Carena:I have been in my room ever since I returned in the morning. I could not leave, even when I tried. It was like every time I attempted to think of something else, flashes of me stabbing that man and his blood splattering everywhere would invade my mind.I was getting paranoid too. Every few minutes, I felt like I would open my eyes and find that old man on top of me.The door to my room was open, so Payton walked in, probably after she had taken a nap.“Payton, why the heck did you go there?” I didn’t even wait and sat up, questioning her in frustration. Why the heck would she get herself into trouble like that? Has she not learned a lesson from her past mistakes?“I didn’t mean to,” she said, sitting down on the bed, her head down and her hands clenched together.“When Matt humiliated me and rejected me, I felt so bad. I was angry at the moon goddess for making him my fated mate. It was always like that. She is sleeping somewhere and we are suffering,” she hissed, her jaw clen
Carena:"I killed someone," I repeated to provoke a reaction from him.He shifted his position in bed, gently cupping my face in his hands and looking me in the eye. "Did that person harm you?" he asked."He was about to," I mumbled, tearing up and sniffling a little. I had a wolf who seemed unafraid of anything, but the moment Sawyer appeared in my view, we both felt like frightened kittens craving his support and attention."I'm glad you killed him. Otherwise, I would have fucking tortured him until the moon goddess herself appeared and begged me to stop," he whispered. After staring into his eyes for a few seconds, I freed my face only to press my body against his. I hugged him and sobbed like a miserable little wolf, and the way he patted my back to comfort me made me feel so much better."But I still killed someone. I'm a bad person, Sawyer!" I continued, while he ran his hand through my hair to calm me down."You are not a bad person. You can never be, no matter what you do." Hi
Carena:My body began to move with his rhythms as he humped me from behind. Then his hand reached down between my legs, caressing my pussy before he spread my legs slightly to adjust his cock at my entrance.I groaned, my eyes rolling back in pleasure. He licked my cheek from behind, pushing his dick deep inside me. His movements were slow but filled with pleasure.I gasped as I moaned softly. "Those were bad people, don't think about them," he whispered, kissing my earlobe while gently and sensually fucking me. "You didn't even ask me why I was there," I said, closing my eyes intermittently from the pleasure of his hot rod inside me. "I don't need to. It's your secret, and I know it must be for a good reason," he uttered, causing me to feel guilty. I suddenly resisted, got up, and straddled him, surprising him.As I sat on him, I held his cock and guided it inside me while he massaged my breasts with his large, veiny hands. "Why do you love me so much?" I groaned, biting my bottom l
Carena:I couldn't ask him any questions and decided to fall asleep and then woke up with him the next morning.“I will be home late, so don’t wait for me and go to bed early,” Sawyer said, kissing my cheek after finishing his breakfast and preparing to leave for the pack’s meetings. He was unlike my ex. That is what confused me and upset me so much. Why couldn't he be normal? But it would be selfish of me to be happy because he is nice to me while he goes around and kills others.I had been acting normally around him. After our intimate encounter, I thought it would be wise to try to get closer to him and see if he would open up. If he did, I’d understand him better.Now that he was gone, I was left with the food on my plate and his family staring at me.“What happened to Payton?” Lady Jane asked me, as if she couldn’t ask her directly.“What do you mean?” I raised an eyebrow, elegantly eating my omelet with a fork and knife.“After she left with you, she changed completely,” she sai
Carena: Her jaw kept hanging low and it took her probably some time to gather her thoughts and even deliver a whole sentence out of her mouth.“Please tell Sawyer I was only joking,” she pleaded, now sitting on the floor with her hands clasped and begging me to save her from his wrath.“You weren’t joking; you thought I was a joke. That’s why you decided to lie, so my relationship would be damaged. What did you hope to gain from this?” I asked, hissing at her with my eyes narrowed.She couldn’t even look up to meet my gaze. But I was tired of everyone jumping in my relationship as if it meant nothing. "I didn't know you would--," she sobbed, sniffling. I could have thought she was faking it, but her tears seemed genuine somehow."You didn’t know I would tell him? Is that why you’re so apologetic now, because you got caught?" I shook my head in disbelief.I knew Sawyer was a killer, but there was one thing I could say with certainty: he would never cheat on me.Then a pang of guilt s
Carena:"So how is the investigation going?" Theo asked as we sat together in his car. I had sneaked out to get some fresh air after speaking with Ginny."I don’t think he will open up to me," I said, avoiding his gaze."Why not?" he asked."Theo! I think he’s afraid of losing me. Do you think he would ever confess to something so horrendous that it would make me step away from him? Besides, we don’t even know why he’s killing so many people. What if he’s only targeting bad people?" I noticed the change in Theo’s expression."My mother wasn’t a bad person, Carena!" His change in tone was a clear signal that I needed to clarify my statement."Not your mother, but--" I faltered, struggling to come up with an excuse. I couldn’t ignore the innocent lives affected."And if he’s part of some justice league, he should openly arrest these people and punish them. What’s holding him back? He can surely do that," Theo said, and I felt like an idiot for not considering that."Eh!" he sighed as hi
Carena:As I watched everyone leave, I returned to my room and sat on the bed. I didn't want to dive into work right away. What if someone came back?My heart was racing, and my palms were sweating profusely. I was anxious about the possibility of getting caught. What if there were cameras in the basement?So much was swirling in my mind, but I didn't want to second-guess my decision."I don’t know if I’ll get another chance," I told Arena, who was as worried as I was. But knowing her strength, she was trying to reassure me that she could handle any trouble."I’ll be there with you," she repeated for the fifth time."Do you think Sawyer will attack us if he finds us in the basement?" A sigh of fear escaped my lips. I was a bit scared of him harming me, but more so of him despising me."Remember, we want justice and the truth to come to light," she reminded me. She was right.Besides, I had been talking about being in love with him despite everything. But I couldn't imagine how the vic
Carena:My vision was blurred, but I managed to see a few more videos of the same nature. Sawyer, wielding an axe, and those poor people begging for his mercy. I didn't even know when I had started sobbing. The man I had seen as my hero was a villain to so many pack members. Why? Why did he do that?These are his people. Why would he hurt his own people like that? Nothing made sense anymore.“Carena!” Arena screamed inside me once she found me lost in thoughts and mourning over those who had died by the hands of my mate.“It’s not the right time to be so lost,” she urged me to regain my composure.I shook myself awake and quickly started transferring the videos to my phone. Then I reached for the diaries and noticed a list of people marked with an "X." It was a list of all pack members, with the crossed-out names being either missing or already found dead.“This is the victim list,” I began reading, and so far, every name on the list belonged to individuals who were considered the bad