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Chapter 21 - Holly

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last update Last Updated: 2025-01-15 19:26:16
I blamed Kira. It was her fault I was in that mess. I hadn’t wanted to know what would’ve been worth the risk if that peck on my lips hadn’t been. Yet, my wolf wouldn’t let it go. She wanted to push the mate bond to break me.

Alex needed to understand that I wasn’t the right woman for him. He said all the right things, acknowledging my love for Nigel and that he couldn’t replace him. He wanted a chance to earn my trust and love, but it felt like asking for the moon to me.

I wanted to explain why I was not suitable for him. I could never give him children, which might matter to him eventually. Nigel had been exceptional, standing by me through my fertility issues and always insisting that his life was complete with me. I wasn’t sure if Alex would feel the same. He needed to know all the facts.

I didn’t get a chance to tell him before I was pulled tight against him, and his lips found mine. Yesterday’s kiss barely counted by anyone’s standards, but this kiss was a kiss. Alex hadn’t t
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Oh Holly. You are just a bundle of heavy emotions you don't know how to begin to untangle.

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Tina Staab
She really needs a dream visit with Nigel but also Alex could have timed that better but at least the truth is out
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Justine M
Could have been worse, Holly could have knocked Alex out hehe x
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Kim Homer Grimm Krupa
My heart breaks for Alex he kept the mate bonito himself knowing Holly couldn't emotionally handle it He spent those years making himself someone Holly deserved and raising his son to boot. I would love to see a visit from Nigel and set the record straight
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