Chapter 79

-MILA-

I was pacing around the motel room worrying about Lobo. I couldn't figure out what was wrong with him. And it bothered me that I didn't have anyone to call and talk to about this.

Normally I would have called Selene or Lowell, and they were both dead.

I sat down on the bed, suddenly overwhelmed by all the emotions I was feeling. I was feeling a rush of different feelings.

And I suddenly realized I was mourning Lowell just as much as I mourned Selene.

Despite how Lowell had been toward the end, there was a time when he was the closest person to me. And I missed that. I missed him in some way.

The him he had been when I first met him, the him from all the years we spent together.

After spending a few moments wallowing in self-pity, I got up and started pacing again.

The door swung open and Lobo walked in.

"Where were you?" I asked.

"I told you, I needed to go for a walk. I needed to think," he walked over to me, "I'm so sorry. The way I acted was out of line. Can you forgive me