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Chapter Nine
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2022-03-13 06:24:48Lisa Warden (P.O.V.)
I watched as Colette left the room, leaving me alone with her boyfriend Callum. I have had a crush on him ever since I laid eyes on him. I never acted on my feelings because Colette is my best friend, and I would never do that to her. At times I could tell that she does not want me around and merely tolerates my presence because I force myself into her personal space. I appreciate her for tolerating me, to say the least. I am a very social person which meant that I had a lot of friends, but they were the type of friends to only be around when things are going well.
Whenever I would post on social media about being suicidal or frustrated, Colette would be the only one to message me to make sure I was okay or at least find out what was going on so she could offer some advice. I understand her more than anyone ever could. We were both mentally ill and I think that is where we find common ground to understand each other.
Colette
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Lisa Warden (P.O.V.)In my head, I imagined Callum coming home to me after work to a table full of food. Colette does not cook full meals for him, and I bet if I were to cook for him, he would be so much happier. I imagine him eating all of the food and as I cleared the table, he walks up behind me and wraps an arm around my waist.F*ck this. I feel like I am becoming even more sexually frustrated. I needed to find a way to release all of this energy.I know what I should do.I flushed the toilet to keep up the impression that I was actually using it and I exited the bathroom.“Let us go to the club! I want to get wasted!” I exclaimed as I entered the room.Both Colette and Callum exchanged looks before they looked at me.“I do not feel like going out tonight, but you guys can if you want,” Colette said looking defeated as she laid back onto the bed.Me, go out alone with Callum? Could I
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Colette Smith (P.O.V.)"I want us naked; I want you wrapped around me, and I want this to last all night," I said in an almost desperate tone of voice.I am almost breathless as he ran his hand down my side and back up to capture my breast. His thumb grazes my nipple, and I feel the rumble in your chest when you feel it pebble under your touch."Hmmm, do you think you are ready for all that?" Callum asked, his voice is deep and sounds so sexy right now.He snaked his tongue out of his mouth and began playing around my lips."Let us see, sweet girl if you want me as bad as you say."Moving to the side, Callum’s hand moves up my leg and grips my knee, pushing it up and out. His fingers trail along my thigh and he grazes his knuckles across my satin-covered pu**y."Hot...check." Callum whisper against my cheek.His fingers travel under the lace hem."Soft...check."His lips are against my neck,
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Lisa Warden (P.O.V.)Callum and I got into the car; I was not certain if it was me alone that felt like this, but I felt like the tension in the air was rather sexual. Every time I looked at him, all I could think about was riding him and doing all sorts of sexual things to him. I desperately needed to get laid tonight or else I will end up doing something that I would really regret after it is done, and it is too late.Callum drove out of the garage, and I immediately put on some music to fill the silence in the car. I, unfortunately, did not have any alcohol so that we could pregame, so I was stuck in the car, with my crush, who is also my best friend’s boyfriend, and I was sober with really bad thoughts.“You okay over there? What is on your mind?” Callum asked me and I thought about it for a second.Right here at this moment, I wanted to confess my feelings but to what purpose? It is not like he would leave Colette f
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Lisa Warden (P.O.V.)“Yes, but I bet you already knew that. Look at your body. It is amazing.” Callum continued.I felt guilty for encouraging a conversation like this but the more I thought about it, the more I felt good about myself like it fed my God complex. In comparison with Colette, I did have a better body than hers. Regardless of my height, I had really big breasts while she was almost flat-chested. My ass is voluptuous while hers is small. She is petite with a small frame of five feet four inches. She often complained about her lack of assets, but I always encouraged her to love the way her body currently is, because it made me feel good while I stood next to her, and all the guys would catcall me and not her.“Let us get some alcohol going in our system. Tonight is a night to let loose and have fun!” I screamed as we all rushed over to the bar to order our drinks. I knew that Callum would volunteer to pay for o
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Lisa Warden (P.O.V.)“Well, that is fine by me.”We stumbled over the icy streets back to his place, barely speaking the whole time. Callum was really too drunk to drive so we left his car in the parking lot of the club. I felt bad for Emma, and now I was feeling bad for Callum that he came out tonight to celebrate with me and to de-stressing but now everything had come to an abrupt end, and it is just depressing.We got back to his place and took off our coats. I felt a little awkward being here alone with him without Colette being present. Due to her absence, I automatically felt as though I was doing something wrong. I tried to shake it off, but I could not. We called her on the way over here because we both knew she would be awake, waiting for him to come home. When we told her we would not be coming home
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Lisa Warden (P.O.V.)"What would Colette say or think? She would not approve of this." I explained.I knew from this moment; I should have just gotten up and left the apartment. I could go over to Kristen’s place instead and stay there. I did not have to absolutely stay here.“Why would you tell her? This could be our little secret.” Callum said and smirked.I could not believe it my ears. This was Callum, the sweetest, nicest guy I knew. He adored Colette. They had a healthy relationship full of honesty and openness and everything that I wanted. It was like I was talking to someone else. Someone I did not know. My heart began to beat even faster, but now it was a little bit out of fear. I felt even more uncomfortable now and unsafe. Callum was not in his right mind. I needed to get out of here."That you watched me undress. Do you not think she would find that a little weird?"I felt like there was no poin
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Lisa Warden (P.O.V.)I raked my free hand through his hair, gently scratching his scalp. He let go of my other hand and pulled me up so that he could take my dress off. Then I pulled his shirt off over his head. I was pleased to find a nice shaven chest.I did not understand why so many guys sport a hairy chest. I liked a clean-shaven man. It always drove me crazy.He undid my bra as I laced my fingers through his gorgeous hair. Then he picked me up in his arms and carried me into his bedroom. In that brief moment, things had gone from animalistic groping to something more tender and emotional. He laid me down gently on his bed and started to trace his fingers lightly over my breasts and stomach. It was nice, and I felt safe with my friend again, but I wanted the roughness back."So, this is where you have been with Colette before, huh? This is kind of dirty. Definitely wrong," I said.That was enough to do the trick. The fire was
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The pain continued to be unbearable, and I tried my hardest to not scream in agony, but it seemed quite difficult to do so. After a short while, the nurse returned with the painkiller injections, and she turned me onto my side so that she could stick the needle into my butt cheek. Thankfully, it did not hurt at all. Almost immediately I felt the medication dull the pain I felt on my lower back and my lower abdomen. With this relief, I soon fell asleep.I was awoken by a team of doctors who were all surrounding my bed. One of them held a clip board with a bunch of papers stacked onto it and the rest of them were preparing some tools, I would assume to use on me.One of them approached me and stuck a thermometer under my arm.“Keep that in there tightly, okay?” The woman said kindly.I nodded in acknowledgement and did as I was told.“Okay, are you getting any pain right now?” One of the doctors asked.I nodded again.
