Chapter 122

Asher

My knees collided onto the floor as I wrapped my hands around myself. The sobs that I hadn't felt in a long time racked me with every breath.

She was gone.

I wasn't so impsive, but now it felt like my world had completely toppled over and I couldn't see a thing.

I reached out for the first drink I got unkorking

I was choking. I was drowning. But I didn't care. None if that mattered to me now.

Because if she wasn't here there was only one other choice.

That she was-

I gagged. The thought of blood even near her was enough to make my insides churn and the urge to let everything out of my stomach to intensify. I swallowed it all, bringing the bottle of whiskey to my lips. The stung eased the feeling only by a little, but it wasn't enough.

I drank and drank until my vision blurred, and my thoughts were blank, yet there weren't blank enough to get her out of my head.

I walked out of the office in a haze. Filled with suck grief, I barely understood where I was going until I fell onto s