Pamela's Point of View
The sterile smell of disinfectant fills my nostrils, and I sit here in the dimly lit corridor of the hospital, staring off at the beige walls. Quiet beeping of medical machinery and the minimum shuffling of feet move into a rhythmic background to my tattered nerves. My sister Joana is lying unconscious in one of those rooms, her condition critical from the accident. I can't process the fear and worry wanting to strangle me.
My phone vibrates in my pocket, pulling me from my reverie. I glance down at the screen to find a message from my father, Tristan Jones.
[I can help with the hospital bills. I’m in the hospital.]
I stare for a long time at the message.
I've had a pretty complicated relationship with my father, ever since his new life with his new wife and two new daughters made it clear my sister and I were no longer priorities in his life. That sense of betrayal still burns.
I see him walking down the hall toward me, his face a mask of resolution and reluctance. He is in a crisp suit, but it does little to disguise the fatigue in his eyes.
"Pamela," he starts off, so firm yet without any warmth. “I've arranged for the hospital to cover Joana's bills. I'll also be here to oversee her treatment.”
I nod, unable even to say anything more than a simple "Thank you" in reply. His presence here feels so foreign, a high-handed reminder of how disconnected we have become. I can't help but feel a twinge of bitterness. The man who once abandoned us in our time of need is now swooping in with his help. Still, I am grateful for the support, no matter how begrudgingly it comes.
"Don't mistake this for anything more than what it is," he says, his tone colder than I recall. "I'm doing this because it's the right thing to do."
"I understand," I reply, my voice clipped. "I'm just… thankful."
He nods curtly and turns away, leaving me with my thoughts. My resentment toward him is so twisted, tangled into both gratitude and anger. My mother's death had shattered our family, and my father's subsequent remarriage further sent us far away from each other. I still can remember that fateful night when she died, she was fighting a long battle with illness, and my father did not support her at all, leaving her to struggle on her own. Her death was due to his negligence, something that I find very hard to forgive.
A few hours later, my stomach protests with growls. I get off to find food, taking a temporary break from the oppressive atmosphere of this place. Outside, I take in the cooler night air and head for a nearby diner.
As I approach the entrance, some men in dark suits circle around me. It is sudden and intimidating; before I even react, they forcefully drag me into a sleek black car. My heart pounds in my chest as I struggle with them, but it's futile. The car speeds away from the hospital and sends me straight into panic mode.
The back door opens to expose the inside of the car, where I see the man I met last night, calmly seated opposite to me. The mere sight of him sends a fresh wave of anger and despair through my already-outraged heart. He wears that smug expression on his face as if it is some birthright, and the mere sight makes my blood boil.
"Let me out!" I say furiously, shaking all over. "What do you want with me?"
His eyes are cold, calculated, regarding me with an unsettling calmness. "You're not going anywhere, Pamela. You've been sold by your father. This is part of our arrangement."
"What?!" I exclaim, shock hitting me like a physical blow. "You can't be serious! This is insane!”
He leans back in his seat, lighting a cigarette with an indifferent flick of his wrist. "I'm dead serious. Your father needed me and was willing to make a deal. Now you're here with me, about to finalize things."
I stare at him, my mind racing. The weight of the situation weighs more and more with each passing second. I just can't fathom my dad actually doing this to me, can't fathom why this man would even want me.
"You think this is a joke?" I ask, trying to keep my voice level and not shake with fear. "You think you can just buy me like some commodity?”
The smirk on his face spreads a little. "This is no joke, Pamela. This is business. Your father decided to make a choice, now you're bound to deal with the consequences.”
A wave of determination and desperation wells up inside me. I must find a way out of it, come what may. But as I look at him, I know I am not going to go anywhere. His cold demeanor and ruthlessness make it clear he's not a man to be easily outmaneuvered.
The car pulls up to a grand estate, and his eyes flare toward the mansion with an air of ownership.
As I am dragged out of the car, my head is filled with thoughts of escape and a fight that lies ahead. Events of the callous decision by my father have put me in a despicable situation.
Before me, the mansion rises, dripping in opulence, while inside me, there is chaos. I have no choice but to stay upright.
"Welcome to your new home," he says, and the tone is almost mocking.
Pamela's Point of ViewI freeze outside of this mansion; the façade is grand and imposing, a fortress that could not be breached. The man, so tall and imposing, so arrogant, draws me inside by a cool detachedness, his fingers firm on my arm yet not hurting me. The warmth and richness in the interior of the mansion did little to thaw the coldness deeply in my bones.Long corridors are passed, tapestries of the richest kind, floors shining bright, and walls adorned with expensive art catch my eye. Everything about this place screams of wealth and power, but to me, it's no different from a prison. My mind begins to juggle various thoughts. My father had sold me to this man-literally. It's a burning betrayal, but there's no time for that either. Somehow, I have to get out of this nightmare.We eventually stop before a heavy oak door. The man turns into me, his eyes gleaming with mirth in the dark and a glimmer of superiority.“You should know with whom you're dealing,” he says, his tone o
Pamela's Point of ViewThe weekend arrives faster than I expected. My nerves twist and tighten as Rowan’s sleek black car pulls into the driveway of a grand estate—larger than even his own mansion. The looming facade is more than intimidating; it’s overwhelming. It feels like I’m about to step into the lion’s den.My hands are clenched tightly in my lap, knuckles white against the soft fabric of the pale blue dress that had been laid out for me this morning. The dress is beautiful, perfectly tailored, but it feels like armor for a battle to which I am ill prepared.Sitting beside me, Rowan is impeccably attired in a fitted charcoal suit that accentuates sharp angles and exudes an aura of quiet command. He hasn't uttered a word so far during the ride; his gaze is out the window, lost in thought or perhaps he is just pointedly ignoring me. The tension between us is palpable, a silent war waged with stony glares and curt exchanges since I signed that damned contract.The car smoothes to
Pamela's Point of ViewThe dinner feels endless, a never-ending barrage of thinly veiled insults, passive-aggressive comments, and forced smiles. By the time dessert is served, the tension is so thick I’m afraid I’ll snap. The only thing remotely comforting is Rowan's hand firmly on mine beneath the table, reminding me of where I stand in this twisted arrangement. Every look Lillian gives me feels like a scalpel cutting into me, and Rebecca's smirking only makes it worse.Finally, when we rise from the table, Rowan stands and offers me his arm. I take it, feeling like a player in a play I never auditioned for. We walk in silence down the great corridors of the mansion until we reach Rowan's quarters. The door clicks shut behind us, and for the first time all evening, I allow myself to exhale.I turn to him, watching as Rowan loosens his tie with an air of nonchalance that makes my skin crawl."So," I say, bitterness seeping into my voice, "is this how it's going to be? A lifetime of p
Pamela's Point of ViewThe morning sun is too bright, almost jeering, as I stand on the balcony, staring out at the sprawling estate that feels more like a prison. Reporters are gathering below, cameras already in place, their lenses glinting in the light. This is Rowan's world, a perfectly curated display where everything has its place and purpose.Today, I'm that purpose.I hear Rowan's approach before he speaks. "They're waiting."I don't turn around. I keep my eyes on the horizon, the weight of the day pressing down on me like a heavy cloak. "I know."He doesn't say anything right away, but I can feel him weighing me, as he always does. Everything about Rowan is calculated, premeditated. Even this press conference, it's not about us, it's about the image he wants to portray. I dig my fingers into the railing of the balcony, my knuckles white."I want to know something," I say, my voice low but level. "Do you feel anything at all when you do this? When you drag me out in front of t
Pamela's Point of ViewI wake up to this gnawing feeling in my chest. Joana, is still in the hospital, fragile and in need of care. She doesn't even know half of what has been going on. I need to be there for her. Every minute that passes, stuck in this house, I feel its weight pressing down on me. This news conference, this farce-everything that Rowan expects from me feels like a cage I'm barely holding together.Taking a deep breath, I push the tension building inside me aside and make the conscious decision that today, I'll talk with Rowan. I know he's going to have his opinions, but this isn't up for negotiation: Joana is my sister, and she needs me.I find Rowan in his study, as is most often the case, buried in paper work and on the phone. His expression is as stern as it ever was, calculated, every decision part of some grander scheme. I stand in the doorway for a minute, trying to gather the nerve. And when he finally looks up and sees me standing there, he waves me in."Can w
Pamela's Point of ViewRowan's hand is a firm grasp around my waist, anchoring me when the tension in this room escalates. Lyka and Rebecca exchange a look; their eyes are filled with something I couldn't quite place-calculating, or perhaps amusing, or maybe both. But the weight of their judgment, their sharp words still cuts.I look up at Rowan, his face stern yet protective, but the discomfort coils tightly within me. I just cannot get rid of this feeling that I am not meant to be here in this moment, them standing here like vultures. I breathe in deeply, push the embarrassment and awkwardness swirling inside me downwards.I slowly take Rowan's hand away from my waist. His fingers linger a second longer before falling away, and through that small touch, I can feel his confusion as I step back."I need to leave," I say softly, yet firmly. "This isn't a conversation I need to be part of.""Pamela—" Rowan starts, but I shake my head before he can continue."It’s fine," I interrupt gent
Pamela's Point of ViewI retreat into the mansion, the coolness of the lobby becomes a weight bearing down on me after my tense confrontation with Rebecca. My mind reels over her sharp words, the disdain in her eyes, and Lyka's tension expression. I shake it off, refusing to let them rattle me.As I make my way down the hall, I notice Lyka in a rush to leave Rowan's office. She is running in such haste that she is almost frantic and doesn't even try to mask the malice in her eyes as she sees me. For a second or less, we lock eyes, hers with a dark, resentful expression before she darts off again, completely disregarding me.I remain there, perplexed. What happened in that office? Why is Lyka running away? Just before I can make another step, I see Rebecca running after her."Lyka! Wait!" she calls, voice shrill. As she races past me, she shoots me a withering glare with a face tight full of fury. "We're not done yet, Pamela," she hisses venomously before vanishing after Lyka.Her word
Pamela's Point of ViewWeeks have passed since that unsettling phone call with Sinclair, and to my surprise, he hasn’t called again. Not once. Yet, his words still linger in my mind, shadowing every interaction I have with Rowan. I’ve tried to push it aside, to tell myself that maybe it was just a passing threat, a moment of malice from a man with a twisted grudge. But part of me wonders if Sinclair’s silence is only a prelude to something worse.Rowan hasn’t mentioned it either. In fact, we haven’t talked much at all since that day. It’s like an invisible wall has been built between us, a barrier that neither of us seems willing to cross. He’s busy, or at least that’s what I tell myself. Meetings, phone calls, late nights in his office. But I can’t shake the feeling that he’s deliberately avoiding me.Not that I mind. In some ways, it’s an advantage. The less we speak, the less I must put up with this confusing, awkward tension between us. It was easier, safer, when he was avoided.T
Pamela stood in the dimly lit corridor of the Hamilton estate, her heart hammering against her ribs as she tried to steady her breath. The soft glow of the chandelier above cast elongated shadows along the walls, mirroring the turbulence within her. She had spent so long running, so long trying to escape the chains that bound her to Rowan Hamilton, yet here she was—trapped once more in his world, but this time, not by force.Rowan’s voice was a low murmur behind her. “You’re trembling.”She swallowed hard, her fingers curling into fists at her sides. “No, I’m not.”He let out a quiet chuckle, stepping closer. The warmth of his presence was magnetic, drawing her in despite herself. She should resist—should put as much distance between them as possible—but she found herself standing still, waiting.“Pamela,” he murmured, his fingers brushing against her arm. The simple touch sent a jolt of electricity down her spine.She turned sharply, facing him. “What do you want, Rowan?” Her voice c
The tension between Rowan and Pamela crackled like a live wire, charged with unspoken words and undeniable longing. The moon hung high above them, casting silver light across the vast estate, making everything look surreal, as if time itself had slowed down just for them.Pamela stood by the grand window of Rowan’s study, her arms crossed over her chest as she tried to suppress the storm of emotions raging inside her. Rowan, seated in his chair, watched her with piercing eyes, the weight of unspoken confessions heavy between them.“Say something,” she finally broke the silence, her voice barely above a whisper.Rowan ran a hand through his tousled hair, sighing. “What do you want me to say, Pamela? That I regret everything? That I should have fought harder for you?” His voice held a sharp edge, laced with frustration and something deeper—pain.Pamela turned, her gaze fierce. “I never asked you to fight for me, Rowan. But you walked away like I meant nothing. Like what we had was just
The dimly lit room seemed to shrink around them, filled only with the tension building between Rowan and Pamela as they stood there, their faces inches apart. For a moment, the world outside their bubble ceased to exist—no threats, no conspiracies, just the two of them bound together by something deeper than either had ever dared to acknowledge.“I don’t want to lose you,” Rowan murmured, his voice laced with desperation. His words hung in the air like a challenge, daring Pamela to let her guard down.Pamela swallowed the lump forming in her throat, her heart racing with each beat. She had fought so hard to keep her heart guarded, to resist the undeniable pull between them. But standing there, cocooned in his arms, resistance felt futile.“You won’t,” she whispered, her voice barely audible above a whisper. The words tumbled out of her mouth as if on their own, as if she was finally ready to admit to herself, to Rowan, that she couldn’t deny their connection any longer.A slow, deviou
Rowan’s grip on Pamela’s hand tightened as they stepped onto the balcony, the city lights shimmering like distant stars. The cool night breeze rustled her hair, and for a moment, she let herself be lost in his warmth. There was something different about him tonight—something softer, yet still as intense as ever.“Are you sure about this?” Pamela asked, her voice barely above a whisper. Her heart pounded against her ribcage, unsure if it was from the cold or his proximity.Rowan turned to her, his dark eyes searching hers. “I’ve never been more certain of anything in my life.”She swallowed hard, the weight of their shared past pressing down on her. The tension between them had always been undeniable, but tonight, it felt like it was reaching a breaking point.Before she could speak, Rowan closed the distance between them. His fingers gently traced the outline of her jaw before tilting her face up to his. “I need you to understand something,” he murmured. “You’re not just an obligation
Pamela's heart pounded as she clutched Rowan’s hand, their fingers interlaced in a silent promise neither dared to break. The air was thick with tension, but beneath it all, an undeniable pull bound them together—one neither of them could ignore anymore.Rowan’s gaze flickered to Pamela’s lips before meeting her eyes again, his breath heavy with unspoken words. “Pamela,” he murmured, his voice both desperate and tender, “I don’t want to waste any more time. Whatever happens, I want to be by your side.”Pamela’s lips parted, her heart hammering against her ribs. She had spent so much time running—from him, from her feelings, from the life she thought she could never have. But looking at him now, she saw the truth in his eyes—undeniable, unwavering. He was hers, and she was his.The moment between them crackled like a live wire, but before she could respond, the distant echo of footsteps broke the spell. Pamela tensed, her instincts sharpening. Rowan’s jaw clenched, his hand tightening
Pamela’s heart pounded violently in her chest as the room fell into an eerie silence. The man standing before her, the embodiment of her darkest fears, smirked as if he had all the time in the world. Rowan’s grip on her wrist tightened, grounding her, reminding her she wasn’t alone anymore. But the fear clawing at her throat told a different story. She had spent years running from this nightmare, only to have it walk straight through the door, uninvited and unwelcome.Rowan took a step forward, shielding her completely. “You have five seconds to explain why the hell you’re here before I make you regret it.”The man let out a dark chuckle, his laughter echoing with a sense of menace. “Always so eager to resort to violence, aren’t you, Rowan?” He shifted his gaze and locked eyes with Pamela, a sly smile creeping across his face. “I expected a warmer welcome from you, Pamela. After all, we have a lot of catching up to do, don’t we?”Pamela felt her heart race as she clutched Rowan's slee
The silence between Rowan and Pamela was heavy with unspoken emotions. The dim light in the room cast long shadows, accentuating the tension that neither of them dared to break. Rowan stood close, his piercing gaze fixed on Pamela as she avoided looking at him. The air was thick with electricity, every moment stretching unbearably between them. “You should rest,” Rowan finally said, his voice softer than before. “You’ve been through too much already.” Pamela’s fingers curled into the fabric of her dress, gripping it tightly. “Resting won’t change anything,” she murmured. “It won’t take away the truth of what’s happening.” Rowan exhaled sharply, his patience wearing thin. “Then tell me what you want, Pamela. Do you want me to walk away?” Pamela’s heart pounded as she looked up at him, her emotions a storm raging within her. “I don’t know,” she whispered. “I don’t know what I want anymore.” In an instant, Rowan closed the distance between them. His hand cupped her cheek, tilti
Pamela's heart pounded against her chest as the night air curled around her like an invisible embrace. The moon hung heavy in the sky, its silver glow casting long shadows across the garden where she and Rowan stood, their faces inches apart. His fingers grazed her cheek, and for a moment, she forgot about the chaos that had defined their lives. The only thing that existed was him—the man who had upended her world, the man who now held her heart in his hands."You're shaking," Rowan murmured, his voice low and deep.Pamela swallowed hard. "I don't know if it's because of the cold or because of you."He let out a soft chuckle and pulled her closer, his warmth seeping into her skin. "Then let me be your warmth."She gazed up at him, her lips parting as he leaned in. Their lips met in a slow, tantalizing kiss that sent shivers down her spine. It was different this time—no longer a kiss of desperation but of something deeper, something that neither of them was willing to name just yet. Hi
The night air was thick with tension as Pamela sat in Rowan’s study, her fingers clenching the edges of the armchair. The flickering glow of the fireplace cast long shadows across his face, highlighting the sharp angles of his jawline and the intensity in his eyes. He was standing near the window, his back turned to her, as if he was battling demons she could not see.“Rowan,” she called softly, her voice barely above a whisper, yet it was enough to make him turn. His gaze met hers, dark and unreadable, yet there was something beneath the surface—something raw and unspoken.“Why did you really bring me here?” she asked, swallowing the lump in her throat. She had been asking herself this question over and over, but now she needed to hear it from him.Rowan stepped closer, the tension between them a tangible force. He reached out, his fingers grazing her jaw before he cupped her face entirely, forcing her to look at him. “Because I can’t let you go,” he admitted, his voice hoarse. “Beca