been her safety net. This has been her punching bag whenever the world turns its back on her. She was already overwhelmed with her writing when a cup of hot white chocolate was put on her table. She was just as surprised when she followed the person who dropped it and put the cup on her table. "Hi. For you”, he said, with his boy next door smiling while pushing the cup closer to her. "Can I sit here?" He asked while
*** "SIS! You're going to the team building, right?" Robin asked her when she returned to the office. "I-I don't know yet why?" "Pipay and I will go to your apartment tomorrow." "W-Why? What are you going to do in my apartment?" She asked, half worried and nervous. “We will help you arrange your things for the teambuilding!” The two said in unison. "You don’t have to! And there is no food in my apartment!” "Sis! Why are you still embarrassed? We will bring food!” Pipay said. "There's no need for you to fix my stuff. I can do that." She is doing her best to not let them into her apartment. “We know you can fix it! But we also know that you won't join the team building if there is an opportunity! So we will fix your things, so you have no excuses." “Right!” Pipay and Robin made their friendship handshake. She surrendered. He will never really win those two. ~~ "She is so gorgeous!" Robin screamed as he focused on his cell phone. His friends did not hold back, and they w
*** THE day of their team building has arrived. But she is still undecided. Yes, Sir Patrick released a memo stating that it is required for all employees, but maybe he can make an excuse. A medical reason is a compelling excuse in this kind of situation. “You know, Infinity. You are no fun, and very annoying". Pipay is cursing the living hell about her. “You are such a killjoy!” Robin said. The two are not that excited. Well, they are already wearing their beach polo shirts and summer dresses. "Because I’m not feeling well," she answered them while making coffee in their office pantry. "Not feeling well?" "Let's pretend we believe you." Pipay even rolled her eyes. It was apparent they did not believe her alibi. "You’re a pain in the neck! Didn't you read Sir Patrick's memo? And will you still not go to the team building?” "Who will not go?" They were all surprised when their boss suddenly appeared. "Sir, it was Infinity," Robin reported. Robin should give thanks to the al
EPILOGUESUBJECT: To my King, My ElroyInfinity Ramos (InfinityRamosSantos@g***l.com) to Paolo Elroy Santos (PaoloElroySantos@g***l.com)Mahal,Today marks 4 years since we were together again, and 11 years as a married couple if we count the years we have been apart. Plus the 2 years we were together before the accident.Who could have thought that the decade we are together would give us a rollercoaster of emotions, trials, and frustrations? Because our relationship has been through so much. Who could have thought that we had only been married for more than a decade? If I wrote our story and turned it into a novel, 100 chapters would not be enough, and maybe my readers would lose the desire to read it!As we celebrate our 11th wedding anniversary, let me say through this email some of the things I find hard to say in person.First, I am sorry. I want to apologize for the things I've done that I know that hurt you. From my decision to leave you after the accident, and the infinite tim
I want you to know that you'll be the oneAnd I'll be the guy who'll be on his kneesTo say I love you and I need youAnd say I'd die for you just give me your forever- Give Me Your Forever, Zack Tubudlo***SUBJECT: To our angel, Zeus.Infinity Ramos (InfinityRamosSantos@gmail.com) to Perseus Elford Ramos Santos (ZeusRamosSantos@gmail.com)Dear Zeus,Today is the Christening of your Godmother Grace's first child. Your
We look for love, no time for tearsWasted water's all that isAnd it don't make no flowers growGood things might come to those who waitNot for those who wait too lateWe gotta go for all we know- Just The Two of Us, Bill Withers and Grover Washington, Jr.***ELROY went home a little bit late that night. Her brother went home a while ago and only the house helpers and the private nurse were with her in the condo. She is trying to lighten the mood even thoug
***ELROY is livid. He had never felt this kind of anger before. He was busy with his work when Leo called him. He is sure that Leo is angry. But hearing what happened he also felt the same. That's why, before going home, he first went to his parents' mansion. It was almost their dinner time at the mansion, so he knew that his mother was already there. And he found his entire family at the dining table while the servants brought out the food one by one. "P-Paolo, you're here! Come eat dinner with us!” His mother said happily. He can't stomach his mother! How could she
Araw-gabi nasa isip ka, napapanagip kaKahit san man magpuntaAraw-gabi nalalasing sa tuwaKapag kapiling ka, araw-gabi tayong dalawa- Araw Gabi, Regine Velasquez***A few days later, things between Infinity and Elroy patched up. The doctor had given them the go signal to be discharged from the hospital. "Are you sure you can travel to Manila?" Leo asked his sister worriedly. "You know you can stay here to heal more. Besides, Jana said you have passed the critical stage. But we can't be complacent yet. Your pregnancy is delicate.&rdquo
***“GOOD EVENING!” Leo happily greeted his sister as he entered her hospital room. But she's not alone. She's with Enzo, and he also has bruises and cuts on his face. He gave a sweet smile to his little sister and kissed her forehead. She was a little embarrassed, but he didn't mind. She looks cute blushing. "Hello! How was your day? How's the baby?” Leo asked as he was caressing her head. He could hear Enzo grunt on the other side. "Janna said that we should be careful, she had spotting earlier! That asshole stresses her out!”
Go easy on me, baby. I was still a child Didn't get the chance to feel the world around me I had no time to choose, what I chose to do So go easy on me - Easy on Me, Adele *** ELROY was rooted in his place when the man Infinity called Lorenzo told him that he was Infinity's brother. "Sir Lorenzo, Dr. Santa Cruz is asking for you inside.” Said the nurse who had just come out of his wife’s room. Lorenzo walked towards Infinity's room, that's why Elroy decided t
***ELROY did not waste any seconds and started to drive to where his wife was. It took him hours to travel, but he did not feel tired. When he arrived at the said hospital, the visiting hours were over. He decided to stay at the local motel, freshen up, and go to her first thing tomorrow. When the morning came, he bought a flower basket and went straight to the hospital. She asked the front desk where her room was, and the station nurse said it was in the suite. He was in front of her door. He had been waiting for this time for a week. But he didn't know why he was agitated. 3 minutes passed when he decided to knock and open the door. He was welcomed by sofas, which looked like the receiving area of the room. At the end of the room, there was a separate room that looked like the room of the patient itself. He peered and there, he saw his wife. She is sleeping soundly, but based on her face she looks tired. He put the flowers on the bedside table and sat in the visitor's chair
Ikaw lamang ang tangi kong minamahal, ang lagi kong dinarasal. Sana'y habang buhay tayong magkasama, ang puso ko'y ibibigay lamang sa 'yo Ito ang aking pangako mula ngayon hanggang magpakailan pa man. Ikaw lamang - Ikaw Lamang, Gary Valenciano *** ELROY immediately went to the orphanage expecting his wife to be there. But she is nowhere to be found. “Infinity hasn't been back here since you left. The last time we exchanged messages was when you returned from Manila,” Sister Mabelle said to him. Elroy's heart beat erratically. Infinity is not here. Where will he find his wife? He had no idea where she could go. "Thank you, Sister." He just said this while trying to think of where his wife could go. He wasted no time and immediately left the orphanage. It had been a long drive from Manila, but he would not hesitate to return there just to find out where his wife was. "P-Paolo! Paolo!” He heard sister Mabelle shouting his name, so he immediately stopped getting in the car.