"She-you're a-you're not human anymore." He said softly and I nodded a growl rumbling in my throat.
"Now I'll be a worthy mate won't I?" I said sarcastically and bitterly.
"I never said you weren't worthy." Clayton growled.
"Really now? Well you haven't talked to me in days Clay. If you don't like me that much you may as well just let me go home." I snarled.
"I never said I didn't like you." Clayton rumbled, "I love you." I scoffed.
"You have a hell of a way of disproving that." I spat and felt something shifting inside me. My voice turned into a hard growl and Clayton frowned.
"What's happening?" I gritted out through clenched teeth.
"You're about to shift. You need to calm down." He explained in a calming voice. My mate stepped closer to me.
"Back up. Don't touch me." I growled. Pain coursed though me and I yelped. Clayton winced.
"It won't hurt as much it you just let me help you." Clayton growled. He stepped forward as I swayed on my feet and caught me before I fell. Instantly the pain faded and I sighed.
"See? I told you." Clayton chuckled as he hugged me to him. I laid my head on his chest.
"I missed you." I sighed and I listened and heard his heart rate increase.
"I missed you too, so much... I'm sorry I was avoiding you but I had to." My mate sighed and kissed my forehead. I felt a smile creep to the corners of my mouth.
(I was gonna end it here but nah)
"Katlyn Nicole Stryker you're the best thing that's ever happened to me and I don't now how I'd survive if you ever left me. These past days without you by my side have shown me that without you all I feel is emptiness. For you I'd give my life without so much as a second thought nor a moment of hesitation. You are mine, mea lux. I love you with everything in me. I see you and I'm happy because I know you're my mate. You're my beautiful, smart, intellectual, crazy little mate and I want you with me forever." My eyes swelled with tears and they ran down my cheeks as he continued.
"I want you with me always. I know your past is dark but I don't care about that. I want to be the one to make you smile and laugh and forget your troubles. I want to be the one who comforts you when your sad and helps you fight your battles. I want us to be together ruling my pack by my side, as partners and lovers and above all... As husband and wife." Clayton said to me in a low unsteady voice and before I could comprehend his last words he knelt down on one knee in front of me.
"Will you make me the happiest man alive and become Katlyn Nicole Ravenwolf?" Clayton said as he pulled out a little black box and opened it to reveal a beautiful diamond ring. I gasped and looked at him. His eyes held hope and love and he looked so nervous and vulnerable. More tears ran down my cheeks and I smiled before leaning down to him and kissing him on the lips lightly. He smiled but cleared his throat nervously.
"So... Is that a yes?" He asked softly and I giggled wiping my eyes.
"Of course it is you idiot!" I yelled in joy and tackled him to the ground. I landed on top of him and pressed my lips against his. He was unresponsive for a second but then he kissed me back and growled softly. I growled too and he chuckled. We finally pulled away and he slipped the ring on my finger. I marveled at it for a few seconds before wrapping my arms around my mate and soon we were kissing again.
"I could kiss you all day." Clayton grunted as he deepened the kiss and I muttered in agreement. Sparks were all over me and I gasped and melted into Clayton's lips. I don't know how long we laid there kissing but after we were done Clayton picked me up and carried me to the bed. He laid down next to me and wrapped me in his arms.
"This is how we should always sleep." Clayton said pulling me closer to him and I nodded.
"Go to sleep Clayton." I sighed smiling.
"Okay. Goodnight my love." Clayton sighed kissing my forehead softly. I let out a soft breath and closed my eyes as I snuggled with my mate fiancé. In seconds I was asleep.
I feel accomplished.
Btw I cried writing this.
I'll update again some time.
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I've decided to update this one again and I changed it because I realized I didn't know how to continue it from there.So enjoy the new update!
I woke up and smiled at Clayton's arms wrapped around me. As I moved a little he groaned and pulled me closer.
Mate's asleep. A growl sounded in my head and I smiled.
Hello my wolf... What's your name?
You get to name me Katlyn. My wolf's soft growling said.
Okay then umm how about Storm? I said and my wolf growled in approval.
Nice I like that. And with that my wolf faded into my mind again and I sighed. I could feel Clayton's breath on my neck and I smiled.
"Clayton?" I breathed as I tried to get out of his grasp. I had to go to the bathroom. My mate grunted and I heard him yawning.
"Yes?" Came his husky reply. My heart fluttered at the sound of his voice.
"I have to get up." I said softly and my mate growled lowly and pulled me closer. I moaned as he kissed my neck slowly and teasingly. I heard Clayton grunt and he kissed my neck with growing passion and aggression. My hormones were all over the place and it only intensified my need for the bathroom.
"Clay stop I have to pee." I gasped as he started to get on top of me. He paused and chuckled before sitting back. Before I could say anything else he grabbed me and hoisted me out of bed. I yelped in surprise and he whisked me into the bathroom. Clayton put me down by the toilet and smirked.
I gave him a look and he just stood there, "Umm Clayton," I said, "are you just going to stand there?" He nodded with that same smirk and I frowned.
"But I have to pee." I said and he shrugged.
"It's not like it's going to kill you or me to be in here." He said casually and started fiddling with the cabinets by the sink.
"So you're gonna be fine when I pull my pants down right? You can control yourself?" I asked eyeing him and he visibly swallowed. He glanced at me and looked me over before tensing up.
"You're right." He said and started grabbing his toothbrush and stuff and hurried out of the bathroom shutting the door behind him. I chuckled softly.After I was done with my business I slipped out of the bathroom to be automatically encased in my mate's strong warm arms. I growled in delight as he gently backed me up against the wall and smirked at me.I chuckled and stuck my tongue at him and raised my eyebrows when his eyes darkened with lust. He growled softly and pressed his face into my neck and gave me chaste kisses. I moaned as he kissed my jaw and collarbone and back up my neck to my cheeks. My breathing became ragged as did his and he pressed me harder against the wall and smashed his lips upon mine. My hands flew to his head and I gripped his hair and pulled causing him to moan and open his mouth. I smiled and slipped my tongue in his mouth and he growled softly when mine touched his. In moments our tongues were battling for dominance and our hands were teasing each other
Let me at him Eli! I'll rip him to shreds! Elika howled and I scoffed.I thought you were supposed to like your mate. I said back.We'll take disrespect from no one! Mate or not! My wolf howled and suddenly all inhibitions were gone from me."Like I'd want to be mates with a stupid bastard like you! You talk like you're high and mighty but you're no better than a flea infested rouge! You're not worthy of becoming alpha let alone being my mate! The moon goddess screwed us both over!" I snarled and my wolf's growl came out with every word. It was as if something snapped in me and I nodded curtly at Nathan who looked shocked. Then he blinked and growled."This is fucking stupid." Nathan snarled and left the room.He didn't reject us... Elika said softly and I felt myself tense up. He didn't.I shook off the fuzzy feeling in my head and walked out of the living room and going outside. I peeled my banana and ate it before tossing the peel aside."Eli! What is your problem?" A deep voice bo
"Oh my... How?" I said aloud and I smiled in pride.That is the real you Eli. You are beautiful. Elika said and I blushed in flattery. I grabbed the backpack and slipped on my joggers and tank top.I made my way back to the pack house and I smiled. My confidence level was up to its max and I was at peace I'd never felt so alive. When the house came in sight my grin grew. I had a plot in mind and I would use this to my advantage. They'd regret treating me like dirt.I passed a group of guys and they watched with big eyes and open mouths. Why are they out it's nearly one in the morning?"Hey boys." I said winking and they gulped. I chuckled and kept walking. I smiled as I saw Alex and I walked up to him and tapped his shoulder. He whirled around and paused when he saw me. His eyes darkened with lust and I smirked before punching him right in his face. What I didn't expect was for him to go flying back like he did and land on the ground a few yards away. Damn! I eyed my hands in wonder a
"Let go Nathan. I'm tired and want to go to sleep. Plus this is my room and I want you out!" I snarled and my mate tightened his grip on me."I can sleep with you." Nathan growled and I scoffed. I shook my head."See Nathaniel, my wolf and I haven't forgiven you just yet, so go fuck yourself and get out of my room." I spat and my mate bared his fangs at me. Elika didn't take too well to that and I happily let her take over."Don't show your fangs to me unless you want to get embarrassed." Elika growled through me and Nathan's eyes darkened to those of his wolf's, Kane."Embarrassed by whom?" His wolf snarled back and Elika laughed coldly. My hand clamped on Nathan's throat and the alpha growled as Elika and I held him down. I leaned down until my lips were against his ear and my voice was superior yet seductive as Elika whispered, "By me. You hurt us Kane-you too Nathan. You made us cry and didn't help us until you found out we were mates. You called us names and pushed us around- now
"Good I can't wait till I can call you Mrs. Ravenwolf." He smirked and kissed my lips softly before pulling gently away."And I can't wait for our honeymoon... Just you and me.... I wonder how loud you'll scream for me..." He whispered in my ear and I hit him playfully."Clayton stop it!" I scolded and he chuckled. My face burned.He laughed harder and pulled me to him then lifted me off the ground."So babe wanna go for a run?" Clayton said and started taking off his shirt. I looked at him in confusion as he pulled out a little golden chain necklace."Here." He said slipping off my ring and putting it on the necklace. He put it on me and I grasped the ring on my chest."It's time you shifted little one." He said lovingly and pulled me outside.I watched as he stripped off his clothes and shifted into his black wolf. He growled softly and I heard his voice in my head.Shift. I listened and stripped as well.I closed my eyes as pain blossomed in my body but as soon as it was there it v
"Just think about how the mating will be." Nathan murmured in my ear. I blinked and tried not to think about it. I frowned slightly as I realized I just gave in to my hormonal desires."Yep but it won't be anytime soon." I said casually and pushed Nathaniel away from me."Why not?" Nathan whined and I scoffed."I still haven't forgiven you." I sighed and he growled."But I- we just-" he began but I waved my hand in his face."It's not a big deal Nathaniel honestly. It's not like we had sex or anything. The mating process wasn't completed. It isn't a big deal." I sad with a shrug and he growled."Yes it is. You're my mate-the least you can do is let me love you." He huffed and I paused. Love me? He loves me?Nathan snapped his mouth shut and looked at the ground when I didn't answer right away."If only you knew the pain you put me through." I growled and Nathan looked at me with sad eyes."I know I screwed up but please-" Nathan tried but I tuned him out."I'm going to my room. Go wor
"I don't know... I feel weird." I said and it was true my hands tingled and soon so did the rest of my body but it slowly faded."Nevermind its gone." I muttered and Clayton smiled softly."Well are you up for the celebratory party later?" He said and I nodded."Congratulations Alpha Clayton, it's nice to see mates getting united in matrimony." A deep voice grumbled and I turned to see a dark haired rather good looking man with red-brown eyes. He was not better looking than my Clayton though. Not by a long shot. I was getting a weird vibe off of him and I didn't like it."Alpha Nathaniel? Haven't seen you since well... I don't know years ago?" Clayton said with a slight frown."Yes. I was wondering if you could give me some advice on something... I just- Eli?" I watched as Nathaniel looked around for a bit before sighing."Goddess dammit. I knew she'd run off. I need help. How do you make your mate love you?" Nathan said turning and looking and Clayton then me with wide pleading eyes.
"Don't talk to her like that!" Eli snapped and pushed Nathan. I was taken by surprise and so was Nathaniel because he almost fell. Clayton let out a soft snicker."Don't order me around Eli." Nathan snarled and stood up straight. His eyes gleamed with his wolf."Aww that's cute... You think you scare me." Eli said in a rich voice and laughed."You forget that I'm the Alpha." Nathan growled."And you forget I'm the Luna! You forget what you did to me! You forget that every day for years the shit you put me through! Fuck you!" Eli screamed and lunged at her mate. Nathaniel tried to move out of the way but the sound of ripping clothes was heard and a white she wolf barreled into the alpha. I'm glad the party was outside."Dammit Eli." Nathan snarled and in seconds he was in the form of a ebony wolf. With a snarl he kicked Eli off and she landed gracefully on her feet a few yards away. The alpha jumped to his paws and snarled at his mate his haunches raised. Eli stalked forward and bared