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Chapter 67

Author: Alexandria Christi
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Alvara's Point of View

Storm clouds had settled in for the evening. A prelude for what was to come. For the shit that was raging within my heart. Conflicting feelings and thoughts. All I had ever known was him. Was our turbulent life together. From being found (rather stolen) by them

I had escaped that hellish pack. Saved by the men who had been my true mates. After all these years of loving Eugene, of hating him, I now didn't know how to feel about it all. Because some part of me still loved him. The other part loved his absences.

No longer could I deny that I had been brainwashed. Beaten down. Brutalized. Now, I questioned every romantic interaction I had ever had with him. Tender touches turned to claws hooking into my skull. Kisses turned to poison being spat down my throat. Words of encouragement a double meaning that I couldn't decode.

Did the beginning of our relationship result in the same abuse? Or had he truly meant to

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bless her ... I sympathise with the clowns lol ... Endometriosis is evil ... I'm currently having a chemotherapy treatment to combat it ready for surgery #10 ... never seen it mentioned in a paranormal book before so thankyou for mentioning it x I'm gutted Alvara has it. With 4 mates too ... ouch ...
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