NASTYNow the relief I felt earlier has washed over me, all I am feeling is shame and even more shame, I needed a bath, a change of clothes, and scolding Jessica and Cecilia for letting me out of the house in that state. “Thank you for the coffee, I should go now.” I say as I get to my feet. It was bright out and i looked like I had a regretful night. “Oh, please, don’t mind me. I’ll be gone in a minute, stay as long as you need.” She wiggled her brows suggestively. My ears burn and i look down at my feet. His sister was totally different from him. “I hate to impose. It was a mistake coming here in the first place.”My eyes must have flickered to Vaughn when I said ‘mistake’ and my tone given me away because she scowls at her brother. “Did you do it? Call her a mistake?”I open my mouth to say not me as a person, but she raised a finger to silence me, effectively shutting my mouth. “I didn't..”“You go on, and on repeating how much you respect wome
MOAN“I have always ever wanted only you.” He whispers again, this time even more fierce. Our lips brush; A feathery kind of lip touch. But I moan silently, because I want more, my nerve endings felt like they were on fire. I needed him. His head hung so I could not see his eyes, I could not tell if dominant professor had disappeared. He groaned, his palms still cupping my face. “You have no idea how much I have always wanted to have on my table front of class, or in my office, I wanted so much to hear you scream my name. I want to touch you Roxanne.” He sounds so earnest when he says this. My stomach does a flip when I hear the words. My throat had gone dry, so my whimper is almost silent, still, he caught it. “I want to make you make those sounds all night.” “Then do it..” my voice is a tiny whisper.I was dripping at this point, my legs clenched and unclenched just by hearing him say the words. “I can't.” He says finally raising his head to look at m
Vial We made all our plans via email. From the formal way we sounded with each other, you wouldn’t know we have had our tongues in each other's throat in the past. Which was fine with me, he could stick to his rules, Rated R could not. I had thought I drilled this enough into Jessica and Cecilia, they had both gone to seat together in the plane, leaving me with him again. They were a few rows behind on the opposite side. I shoot them a look that they pretend not to see, ducking behind magazines. As this was the first time we were seeing each other since the day in the middle of the road, I think I speak for both of us when I say we were awkward and strained. But he looked so good in a white sleeves shirt. His hair was styled to look messy. The feeling of running my fingers through the silk locks made me shiver. I force my eyes away from him. Finally settling into my seat. I start to find the sleeping pills that I had slipped into my bag. Not finding it,
FRIDAY “You guys looked crazy good together.” Cecilia whispers with a shocked expression on her face. I ignore her and continue to unpack my suitcase. “But did you see the drama?” Jessica asks, laughing.Again, ignoring them. “Yesssss. I think everyone that sat behind you guys were so grateful for the show.” They laugh and start imitating what they saw happen between my professor and i. “Why the hell did we get one room? You guys could get separate rooms, I did not agree to this.” Jessica snorts, “Find a way to deal with it. I haven’t been to Maine before, what about you Cecilia?” Cecilia sighs, muttering under her breath about her name. “Just once or twice. But it is my first time in Kennebunkport.” Jessica jumped to her feet,“Then let’s go see Maine for ourselves. The volunteering does not happen until tomorrow.” At this point I can’t wait for them to leave so I can get my bearings and some rest so the ache between my eyes can lessen. Th
BIG “Will you ride in front? It’s my professor who is driving.” Leo raised a brow, and without lifting his eyes from mine, he smirked. “I have my bike.”My eyes widen as I take the information in. Excitement rushed into my veins and i feel slightly dizzy from it. “You still have that thing?”“Of course.” You could never separate Leo from his bike when we were fifteen. Trust me, my family tried. “Where did you park it?” My eyes wander through the throng of tourists until I find the monstrosity parked very close to our rented car. “Can’t believe this is still here. In the flesh. Or metal.” I say as I walk to it. I hear Leo chuckle behind me. The bike was a huge, and very noisy, you could never find a way to hide it, just like the owner. “Did you bring a second helmet?”My mouth was watering just looking at it. “Are you going to ride that thing?”I forgot my professor was here. “Yes I am.”I turn to Leo, who is grinning and handing me a helmet tha
RIDING The world goes silent around me. As if the earth knew what I had just said was sad and was mourning with me. “She lucked out before us then.” Leo said after a few minutes of silence. The old joke hits me so hard that I am gasping for breathe. “Yeah, yeah she did.”Gasps come from behind me, I don’t turn around to see their faces. They won’t understand that the joke helped me. Leo claps suddenly.“I am starved. Fish and chips?”“Is Daryl’s fish and chips still down there?” I ask but I’m moving in the direction of the fast food. “Of course. He will continue to have business as long as there are teenagers to hang out here.” Leo laughs. “Fish and chips?” Cecilia asks.I blink, I forgot about them. This was the reason our other friends disliked when Leo and i were together, we talked to no one else.“Oh yeah. Smoking made us a different kind of hungry, so we stumble down here for food, and it’s also a quick escape in case of the cops. And the owner nev
Everyone stilled, including the drunk duo. And then my professor coughs a loud and fake cough. “My student. Hasn’t she told you? She’s my student and i brought her out here, therefore her welfare is my priority.” Leo is still stunned by what my professor let slip earlier so when he steers me to the car, Leo says nothing. Until I am sitted in the car, he comes up to the car, I stare at both of them through a drunken, hazy view. “She’s coming to my place. Follow my lead.”“No, she is going to rest since we have a busy day tomorrow.” I wave my hand to get their attention.“I already promised Leo. I’ll fall asleep soon and won’t wake up late.” My words are slurring but they hear them. My professor starts the car, but waits for Leo's bike to rumble past us, before he follows. “Are you okay?”I am startled by the question so I look in the back, in case he was talking to somebody else. They were passed out. “Of course I am. I’m okay, I’m happy, I’m content.” “His fath
HANDJOB We stare at each other for a few seconds and then burst out laughing. “I can’t take me serious too.” I say amidst the laughter.“So you have wanted your professor for while.. what's his name? I feel calling him your professor is a tad bit too formal.” “I told you earlier, Vaughn Walker.”He nods like he wasn’t going to forget it very soon. “So you have wanted him for a while?”I groan. He really wasn’t going to let it go. “Yeah. From the second I saw him.”I tell him everything but the nude art house, he didn’t need to know that. “But are there rules against student and teacher relationships?” “I don’t know and i don’t care. I don’t want a relationship, if it happens just once I think I’ll be fine.” “Wow. All of that dedication for just one time?”I shrug, I knew after my hunger for him was satiated i would be fine. “That’s more than a lot of guys are willing to do. Do you want my help?”I quirk a brow. “Your help?”He grins. “Yeah