LACE“A Kegel?” He nods. My professor is not the shy nerd he used to be in the classroom. It is like he has two different sides. And he is comfortable in both sides. And I cannot expatiate on how much of a turn on this is for me. I am a woman on a mission though. I am done hiding in the shadows. “ can you show me.”A raised brow in question. He legs are perfectly crossed, his shirt first two buttons are undone and i can see a little bit of tanned skin. His hair is pleasantly dishevelled. This is a new development as this was not how I left him back at the classroom. “Show you?”The electricity is back on between us. There is charge in the air and every breath he takes tightens the currents in my nipples that are struggling to poke holes into my new lace bra. “Yeah. I don't know how to do that. Why don't you show me how.” I bite my lip and give him the most innocent look I can muster.He looks impressed and gets up from his place, and our eyes do not lea
MOOD He freezes. His eyes flicker between me and the drawing of me on the canvas. His tongue darts out and wets his lips. “I assumed this is how you looked underneath the mask.”My heart rate slowed. And it is my turn to wet my lips a little bit. “You assumed?”His Adam's apple bobbed up and down before he spoke; “Yeah. I imagined. With your proportions, it is easy to make a guess on how you would look.”“You should not have. I wear the mask for a reason. And if my identity is not protected there is no reason for the mask, now is there?”I storm out of the room before he says anything else, I am scared that he would realise that the girl whom had been drawing semi nude was the same girl in his class and everything I have worked hard on to this point would be moot. I'm out of there so fast, I throw my clothes on top of the thong I was wearing earlier, and i rip off the mask in my car. I drive out of there so fast and head straight for the beach, Jessica
SLURPMy shoulders slump when my dad's secretary; Joanna picked up the phone and tells me that no, it was not Elizabeth Harrington the second who had died, but my father's mother, Yvonne Cicconati. My shoulders did not slump because I was sad about the passing of my grandma, but instead, I was sad mostly because it was the wrong grandma that passed. I did not even know Yvonne like that, she was not interested in knowing anyone from the Harrington family and i don't blame her one bit, I would not want to know any of them if I were not one of them. For example, Anderson Harrington; he knows his daughter would never call him voluntarily, yet he let his secretary respond to me in his stead. Fucking coward. “Will you be coming for the funeral?” Joanna's voice asked in my ear.I burst out laughing, startling Jessica who was perched at the edge of her seat as if waiting to hear who died. “No thank you. I am certain nobody wants me there. And more im
LEASH “You are going back home? Voluntarily? What happened? Are you sick?” I pull the phone away from my between my shoulder blades and drop my phone against my dressing table, putting on speaker phone, Sarah's voice rang out from the speaker, her barrage of questions unending. “Yeah. You were right, my father did not look so good because he lost his mother. I will be going for the funeral tomorrow.”Sarah gasped, offering her condolences to the wrong person, I make noises of acceptance and with a promise to let her know when I get there, we hang up. I would have gone on with my life after the call with Joanna, but my father called and said Elizabeth Harrington the second wanted me back home for the funeral, and if I did not come, i would never see Prudy ever again. I knew for a fact that she meant it, and i have always dreaded the day the little girl I love so much would become my leash. “Wow, I never knew funerals had perks.” Jessica mu
CHASTE I grasp the seat handles tight and shut my eyes as I count from ten to one backwards. “You okay?”I nod quickly with my eyes closed. I curse my parents for letting this happen. I would have happily visited the other orphanage back at California. “Are you scared of flying?”I push down my shame and nod once. Great, my sexy can do it all girl approach, just flew out of the window. “Can I help?” His voice is soothing but I am still terrified of opening my eyes so I stay pressed into my seat, whilst gripping the handles as the plane starts to ascend. I feel the warmth of his hand on mine, and despite my fear, I want to run his hand around my body. “There is something I do with my sister, she is also afraid of heights. If you don't mind, let me do the same for you.”I think about it with my eyes closed, if he does it for his sister then it would be very chaste, nothing like what I would like. But beggars could not be choosers.
KENNEBUNKPORT “ Ladies and gentlemen, this is your pilot speaking, please eaten your seat belts and remain seated, we are about to land.” Vaughn and i sit staring at each other. The extra charged air was thick around us, his grey eyes were darker, but his face was an even darker shade of red. My hand in his were even warmer and his soothing circles had turned to erotic circles. And I was fighting to stay seated in place. The couple in front of us returned to their seat and several gasps of amazement sounded through the air craft. Vaughn's eyes finally leave my face and move to the window beside me, and just like that, whatever happened between us fizzled into nothing. He too is amazed by the views offered by the state I did everything to run away from. “Ladies and gentlemen, Quaint airlines welcomes you to Augusta, Maine, the local time is two o'clock in the afternoon." As I hear the words, my shoulders roll back. I have come to as
CREAM “Yes, mommy is here.” I pull her off the ground and embrace her tightly. She smelled of coconut milk, her favourite bath gel. I bury my face in her hair and I'm filled with peace. I missed this child much more than I realize. “Mommy you're hurting me.” She murmured and i instantly release her and set her down.“Wow Prudy, you have gotten so big.”She twirled for me to see that she indeed has grown, and i am hit with guilt for missing out on so much of her life. “Who is this?” she points unabashedly at Vaughn.I almost forgot he was here. And I have no idea how I am supposed to introduce him, what do I say? We were not exactly friends, and it would be too weird to say my professor was here with me. “Hello little lady. My name is Vaughn. What is your name?” he says with a smile, saving me.She tilts her head to the side to watch him carefully and then decides she likes him but Prudy likes everybody. “My name is Prudy. I like your n
KISS A mirthless laugh tumbles out of my mouth. As I regarded my “family”. Elizabeth two had the long of contempt plastered on her fake face, Elizabeth three has the nerve to look slightly guilty. “Want to get married?” I ask Vaughn who looked out of place in this gathering. I felt a pang of guilt for bringing him here today.“Married?” he echoed.“Yeah, I have to wash off the name and stink of Harrington from me forever.” “You ungrateful child.”I turn to Elizabeth two. Her perfectly plucked brows are straining to look as she felt, but the botox she'd received over the years won't let it happen. “Yvonne was never as rich as you. What do you want on her will that would make you hang the child over me?” Nobody responds but I can't stay there and listen anymore. I am shaking in my boots and i can not cry in front of them. I am shaking when I storm out of the living room. My feet felt uprooted from the ground, I collapse against the wall for
YOU ARE INCREDIBLE “Urgh. He is the absolute worst. I cannot believe he wouldn't listen to me! Is Leo half this stubborn?” Cecilia winced.“You cannot be stubborn when the only thing that has happened between you is a drunken make out session that doesn’t move past first base.” I sigh and try to concentrate on my stretching. “And Jeff probably doesn’t even consider me a woman for anything to happen. Amongst the three of us you have it perfect right now and I will shove my foot up your ass if you ruin it.” “I’m not ruining anything, he is just not listening to me. Much like you guys right now. And on the day of a big competition like the Bomb, that is the last thing I need.” Cecilia gives me a flat look.“And the last thing I need is my followers hearing this complain so soon into the relationship, because of you guys the surf museum is booming with proposals. And if I wanted a married couple match my parents would give me one, now, my followers have expectatio
ROSE “Where am I supposed to meet him again?” i ask as I play with the hem of my very short skirt. Cecilia swipes my hand away like it was a nuisance, I guess I was a nuisance seeing as she had continually complained about my fingers pulling on the hem of the skirt, trying to get it past my ass, I can feel the wind on my cheeks. “None of your business, I’m taking you there, you’ll know when you get there.” Jeff says as he packs his laptop back into his bag. “You’ll come back after dropping her off right?” Jessica asks him.He sucks his teeth, “I have work, I think you guys can handle the rest.”I watch as Jessica's face falls with inquisitive eyes, but she manages to wipe it away before Jeff could notice. “I would say ladies first, but I have to survey and see if everything is safe before you come out.” Jeff says before sauntering outside. Turning to face Jessica I press down on my squeal. “You totally have the hots for Jeff.”“Nobody has said that
LONG AND HARD I didn’t know when I fell asleep, but I was certain we had both been whispering sweet nothings to each other as our bodies entangled in ways that we probably didn’t know existed before. When I open my eyes I see that it was morning and there was nobody entangled with me on the bed. The other side of the bed though perfectly disturbed, was empty. I lean forward, scanning the room to find that it is as empty as the rest of the bed. I hear shuffling coming from downstairs and smile to myself, he must be down there fixing breakfast. Getting up and slipping into one of his button up shirts, I hurry to the bathroom, I wasn’t trying to look perfect like those women who wake up with a full face of make up in the movies, but I was not exactly going to show up with crusty eyes. My mouth was fresh, my face even fresher, I head downstairs, and into the kitchen. “Great, you finally wake up.” Jessica sighs.I jump in the air and squeal. “What the fuck? What ar
DIVINE My fingers find the ends of his shirt and in a fluid motion, it ends up at a small pile i had created with the rest of our other clothes by the door. "I missed this." I whispered in between kisses.He kissed me harder then let go long enough to say, "You have no idea."My hands roamed the expanse of his chest, fingers dipping into every mould of muscles. He groans into my mouth. Gently, he leads me up to his bed. Our mouths do not leave each other for a second, as my hands roam the entirety of his back, i let him plop on the bed in a sitted position, straddling him and locking him in place with my thighs. Our mouths finally leave each other, and by that time, we are breathing hard and fast. Our faces inches apart from each other. "You are so beautiful." He whispers before nuzzling my neck. I shivered against him as his hands play with the clasp of my bra. His face buried in my neck moved up and down the sides of my face dropping kisses along my jawl
THINKING “What...?”There are so many things I want to ask but the only word I was capable of producing was a single question, well seeing as it was a single word.. what am I even thinking right now? “He fixed it for you, for both of you.” I eye the lady, I honestly don't understand why she is in such a pissy attitude. “He also fixed it for you right? I don’t see you thanking him or being polite to him.” I felt Vaughn tug on my arm, but I was going to get them to be polite to him. And apologise for calling him a predator. “We are grateful we don’t have this problem on our hands anymore, and it was wonderful working with you Mr. Walker, I wish you the very best wherever you end up.” Mr Adam says. I scoff before Vaughn could respond. “That’s it? No thank you? No apologies? You called him a predator, and I demand an apology right now.” The lady sneers at me. “He quit working here doesn’t mean anything. He has clearly groomed his student and if that’s not wha
RUCKUS “Can I discuss this with him first?” I find myself asking. The woman who baited me scoffs. “Would you look at that? She has to run to him first. Do you think a grown man would offer himself up for you?” I ignore her and search the faces of the other board members. “It happened with both of us consenting, I shouldn't have to make this decision alone.” “Mr. Walker was unreachable when we called you in, which explains his absence. We need your decision today, as you know the school's image is at stake.” I swallow.“One hour, I know where he is, I’ll get there in an hour and be back here with your response.” Baiting lady scoffs again. Grating on my nerves. “Do you think we should wait for you? We have important things to do.” “But this concerns him also. It’s only fair that he knows about it.” “Three hours. No more.” Mr. Adam says, startling everyone in the room, including me. When I don't move, he cocks his head to the side. “You really have time
LOVER GIRL I swiped reject on Anne's call again as I head for the door. A text comes from her immediately I do, like she was typing the message as she called. “A heads up, the school board will be calling you in.” My heart dropped to my stomach, as if it was not already there since the whole ordeal started. “Where are you going?” Jessica asked in an urgent tone. Just then an e-mail drops, the one inviting me to sit with the board, the date and time said now, and failure to attend means I was guilty and ready to receive whatever punishment came our way. “School board. And I have to go now.” My voice raised, even in my ears. Jessica cursed and then slipped on her shoes. “Let's go.”“What do you mean..?”She snatched the car keys from me. “You are too shaky to drive, and you will need moral support.” She matches to the car after her spiel. I numbly follow her to the car, and as I fix my seat belt, Leo and Cecilia slid into the back seat. I can only mana
DISGUST It seems all the phones were going off at the same time. I mostly ignored mine whilst scouring the internet for his sister's social media and hopefully, their phone numbers. I had sent dozens of texts to him but got no response, and it had taken a stern talking to from Leo for me to see that going over to his place would only fan the rumours and put him in an even more awkward position. Cecilia’s agents and others were calling non stop, I pretend not to see her grit her teeth as she hit the ignore button. Guilt nipped at my conscience but I was too preoccupied to let it bother me. Jessica kept rejecting calls from people we shared classes with. The whole thing had gone crazy, people were actually leaving comments about how I was favoured in his class and how we always left class together, some might be true but I wish they’d focus on their business, we are two grown adults. “Any luck finding them?” I shake my head, not looking away from the screen. I lef
DENIAL“Holy shit! If love does exist.. it does exist, so I actually do love him.” The words sounded foreign in my ears, but they were true, or else why was my heart banging against my rib cage? And my stomach in tumbles? “I love him.” I whisper.And then with even more conviction, I go, “I really am in love with him!”“Much better isn’t it?”Excitement bubbled in my veins, threatening to burst wide open. “Much! Oh, thank you Leo! Thank you so much! I gotta go let him know how I feel. Do you think he would accept my feelings? Oh my god if I get rejected or something, the world has to end.” He chuckles. “Hey, I got rejected and I turned out okay.” I physically wince at that.“I’m sorry about that.”He waves me and my too late of apology away. “I got over it. Besides, we are talking about you and your first love now.” I bite my lip in thought.“Did you always know? That I was in love with Vaughn.” It still sounded foreign and made me feel t