"What were you doing here so late at night, though, Melody? It doesn't seem safe to be out here alone, specially given how weak you are," Alpha Evan said once he'd put his shirt on and ran a hand through his hair, making it perfectly disheveled.
I cringed at his casual comment. Sure, I knew I was weak but he did not have to throw that in my face like that. "I come here to swim at nights. It's calming to me. And I am weak, but you don't have to go around pointing it out to me," I grumbled.
His gaze softened as he stepped closer again. "I just don't want you getting hurt, kitten. I'll make sure you're no longer weak when I take you with me. I'll train you myself."
Something warm bloomed in my chest at his words. No one other than Raymond and my nanny had shown me so much kindness. Overwhelmed with too much emotion, I felt like crying. But for pretty much the first time in my life, they would be tears of joy.
Clearing my throat, I whispered, "Thank you, Alpha Evan," my voice cracking at the last syllable as a lone tear escaped my left eye.
Alpha Evan was right in front of me in an instant, a shock wave coursing through my system at his touch as he wiped the tear away with his hand. "What's wrong, Melody? Why are you crying? Did I say something to upset you?"
I shook my head vigorously. Goddess, this was so embarassing. How was I supposed to explain? That too with his heady scent invading my senses. It was hard to think when he was standing so close to me. Still, I tried, "Nothing. I'm just happy. That I will get to go away from here."
"Does it mean so much to you to leave this place behind?"
I nodded once. Taking a moment to gather my thoughts, I began, "Life here has not been easy for me. I would like to leave and start over. I would've tried to leave before but like you said, physically, I'm too weak to do it. And I did not have any help either, at least nothing substantial. Until you," I admitted softly, looking into his moss green eyes.
Alpha Evan nodded in understanding before grabbing my hand in his and dragging me along with him in the direction of the Alpha's house. Sparks flew from our entwined hands until they eventually settled into a deep warmth which made me feel safer than I'd ever felt before.
I revelled in the feel of his hand in mine for a few moments before I realised where he was taking me.
"Alpha Evan, where are we going?"
"To talk to Alpha Adrian."
My eyes widened at his words and I tried to pull on his arm to get him to stop. "No! We can't do that! He'll never agree to sell me. Remember how he'd already denied you?"
Alpha Evan didn't stop or slow down. "I know," he said simply.
"Then, why....what..." I sputtered, not being able to form a coherent thought as he all but dragged me with him.
I shook my head, taking a moment to gather my thoughts. "What are you going to do now?" I finally asked.
"You'll see."
I rolled my eyes. "If I wanted to wait and see it for myself, why would I have asked you?"
"You're the one who asked, so you should know the answer to that."
This man! "Must you be such a smart ass?"
He simply shrugged his broad shoulders in reply as we came to a stop outside the Alpha's house.
He entered without knocking, and walked up to the first floor to where Alpha Adrian's room was without asking me or anyone else for directions. The Alpha's house was a large one. Large enough that even with a lot of council members and an even larger number of staff living in it, he still had numerous rooms to spare. I briefly wondered how Alpha Evan knew where to go, subconsciously ducking my gaze to avoid any passerby's.
I hid myself behind Alpha Evan's hulking frame as we stopped in front of Alpha Adrian's room, waiting for him to open the door. I squeezed my eyes shut as the sound of the door opening met my ears, as if that would somehow make me disappear.
"Alpha Evan, you here at this time of the night? Is everything alright?" Came Alpha Adrian's slightly confused voice.
"No," Alpha Evan snapped in reply and suddenly, I was being pulled from behind him and unceremoniously thrust into Alpha Adrian's room, so much so that I lost my footing and ended up stumbling ungracefully, landing on the floor with a small scream.
It took me a moment to realise that Alpha Evan had just pushed me into Alpha Adrian's room.
Wide eyed, I looked up to see Alpha Adrian looking down at me with his usual disgusted expression. I wasn't surprised, no. What surprised me was the way Alpha Evan was looking down at me. Like I was worse than the dirt on his shoe. And boy, did it hurt because I had never expected him to treat me like that. Specially not after the conversation we'd just had. Had that all been a joke to him? Was I a joke to him?
Hurt and confused, I looked up at him, waiting for him to speak. And my world seemed to shatter around me when he did.
"I'd thought that I was doing right earlier by trying to help her. But this girl was trying to spy on me when I went out for a walk to clear my head. And she belongs to your pack, Alpha Adrian. Did you send her after me?" Alpha Evan asked, his furious gaze fixed on Alpha Adrian.
Alpha Adrian glared at me, making me avert my gaze. I was too stunned to even try to defend myself. Besides, in my shocked state, I realised that no matter what I said, Alpha Adrian would obviously listen to Alpha Evan over me for he was an Alpha and I was Melody, the girl he hated more than anything in this world. I also belatedly realised that even if I tried to tell Alpha Adrian what I'd seen Alpha Evan do, he would never believe me. Heck, he'd probably sock me in the gut before I'd even finished my explanation.
I looked at Alpha Evan then. Had he known all along that no one was going to believe me? Was that why he'd been so impossibly calm when I'd tried to blackmail him into taking me away from here? But then, why had he given me false hope like that? Why had he given me false hope, only to crush it like it was nothing at the end?
A myriad of emotions swirled inside me, making my head ache. I was shocked, confused, and most of all, I was hurt. His betrayal felt like a physical blow.
I tried to ignore the pounding in my head and focus on what Alpha Adrian was saying. "Of course not, Alpha Evan. She's a nobody in our pack. If I'd wanted someone to spy on you, I'd at least have sent someone who wouldn't get caught so easily."
I flinched at the verbal blow. Of course. The man didn't even think me capable of washing the dishes, why would he think me capable of something as difficult as spying?
"Then what was she doing following me, huh? Trying to see what I was doing?"
"I have absolutely no idea, Alpha Evan. But rest assured, I will see to it that she doesn't repeat the same thing ever again. She'll be lucky if she can walk after I'm done with her," Alpha Adrian spat out, clearly agitated.
Dread filled me as his words registered. A trip to the dungeon downstairs was what he meant. The last time I'd been down there, I hadn't been able to get up from the bed for months. Tears sprang to my eyes at the thought of what would happen now. But I refused to give Alpha Evan the satisfaction of seeing me cry because of him.
Maybe this was my punishment for being so naíve as to trust a complete stranger like that.
"No," Alpha Evan's one word, spoken with finality, pulled me out of my thoughts and back to reality. "It was me she was following around. I want to be the one to punish her," Alpha Evan said, his lips curling into a sinister smirk as he raked his eyes over my body, making goosebumps break out all over my skin.
Alpha Adrian let out a laugh. "Very well, Alpha. If that's what would please you. You may have her for the night."
My eyes widened. "No!" I shouted on instict. "Please don't do this to me Alpha Adrian, please," I all but begged, on the verge of tears now.
Alpha Adrian ignored me. So I turned to look at Alpha Evan, only to see him looking at me already. With his moss green eyes boring into my blue ones, he said, "Not just tonight. I want her every night that I'm here."
I looked away from him, closing my eyes. This couldn't be happening. No, no, no.
I heard Alpha Adrian laugh some more. "Of course. Serves her right for acting like a bitch in heat. Teach her some manners while you're at it, too."
I heard another short laugh. This time, it was Alpha Evan who had laughed. "Oh, I will," he muttered before I felt a grip on my arm, pulling me to my feet.
It was Alpha Adrian holding me. On instinct, I struggled against his grip but he simply laughed, shoving me towards Alpha Evan who caught me easily.
And even though his arms and scent made me feel safe, I knew I was the farthest thing from safe right then.
"You either come with me silently, or I drag you out of here kicking and screaming with no one to help you. Take your pick," Alpha Evan muttered low, so only I could hear, still holding my arms in a vice like grip. I looked up at him, knowing he was right. No one would come and help me even if I screamed bloody murder while he took me away from here. There was no point trying to run when I had no where safe to run to. This was my fate. And I had to accept it. "I'll go with you quietly." My voice didn't sound like my own. It sounded broken, defeated. That was what this man had reduced me to in the span of a few minutes- a defeated mess. And I hated him for it. I let him say his goodbyes to Alpha Adrian before he dragged me behind him, much like he had done moments ago, probably taking me to one of the many guest rooms he was staying at. I kept my gaze down as I walked behind him, not bothering to look up. His hand was holding mine. I still felt the shock of having his skin in direc
"What do you mean take me there?" I asked, determined not to let his woody scent or smart words deter me from getting answers this time around. "With me. When I leave here. That was the deal we made, wasn't it?" He remarked casually as he lay the towel across one of the sofas to dry before picking up his book. "But... but you told Alpha Adrian that...." I struggled to form any words, or thoughts, for that matter. Alpha Evan tsked, shaking his head at me. "You, my kitten, are dumber than you look," he said, pivoting around on his heel and walking towards the bed before laying down. His words made anger flare anew in my chest, and I glared at him. "Think before you get catty with me," he warned before I could say anything. He then opened his book back again, going back to reading as if he hadn't just insulted me. But, I paid heed to his words and did think before speaking this time. For the first time since the incident back at Alpha Adrian's room, I considered the possibility tha
"Where have you been? I've been looking all over for you," Raymond exclaimed as soon as I entered the kitchen and my eyes landed on him doing the dishes. I got to work doing the dishes right along with him as I filled him in on the events of last night, leaving the part about Alpha Evan being a hybrid, and finishing with how I'd had the best breakfast ever this morning. "That's.... that's unbelievable," Raymond said, his expression mimicking his words as he wiped his hands on a rag before passing it to me. I nodded in agreement, taking the rag from him and drying my hands. "I know! But after the way he has treated me last night and this morning, I think he really is going to take me with him when he leaves. I don't know how he will do it, but I know he will."Raymond seemed skeptical at best as he looked at me. "He has been behaving nicely, but you can't deny that the man is scary as fuck. What if it's just an act? What if you end up going to some place worse than here?" I contemp
"I don't have anything to wear," I all but wailed as I looked at Miss Lillian. Her deep brown eyes twinkled in amusement, the crow's feet around her eyes deepening as her perfectly shaped full lips pulled into a broad grin. "I never thought I'd see the day you went on a date.""It's not a date!" I exclaimed for the umpteenth time that night, recalling the conversation I'd had with Alpha Evan during that scrumptious lunch. "Yes. Like a date," he'd said and I'd stared at him like a fish out of water, my mouth opening and closing of it's a own accord, but no words coming out. "For real?" I'd finally managed to ask. Then, he'd smirked at me, the kind that made him look deviously handsome. "What do you think?" I'd shook my head then. Why would an Alpha take me, a good for nothing slave, on a date? It was absurd. His smirk had only deepened. "I want to show you something. Tonight. Wear something comfortable."My mind seemed to have a single track at that point. One that was focused on
"Shift," Alpha Evan told me once we made it out of the house and had walked a few steps towards the woods. "What?" Dumbfounded, I looked at him."Shift into your wolf, Melody," he explained patiently as if talking to a three year old.I squirmed a little as he looked at me, suddenly embarrassed that I couldn't shift into my wolf. "I, uh, can't," I managed to mumble."Can't? What do you mean you can't?" He asked, his voice sounding impossibly loud in the stillness of the night, making me flinch a little. "I've... I've never shifted into my wolf," I admitted softly, looking anywhere but at him, feeling my cheeks heat up in embarrassment. It truly was embarrassing. What twenty six year old werewolf hadn't ever shifted? "Why not?" Alpha Evan asked, making me look up at him. I'd expected to see disgust in his expression, maybe even amusement, but he looked completely serious, if a little curious, as he looked down at me. "I, uh, wasn't allowed to," I replied, giving him a short, wate
The light was coming from a flower I hadn't noticed before. It was a beautiful little thing, glowing a bright blue under the moonlight. I watched entranced as more and more of those bright blue flowers I hadn't noticed before in the dim moonlight began unfurling all around us. Soon enough, we were standing in a circle with blue lit up flowers all around us, casting a warm glow on the both of us. It was a beautiful sight to behold, one I couldn't help but grin at. "This is beautiful," I admitted softly, looking around at all the numerous tiny flowers glowing all around us. "It is," came Alpha Evan's even softer reply and I looked at him, only to find him already looking at me. I felt my cheeks heat up, squirming a little under his intense gaze. "What are all these flowers? I've never seen flowers that could glow like that." "They're called nocte caeruleo. Literally translating to blue night. These are a special type of flowers that glow bright blue when they bloom at the stroke
"Alpha Evan, let's not do this," I tried to cajole him, not knowing what else to do. The truth was too humiliating and painful for me to admit out loud. "I want answers, Melody," he told me, his voice stern. I closed my eyes, unable to look at him any longer. Not when I could see the worry for me and anger on my behalf shine so plainly on his face. "Please, look at me, kitten," his velvety smooth voice met my ears, making me open my eyes. The tenderness I saw in his gaze made my knees feek weak. And when he oh so gently placed his hand on my cheek, I was surprised I hadn't melted into a puddle on the ground, because that was exactly what I felt like doing right then. "Tell me what happened, baby," he murmured, his voice low, almost hypnotising. Trance like, I nodded, before I realised what he wanted me to tell him. The thought of reliving those old memories was like a bucket of ice cold water had been dumped onto me. I pulled back from his touch at once, wrapping my arms around m
"And I can't decide if that was a compliment or an insult," I couldn't help but reply, both in an effort to lighten the mood and to change the topic of discussion to something that didn't weight my heart down like a tonn of bricks. "Take it as you may," Alpha Evan shrugged, still looking at me strangely. "Stop looking at me like that," I finally said fidgeting under his thoughtful gaze.Much to my chagrin, he smirked at me. As relieved as I was that he was back to smirking, and not a volcano ready to erupt at any given moment any longer, I didn't like the way he was smirking at me either. "Like what?" He asked. "Like you can't decide if you want to wrap me in your arms and never let go or go and drown me in the nearest river," I blurted out the first thing that came to my mind, regretting it almost instantly when his smirk deepened and he stepped closer to me. "I would much prefer the first option, kitten," he said, his voice low as he stalked towards me. I couldn't help but roll
ELEVEN YEARS LATER"Oliver, get back here!" I screamed at my six year old as he ran out the door taking his older sister's shirt with him. Goddess, I had no idea why this little brat was so obsessed with his sister's clothes. He was always stealing her clothes from the laundry basket and running around the house with them in his hand. Why he did that, I had absolutely no idea. Maybe he liked seeing Serena shout our lungs out. The kids loved each other to death but lived to make each other's lives hell.A chuckling Evan walked in the door with a small black garment in his hand. "Looking for this?" He asked.I snatched Serena's top from his hand, the same one Oliver had run out the door with moments ago. How he had managed to snag the cloth back, I had no idea, but that was just the way it had always been. I could keep shouting at the kids to get things done and they wouldn't do it. But one word from their father and suddenly, they were the most obedient kids in the world. Evan was a na
"You're sure you want to do this? I can go alone if you're not comfortable," I said to Alpha Evan for the umpteenth time that evening as we made our way outside towards his car. "Yes, Melody, I'm sure. Even if I don't act like it, I am their Alpha and I want to introduce you to the pack myself so they know not to mess with you," Alpha Evan explained as he held open the door to his car, motioning for me to take a seat. I did so and he shut the door once I was seated before going over to the driver's side and getting in himself. "They wouldn't dream of messing with their Luna," I replied. Packs held their Alpha and Luna in high regard and everyone knew that they were always supposed to act respectfully towards their leaders. "Just because you think a certain way, doesn't mean everyone would think like that as well, kitten," Alpha Evan muttered, his eyes on the road as he drove. My brows furrowed. What did he mean by that? It wasn't something just I thought, was it? "What do you mea
The next morning, Alpha Evan woke me up bright and early to begin my training. Apparently, according to him, my wolf was weak as hell and I needed to train to strengthen myself. Of course, no one expected me to become a warrior or anything like that, but both him and I wanted me to be able to at least defend myself should the need ever arise. "Again," Alpha Evan said, making me groan. "I thought that it was my wolf that needed training, not my human form," I complained loudly even as I picked up the dumbbells, readying myself for another set. "No offence, kitten, but I can snap you like twig if I wanted to. I want you to at least be able to defend yourself on the off chance that something happens and I'm not there to protect you," Alpha Evan explained, not even breaking a sweat as he bench pressed weights that were almost twice my entire body weight with ease in his indoor gym. It was extremely distracting and almost hypnotising the way his muscles tensed and relaxed as he exercise
"Evan, you're back," I said, stating the obvious. "So it seems," he replied, his tone even as he walked further into the house, his woody sense invading my senses. I wanted to melt into his arms right then but it was not the time to let my feelings for him take over all rational thought so I stood rooted to my spot instead."Where did you go off to?" I asked, keeping my tone as neutral as possible."I went for a run to clear my head a little," he explained, his tone just as neutral as mine, if not more. "I'm, uh, sorry for the way I reacted earlier. I didn't mean to say all that."I raised a brow at his words. I was happy and immensely relieved that he at least knew he'd done something wrong and was man enough to apologise for the same. Much as his words had hurt, I knew that bringing it up again will do nothing but spoil both our moods. Now wasn't the time for that. Now was the time to talk things out. "Right. It's okay, but let's not make it a habit, yeah?" I told him, keeping my
I'd been feeling extremely hungry when Alpha Evan had started cooking food for us but after the conversation we'd just had, I didn't feel like eating anything, let alone seeing what he had cooked. Left alone in the house with nothing to do and the conversation we'd just had running on a continuous loop in my head, I couldn't sit still. I paced in front of the kitchen as I waited for Alpha Evan to come back from wherever it was he had run off to. I hated this. I hated that he left the house like that with no way for me to communicate with him whenever we had a fight. And what had that even been about? Fine, we thought differently on certain things but did that really mean that we couldn't be with each other? His parting words had been that he couldn't see us working out in the long run. But why? This had been our first disagreement as a couple and he had run off like that in a fit of anger instead of talking things out like we should've. Was it that easy for him to give up on us jus
Without thinking, I jumped in to defend Logan. "Oh, he was just asking if we're mates. And we are," I said with a smile as Alpha Evan made his way down the stairs, staring Logan down, his gaze cold.Then, he looked at me and almost as if on instinct, I walked towards him, wrapping an arm around his waist and leaning in to his side. "We make a cute couple, don't we?" I said, hoping Logan would get the hint and play along. I had no idea what I was doing, but I was hoping it'd help take the heat away from Logan and calm Alpha Evan down enough that he wouldn't do something to hurt the guy. I did not want anything bad happening to him simply because he had been too curious to keep his mouth shut. I let out a small sigh when Logan smiled and agreed wholeheartedly. "Of course, you do. You guys make a great couple. Many congratulations on finding your mate, Alpha. You too, Luna."Alpha Evan then looked down at me, seemingly calm now. He gave me an almost pleased smile, as if happy to hear t
I still couldn't believe Alpha Evan was my mate. Sure, like every other girl, I'd imagined finding my mate one day. I'd never really thought it would actually come true given what my condition had been, but I'd definitely dreamt. I'd thought about if he'd be someone I'd always known, or if he'd be someone from an entirely different pack, someone completely unknown. I'd thought about if he'd be a kind man or not, what he'd think of me when he first saw me, if he'd like me or not. And now that the dream had finally come true, I didn't know what to do. For the first time since meeting Alpha Evan, I felt unsure how to act around him. Were there any rules when it came to being with your mate? Was I supposed to act a certain way? And Alpha Evan was an Alpha. Did that make me a Luna? I wasn't sure I was ready for something like that. But then again, he barely paid any attention to any of his duties as an Alpha, so I didn't think he expected me to do anything in that regard either. But then
It was hard to put into words what being in my wolf form truly felt like. My vision was sharper, my sense of smell was heightened and my reflexes were quicker than ever before. It was the most liberating feeling in the world, being able to run at breakneck speed without tiring. Sure, I still felt a little awkward in my movements, not used to running on all fours like that, but I felt happy that now, I at least had an opportunity to get used to it. Alpha Evan ran right beside me, his large black wolf dwarfing my smaller brown one but he kept his pace even with mine, never running ahead even though I knew he easily could. His woody scent was there, stronger than ever, making me feel warm and safe like it always did. My wolf felt at ease, heck, my entire being felt at ease with him beside me. It was almost unnatural how much at peace my heart felt with him by my side. A feeling of euphoria and of being complete engulfed me, like I had finally accomplished everything I was meant to wit
"You think you're ready for it?" Alpha Evan asked. "I'm not sure. I'm... I'm scared," I admitted honestly, letting out a breath. The last time I had tried this was years ago, and I had ended up writhing in pain halfway through before giving up entirely. It was early morning the next day and apparently, Alpha Evan thought that it was the perfect time to help me shift into my wolf form. Much as I wanted to postpone the entire thing, I was also eager to get it over and done with. I had a feeling I wouldn't be able to do it but Alpha Evan's presence and help was making me hopeful. And hope was a dangerous thing to have. "It's okay to be scared, kitten. Your past experiences haven't been pleasant from what you've told me so it's normal to feel this way, I suppose," Alpha Evan said, his voice soothing and calm. That coupled with all the greenery surrounding us in the large field close to Alpha Evan's house helped take the edge off, but I was still wary and nervous about what would happen