July 17th 2019I met him again today. He is handsome, the crown prince Ferdinand, I didn't think I would ever come close to a member royal family twice in my life but did and he is really royalty. I can smell the blue blood in him. This time he didn't help me but he offered to drive me home. He couldn't stop staring at olson and I could tell because I can't stop staring at him too. I can never have a chance with him since he is already betrothed but I can see the spikes flying between him and my brother. The Crown Prince will never be gay. My brother do not stand a chance with him.Anda closed the diary stuffing it under her bed immediately the door opened and The Queen walked in."Dear mother, could you please knock before coming into my room?" Anda asked."Anda Dear, it's not your room, it's the temporary room until you marry my son .. every room in the palace belongs to me" The Queen answered with a smile."I know that but at least my privacy matters" Anda said."What are you hidin
"Why do you keep smiling? Are you that excited to see your family?" Pearl asked."Pearl dear, I ran away from my family and avoided them for five years.. do you think I miss them? Oh I love this dinner gown so simple, without a corset or a bustle.. I'm so glad, I feel like a sophisticated woman going on an art gallery blind date with a famous actor"Anda smiled admiring the blue strapless dinner gown she was wearing.Her hair flowing down her waist making her look like music video vixen.Someone knocked on the door." Come in"Anda said.Nelson walked into the room and whistled slowly.Anda looked at him and marveled at how handsome her fiance was.He was wearing a black tuxedo that made her want to take off the shirt and worship his chest finishing off what they started earlier." You are so beautiful"Nelson said." Thank you, well you're no dog yourself"Anda flipped her hair and tried to cat walk but ended up stumbling until Nelson caught her." I think I'm not ready to wear heels yet,
The Door opened and the new visitor wiped off the smile off the Queen's face. Tatiana and Her husband Joshua walked in."Tatiana, what are you doing here? It's not an open dinner" April De Costa asked Standing up. "The Queen invited me, I and the Queen have grown so relatively close lately that I'm afraid she might want to replace my sister with me.. hahaha, That's a joke" She laughed sitting down. Her husband stood behind her."I did? Oh I did" The Queen laughed nervously."I came to see the queen and was informed my family was here too and that's what I call a wonderful coincidence" Tatiana smiled drinking wine."You're pregnant,is it safe to be drinking?" Her husband asked quietly."Just shut up and stand there" Tatiana said rudely glaring at him briefly.Anda stared in awe. This wasn't the Tatiana she grew up with.Her elder sister have always been quite and docile while growing up.She seemed unlike herself and her face was swollen from the pregnancy."Anna, are you okay?" Anda
5th August 2019The Crown prince is gay.. he's gay.. he's gay kept chanting non-stop in my head as I watched the crown prince Ferdinand and my brother kissing beside the River.I couldn't believe my eyes and at that moment I felt pity for my brother.Dullard might be civilized but Being Gay was frowned upon and my brother was going to get hurt at the end.The Crown Prince will never give up the throne for him neither will Tatiana De Costa let my brother have him.It was one thing that the end was clear. Olson was going to get hurt at least unless he was willing to live the rest of his life as Prince Ferdinand's secret lover.I won't let that happen. I won't let my brother constantly get hurt whenever the Prince had to go back to his wife and duty.Who said it was going to last? Ferdinand will break my brother's heart. The Queen will make sure of it. Queen Eleanora Don Fisco. Nothing was ever hidden from her.The crown prince closed the diary taking Anda's hand."We are here to enjoy a
3rd August 2020"I am your sister and I know the best for you and the crown prince is not that" I shouted at my elder brother."What do you know? You're seventeen and I'm actually your elder brother and know the best thing for me" Olson smiled ruffling my hair with face that states he wasn't taking me serious." The crown prince will never leave the throne not for you, a nobody who can't offer him anything but your ass"I tried to hurt him with words." Who said I was the one offering my ass? I make him happy.. Prestine, he makes me happy, we don't need to have something to offer each other, I'm willing to give up everything for him, if he can't leave the throne then I'm willing to continue living as his secret,it's even thrilling"He said sitting on my bed." Until when? Until you're old and can't even properly see and I will be far away from Dullard to even take care of you.. the cold nights and empty days.. are you going to live that way forever? You need to stop this madness before
30th January 2020The Crown prince approached me today. I'd just finished another fight with Olson about him and he came to me.He asked what I was doing when I was obviously reading one of my favourite books. I ignored him and rolled his eyes."I really love him Prestine, I know I am not in the position to love a citizen of Dullard and a man at that but I just love him so much and I can not lose him" He said kneeling beside me on my reading table."Why are you telling me this?" I asked."Because I can't keep ignoring the glares you keep throwing my way and the arguments you keep having with Olson, it's affecting our relationship" He said."Then why is he not breaking up with you yet?" I asked rolling my eyes and closing the book."Because we love each other too much and we can't lose each other no matter how much we try to ignore it.. I will do every thing to protect your brother and you.. all you have to do is trust" The Crown prince said."You're going to hurt him and I will end up
15th June 2020I sat behind my door just as Olson instructed me to but I could still hear the Queen shouting at him."The Crown Prince had his engagement party last night and left the palace even before the party ended to be with you, do you not feel guilty for the young girl you are hurting?" The Queen demanded."Im sorry your majesty but I have done nothing wrong" Olson said."You've done nothing wrong? It's the audacity for me.. your existence alone is wrong and coming into my son's life and getting involved with him is shameful so tell me what is more wrong than a man having forbidden feelings for another man" The Queen shouted."It's not a feeing we can control" Olson said."Shut up.. shut up. Shut up"The Queen shouted and i could hear things breaking . I couldn't sit still anymore so I ran outside running to my brother.The Queen stopped throwing things and looked at me. She smiled creepily." Who are you? "She asked." No one"Olson said blocking me with his body." It's someth
23rd December 2021"Prestine, we are leaving the country" Olson told me.I sat on my bed watching them. They told me they wanted to talk to me and was anxiously hoping it was their break up."Without me?" I asked."No silly, of course.. with you" The Crown prince ruffled my hair."The Queen will never let you leave with her son, the future king of Dullard" I rolled my eyes." My younger brother agreed to take my place,he knows about us and he wants to meet you"Ferdinand Don Fisco said." so we are leaving the country for a new life,a new start..Olson have you even thought about this?what if after a few months and he realizes it was a huge mistake and he regrets giving up his throne for you?have you ever thought about the future?"I asked " Why do you have to make everything so difficult?why don't you just live in the moment and forget about the future? He's capable of getting hurt too..what of fall out of love with him and he can't go back and take his place because his brother won't
Six Years LaterAnda tiptoed into the palace quietly signing the guards to keep quiet as she went into her room."Did you go out to race again?" The King asked.He was sitting on her bed waiting."Are the kids already asleep?"Anda asked."It's 4:54am..what do you think?"Nelson asked.Anda had given birth to two sets of boys on their first year and a boy on the second before the fourth year after a miscarriage,she had a daughter."I ..I didn't,I swear...oh I did,I know..I'm pregnant but I just went there to fix some motorcycles and watch them but one of the racers had an accident and couldn't come so I stayed in for him" Anda said."Who is the racer that had an accident?" Nelson asked."Anda Samuels" Anda whispered."Anda,I love you.i love everything about you but you can't race with a nine months pregnancy..what if the baby decided to come in tonight and you were on a track,you could have been had a terrible accident" Nelson said."The baby didn't even kick instead,it understood mommy
"Miranda De Costa, Do you accept to be Dullard's Queen and Nelson Don Fisco's Bride and Wife? Do you accept the responsibilities of being The Queen and Mother of the Nation? Do you agree to be a role model to the daughters of Dullard? "Samuel De Costa asked." Yes Fath... prime minister, I do. Yes prime minister I Miranda De Costa accept "Miranda De Costa smiled." From today onwards, you are joined not only as a soul but rulers of the kingdom and the Royal Court"Samuel said.The Queen stood up and handed over her ring to the Prime minister who raised it up."This is the symbol of royalty and power, it means Queen Elenora Don Fisco's position have been passed to Miranda De Costa in front of witnesses and family"The Prime minister gave it to the Crown Prince who put it on Miranda's finger." From today onwards, you the people of Dullard have King Nelson Don Fisco as your King and Miranda Don Fisco as your Queen"The prime minister announced." Long live the king.. Long Live the King.. L
Anda threw the diary on the wall pacing the floor, the door opened Alex and Isaac walked over to her."Where is he? Where is the crown prince?" Anda ran to them."We haven't heard from him since he separated from Isaac, Anda we need to involve someone with connections unless you want the evidence and the crown prince gone" Alex said."What do you mean gone? It's just the diary right? I'm going to give the Queen the diary and ask her to release the crown prince.. how did you guys fucking lose him"Anda shouted angrily"We need to inform someone before he gets taken away, the tracker in his car says he's at the mortuary but I couldn't find him there" Isaac replied."Father.. father.." Anda ran out of her room down the hall running into her father's office where he was talking in low tones with Judith."Father, I need to talk to you" Anda said."Is everything okay?" Samuel De Costa asked standing up."No Father, They took the crown prince. The Queen is going to kill him" Anda cried."Calm
"You need to calm down Mi" Alex said."Calm down?How can I be possibly calm in this situation? Nelson will never give up on me, he will give up on the throne just to be with me and my children are never going to know their heritage or their grandparents"Anda shouted." So? Are you going to lose the baby before it even gets here? Chill the fuck out you pregnant woman and allow your darling fiance to find a way around this"Alex replied." He's right, You do not need stress now "The Crown Prince said looking at her." What are we going to do? "She asked in a small voice sitting down." Alex, please take her back to the De Costa palace, I will come over when we are done okay? "The Crown prince said." What are you going to do? Tell me, take me with you"Anda replied." It's a place pregnant women should never be, Trust me okay.. next week, we are going to get married and nothing Is going to stop it, not even my mother"The crown prince smiled and walked out of the office.Falling in love w
Anda watched her mother talk to the Chef in charge of food for her wedding feeling sleepy and dizzy.She had been feeling unwell since the wedding plan and only wanted to be in her room."I'm done, The Main course and side dishes are planned for. Deserts too. Now we really need to decide on that cake" April De Costa smiled sitting beside her."I cannot believe you dragged me off from bed to decide on what to cook, they can share water and snacks for all I care, I just want to be quickly done with all of this and move in with my husband, I've been having withdrawal syndrome from being apart from him" Anda rolled her eyes."To think that few months ago, you were totally against getting married to anyone but now you are not only getting married but becoming the future queen of Dullard, thereby raising my status to the Queen's mother and the Royal in-law" April smiled happily."We are lucky I fell in love, and it can only be with Nelson, to think that I cannot live without him is an under
1st February 2022I stared at my hand on my stomach, I couldn't believe it. I am pregnant. I have the king's child inside me just as The Queen predicted."How did this happen?" I whispered to myself."I told you, if you are pregnant, the you are never leaving the palace, you are officially the king's woman and do you know the worst thing? You will not see your baby's face"Amy, One of the mistresses who I became friends with held my hand." I didn't plan for this to happen, I thought the king would let me go in exchange for sleeping with me"I said." He fooled you, The king doesn't run the Dillion. The Queen does and her words are rules that must be kept. She will take away your child as soon as it is born into the world, you will only ever hear his or her cries but never see it"Amy said." I'd rather get rid of it"I stood up picking up the small stool and smashing it at the door. I started hitting my stomach, trying to beat it out. Hysterical." Prestine.. Prestine . Stop, you will hu
29th January 2022I smiled at myself as the King walked into the dinning hall and we all stood up.The Queen widened her eyes as she saw sitting beside the king's mistresses.Understanding dawned on her as she realized I was one of the king's women now.it didn't take long for that to happen.i knew the king's weakness was women.the number of mistresses he had and the rumor that the half of the country women was his women was true.I only had to lower my gown to show off my cleavage,smile at him and lick my lips when our eyes to get his attention.And it did.He came into my bed and slept with me after promising to let me go."Prestine,can we talk briefly?" The Queen asked."What is there to say when you can do that after breakfast,let's eat" The king ordered and we settled down to eat.It didn't take long for the Queen to come into my room that night with daggers in her eyes.i could tell she was angry and about to murder someone."How dare you?I allowed your presence into the palace and y
Tatiana smiled and looked at me."Who killed Prestine?" Anda asked again."Do you think I'd tell you when you're planning to throw me in jail? I didn't kill her if you are that worried, I know someone who did" Tatiana smiled."The Queen" Anda stepped back"Prestine might have said things in her diary but we both know that the dead can't talk.. writing in that diary stopped the day she died, she couldn't have written about her death"Tatiana stood up." You think I won't find out? The truth cannot be hidden forever"Anda said." I'm bored, give the diary back to me and I might warn you when danger strikes because it's been lurking around you lately"Tatiana smiled." Well, tell the The Queen to do whatever she want to but I'm going to make sure I throw her in jail"Anda said." I'd love to see you try"Tatiana laughed." What are you doing here, Miranda, The crown prince have been waiting for you in your room"April De Costa walked in." I came to see my sister"Anda smiled." Tatiana needs r
20th January 2022I have been staring at my diary for days because I couldn't put anything down no matter how much I tried.I felt empty whenever I read about my brothers death.it was as if I was refreshing my memory because I did not ever want to forget the hurt and betrayal.Why didn't he take me with them?why did Olson leave me in this cruel world alone.My brother was a herbalist just like my father.of course he grew up near a big forest and always explored the natural plants and turning them into medicine.he would experiment on animals and I think that what how he discovered the killer posion plant.After I had been found by the prince,Nelson at the hospital and brought to the hospital.i heard about the Crown Prince's funeral but no one heard about my brother.I had convinced him to take me home and we could not find my brother's body.it was not even buried around the house.i cried in agony.At least,my Brother deserved to be buried, we'd combed through the bush and could not fin