Morana finally ended up in this situation again. The room she visited a few days ago with a different condition.No one knew what Morana said to Dr. Sherry or what has Dr. Sherry told Morana, but in the end, Morana was much calmer and more in control.The clock showed the time, it was 11:36 pm when finally Dr. Sherry patted Morana on the back and said it was time for them to go home."I will find a hotel near here, ma'am. It's too late for me to go back to my old boarding house." Morana said while wiping her tears."Why do you have to find a hotel?" Dr. Sherry gave some tissues to Morana. "Just stay at my house first." she said."Oh, don't worry ma’am, it's okay." Rejected Morana gently. She had troubled Dr. Sherry and she couldn't bother her anymore."I will feel bad if you refuse." Dr. Sherry said, while holding Morana's hand. “We are friend, right?"“Don't be like that, I don't feel good…” Morana smoothed her messy long hair and tied it back up.“But, I am so worried that you live
Hearing what Daniel asked, Morana frowned disapprovingly.Why would Daniel want to talk to her? Every conversation that was held between Morana and Daniel never ended well, therefore, Morana saw no benefit for the two of them to strike up a conversation."No." Rejected Morana firmly.However, Daniel was currently in no mood to hear a rejection. In his eyes, Morana was only trying to win over Dr. Sherry, just like how she had attracted Quirino's heart.Regardless of the existence of Dr. Sherry was there, Daniel, who had lost his patience, grabbed Morana's hand by force and half dragged her to her own car which was parked not too far from Dr. Sherry’s."Daniel! You can't be like this!” Dr. Sherry tried to free Morana's hand from Daniel's grip, but he was too strong even for the both of them.When finally, the car door was closed by Daniel with Morana in it, Daniel glanced at Dr. Sherry, who was glaring at him while saying casually."You don’t need to worry, I will take Morana home to ou
Bipolar Fact: Although bipolar disorder does not discriminate between sexes, it is heavily influenced by genetics and family history.******* Daniel did not understand why Dr. Sherry felt that way, because he didn't feel there was anything wrong with Morana, she just looked more quiet...Much quieter than before...Daniel was reluctance to approach her. He didn't want to face Morana right now. Not after what he had done and his mindless actions just now."She is fine, I will check her tomorrow morning." Promise Daniel, he is still reluctant to mention Morana's name explicitly.Tomorrow morning Daniel would ask one of the maids in this house to check on Morana, so there was nothing to debate about.But, Dr. Sherry insisted that Daniel see Morana right away. "Don't Daniel, not tomorrow morning." Refuse the Doctor with a little force. "I have tried to call her but, it seems she hasn't charged her cell phone yet." Dr. Sherry remembered that Morana had complained about her cell phone tha
Bipolar Fact: Many people think that bipolar disorder is just a change in mood from very low to very high. Actually, bipolar is more than that.******* Morana, who felt Daniel hugging her tightly, couldn't stop her tears. She felt an immeasurable feeling of sadness, like someone who had just lost a loved one, like something so important had been taken from her.It was as if the world had collapsed and drowned her, as if she was walking in a dark tunnel without being able to see the end of her journey.It was as if everything was in vain, as if nothing was worth anything anymore, not even herself.Words of apology from Daniel's lips were like the wind and then to Morana's ears, like a gust of cold wind that didn't mean much and didn't need to be noticed or listened to.Suddenly Morana's world felt so quiet and eerie, it made her tremble with fear.He was clinging to the only thing that was real to her right now, and that was Daniel. Begging him to get rid of this dreadful fee
Bipolar Fact: Bipolar disorder causes a person to experience two distinct phases, namely the 'mania' and 'depression' phases that appear alternately.******* Whether Morana heard it or not but, her glazed and empty eyes stared straight at Daniel.Daniel started his words with a choked voice, he was at a loss for what he had to say. “Dr. Sherry asked you to see one of the psychiatrists at the hospital.”Daniel almost wanted to bang his head against the wall with the choice of words he said to Morana. Even he himself felt that his words were cold and shouldn't have been said that way.He should have conveyed it better. Why he was so cruel and becoming someone that he was not?However, all the emotions that Daniel felt were not visible in the expression on his face. Daniel looked fine with the way he spoke to Morana.And Morana still didn't respond to what he said.Again they fell into the same situation… stared at each other without anyone starting to speak.Morana remembered
Bipolar Fact: Between the phases of 'mania' and 'depression', there is a phase of 'psychosis' which is a condition where a person will feel alien to their world and have hallucinations-or have ideas that don't make sense.******* Morana's eyes widened at the beautiful woman in the painting, without realizing it, she walked further into the room, even though she didn’t have any idea what’s room was this.She was stunned by this beautiful human masterpiece. Who had painted all of this?She didn’t know who has painted all of this, but what is certain is that they were a talented person, gifted with beautiful hands and extraordinary imagination. Because no ordinary person could make such thing.Morana stretched out her hand, but before she could touch the surface of the canvas with the same woman's face, which was dominated by bright red, someone warned her."Don't touch it, it's still wet."Morana gasped and immediately turned towards the source of the sound and found Daniel staring at
Morana met Lucas's man, he was a tall, well- built man in his 30’s with a firm and fierce physique.Feeling intimidated by the man's gaze, Morana took a deep breath and exhaled slowly.What else is up with these people?"Morana right?" Asked the man as if he was talking to a small child. He looked at Morana from head to toe in amazement regardless of what he was wearing without trying to cover his expression. "I am Liam, Mr. Lucas's messenger," He introduced himself.“Yes, I am Morana.” Morana replied tonelessly."Mr. Lucas asked me to take you there." Answer the man in a tone that can not be denied.Morana exhaled slowly and then looked at Liam wearily, it seemed that the depression that Morana had felt before was still lingered around even though when she was with Daniel in her painting room, she was feeling a little better."What if I say, I don't want to?" Morana said in a challenging tone.But this reaction of hers was expected by Liam and she wasn't surprised by Morana's refusal
Morana felt like she was walking on a cloud, as if her body was very light and all this scenery before her was just a part of her dream. Like a hallucination.But this hallucination awakened something inside her, something wild.Morana pressed her lips to Daniel's neck, whispering. "Like what?" she asked again.The world was dim in Daniel's eyes when he felt Morana's warm breath on his neck, on the other hand he was not sure with what he felt, he wanted to see what Morana would do next, but on the other side he was conflicted, Daniel knew that he shouldn't think like that.This was a mistake and what was going on between them right now was simply not right.Looking at Daniel who was silent and didn't answer, Morana raised her head and looked at Daniel with a smile tugging at the corners of her lips when she saw him trying to hold back the turmoil within himself.Morana didn't like seeing Daniel trying to suppress his feelings so strongly like this.Then slowly, Morana touched Daniel's
Quirino walked down the corridor of the hospital, every step he took seemed to have its own meaning for him. Every step brought him closer to Morana. Every step is filled with regret, anger, disappointment and other feelings that Quirino cannot explain in words. He was really angry when he learned that Daniel had sent Morana to a mental health institution without her consent. How come? When Quirino last met Morana and their relationship was still pretty good, Morana didn't show anything. Except for the fact that she had visited Dr. Sherry, for several meetings, everything seemed fine with her. Quirino knew this because at that time, he had ordered several people to follow Morana because she suddenly disappeared and her whereabouts was unknown. There were no indications that Morana needed to be treated. Hence, how could Morana end up in a place like this now?! Something is wrong with Daniel and Morana's relationship! Quirino wouldn't have left Morana if he knew Daniel would take
As Daniel had expected, Quirino was waiting for him in his study.Daniel stood frozen in the doorway, stared at Quirino's back which was turned away from him, stared at his row of medical books, but it seemed that he was only doing that so that he would have something to do.Because even though Quirino heard the sound of the study door opening and closing and Daniel's footsteps echoing in the empty room, he remained unmoved and still did not turn around.Even though the conversation hasn't started and Quirino still refuses to look at him, Daniel knows and understands that the six months that have passed have not changed anything about Quirino and his feelings for Morana."Quirino," said Daniel who then walked over to his brother. He stopped just a few steps away from him, not sure if he should approach him any closer.Quirino slowly turned his body and when their gazes met, everything became foreign to both of them. It was as if they were no longer the two brothers who were very close
Quirino doesn't know whether his decision is right or not, but one thing is certain, he wants to return.It was a desire he had harbored for a long time and now he has a reason to return.The only reason he wanted to come back.After yesterday's call, Quirino was very sure that it was Morana's voice. It must be her voice. Quirino knows her voice very well.Even though Morana didn't say much and only said his name, Quirino could feel the despair that the girl was facing, just from one sentence.Was it because Quirino had overly interpreted this brief moment? Or was this just his delusion because he kept thinking about Morana?Whatever the reason and somehow with how Quirino felt he decided to return, and whatever it was… here Quirino was, waiting impatiently on his flight.Quirino felt that he was really crazy, with just that one word and Quirino had run as fast as he could to approach Morana.Quirino knew that what Morana used was his brother's number and how Morana spoke in a whisper
"Sorry, I can't." Quirino said in a hoarse voice to Silvi who was already half naked underneath.After saying that, Quirino immediately got up from his position on top of Silvi's body and then picked up his shirt which had been scattered on the floor.Silvi widened her eyes when she felt the weight of Quirino's warm body leaving her.They haven't even started yet and Quirino is about to leave? How can he be so cold?Silvi immediately buttoned up the shirt she was wearing and then ran after Quirino who was about to leave her apartment."Quirino!" Silvi, who was only wearing a shirt and underwear, immediately ran into Quirino's back and hugged him tightly, pressing her face against the man's broad back.Quirino was not surprised, did not resist or move in response, he just stood there, frozen. Letting Silvi say what she wants to say."Quirino, give me a chance," said Silvi with suppressed tears.All this time Silvi thought Quirino was the right man for her, that their social status was
Silvi pulled Quirino's neck and tried to kiss him, but Quirino quickly pulled away from her and pushed her body away.Quirino didn't think she was a woman and couldn't control his strength when he tried to avoid her. Letting her fall down.This made Silvi groan in pain, but Quirino paid no heed to it and left, slamming the door of his study when he came out.Turns out that putting Silvi back in her position wasn't a good idea, but got her fired again would only provoke his father's anger and that was the last thing Quirino wanted in the midst of this endless turmoil in his heart.Tonight it looks like he will spend his time at the bar again...Only by drinking some alcohol was Quirino able to escape from Morana's shadow, even if it was only for a moment… it didn't matter, even if only for a moment Quirino wanted to enjoy his own life without the disturbance of the woman who had become his brother's.Morana… how are you…?Quirino's heart whispered softly.# # # Quirino woke up with hi
Too long…Morana has been gone too long.Daniel felt something was wrong and his suspicions were later confirmed by the commotion that occurred in the toilet, where Morana had gone.Immediately Daniel got out of the car and headed for the women's restroom which Morana had entered and found Morana's body had been carried by a man.From Morana's arm, there was a cut that was still bleeding.Among the crowd that surrounded her, Morana saw Daniel who was charging forward while pushing several people in front of her while saying something that Morana couldn't catch.Every sound around her was ringing painfully and all Morana felt was a numb feeling.The last thing Morana remembered was looking into Daniel's eyes.One word that can describe the man right now is; Fright.For a moment Morana was happy to see the fear in his eyes, that means he still cares right?But then, when Morana blinked, the darkness that covered her made her stay there.Cold and silent darkness.A familiar place for her
Morana stared blankly at the pamphlet in her hands. Her heart beat faster when she saw her name on the registration form.Daniel was so careless because he thought Morana wouldn't find out about this, or maybe because his guilt messed up the decisions he was about to make.Morana looked at the pamphlet and personal data form which contained all the information about her.She had to bite her lip to steady herself, her trembling hands couldn't stop as if she could feel her heart that was racing so fast and made her wonder why Daniel could do this to her.Mental health institutions? Those words made Morana clench her fists tightly, feeling the tide of emotion that kept convincing her that she was worthless, that he has been dumped.No!Morana shook her head vigorously. Daniel shouldn't have done this to her.Seeing Daniel walking over, Morana immediately returned the flyer back to the backseat and tried to look calm, as if she didn't see anything or… didn't know anything.Without Morana
Two weeks had passed since Daniel returned to giving the medicines to Morana, but she didn't show any significant changes, if one could say, she was getting worse and worse.Because Dr. Sherry was out of town and it was very difficult to contact, Daniel didn't want to bother her either.Dr. Sherry also needs time for herself and her children.Therefore, Daniel did not try to contact her and continued to consult Dr. Garry. In the past two weeks, Morana had seen him four times and changed drugs twice.But, she still didn't show any significant change and now she started refusing to take the medicine anymore.“That medicine is going to kill me…” Morana said with tears flowing, one night when Daniel was going to give medicine to Morana. "Trust me…""Morana..." Daniel sighed tiredly. He was really tired of facing Morana.It's not that Daniel doesn't love Morana, he really does love her but on the other hand, he doesn't know what to do with her.The tiredness that Daniel feels when he finis
Daniel stared at Morana's sleeping face, he didn't want to disturb her.This afternoon, Anna called him and asked Daniel to come home because his father came with an aide and beat Morana.Of course, this news shocked Daniel who immediately returned to the apartment and found Morana sleeping soundly.Even when the sun had set like this, Morana still hadn't woken up, even though he had tried several times to wake her up, but Morana didn't respond and only muttered something incoherent before going back to sleep.Daniel let Morana rest while observing her swollen lips and several bruised parts of her body. Of course, Morana's condition like this made Daniel furious at her father.He couldn't understand why Lucas Wyatt would use physical violence against Morana? Isn't something like this unnecessary?Daniel has also tried several times to call his father's telephone number, but nothing because the number cannot be reached, as well as when Daniel tried to call his house.His father was app