Chapter 9 - Kiss and more

Maya

I started walking back to his room with determination because I had done the math of all the bills and I knew the answer. The zeros to be paid were not enough for me to sell the house and pay the debt, which left me with this disgusting option.

As soon as we got into his room all the confidence I had shown was thrown out of the window and all that was left was fear. I never want to show fear, not to him or his brother or anyone else, but I knew that this was the beginning of me being a plaything they can toss around.

All my thoughts disappeared when I stopped in that room and my heart was beating harder. When his hand gripped mine as he turned me to face him swooping me up by my butt and wrapping my legs around him I saw his eyes going hungry and lustful. He was already hard, and I wanted to scream escape to the bathroom and stab him with his knife, but I remembered how Tom had choked me and I shook the thought because this was reality.

“Kiss me, ” he ordered. 

I slowly moved my hands over his neck hesitantly and I closed my eyes, leaning into his face, placing my lips onto his, but my lips refused to part. There was no use because as soon as my lips were close to him his tongue had forcefully entered mine and he was kissing hungrily and to my surprise, I had allowed him, and I was kissing him back.

I had been betrayed by my own body while my mind was screaming. I was kissing someone I had no interest in and I hate every moment. He pulled away from the kiss as he threw me on the bed making me bounce once. He moved closer to my thighs and my body tensed. What was I thinking? I couldn’t do this.

“I want to stop. Please.” my head was on his chest.

“Too late to stop, you already made me hard. Either way, we are still doing this, ” he responded.

“Ty, please, ” he had his finger on my lips shushing me.

“Maya look at me.” I did, “You don’t have a choice anymore.”

He got up pulling me off with him from the bed so I could stand as he started untying my robe slowly. I was looking at him all stiff as my body refused to move or fight back. He was kissing me on my neck as he slid the robe off me, and I was left with my bra and panties on.

“I want you to tell me a story,” he said, taking his time to look at my body, “tell me how you lost your virginity?” He said putting a finger under my bra strap on my shoulder.

I shook my head, looking tenser than before as he grabbed my hand and pulling it in his pants making me pull back, but his grip was tighter.

“If you refuse to cooperate, I will make you go on your knees and use your mouth somewhere else.” I looked at him in horror as he smirked licking his lips.

“H-he, I went to his house,” I was struggling with words.

“I want you to take my clothes off as you tell me,” he ordered.

I started with his shirt and I told him about Julian and me and he was listening attentively. I threw his shirt down on the floor as I bit my lip pausing reaching for his belt with shaking hands. I unbuckled his belt and I threw it on the floor. I was trying to slow the process and focus on talking, but he took my hands in his jeans.

“Carry on,” he said as he listened to me speak.

“He had my legs over his shoulder as he- ”

“I don’t see the zipper moving, ” he interrupted me.

My hand unbuttoned his jeans, but I had stopped as I was remembering how Julian had sex with me and how he humiliated me. I moved his zipper down and I had stopped talking as I focused on the sound of how his zipper went down. I was about to go down so I can pull his jeans out and he stopped me.

“You have stopped talking I need you to keep talking.”

I nodded, sliding off his jeans as I continued telling him how he was silent after sex. I had his jeans in my hands, and I couldn’t let them on the floor as I knew what was coming next. He must have sensed my delay as he took the jeans from me dropping them on the floor.

“I think we are almost done. Carry on.” The bastard winked at me enjoying himself.

As I reached for his boxers, I had told him about my first awful experience and how he used me and Tiffany. I couldn’t go through with it my hands were holding the boxers close to his waist. I refused to move or take them off.

“What a shame?” He said putting his hands on top of mine, “I want you on your knees now.” I simply obeyed defeated, “Take them off now,” I did as I was told.

As I got the on his ankles, he lifted his legs one after the other as he kicked them on the side as I looked at him. My eyes were drawn to his throbbing length and I closed my eyes.

He lifted my chin so I could look at him as he gave me another order and my head shook as tears were threatening to fall. He grabbed my hair forcefully giving me a murderous look and speaking again.

I closed my eyes, shaking my head, “I don’t know how to,” I said, closing my eyes, “Please, Ty. Not this.” I pleaded.

There must be another way for me to pay this debt. I could not bring myself to do this. Who was I kidding?

“Maya, you are going to hold and open your mouth. Do not keep me waiting. Make sure you don’t use your teeth.” he spoke, caressing my cheek with his thumb as he looked at me with intensity and lust.