Chapter 2
Present Day
Today, I am looking and feeling like Tika Sumpter from the movie Nobody's Fool and by that, I mean short bob hair, perfectly tailored blue crepe trousers and polka dot chiffon blouse tucked underneath with black pumps to die for. The company I work for senior as editor and show host, 101 Corp is one of the biggest brands in the country owning a widely acclaimed style magazine and Radio station that mostly airs gossip shows in the entertainment industry. I
joined the company five years ago as contract staff, working my butts off to become a prominent employee and I can tell you for free that I succeeded.
I punch in level 15 in the elevator praying earnestly that no one joins because I hate getting cramped up with people on the ride. My Prayer was almost answered until I saw someone's leg halt the complete closure of the door.
"....my elevator is broken, send maintenance to come check it out. I need it up and running in fifteen minutes Grace." He hangs up on the call.
I go back to praying no one else enters and praise be to God it was answered.
I kept my focus on the door, resisting the urge to peak at the face of the man who owned the incredible baritone voice and intoxicating smell. I didn't pay attention when he stepped in and I regret not checking him out that instant.
When I finally arrived on my floor, I released the breath I didn't even know I was holding and when I turned around thinking the elevator had closed, he gave me a corny side smile and I managed to act unmoved. I arched a brow, turned around, and headed to my office. That went well.
Over the past five hours, amid editing articles and creating the budget for this week's expenses for shoots and miscellaneous, I would be lying if I said the Greek god from earlier didn't cross my mind. He is so good looking and looks like a playboy, trust me I smell people like that from afar and I'm always right. Take it from someone who was stood up on her wedding day because her supposed groom fell in love with someone else.
"Starbucks? KFC? Or Milano's?"
It dawned on me that Corrine my assistant meant it was time for lunch.
"You can sit this one out Corrine, I'm heading out and will be back in one hour."
Time to go meet one of my mom's prospective intended blind dates for me. According to her, age thirty is seventy. But at the end of the day, none of these guys end up on my taste bud. Let's just say I gave up on romance and no one interests me anymore except of course the elevator dude.
Who the hell is he?
We arrived at Grazella's and I couldn't be more impressed he took me to one of my favorites knowing fully well my Mum must have spilled the deets like she always does.
The rest of the lunch went well and by that, I mean eating in silence.
"Do you live with your mum?"
Who lives with their mum at the age of 30?
"No, I own a house on mortgage"
"That's very impressive, I own about ten houses in the city"
Now he's gloating and I hate it.
Seeing that I didn't budge he apologized.
"It's okay, men like to sway ladies with their wealth forgetting that we are not the same."
We arrive at my sixty storey work building. He's been trying to fix our date gone awry by asking reasonable questions during the ride but a turn off is a turn-off.
He opened my side of the door.
"So I was thinking maybe we can have a do-over this weekend? I am sorry I blew this but I really want to get to know you and want a second chance"
I know he's genuinely sorry but there won't be a second chance.
"I'll let you know when is suitable for me."
"I'll await your response April"
This is the last straw I can take from my mum. I can't continue to go on meaningless dates when I have other things to do in the office. I'm already working late because of the show today and now the one hour off is one hour more.
"...Thank you for tuning in this wonderful evening, let's do it again on Friday same time and same station. I remain April Denver"
I close the live channel and play a song through the monitor.
If I had known five years ago how tiresome running two positions would be I wouldn't have taken the second even though it was the only way I could afford my car and pay my mortgage as fast as possible. Just two more months. Once my house has been fully paid, I can resign as show host and focus on the magazine before finally resigning to let's just say chasing my dreams. Besides, Gossip journalism has never been my thing.
I decided it was time to leave after sorting everything on my desk because I hate having spillovers into the next day.
"Good night Ms. April" Jackson the ground floor front desk security official bid me.
"Good night Jackson" I waved
As I approach the sliding door, my sight fell on another elevator opening.
It's the guy from before except this time he wasn't wearing sunglasses. That must be his elevator I guess.
Who the hell is he to own a private elevator?
I hurry to the car park beside to get my car and as I opened the driver's seat, I felt someone's presence behind me.
"If I didn't know better, I'd say you're stalking me"
I turn to face him.
"Quite the opposite I'd say"
He started to walk closer.
"If that were true, why are you having goosebumps"
My back slammed against the side of my car, I was trapped and he was getting close, too close I could smell all of him. I was trembling and I guess he could tell because he immediately circled my waist in his arms, our eyes glued to each other.
I knew this would be the death of me and I was totally inclined.
"You want me, don't you? You all do" he whispered into my ear and it further numbed my legs.
Before I could object, he kissed me in the most ravaged manner and then let go before I could savor the moment. What the hell!
"I don't usually do this in the parking lot but you leave me no choice lady"
He flipped me around and cupped my tits from the back, I felt his hard-on against my apple butt.
"Do you want me to do it here?" He asked.
"Maybe" I managed to say.
"That's not an answer lady"
"April, my name is April Denver"
"This is not the best moment to exchange pleasantries April, do you want it here or we go to my office?"
No one will see me except Jackson. Can I risk him seeing me?
"Here's good," I said.
"Perfect answer April"
He continued to kiss me and I was totally ready for him until he backed away.
"What's wrong?"
"Nice to meet you April"
I watched him walk to his car and then drive off. What just happened?
I felt used except I consented to it.
Chapter 3AprilWhatever happened last night is in the past and I won't hold it against myself for giving in to him. Today is a new day, the dawn of redemption."Good morning Jackson" I, as usual, gestured towards the security official guarding the ground floor."Good Morning Ms. April"he took a bowI mount on the elevator all smiles until what felt like a Dejavu from the previous morning emerged.Someone halting the elevator door. Crap!My panic attack almost transitioned to a heart attack and only eased down when I saw who.Always slutty dressed Zendaya. 101 Mag junior editor."Morning," she said as if forced to speak with no respect for courtesy."Morning"I take a sneak peek at her outfit and my jaw dropped."Isn't this too short for a workplace Zendaya?
Chapter 4AprilI quickly wipe my face clean of tears, clearing my throat and then stood up to exchange pleasantries. Because I'm sure he sent me those gifts earlier."Thanks for the gifts" I faked a smileHe didn't ask why I had puffy eyes or why my eyeliner smudged my eyes therefore creating dark circles beneath my lower lashes. He just pulled me close into a hug and I couldn't help what followed next. Tears. Uncontrollable tears.This was the first time since Luke that I leaned on a Masculine shoulder to vent my emotions. I didn't say a word, I just cried as he stroked my back continuously.After what seemed like forever I stopped crying."Thank you" I aimed for the exit feeling awkward.I've never cried before in the presence of someone I didn't know in fact this is the first I've cried with someone in sight.
Chapter 5AprilKing Lee meows."I wish I can take you with me too but they don't allow underaged to step into the club"Call me weird, I don't care. I like to talk to King Lee like a person even though he's a puppy.Megan, Vanessa and I initiated girls night twice in a Month on Saturdays much to the fact that it's the only time we all get to hang out as a result of the busy schedule with our jobs."See you in a bit"I halt the speed of my car as i approached the traffic light on red and then suddenly a car hit the back of my car.What the hell?!.I alight to check the damage done.I looked around to see if i can find Road officials but of course, it's too late to find any. I am just going to deal with this lady's way."I am so sorry Ma'am"
Chapter 6AprilMy reflection was lying to me.How can i feel so complete yet incomplete?So far I'd been lucky. Got a good job that pays me very well, will soon complete my mortgage payments, have amazing friends, got a car, i am happy.Though sometimes i suffer from all the symptoms of a mid-life crisis, comparing myself to my friends, wondering if I'll ever find more fulfillment in life, i am still happy and contented.Megan was right. I do need the D.I took another glance at myself in the bathroom mirror, carefully looking for where i might start wrinkling out.Are you truly happy? I ask myself."Of course i am," i answered.We both know that's a facade."I'm not talking to you anymore"Gosh, my subconscious self is so daring and nosy.
Chapter 7AprilMy phone buzzed as i finished the last paperwork on my desk.It's a group text from the girls indicating i have four more hours to get to the tarmac. I'm done With Magazine related work and I've got no show to anchor today so I'll make it to the private jet in no time."This is the issue for this week's publication" Corrine hands me a copy of the Magazine.Of course, Cavanaugh didn't rule out Zendaya's article. I sigh into my palm in disgust but i won't let this ruin the beginning of my funfilled trip with the girls. Besides, i took two weeks leave so i have fourteen days to not think about work. Fourteen days to have fun and be there for Vanessa's wedding.Corrine, of course, would have to mail things that needed my attention but she is capable of tending to thetrivial things."Its fine Corrine, book me an Uber in thirty min
Chapter 8April"Hey Mom, we are about to leave, please don't forget to take my car to the mechanic and have him fix the scratch at the back ... Love you too"I air-kissed her then hung up.Megan had gone with Vanessa to explore the master suite while the guys are having a drink. I safely secure King Lee to sleep in one of the seats close to me and then bury my head in a magazine to avoid making eye contact with you know who."Can't avoid me for long" I heard JC said as he majestically walked towards my direction."You are so full of yourself you know, just because I didn't acknowledge your message gave you the presumption whereasI have been busy, too busy to text back a douchebag" I laid emphasis by dragging the last sentence."So you saw my message" He stuffed his hands in his pockets.I felt his eyes on me and it made me hot inside but it all turned cold when I saw Megan comi
Chapter 9AprilMoney is numbers and numbers don't end. If your happiness is measured by money, do all it takes to increase the numbers to a point you don't need to work to earn it anymore.That was what I could only think of as I entered my room in the Mandarin Oriental luxurious hotel.I'd only seen photos of the 18th Century property online with the girls but I didn't expect it to look so grand in physical.Traditionally filled with cascaded history.My room had a floor to ceiling glass view opposite the large bed, heated marble-floored bathroom with tub, and a balcony that revealed the beauty outside especially the famous Milan Cathedral that took nearly six centuries to complete and the Teatro Alla Scala.I hurriedly dropped my box by the bedside to go check out the other girl's room especially Vanessa's.Jason booked a
Chapter 10AprilHe was coming at me and i was too flushed to retreat. The kind of shock that hits you when you're caught stealing meat from the kitchen pot by your mum except this time i wasn't the one stealing.He's the thief.In case you're wondering what he stole, it's my sexuality. His being is just too hot to ignore and speaking of ignoring, i quickly remembered my self made pact to stay away from him like he was a disease.I picked up the towel and made a retreat back to my room."Too hot to handle?" His deep voice filled the silent room with induced echo.He's a proud ass, thinks too highly of himself and rude individual.I halt on my tracks to give him the reply of the century."Hate to swim with a child"Or so i thought.I heard his footsteps directing
PrologueGreyIf you are looking for a flawless male character, this is not for you.I repeat this is not for you.If you are looking for that dashing, successful, Romantic, loving, handsome, and perfect man, I am not the one. I am far from being perfect.And if you're thinking I'm going to be somehow redeemed by some woman, sorry not sorry to burst your bubble. I am not redeemable.Which is why you need to stop r
Chapter 33"Something is wrong with me Vanessa and I know it. That's why I've come to see you and not Megan b3cause I'm sure she wouldn't understand as much as you will." I paced back and forth in Vanessa's bedroom."Calm down April. Relax and tell me what's wrong""It's Jordan and I." I finally sat close to her on the bed, my legs intertwined and arms folded."What's wrong with you and Jordan?" She asked, turning to face me fully."Anytime we have sex, I don't feel it anymore. I don't get excited and butterflies don't travel in my stomach.""And by that you mean?" H
Chapter 32A week later.APRIL"So you think it's a favor?" I paused "So what? Poor April needs a babysitter since she can't get a grip?""You know that's not what I mean," Jordan said, his hands on his hips."I didn't force you to stay back at home and abandon your work. I don't even want you at home and you know what? I think it's high time I leave this place" I slowly retreated to go back to the bedroom"Wait" he called out, slowly walking to cover the distance between us. "I am sorry April. I didn't mean to let this happen but please you're being too hard on me. You've grown distant and cold towards me. It's almos
Chapter 31I peeped from the balcony to see the cops arriving at my house. I went into the room and awaited their arrival. Like perfect timing, Belcarlis eyes twitched and then fully open."Morning" she greeted and I didn't respond."Are you okay?" She continued and I remained silent still.I was still in denial of something that was glaring at me with genuine evidence."How could you?" I asked"What's wrong?" She sat upright"Why did you do it!" I exclaimed and became furious at the way she exuded innocence whereas she had been deceitful all this while.The cops barged into my room observing all protocols before cuffing and dragging her out."What's going on here? I didn't do anything. Jordan" she called outI stood still trying to get a grip as her voice trailed off."We need to go" Jaso
Chapter 30AprilDuring my days in this dingy place, I'd come to learn its a human trafficking chain that preys on female victims who are later sold into the Mexican border where they end up mostly sex slaves.According to the activities that have been going on, we were going to be moved in a matter of days and it bothered me a lot to know that we might not be found. I had no idea where we were or how to escape but, I was willing to take a chance on it. I'd made friends with a couple of ladies and together we will escape tonight and alert the authorities to come save the others who are too wounded to make a run for it.As the time drew near, I became nervous and scared but at the same time willing to risk it all. I'd made so many of them count on me and I am not ready to let them down. I won't let myself down. Diego suddenly walked into the room with a gun in hand and Sameera followed suit behi
Chapter 29AprilA few days ago.The past few days have been a joyful rollercoaster. I was almost getting used to coming home to meet him until this morning because he would be going back to his place tonight. The selfish part of me wanted to make him permanent residence at my place but I had to be considerate.My mum accepting Jordan wholeheartedly because she trusts my judgment was one of the major highlights. I know it'll take more time for her to accept Jordan fully and all I just have to do is wait until then. I trust Jordan not to mess things up and she trusts me."I'm sorry Megan" I faked pity with my voice as I used my shoulder to secure the phone properly on my ear whilst going through the bulky folder on my des
Chapter 28Days LaterAprilMy eyes slowly drifted open to accommodate the strange surrounding. I tried to sit up and saw my hands restrained and cuffed to each side of the bed I'd been placed on. The realization of the frightening situation dawned on me. I tried to recall the events before the blackout and remembered my call with Megan to meet up at my place for movie night, my excitement to tell Jordan I was leaving in person, and storming out of his office after catching him in a compromising position with Belcarlis. I also remember getting in my car and almost turning on the ignition when someone gagged me with a handkerchief that I figured must have been doused in chloroform because it immediately made me unconscious.Have I been kidnapped? The horror of where I could be and what could be done to me left me in fury. My gown was still intact a
Chapter 27April"Hey mum" I hugged and kissed her on both cheeks."Mariah" I bent to hug her "Hope he's been on his best behavior?" I pointed at King who doesn't seem to be too excited to see me."Mathew" I smiled at my stepfather and gave him a nod."I'm guessing this is Trevor" my mom walked close to Jordan who gave me a questionable look."Actually mum, his name is Jordan. I didn't want you to do a background ground check hence the fake name" I deserve the best liar trophy award for this stunt I pulled.Jordan gave me the 'we are not done talking about this' look and we all took our seats at the
Chapter 26AprilI woke up the next morning clutched in Jordan's arms. The time on the wall gave me a rude awakening. I tried to break free from his embrace to no avail and felt his grip tighten around me."It's almost seven Jordan. I need to get ready for work." I groaned."Five more minutes" He whispered into the back of my ear. His voice, raspy.I looked around my room in silence and when the five minutes elapsed, I slapped him on his arm softly."I really have to get dressed now""Good morning to you too tease, " he said sarcastically and I chuckled.