2nd January 2022I was sitting on my bed packing my bag when someone entered the house. I felt goosebumps all over me. Olson or the crown prince always make sure they knock before coming into the house even though I mostly left it open or sometimes they come bellowing my name.I picked up my brother's hunting gun and tiptoed out of my room. It was so quiet that the only thing I could hear was my heart beat and the light feet of who ever it was going through our things in the sitting room."Who are you?" I asked pointing the heavy gun at the stranger."Oh.. I'm not here to harm you, the door was open" She smiled folding her hands in front of her.She was very beautiful with her long red hair in a ponytail. She was wearing leather trouser and boots with a feather coat to protect her from mosquitoes and cold."That's not my question.. who the fuck are you?" I asked again."Oh,, I'm Tatiana De Costa" She smiled not even a hint of fear in her eyes or body language."" What are you doing
3rd January 2022" We are leaving on Friday so make sure you pack your bags and we will travel to Aurua before leaving the country" Olson smiled taking my hands."I'm happy for you Olson,I really am" I smiled."I'm happy for us too,we are going to be one happy family adopting two beautiful children and dozens of cats" Olson said excitedly."I am leaving,I need to pack a few things too and bid my brother good bye" The crown prince kissed my brother."I'll see him off" I stood up "Don't threaten him Prestine,I swear" Olson glared at me."I won't,silly" i rolled my eyes and followed the crown prince to the car."I assume you did not just want to see me off" Ferdinand said."You're right,the crown princess,Tatiana came to see me yesterday" I replied."What?oh I'm so sorry,I've spoken to her several times but she won't just leave it" The crown prince said "Leave it?she's fucking pregnant for goodness sake,you're telling the woman who's carrying your baby to leave you alone?" I asked."We
"What did you say?" Anda asked again coming close to him."I love you, I love you so much that the thought of You leaving me is so I'm unbearable.. I can't.. I just.. "Nelson broke off." I love you too, I spent the night with Alex coming up with hundreds of explanations of this feelings inside me.. I cried so much when I thought of losing you, I can't.. I can't lose you "Anda ran into his arms hugging him while burying her face into his shirt." Shhhh, we are not going to lose each other, I rather give up the throne and Move to another country with you . Working for your father or spending the money you make from racing"Nelson said." That's a nice offer but I want to be your Queen, I want to give people right to marry whoever they want to, I want to throw your mother into jail for all she has done, I want it all . I want you . I want to be yours.. I want you to be mine"Anda standing on her feet kissing him with all her pent up emotion.Trying to tell him the things she couldn't
4th January 2022I am writing furiously on my diary and im sorry to it because I feel like I'm going to explode. the guilt of taking a father away from a baby and trying to justifying saving my brother's happiness and life with it."What are you doing? We have the night train to catch and you've been writing on that diary since yesterday" Olson walked into my room"Nothing.. I just wanted to write down the excitement I feel about finally leaving this place" I smiled standing up."Prestine are you okay? It's not too late to stay.. if you feel uneasy about leaving the country.. we can just stay" Olson said."If I told you to leave the crown prince, how would you feel about that?" I asked."Sad, hurt, angry, upset but If you really want me to leave him, if he makes you uneasy, if your are going to be depressed around him, I rather let go of my own happiness" He took my hands." When you say it like that, how am I supposed to tell you to leave him? You really love him right? "I asked." I
4th January 2022"Prestine, get your fucking bag, let's leave" Olson shouted angrily."No, you knew all along, I was the fool who thought I was protecting you, the crown princess approached you already and you're just going to leave the country knowing a poor woman is going to become an unplanned single mother, I refuse to be a heartless just like you are" I cried." Why are you acting like you were not going to keep quiet about it and leave the country with?what difference does it make?I don't have this time so get in the fucking car and let's get out of here, Ferdinand does not like to wait"Olson shouted." I'm not going,I'm not leaving so go, leave me alone and go"I replied." You know what?you're selfish,you think you are good just because you don't suddenly want to leave a single mother?that's nonsense,you want everything to be about you and then when it is not you throw a tantrum but I am not going to keep up with it anymore,for the first time,my Happiness is going to come first
"no.. no.. no" Anda cried painfully clutching her chest. The crown prince held her tightly quietly consoling her."They died, They killed themselves, Your brother.. Olson" Anda sobbed."Shhh, It's okay, we are going to find out who killed Prestine.. she didn't die through a poison too, she died so they could cover the truth"The Crown prince held her." You found her in the hospital right? How did you know she would be there"Anda asked." Miranda, you need to calm down"Nelson said." No, No I don't need to calm down, I don't need anything, I need to know how you met her that night and brought her to the palace, I want to know"Anda shouted." I asked the guards that were with my mother that night where they went to, They didn't the tell me what happened, They only told me, my brother's lover had an accident and went to look for him, They didn't find him instead they found his sister in the hospital"Nelson said." You didn't insist? "Anda asked" I didn't because I wanted to hear the tru
20th January 2022I have been staring at my diary for days because I couldn't put anything down no matter how much I tried.I felt empty whenever I read about my brothers death.it was as if I was refreshing my memory because I did not ever want to forget the hurt and betrayal.Why didn't he take me with them?why did Olson leave me in this cruel world alone.My brother was a herbalist just like my father.of course he grew up near a big forest and always explored the natural plants and turning them into medicine.he would experiment on animals and I think that what how he discovered the killer posion plant.After I had been found by the prince,Nelson at the hospital and brought to the hospital.i heard about the Crown Prince's funeral but no one heard about my brother.I had convinced him to take me home and we could not find my brother's body.it was not even buried around the house.i cried in agony.At least,my Brother deserved to be buried, we'd combed through the bush and could not fin
Tatiana smiled and looked at me."Who killed Prestine?" Anda asked again."Do you think I'd tell you when you're planning to throw me in jail? I didn't kill her if you are that worried, I know someone who did" Tatiana smiled."The Queen" Anda stepped back"Prestine might have said things in her diary but we both know that the dead can't talk.. writing in that diary stopped the day she died, she couldn't have written about her death"Tatiana stood up." You think I won't find out? The truth cannot be hidden forever"Anda said." I'm bored, give the diary back to me and I might warn you when danger strikes because it's been lurking around you lately"Tatiana smiled." Well, tell the The Queen to do whatever she want to but I'm going to make sure I throw her in jail"Anda said." I'd love to see you try"Tatiana laughed." What are you doing here, Miranda, The crown prince have been waiting for you in your room"April De Costa walked in." I came to see my sister"Anda smiled." Tatiana needs r