I COULD barely sleep last night thinking about what might happen when Zandy and I moved out of the house. I'm just thinking about what's going to happen, I'm sure both of our heads will hurt because I know we won't get along. We will have a hard time getting along with each other. I don't even know if I can live with him even for a day.I snorted and sobbed when I finished telling Andrea about my conversation with my Mom and Aunt Mandy about Zandy and me moving out. "I didn't do anything, Andrea, if I didn't agree to what they wanted. I hate him. I don't want to live with him in the same house because every time I see the man—gay or whatever he is, I just remember what he did and Roven to me," I complained while I couldn't paint my face.We are currently outside the building where we work to eat. It's lunchtime and Andrea and I are at a restaurant. I haven't been able to move my food because of the irritation I feel. I still can't get out of my mind what could happen when Zandy and I
"HONEY, I'm here."I feel suddenly warm even though I can feel the cold night air. How dare he call me Honey in front of my coworkers. Is he crazy?I wasn't going to pay attention to Zandy and was just going to act like I didn't hear anything when Melissa suddenly screamed while Shai and Chad were asking who that man was.I closed my eyes tightly and slowly, facing Zandy. What a look, still smiling! What else did he think of to call me Honey?"OMG! Miles, is he your husband?" Melissa asked as if seeing an artist as her cheeks were flushed and her face was full of excitement. She turned to me and slapped my arm."Aw! Melissa, it hurts," I complained and moved my arm away from her. "Shocked? Surprised? You want him, then he's now yours." I joked."So, is it true he's your husband?" Shai asked to confirm.I turned to Andrea who was also laughing. I also briefly looked at Zandy who was standing in front of his car. I looked back at my coworkers and slowly nodded. "Yes, he's my husband. Is
WE CHOSE to eat at a nearby restaurant, where a band was playing on stage. There were many people in the place and it was open, which is why I could feel the cold air blowing on my body."Are you sure, Zandy, that this place is okay with you? You're rich and you don't belong in this place," Andrea asked Zandy again when we sat down at the empty table.Zandy smiled and bowed for a moment. "Don't treat me like a rich man tonight. Besides, I also want to experience this simple life. Just think that we're on the same ground," said Zandy seriously.I was silent as I was simply stunned by what Zandy was saying which was hard to believe. Why is it that if he acts on someone close to me, it seems that he is kind and did nothing to me? I'm disgusted and angry at his pretending to be so kind to them."Hang on, Chad, order food and drinks so we can start the party," Melissa ordered Chad, who was sitting next to her. Zandy and I are next to each other while Andrea and Shai are opposite."Are you o
I FEEL that the surroundings are spinning. I feel dizzy because of the alcohol I drank. I didn't realize that I drank more alcohol because of the happy conversation and laughter that we had."We're going home now. Thank you, Zandy, for the drinks and food for us tonight," I heard Chad say goodbye as if he wasn't drunk. "I'm going to take Melissa home because she doesn't seem to be able to go home alone," he added.Even though I was dizzy, I still understood what they were saying, but I'm sure that the next morning, I'll forget what happened."Shhh! I-I can go home, huh? I'm not drunk, Chad, I can go home alone," Melissa said, almost closing her eyes and unable to understand what was being said as Chad supported her. She's still poking Chad's cheek and he's avoiding Melissa's finger."Thank you, Zandy, and congratulations again to both of you. Thank you for tonight. We're going home and I'm sure my husband is waiting for me." Shai laughed, her cheeks were reddened but she didn't look d
I winced when I opened my eyes because of the pain that came from my head. I also feel that my throat is dry and it hurts a little. I moved slowly and I was blinded again by the sunlight that penetrated the window of my room.I leaned against the headboard and gently massaged my head. My body is weak and I don't want to move. "What happened?" I asked in surprise. I tried to remember what happened last night but I frowned because I couldn't remember everything. I don't even remember how I got home. I quickly looked at what I was wearing because I wondered what happened to me. When I saw that I was still wearing my clothes, I breathed a sigh of relief. "How did I get home?" I asked myself.The last thing I remember, we left that restaurant with Shai, but she also left us. That's it and I don't remember anything else. I winced again as my head throbbed again, probably brought on by a hangover. Why did I drink and get drunk last night? I don't know what happened. What if I or Zandy did so
I LOOK at the wristwatch I'm wearing. Until now, I'm still here in my room and wondering if I'll show up for the date they prepared for Zandy and me. It's six o'clock in the afternoon and mom said our date at a well-known restaurant is at eight o'clock.I closed my eyes tightly while lying on my bed. The man I saw earlier in the mall came back to my mind. I opened my eyes and saw the white ceiling."Roven," I said. Why do I still feel pain to this day? But I also know that despite the pain, there is longing and joy that appears in my heart. It's been over a year since I last saw Roven and earlier, when I saw him, I didn't know how to feel. Will I be angry or happy because I saw him?I shook my head several times. My mind is once again confused because of Roven. I shouldn't care about him anymore but why do I still feel this way? Why can't he get out of my mind?I can't deny that I want to talk to him and ask him everything. I also want to hear his side, his explanation. I'm left with
I COULDN'T look at Zandy as his car drove us to the restaurant where we were supposed to be on a date. I tried to remember what I did last night and it all came back to my mind. I don't know how to deal with Zandy. He was right, I was crazy last night.I'm ashamed of myself, even of Zandy because of what I do and say. I suddenly regretted drinking a lot. I remembered that I was the one who challenged Zandy to kiss me, I even brought my lips closer to him because I thought he couldn't do that. I forgot that he did that when we got married.Later the car stopped in front of a restaurant. It looks very elegant from the outside and it can't be denied that almost only rich people eat there. It was a glass wall with strange lights hanging from the top. The table and chairs there are also not typical.I didn't wait for Zandy to open the car door for me and it didn't look like he was going to do that either. I first looked at the whole building and couldn't help but smile and marvel at its un
I CAN'T GET OUT OF MY MIND the argument Zandy and I had last night. I still can't get rid of my annoyance and anger toward him."Miles, you seem too quiet?" I heard Melissa say that she was close to me. "Your article, oh, you're being talked to, you're not paying attention," she joked."Yes, I've seen you like that before. What happened? Did you and your handsome husband fight?" asked Andrea who moved the swivel chair closer to me.I looked at them seriously. "No, I just thought of something," I reasoned. "Alright, go back to your work," I shooed them away, then faced my monitor again."Do you want to drink again later?" Melissa offers.I faced her and frowned. I will not drink again because I only remember what happened that night. Maybe the next time I get drunk, more than a kiss will happen. "No thanks, Melissa I'm busy. I have many articles to finish," I reasoned."Ok, fine," Melissa agreed and moved her swivel chair towards the opposite of her monitor.I have tried several times
This morning, I went to work early because of the pile of work. I was also thinking about how I would do my work with Beverly. The deadline for that is near but until now I still don't know how to interview her."Oh? Looks like you came early, Miles?" Chad commented when I met him there with some of our colleagues in the department while I couldn't see Melissa and Andrea who probably arrived later."I have a lot of work to do, Chad, so I have to come in early," I answered, then placed my bag and some of my things on my table.I turned on the monitor in front of me. Chad didn't say a word either. I started typing to start the articles that have been in my file for a long time. I had only said a few words when I heard Shai's voice."Miles, you have to go to Sir Troy's office," she said to me seriously. I faced Shai asking. "If you ask me why, I don't know," she smiled as if she could read my mind. "Just go there."I just frowned and was left thinking. Sir Troy always calls me. I am not
"THANK YOU, Ton for coming," I said seriously when he arrived at the restaurant where we would meet. I took his number from Zandy and called him to talk about the restaurant that he and Zandy will build.Like I said to Zandy, I want to help him in whatever way I can. I don't know what I can do to help either, but I will try to make his long-time dream come true and I want to be with him in that success.Ton smiled at me, then sat down in the opposite seat from where I was sitting. "I didn't expect you to call me, Miles. So, what are we going to talk about?" Ton asked directly. "It's probably not about your relationship with Zandy, is it?" He laughed and bowed for a moment.I suddenly felt ashamed and embarrassed because of Ton's last words. I was ashamed because I thought about Ton and Zandy such things. Zandy didn't explain either.I awkwardly smiled and looked at Ton shyly. "I'm sorry... I'm sorry, Ton if I thought badly of you." I avoided looking at him because of the shame I felt.
Zandy immediately pulled me closer to him when we got to his room. It seems that he was missing me so much because when we got out of the car, he immediately grabbed my arm and pulled me towards his room. I just hung on because I knew that I wanted the same thing to happen."What the hell, Zandy?" I was still weak when he kissed my neck. "I'm tickled," I said. I felt the hair on the back of my neck stand up because of what he did."What did you say? Zandy? Didn't I tell you that if you call me Zandy, I'll kiss you," he said when he stopped kissing my neck. "Call me Honey, anywhere and anytime, ok?""Ok, fine, I'm sorry," I said laughing."And as a punishment. I'll kiss you 'till the night ends," he threatened as his eyes seemed to sparkle. He pulled me even closer and I could feel his arm around my waist."That's the punishment I want from you, Honey," I said. I raised my arms and wrapped them around his neck as I looked up at him. I simply smiled. "I'm willing to take the punishment
"WHAT'S the plan, Miles? Next week would be your birthday, right?" Andrea said excitedly as we left the building. We just finished our work and we are all stressed from the amount of work. I want to rest my brain because I've used it all day.My eyes narrowed but my mouth parted and eventually smiled as I shook my head. I remembered that it's my birthday next week and that will be my thirtieth year in the world and just like they expected, the curse will be broken because I'm married."I forgot, Andrea," I confessed. "With so much happening, being so busy at work, I forgot that my birthday is next week," I said sadly."You're just distracted, Miles. Is that because of Beverly?" Melissa was curious. Just this morning, they bombarded me with a lot of questions about Zandy and me and Beverly's return. I didn't have a choice and because they were my friends, I admitted my real relationship with Zandy and about Beverly. Well, I'm not surprised by their reaction. I was almost deaf to their
67This morning, I woke up early for an unknown reason. The sun was barely rising but my eyes were wide open. I stretched as I yawned. I looked at the ceiling for a moment and couldn't help but smile when I remembered what Zandy said to Beverly the other day.My heart overflowed with joy and happiness because Zandy just proved that he would choose me even though Beverly was in front of him. Because of that, I'm sure of Zandy's feelings for me and I feel the same way. I have no more reason to doubt him and distrust him.I hugged the pillow tightly and screamed because of the thrill I feel every time I remember what Zandy said. That stuck in my mind and I will never forget it and I hope Beverly understands that.A few more moments, I decided to get up from my bed. I left the room. I was about to step down when I noticed Zandy standing on the terrace with his arm focused on the steel that acts as a terrace barrier. I frowned. I saw outside that it was still a little dark and the light wa
AFTER I got home from work, I immediately went up to the top of the house but I immediately stopped when I saw Zandy on the terrace looking seriously at the wide sky, obviously thinking deeply. I snorted and tilted my head slightly. I want to approach him and talk to him because I know he is thinking about what Uncle Andrew said to him this morning. He was speechless even before I went to work.I decided to change my clothes before I approached Zandy. I changed into a pajama suit and a t-shirt before leaving my room and approaching Zandy.I stopped for a moment and looked at his broad back. He didn't notice me because maybe he was deep in thought. I mustered up my courage and put aside my shyness. I approached him and slowly brought my hand closer until I could hug him from his back. I immediately smelled his sweet scent that I always wanted to smell.I felt his shock because of his slight flinch but he let me do what I was doing."You look so stressed, Honey," I said sadly. "You didn
I wasn't surprised when I woke up with a smile on my face. How light I feel and the surroundings. I stretched with a sweet smile on my lips, then excitedly hugged the pillow and rolled on the soft bed. Even in my dreams, the memory of Zandy never left me.I still can't get over what Zandy did and said to me last night to make Roven look like he already owns me. That keeps coming back to my mind and every time I think about it, I can't help but smile and thrill. Will I still doubt him when Zandy has proven that he deserves to be believed and trusted? But until now, I also think about Roven's situation but I know it is the best for both of us.I stared at the ceiling for a few more minutes. I was going crazy that even on the ceiling I could see Zandy's handsome face looking at me and smiling. My lips just smiled with excitement.There is no doubt that I feel for Zandy. I know I love him and I admit that to myself. I am ready to face the consequences.A few more moments, I blinked. I got
Zandy's POVI still can't avoid arguing with my parents about what they want me to do and what I want to do for myself. They are forcing me to work in a company where I know I am not meant for it. But because I'm an only child, I know I will come to a point where I have to enter the company but this time, I want to do what I want for myself first before I spend myself in the company and that's what they don't understand.But because of dad's decision, I can't do anything anymore. When the five months he gave me are up, I have to enter the company and put aside the restaurant first.The other day, mom and I argued again when she came to our house with Miles. I couldn't avoid not answering to defend my dream for myself which for them is meaningless but to me, it is very important because that makes me happy.I sighed while sitting on the sofa and holding my cellphone while playing with it. I don't know if I can build the restaurant in five months. Even with everything planned out, it's
"You know, Melissa, if you have feelings for someone, don't hide it. You too might be taken away," Andrea continued, teasing Melissa that perhaps Andrea was referring to Melissa's alleged feelings for Chad. Melissa's face couldn't be painted and her cheeks were red from embarrassment while Chad was silent.We are currently walking out of the building. It's past nine o'clock in the evening because we have just finished the articles that are close to the deadline.I smiled but then, I thought about what Melissa said that seemed to hit me too even though that was not her intention."Andrea, stop me! I'm going to charge you for what you ate earlier. He said I don't like Chad, ok? W-we're just friends, that's it," Melissa returned to Andrea with an obviously embarrassed face."Ouch! That hurts Melissa, you didn't even wait for me to leave before you said you didn't love me," Chad snapped. He closed his eyes and felt his chest as if it was painful. But it cannot be hidden from me that Chad