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I felt my heart race in its cage and I immediately cleared my throat, "what are you doing?"

He reopened his eyes and looked down at me, "oh," he let go of my waist, "I'm so sorry, I didn't mean to... I just thought you know since this might be really happening... Don't mind me, I should have discussed boundaries first. I 'm sorry." He lowered his gaze.

"It's okay, I'm not ready for that type of commitment yet."

"Understandable, we are going to work at your pace. How could I tell him we would never, and that I wasn't going to be working at any pace.

"So do you want to come with me? I'm going to dad's company for-" he started to say.

"Maybe tomorrow," I cut him off, " I really just need to rest after last night. Once I'm up on my feet, we can do anything you want."

"No don't say it like that, it sounds like I'm forcing you into activities with me, that's the last thing I want trust me." He shook his head, "take the rest you need, I'll see you later."

I nodded at him and once he left I