DIM He stands before me, his eyes dark, my nerdy professor gone. In his place, the dominant man. “You remember what you did?”I nod meekly. Unable to form words, how could I? What could I possibly say to make the situation better? “Use words.”“Yes, sir.”“I did not like that. You know that right?”Of course, who would like being thrown up on? This was so embarrassing. My face was red when I answered; “Yes, sir.”“Then why did you do it?”I blink, rooted in place. How do I respond to that question? There was no answer to that. “Words, Roxanne.” He groans.“I was drunk. I'm so sorry, I should not have done that. I didn’t mean to.” I cry. His eyes take me in. I must look dishevelled, my hair was full of nuts that I have to untangle, my face flushed from the alcohol, my breath was stink up the place. I officially give up, I don't have any more dignity to go after this man. He had seen me at my worst, and you don’t throw up on men you want
POSSESSIVE He packs everything I own, shoving them into my open hand, he leads me back upstairs. “I'm sorry. I'll see what he wants and send him away as soon as I can.”He is about to leave when I hold him back by his arm, my body still tingling from his kiss. My mouth still felt a ghost of him on me. “What are you sorry for?”He chewed his lips, I look away from them before I did anything he would be sorry for again. “I am your professor Roxanne, I should not have kissed you like that. It is against the rules.” “Like that? Meaning there is a way to kiss me then.”He sighs, “No, I should not have kissed you at all.” “But it was I who kissed you.”“And I should not have let it continue. It was a mistake. I'm sorry, i won’t let that happen again.” “Fucking hell.” I spin on my heel and open the room window. “What are you doing?”“Getting your mistake out of here.”“You’ll hurt yourself, get away from the ledge.”I roll my eyes. It was not ev
CHAOTIC “So, do I call up my brother now or?”I chuckle from my place at the kitchen, I was attempting making cinnamon rolls. I was using store bought rolls but the kitchen was still a mess. “Why are you so keen on using your brother?”“Are you kidding me? I’d take any chance for him to get socked in the face, plus he has been bugging me to set you guys up since that day. Not just him any way, the entire beach wants to be set up with you.” I have not been approached by anyone from the beach before. “And they can’t ask by themselves?”She snorts derisively, “Have you seen you walk alone? You are very unapproachable. You look like everything is a complete waste of time.”That sounds very familiar. Maybe it's in the genes then. Not the botox. “Anyway, when we're ready. Or you are ready, we have an unending stream of guys that would die to just hang out with you.” “Janice would lose her shit. I can’t do that to her. We are piners.”Jessica
TONGUE “No... no.. no.. no..” I say as I riffle through Jessica's wardrobe. “How can these be what you wear to work when you want to fuck your boss?”She sighed with her hands in the air as a sign of surrender. “Like I said, I was not keen on losing my job. In case he was not interested.”“Honey, if he wasn’t interested, you make him interested.”She snorts, “I have a folder that says it didn’t work out quite well for you.”I give her a look that silences her.“Granted, the professor is a tough nut to crack. But I’m closer to him than you to your boss, I’ve gotten two kisses. Very hot ones. I even know how he feels, albeit through fabric.” “okay sensei. I’m not arguing with you any more. But we are required to wear a uniform. I still have to change out of what ever you pick out.” “let me see your uniform.”“You are lucky I brought them home to wash.” She says finally getting up from her bed and into what I assume is the laundry room. Toss
PG “How could you do this to all of humanity?” Jessica shrieked dramatically. I would say she was being dramatic as per usual, but I also want to know why Janice had chosen to wear these types of clothes when she had such killer legs. “I would like to lie and say I did not want the attention as I have to study religiously, but, holy shit, I never knew my legs looked this good.”We burst out laughing as we watch her take herself in. She kept spinning, touching her legs if they were real. I tied her hair into a bun on top of her head, and Janice was a new being, after she tossed her vests of course, she was wearing a tank top, and fought to keep the bra because ‘she was not there yet.’ Jessica and i hide in her room, opening the door just a crack so we can get a view of the living room when Cam showed, we wanted a first-hand knowledge of everything. Janice was pretending to do the dishes, backing the front door, Cam will not know what hit him. We
HUSBAND“Why are we meeting here? I thought it would be at his office again.” CeceStar says as a way of greeting as she slid into the seat opposite me. I eye her, she is wearing a fancy yellow shirt dress, with huge hoops dangling from her ears. Her make up is flawless as usual. “You didn’t look that fancy because you thought the meeting was going to be in his office right?” She chuckles silently,“Thank you for noticing my efforts, at least someone is, but I was coming from somewhere that required this outfit. Although, it would have worked well if he saw it too.” I let my expression remain neutral.“Don’t play with me Cecilia.”She wants to say something.“Back to business. I created different bank accounts for it. Here are the details. Will the Gofundme be up and running by tomorrow?”“Sure, sure.” She waves me away, then leans in.“I found something shocking.”I sigh, not in the mood for gossip, letting my eyes wander and they find Jes
I step into the shower, the water as hot as I can take it, pelted down on my skin, I hoped it could wash away the embarrassment I was feeling. After all, my professor had ducked last minute when I tried to kiss him earlier, so my mouth greeted the rough stubble on his chin. We each murmured different excuses and bolted out of there immediately. I scream in frustration, how could I have gone in with a kiss after he blatantly rejected me before, and now in public, he did it again. The last time I felt this humiliation in public, it was when I went to meet Prudy's father, I needed him to own up to the fact that he was fathering the child of his son's betrothed. “How can you accuse me of such a thing? My son and i had not gotten to meet her yet and then she fell pregnant. How is it that I am getting the blame when your sister is the one who is loose?” I can still feel the anger I felt all those years ago.“You raped her!! You fucking rapist!! You dirty scumbag..” I didn
WINGWOMAN “I saw what happened in there.” Jessica says as she sucks her teeth. Startled by her presence, I turn to face her, mid hose. “What the heck Jessica? Make some noise when you move, you are not a ghost for crying out loud.” She shrugged,“You are the one who got lost in her head, don’t blame me.”I sigh and continue to hose myself. “I thought you were with your boss, why are you here?”She grinned, “I was. Is my ruffled hair not a good enough indication?”I pause to stare at her. Her lipstick was long gone, and her hair however short, was different. She also glowed, the after sex glow. Her smile was huge and her eyes even bigger. “You did it.”She squealed, “I did do it. It was amazing. A quickie though, there are ongoing rendezvous plans though .”I fight the smile that threatened to show. “I hope it was not done in the kitchen, that would be disgusting.”“Nope. Ask me how it was.”I place the hose back on the holder. Peeling my
YOU ARE INCREDIBLE “Urgh. He is the absolute worst. I cannot believe he wouldn't listen to me! Is Leo half this stubborn?” Cecilia winced.“You cannot be stubborn when the only thing that has happened between you is a drunken make out session that doesn’t move past first base.” I sigh and try to concentrate on my stretching. “And Jeff probably doesn’t even consider me a woman for anything to happen. Amongst the three of us you have it perfect right now and I will shove my foot up your ass if you ruin it.” “I’m not ruining anything, he is just not listening to me. Much like you guys right now. And on the day of a big competition like the Bomb, that is the last thing I need.” Cecilia gives me a flat look.“And the last thing I need is my followers hearing this complain so soon into the relationship, because of you guys the surf museum is booming with proposals. And if I wanted a married couple match my parents would give me one, now, my followers have expectatio
ROSE “Where am I supposed to meet him again?” i ask as I play with the hem of my very short skirt. Cecilia swipes my hand away like it was a nuisance, I guess I was a nuisance seeing as she had continually complained about my fingers pulling on the hem of the skirt, trying to get it past my ass, I can feel the wind on my cheeks. “None of your business, I’m taking you there, you’ll know when you get there.” Jeff says as he packs his laptop back into his bag. “You’ll come back after dropping her off right?” Jessica asks him.He sucks his teeth, “I have work, I think you guys can handle the rest.”I watch as Jessica's face falls with inquisitive eyes, but she manages to wipe it away before Jeff could notice. “I would say ladies first, but I have to survey and see if everything is safe before you come out.” Jeff says before sauntering outside. Turning to face Jessica I press down on my squeal. “You totally have the hots for Jeff.”“Nobody has said that
LONG AND HARD I didn’t know when I fell asleep, but I was certain we had both been whispering sweet nothings to each other as our bodies entangled in ways that we probably didn’t know existed before. When I open my eyes I see that it was morning and there was nobody entangled with me on the bed. The other side of the bed though perfectly disturbed, was empty. I lean forward, scanning the room to find that it is as empty as the rest of the bed. I hear shuffling coming from downstairs and smile to myself, he must be down there fixing breakfast. Getting up and slipping into one of his button up shirts, I hurry to the bathroom, I wasn’t trying to look perfect like those women who wake up with a full face of make up in the movies, but I was not exactly going to show up with crusty eyes. My mouth was fresh, my face even fresher, I head downstairs, and into the kitchen. “Great, you finally wake up.” Jessica sighs.I jump in the air and squeal. “What the fuck? What ar
DIVINE My fingers find the ends of his shirt and in a fluid motion, it ends up at a small pile i had created with the rest of our other clothes by the door. "I missed this." I whispered in between kisses.He kissed me harder then let go long enough to say, "You have no idea."My hands roamed the expanse of his chest, fingers dipping into every mould of muscles. He groans into my mouth. Gently, he leads me up to his bed. Our mouths do not leave each other for a second, as my hands roam the entirety of his back, i let him plop on the bed in a sitted position, straddling him and locking him in place with my thighs. Our mouths finally leave each other, and by that time, we are breathing hard and fast. Our faces inches apart from each other. "You are so beautiful." He whispers before nuzzling my neck. I shivered against him as his hands play with the clasp of my bra. His face buried in my neck moved up and down the sides of my face dropping kisses along my jawl
THINKING “What...?”There are so many things I want to ask but the only word I was capable of producing was a single question, well seeing as it was a single word.. what am I even thinking right now? “He fixed it for you, for both of you.” I eye the lady, I honestly don't understand why she is in such a pissy attitude. “He also fixed it for you right? I don’t see you thanking him or being polite to him.” I felt Vaughn tug on my arm, but I was going to get them to be polite to him. And apologise for calling him a predator. “We are grateful we don’t have this problem on our hands anymore, and it was wonderful working with you Mr. Walker, I wish you the very best wherever you end up.” Mr Adam says. I scoff before Vaughn could respond. “That’s it? No thank you? No apologies? You called him a predator, and I demand an apology right now.” The lady sneers at me. “He quit working here doesn’t mean anything. He has clearly groomed his student and if that’s not wha
RUCKUS “Can I discuss this with him first?” I find myself asking. The woman who baited me scoffs. “Would you look at that? She has to run to him first. Do you think a grown man would offer himself up for you?” I ignore her and search the faces of the other board members. “It happened with both of us consenting, I shouldn't have to make this decision alone.” “Mr. Walker was unreachable when we called you in, which explains his absence. We need your decision today, as you know the school's image is at stake.” I swallow.“One hour, I know where he is, I’ll get there in an hour and be back here with your response.” Baiting lady scoffs again. Grating on my nerves. “Do you think we should wait for you? We have important things to do.” “But this concerns him also. It’s only fair that he knows about it.” “Three hours. No more.” Mr. Adam says, startling everyone in the room, including me. When I don't move, he cocks his head to the side. “You really have time
LOVER GIRL I swiped reject on Anne's call again as I head for the door. A text comes from her immediately I do, like she was typing the message as she called. “A heads up, the school board will be calling you in.” My heart dropped to my stomach, as if it was not already there since the whole ordeal started. “Where are you going?” Jessica asked in an urgent tone. Just then an e-mail drops, the one inviting me to sit with the board, the date and time said now, and failure to attend means I was guilty and ready to receive whatever punishment came our way. “School board. And I have to go now.” My voice raised, even in my ears. Jessica cursed and then slipped on her shoes. “Let's go.”“What do you mean..?”She snatched the car keys from me. “You are too shaky to drive, and you will need moral support.” She matches to the car after her spiel. I numbly follow her to the car, and as I fix my seat belt, Leo and Cecilia slid into the back seat. I can only mana
DISGUST It seems all the phones were going off at the same time. I mostly ignored mine whilst scouring the internet for his sister's social media and hopefully, their phone numbers. I had sent dozens of texts to him but got no response, and it had taken a stern talking to from Leo for me to see that going over to his place would only fan the rumours and put him in an even more awkward position. Cecilia’s agents and others were calling non stop, I pretend not to see her grit her teeth as she hit the ignore button. Guilt nipped at my conscience but I was too preoccupied to let it bother me. Jessica kept rejecting calls from people we shared classes with. The whole thing had gone crazy, people were actually leaving comments about how I was favoured in his class and how we always left class together, some might be true but I wish they’d focus on their business, we are two grown adults. “Any luck finding them?” I shake my head, not looking away from the screen. I lef
DENIAL“Holy shit! If love does exist.. it does exist, so I actually do love him.” The words sounded foreign in my ears, but they were true, or else why was my heart banging against my rib cage? And my stomach in tumbles? “I love him.” I whisper.And then with even more conviction, I go, “I really am in love with him!”“Much better isn’t it?”Excitement bubbled in my veins, threatening to burst wide open. “Much! Oh, thank you Leo! Thank you so much! I gotta go let him know how I feel. Do you think he would accept my feelings? Oh my god if I get rejected or something, the world has to end.” He chuckles. “Hey, I got rejected and I turned out okay.” I physically wince at that.“I’m sorry about that.”He waves me and my too late of apology away. “I got over it. Besides, we are talking about you and your first love now.” I bite my lip in thought.“Did you always know? That I was in love with Vaughn.” It still sounded foreign and made me feel t