Zira-
“I still don't understand how she hasn’t figured it out yet. The only time any of you are nice to her is when your uncle is around.” A heavy pressure spread through my chest, to the point where I felt as if I were suffocating. All this time I thought it was Trenton who saved me, but now I am learning it was his uncle Axton. I have only met Axton maybe once a year since I was eight years old. I didn’t know much about him other than he was ten years older than me, a powerful military commander, and he was friendly, with a nice smile. Aside from that I didn’t know anything about him and couldn’t remember much about him. Around the time Axton would visit, was the only time I was treated like a human and not a slave. I was also allowed to wear expensive clothes and live with Trenton and his family. When Axton was around, I was treated like a princess. In those moments it was a glimpse of hope and the promise of being accepted one day. Every time Axton would arrive, Trenton and his parents would promise that on my eighteenth birthday, they would accept me as a member of the pack. There were other instances where I felt like they were telling the truth. If it weren’t for the fact that for ten years, aside from a few good moments, I was living a life worse than death, I might have figured out I was living a lie. However, in those few moments, when I would experience something good, I held onto those, and it kept me from going insane the rest of the time. At eight years old, I already experienced a tragedy when I lost everything I loved and cared about. I had been given a place to live, but after losing my family, I no longer felt as if I belonged anywhere. Axton had supplied me with a house to live in, but I couldn’t afford to pay for the utilities. The house itself was luxurious and massive, but shortly after Axton left to join the military, I was completely on my own. I started working odd jobs just to put food in my stomach until I was old enough to get a real job. Between working three part-time jobs, I could barely afford anything else besides day-to-day necessities. I also haven’t been to school since I was eight. I wasn’t exactly stupid, but I was self-taught through books and going to a free public library. I tried attending a free public school, but without a guardian, I couldn’t get in. I also didn’t have much time, because during the day, when I should be in school, I was a maid for Trenton’s family. They said that if I lived in the house Axton gave me, I should either pay rent or work for them. Since I couldn’t afford the four thousand dollars they wanted every month for rent, I worked as a slave for them. Not only had I been too young to know better, but I was grateful that I at least had a place to stay. It was dark and cold half the year or dark and hot the other half, but at least I had a roof over my head. As time went on, I did start questioning things, but by that time I didn’t see the point. I felt as if it was better to keep my head down and my mouth shut and pray that things would improve after I turned eighteen. Now, I didn’t know if I should laugh or cry as I continued listening to the truth being revealed. “What do you plan to do on her birthday?” Bryce asked. “Didn’t you tell her you would accept her as a member of the pack and she would become your mate?” “I still plan to throw a party on her birthday, but that will be the day I completely destroy her. My parents only promised to take her in until her eighteenth birthday. Although my parents are now dead, I have to carry out the promise.” Trenton’s voice deepened and became slightly sadistic. “What about your uncle?” A female asked, and I had never heard her voice before, so I didn’t know her name. “I doubt my uncle will care. He only comes around once a year and it isn’t for long. The last time I spoke to him, he didn’t even ask about Zira like he usually does. If you ask me, he is likely tired of taking care of her and will be happy when she is no longer a burden.” Trenton’s voice noticeably softened and out of curiosity, I peeked through the window on the door. Trenton was sitting on the hospital bed, with a beautiful redhead in his arms. Seeing how lovingly he gazed upon her as if she was precious, made my stomach turn. I didn’t know if it was due to envy or disgust, so I stopped looking. His words regarding how his uncle didn’t care about me, hurt more than I thought they would. I mean it shouldn’t surprise me, since I didn’t know his uncle that well. Yet, the times I have met him, I thought he was nice and made me feel like I mattered. Axton Heath would always bring me a gift when he returned home and his smile would light up my world. I was never able to keep his gifts for long, because Trenton and his parents had found a way to take them. It wasn’t until now that I understood that it was all a carefully thought-out plan to keep me from keeping anything Axton gave me. I couldn’t complain either, because I wasn’t a part of their family. What Trenton’s uncle gave me, never truly belonged to me. At best, Axton was just being nice. Now I at least understood why Axton always seemed nice when we met. Knowing he was the one who saved me, made everything that hadn’t been made since these last ten years, now it all makes sense. The coldness Trenton and his family bestowed on me was because they never accepted me and never planned to. The only reason they had been nice in the past, was because of Axton. I didn’t know Axton’s identity, other than he was a high-ranking military official, but I now believed they feared him. If not, I doubt they would have cared what he would think if they decided not to honor his request to look after me these past ten years. “I don’t know if I should be jealous of how much energy you put into her, even if it is to hurt her.” The female sighed. “Don’t worry, I promise that you are the only one for me. You are my true mate. Zira is nothing but a toy for me to play with when I am bored.” Trenton practically purred and a second later the girl giggled. “Then what will be the plan for her birthday?” Glenn asked. “Trent told me that will be the day that he will officially announce he has found his fated mate and I will become his Luna. Zira thinks Trent is planning her birthday, but the party will be for me.” The female giggled and I could imagine she kissed Trenton’s cheek from the kissing sound I heard through the door. “That is right. I want everything to be perfect for my mate. The only reason I am using her birthday as an excuse is because I want Zira to always remember that she will never be worthy of me and her birthday will be a constant reminder.” Trenton chuckled. Feeling dejected and no longer wanting to hear what they had to say, I had left the hospital. As soon as I stepped outside, the previously clear sky was suddenly covered with dark clouds. Since I spent the last little bit of money I had to get the soup, which was now wasted and scattered on the floor outside of Trenton’s hospital room, I had no choice but to walk home. When the rain started, I was barely a block away from the hospital. By the time I reached the street to return to the house I was living in, I was soaked from head to toe. I also knew I had a fever, but at that point, it didn’t matter. I didn’t see the point in living anymore. I was broke and indebted. Not to mention that in two weeks I was guaranteed to be kicked out with nowhere to go. Just like I was when I was eight when I lost my home and family, I was all alone. Perhaps it would be better if I died. At least that way I wouldn’t be stuck in a revolving cycle of torture. When I stopped walking, I looked up through my blurred vision, from both tears and rain. The house I was standing in front of seemed colder and less inviting than usual. It also seemed darker, as if an eerie cloud swallowed the house. “Zira?” A familiar voice spoke from behind me. Turning toward the voice, which offered little warmth to my existence, I froze when I saw Trenton’s uncle, Axton Heath standing under an umbrella a few feet away. Fresh tears burned my eyes upon seeing him. I didn’t know if it was from relief or pain, but I didn’t have a chance to distinguish what I was feeling. My body felt heavy all of a sudden and in my weakened state, I couldn’t hold myself up. As I fell my eyes closed and I welcomed the darkness. I vaguely heard Axton scream my name as he caught me, but my mind was in a deep fog as I succumbed to my fate. Knowing I was likely going to die, I felt a little relieved.Axton-“Find out what has happened to her.” I told my best friend, Kason Yates, as I carried Zira to the car.“Yes, Sir!” Kason saluted me out of habit before running down the street, ignoring the fact that it was pouring rain.I didn’t care for him or anyone else to treat me like their superior, even if I was. It was one thing for them to do it when we were on duty, but around civilians, I would rather keep a low profile. Not only was I the leader of our team, but as of two years ago, I became the Alpha King.Only those on my team knew I was the Alpha King because I needed to keep a low profile. Not only for mine and my team's sake but for Zira’s. After climbing into the back seat of the Hummer, which my friend Lukas was driving, I cradled Zira on my lap.Despite being unconscious, she was shivering and an intense heat radiated from her body. Aside from that, I could feel an electric current moving from her and through me. It was the same current I felt ten years ago when I saved her
Axton-“The house you left for her; all of the utilities were cut off. Since she was eight when you left, she wasn’t old enough to work, but she was forced to work by your brother to cover the cost of living in the house. Besides that, she worked odd jobs to earn a few hundred dollars a month to buy food, clothing, and necessities. On average, the cost to turn utilities on in the house she is living in is nearly two thousand dollars.” Kason said as I opened the file and skimmed over the contents, which was basically everything he was telling me.“What about the money I would send every month to cover her living expenses?” I asked.“Your brother gave it to Trenton.” Kason answered before continuing to fill me in on what Zira had been through. “Even the gifts you gave her when you returned every year were confiscated by them or she was scammed out of it. Also, she hasn’t been able to attend school.”I had just flipped to the next page in the file, which was a list of falsified documents
Axton-“Do you want me to go with you or stay here?” Kason asked as I pushed away from the door and started down the hall.“Stay here and keep me updated. If she wakes before I return, call me. She might freak out since she doesn’t know any of you.” I said without turning around as I descended the stairs.I knew I should change my clothes since I still had Zira’s blood on me, but all I cared about was getting my hands on Trenton. Even my wolf was restless. It was taking a lot of energy to keep him reigned in. If not for my training, I likely would have lost control by now.Reaching my garage, where I had various vehicles parked, I walked toward the Hummer. It wasn’t the fastest vehicle I owned, but it was still running. Lukas likely forgot to turn it off when he returned with the doctor. Getting into the Hummer, I left the house and headed in the direction of the hospital.I was grateful to have friends like Lukas and Kason. We have known each other since our basic training days. We d
Axton-“How long are you planning to stay?” Trenton asked.Seeing how quickly his mood and expression changed, I wanted to strangle him. If I had known sooner he was capable of acting so well, I would have suggested he became an Actor instead of the Alpha of Shadow Wolf after his parents died. If I didn’t know the truth about what happened to Zira, I likely wouldn’t have thought there was anything wrong.The way he was looking at me now, was like how he had always looked at me. Admiration and innocence glistened in his eyes, with a hint of that Alpha demeanor that all Alphas had. The only difference now was there was something else under the surface in the way he looked at me.It was the kind of look I often saw when facing a threat. Not just any threat. A kind of threat where the person was rotten to the core, but believed they could do no wrong. People like that were known serial killers or morally corrupted. After hearing what Zira has been through, I wasn’t surprised, but I wonder
Zira-Shrouded in a thick haze, I struggled to open my eyes. Random memories flooded my mind as if I were flipping through a picture book. I remembered everything that happened at the hospital, but I drew a blank after the hospital.When I managed to open my eyes, they were a little fuzzy. Not from just waking up, but from the bright light in the room. I felt as if it was still dark outside, so I didn’t know where the light came from. It felt like I was lying in a large bed, and if I had to guess I was in my room, so where did the light come from?Lifting my hand to block the blinding light, I blinked a few times until my vision cleared and I could see my hand clearly. Tapped on the back of my hand was a needle and an IV line. I didn’t know why, but that wasn’t my concern. Peeking through my fingers I was confused by the light in my room.From as far back as I can remember, I haven’t had electricity. After a few seconds, I started to realize that I wasn’t in my bed, in my room. Loweri
Eight-year-old Zira-Lighting lit up the sky and howling thunder drowned out my screams. I was terrified and alone. Well, not entirely alone, as bloodied corpses were scattered all around me.I knew I was supposed to stay in the house with the doors and windows locked, but my twelve-year-old brother, Aiden, snuck out. He was supposed to stay in the house with me, but he was worried our parents were in trouble. I tried reminding him he was only twelve, but he was convinced that with our father not home, he was the man of the house.When he left, I debated for far too long if I should follow. Even if I was only eight, I was extremely smart and more mature than most kids my age. I was also obedient to my parents, and they made it perfectly clear I was not to leave the house or let anyone in except for them. However, I now wish I had followed my brother.If I had, I wouldn’t be alone, and I would feel safer as I stepped over the bodies of my pack members and other people I didn't know. I
Zira-The memory of my past disappeared from my mind, and I was back in the present day. Focusing on Axton, I looked into the familiar eyes of the wolf I had seen when I was eight. Although Axton wasn’t a wolf, his eyes were unmistakably similar.The memory of that night I lost my family has been hidden in the deepest part of my mind. There were many things I hadn’t remembered, but now I can remember everything. Mostly, I could remember the pain I felt when I watched the life slip from my mother’s eyes.I tried to push down the pain of losing my family, reminding myself it had been ten years, and I couldn’t continue dwelling on it. When the loss of my parents no longer affected me, something else occurred to me. What if Aiden was still alive?I never truly confirmed he was dead. The dead boy in my memory could have been Aiden, but I no longer knew for sure. The scent I caught of Aiden’s had been strong, but not as strong as it should have, with how much the boy had been bleeding. Plus
Zira-“There is nothing wrong with it.” Axton shrugged nonchalantly. “Unless you have a problem with my age?” Axton’s eyebrows quirked momentarily before he quickly dropped every emotion from his face and now appeared to be bored with the conversation. “I might be an issue if I mention it now, but I don’t plan to mention it until you turn eighteen.”“I don’t care about your age, but I still don’t think we should become mates. I am not ready and I won’t be even when I turn eighteen. You can’t just throw that at me and expect me to accept it.” My eyes fell to my hands, which still had his hand resting on one of them.Pulling my hands away from him, I tucked them between my stomach and thighs, while pulling my heels closer to my butt. Lifting my eyes back to him, I saw he was staring at me with a blank expression. He blinked his eyes a few times but didn’t say anything for a long time.“It will be fake.” Axton leaned back and sighed as if my reaction had disappointed him. “If it makes yo
Zira-Moving to sit at the dining area, I sat on the stool closest to Axton so I could get a better view of what he was doing. While he grilled, I asked a few questions, which he answered with ease. He also explained cooking and the differences between that and grilling.When he finished cooking, we sat beside each other and ate. Our conversation was light and completely random. We moved from topic to topic flawlessly while backtracking to return to another topic.It was the most peaceful meal I have ever had. The food was great, but the company was even better. It also helped that I stopped worrying about what may or may not happen between us. Just being able to be in the moment was like a breath of fresh air.“Are you still hungry?” Axton asked when we finished what was on our plates.“No, I am stuffed.” I leaned back on the stool and placed my hands on my stomach. “I think I might have overeaten.” I giggled softly.“Well, you know the best thing to do after eating a lot?” Axton too
Zira-“There are seasons in that cabinet.” Axton motioned toward the cabinet under the counter, to the grill's right.The outdoor kitchen patio was a bit of modern design mixed with rustic charm. Sleek stainless steel appliances gleam against countertops with rugged natural stone. There was also a reclaimed wood island, anchored to the space, but giving ample room to maneuver. Its weathered texture added a hint of history.Overhead was a pergola, which cast slight shadows over the patio. It didn’t cover the entire area, but its natural wood matched the wood patio, and stones in different shades, making up the pillars. It only covered half of the kitchen area, leaving an open sky to be able to enjoy the stars at night or the warmth of the sun during the day.Dangling from the pergola were many fairy lights, which I imagine would give this space a different feeling when the sun dipped below the horizon, and the stars came out. To top everything off, there was a hint of florals, which wa
Zira-My sense of sight, with the way he focused intently as he gently massaged my sides and stomach. His brow furrowed deeply, with eyes narrowed in concentration. His body was slightly tense, with his movements deliberate and precise. He seemed completely oblivious to everything around him and absorbed in his task.My sense of touch, with the gentle caress of his hands sending waves of pleasure through me, almost causing me to tremble under his touch. The warmth of his hands, and how I imagined what his hands would feel like on other parts of my body.My sense of smell, with the hint of cedar and pine scent on him. It wasn’t overpowering, but the aroma evoked a sense of ruggedness and the outdoors, which made me wonder if he had gone for a run with his wolf when I was at school. There was a slightly smoky and resinous quality, suggesting an earthly presence.My sense of hearing, by the way his breath was deep and steady. It was almost imperceptible. A quiet rhythm, with his intense
Zira-“So, how is she?” Axton asked an hour later, after Tessa stepped away, having completed my examination.“Well, she doesn’t have any broken bones, but she does have some severe bruising and muscle tension.” Tessa stripped the medical gloves off her hands and tossed them into the trash. “I have some ointment and medication that can help with that.”“I didn’t break a rib?” I asked, as I gently placed my hand where my ribs hurt.“My portable x-ray showed no fractures or breaks, but if you would feel better with complete imaging, I can take you to the hospital.” Tessa continued to put away her medical supplies while setting an unmarked pill bottle and tube on the bedside table. “I did notice that the muscles around your ribs are cramped and bruised, which is likely what is causing you pain.”“No, I trust you.” I pressed my fingers against my ribs and did feel like there was a knot there. “I just wanted to be sure.” I removed my hand from my side rib cage and placed it on my lap.“You
Zira-“Okay, well, you can either take the rest of the day off or head to class. I am going to take Zira home. Would you mind informing Jeremy?” Axton said as he scooped me in his arms, cradling me against his chest.“No problem!” Sammy moved toward the door. “I am going to head to class so I can keep up with Zira. I want both of us to get into the Academy together.” Sammy then rushed from the room, while waving her hand over her head.“Let’s go home.” Axton spoke as he carried me out of the office.Normally, I wouldn’t mind if he carried me like this, but as we entered the hall, I quickly hid my face in his shoulder. Students were present in the hall, and it was imperative that I remain inconspicuous when Axton assumed the role of the new principal. I wasn’t looking forward to them knowing that Axton was married to a student. That just sounded completely inappropriate and ridiculous.“What’s wrong?” Axton asked as if he were completely oblivious to the obvious stares as we walked pas
Zira-My eyes turned to Allie, who was now huddled in the corner of the office, with fear glistening in her green eyes. I was curious why she seemed to fear Axton, but one glance at Axton spoke volumes. He stood with his body tense, but ready to strike, with eyes that burned with an intensity, almost like an uncontrolled fire, ready to burn everything in its path.The air around him was thick, and that familiar feeling of rage moved through him, around him, and then through me. Tension radiated from his clenched jaw and fisted hands, with white knuckles. Axton’s gaze was locked on Allie, without the slightest waver. Only the slightest trembling moving down his body betrayed his unmasked fury.I felt this unconscious instinct to step retreat, but instead I stayed firmly by his side. I felt as if something was gathering inside of him, like a storm, or a dam that was about to burst and unleash something that would rattle the entire world. For the first time, I saw the true presence of hi
Zira-I don’t know why I didn’t sense him prior to his arrival, but I was happy to see him. Perhaps it was because of the level of drama or the fact that I was in a lot of pain. Thinking of my pain, I dipped my chin to hopefully hide my injuries. I didn’t know how extensive they were, but if Jeremy could notice the moment he saw me, Axton would too.“Axton Heath!” The principal shouted as he rushed toward Axton. “What brings you here? Are you here for Allie? She mentioned that Trenton would be picking her up, but if he is busy, I guess he would ask his uncle. Why don’t you take a seat? Do you want something to drink? I hope you don’t mind, but we are still dealing with an issue, but I promise I will make it quick.”I didn’t see Axton’s expression, but I heard Jeremy scoff and mutter under his breath. “Idiot.”“Oh? What is the problem?” The sarcasm was thick in Axton’s voice, and it took me a lot of effort not to look up at him.“A student injured your nephew’s girlfriend, and it refus
Zira-When the principal hung up the phone, he turned his attention to me and the others. “Now that is settled, I want everyone to tell me what happened and why you were fighting in the cafeteria.”Sammy, Leo, and Linda all started talking at the same time. I stayed quiet because I didn’t see the point in explaining anything. It was clear the principal had something against me. Also, based on his reaction to Leo and Sammy, I doubted he would believe anything I said.He did seem to sympathize with Allie, as he brought a chair for her to sit on. I was the one with blood dripping from my mouth and struggling to stand, but he didn’t care. If not for Sammy, I don’t know how I would manage to keep upright.“How are you feeling?” The principal asked Allie. “Do I need to call the school nurse?”“No, I am fine.” Allie smiled sweetly at the principal, and it kind of looked as if she was flirting with him. “Trenton will pick me up in a bit to take me to the hospital.”“That’s good.” The principa
Zira-I tried to rack my brain for how to defuse the situation, but nothing came to mind. Everyone was either insulting me or insulting the alternative students in general. Some even continued to make insults about Axton. That was my biggest issue, but I felt as if this was getting out of hand.“Linda, it is fine. Just help me up.” Allie told the girl.Linda stopped worrying about Sammy and gave her attention to Allie. She attempted to help Allie to her feet, along with another female student. With two people to help her, she almost got to her feet but then dropped to the ground again.“You need to apologize!” Linda redirected her attention to me while the other girl comforted Allie.“I won’t apologize for something I didn’t do.” I shrugged and wondered why no one could see how fake Allie’s tears were now.The tears Allie had shed earlier had dried up, but her sobs were louder and more realistic, except for the absence of tears. My focus was on Allie, so when Linda pushed me, I didn’t