Quirino blinked his eyes while observing the appearance of this woman in front of him.
Morana was just wearing the worn out jeans and oversized sweater she used to wear, without carrying a bag or anything!
this woman is crazy!
"I'm out of the house, not running away." Morana corrected Quirino's words, her brow furrowed in displeasure. "If you run away, it means that the people at home don't want me to go but I decided to leave, but I left the house which means it doesn't make a difference whether I'm there or not," she said it lightly.
Quirino is still trying to understand the current situation. "Then why are you here?" This is what makes him so hard to understand her.
"Since you said I'm your girl to everyone, so it's only natural that you're the one I'm looking for." Morana answered casually, although she herself never confirmed the relationship between them.
This is a strange relationship, based not on liking, but with curiosity that makes Quirino attracted to Morana, while the girl herself doesn't really care about the status between the two of them, as long as he can fulfill her needs, she has no problem with anything Quirino tell others about the relationship between them.
Yes, since the two hundred money incident, Morana often gets money from Quirino easily, although on many occasions Morana doesn't do what Quirino asks because she doesn't like it, but in the end, Quirino will always spend money for Morana, it was either to just accompany him to do something or going to places, or even as odd as for trivial arguments that upset one of them.
Money is not a problem for Quirino, the monthly allowance he receives from his parents is able to support himself and pay for Morana's schooling, not to mention Quirino, who does not live an extravagant life. Currently he is even doing part time at a cafe in this city.
"You go here at night, just to look for me? If you really leave the house, why don't you go to your friend's or relative's house?" Why are you even looking for me here?
Morana snorted at Quirino's words. "I don't want to go to my relatives' place and you know that I don't have friends."
Quirino knows that Morana has no close friends, because she always chooses to be alone. "And then? How's this?"
"I'm staying at your boarding house for a while." Morana shrugged her shoulders, as if the answer was very clear and Quirino was so stupid not to understand this.
"What!?"
Quirino's eyes widened, this was the most absurd answer he had ever heard, even though he knew he could not leave Morana alone in the middle of the night like this.
Quirino is not a holy man who has never been close to women so he became nervous about Morana's decision to spend the night, not because of that, but...
"You know this is a special boarding house for boys?" Quirino wanted to hit Morana's head, maybe then this woman could find her sanity. Her statement to spend the night in his room was the same as if she was surrendering herself to Quirino, or at least, that's how Quirino interpreted it. "I'll get in trouble if you get caught in my room!"
Quirino turned his back, like a father scolding his naughty daughter, no, Morana wasn't naughty, it was just that there was something wrong with the way she was thinking.
"Then don't let anyone to find out." The answer is easy.
"Morana ..." Quirino sighed as he said her name tiredly, he massaged his forehead which was throbbing in pain. Tomorrow he still has his semester exams and this girl came at the right time to add to his headache. “I'm a normal guy… are you sure you want to stay at my place? You're kidding, right?"
This time Morana was getting annoyed with Quirino's attitude, she stood up while showing her annoyed expression, usually Quirino would start smiling triumphantly every time Morana made a facial expression like that, but not this time.
"You think I came all the way here just to make fun of you?" Her words have some truth even if the reasons are unacceptable.
"But you can't stay here!" Quirino said in a slightly harsh tone. This is the first time Quirino raised his voice like this.
Hearing Quirino harsh tone, Morana closed her lips and without saying a word she walked away.
Realizing that he was getting too emotional, Quirino grabbed Morana's wrist. "Where are you going?" This time his tone was softer.
However, Morana chose to remain silent and said nothing while trying to free her wrist from Quirino's grip.
"Stop fighting me, can't you? I'm still thinking." Quirino caught Morana's other wrist so she couldn't move freely now.
Because both hands could not be moved, Morana chose to kick Quirino's shin.
Fortunately, Quirino has good reflexes, so he can avoid Morana's kick in time.
"Don't kick me!" he shouted angrily.
"If you don't want me here, that's fine, I'm leaving now." Morana is still trying to kick Quirino, but always fails.
"I didn't say you couldn't be here!" Quirino paused for a moment after he said it. “Well, I said you can't be here… but, that's not what I meant!” He tried to defend himself.
“Choose now. I can stay at your place or I'll go now." Morana insisted giving Quirino not much time to think.
"Okay, but you have to tell me why you left the house." Quirino uses the term Morana had chosen, although he still doesn't understand the difference between leaving the house and running away.
Hearing Quirino's requirements, Morana was not very happy, her nose would frown cutely when she found something she didn't like, Quirino had already memorized this habit.
"No." Morana said briefly and clearly, then she continued her efforts to break free from Quirino's grip.
"Okay, okay!" Quirino gave up when Morana tried to bite his hand because her attempts to kick Quirino always failed. “Stop!”
Quirino growled and let go of Morana's right wrist and used her free hand to hold her head so she couldn't bite him."What the hell are you biting me!" This time Quirino let go of Morana's other hand and pushed her body away, of course not with all his strength to make the woman fall but enough to make her stop.Morana said nothing more but, her black eyes seemed to say; so what's your decision?"Come with me, but don't make noise." Quirino waved his hand, signaling Morana to follow him.What else could he do in the middle of the night like this except let her in? Quirino will think about this matter later after he returns from campus tomorrow.Quirino should have been able to open a hotel room for Morana, but somehow he felt more comfortable when Morana was under his supervision.Who knows what she thinks and will do when alone? She's the type of person who doesn't think twice before taking action or making decisions, for example, like now…The two of them entered Quirino's boarding
Perhaps out of shock or not knowing what to do, Morana blinked her eyes repeatedly when she felt Quirino's soft lips on hers. He nibbled on her lips gently and put his hand on the back of her head.This is the first time for Morana to experience something like this, she is confused whether she should push him away or let him do what he wants like Morana has always done. She used to do whatever she liked.However, this time it was different and the situation was not the same.Morana's breath hitched and her chest rumbled frantically as Quirino pushed her body onto the bed and pinned her down. She realized what was going to happen after this.Morana's back was pressed so close against the soft mattress while Quirino hovered above her, exploring her lips with his warm and gentle tongue, asking for Morana's approval to open her mouth.But Morana didn't let him get what he wanted, because she was still too confused…But Quirino did not understand, his warm palm left the side of Morana's fa
Morana doesn't know how long she had been asleep, because the first thing that woke her up was a loud knock on the bedroom door.The repeated knocking seemed to indicate the impatience of the person behind it and it annoyed Morana, because she felt the headache almost split her head into two."Morana! Wake up!"Quirino's voice penetrated into her consciousness along with the morning sun that dazzled her vision. This was the worst morning ever. Morana felt miserable.Morana rubbed her face and tried to open her eyes, but they felt very heavy, as if her eyelids glued together. Especially her head, she felt like a person who had just suffered a heavy blow and passed out.Well, thankfully, although Morana had never experienced such a horrific event… but, she could imagine the pain, which was no different from what she felt right now."Morana! Did you faint or what!?” Quirino is getting annoyed because there was no answer from her, but he was also worried about this girl, she could do some
Her very secretive attitude sometimes makes Quirino a little frustrated, but for some reason he is patient enough to deal with her strange traits. This is something Quirino continues to question even now.He hoped, maybe, one day Morana will be comfortable enough to share stories or her own feeling with him… maybe one day Morana will want to open up to him and tell him the whole story of her life and why she always looked so callous and lonely…Quirino will wait for that day to come while taking care of her…The day Morana allowed others to understand her better and stopped staring at the distance with such expression that made Quirino wanted to hug her and protect her. What actually happened with her life, until she was not wiling to let anyone in?After that, Morana stayed in Quirino's boarding house for four days.During those days, Quirino didn’t stop persuading Morana to return back to the capital city, because she had life to live there. She needed to go to school and finish it,
‘But, as long as Quirino still has an interest in you and he is not married at this time, you can continue to be by his side. After all, he is a man and needs entertainment, since he is not allowed to mess with a nice girl from a good family.’In other words, Quirino could play with her as long as he liked and when it was time for him to get married, Morana would never mean anything to him and could just be left behind.He would abandon her, like the other people in her life. She couldn’t stand another abandonment…That is the picture that Quirino's father gave of her in the brief meeting a year ago. The meeting didn’t even last for an hour, since he was a busy man and didn’t have more time to be wasted on her, but the impact of it lasted more than a year.It was as if a dagger had stabbed into her chest every time Morana recalled those words.So clear that it sounded so realistic to her ears that Morana believed it. She believed everything that he said to her and to put it bluntly, s
Morana cried even louder when she heard Quirino apologize to her, he shouldn't apologize, because there was nothing to be forgiven from him. He didn’t do anything wrong.Morana could understand Quirino's annoyance and frustration with her attitude, she could understand it, after all they had been together for four years, it was impossible for Morana not to know Quirino at all.Quirino, one might say, was too good for her. If he were another man, she didn’t know what she would have become now?Who wants to pay for the necessities of life for a sophomore high school student who just ran away from home? With no clear goals and an unconvincing family background.Not to mention Morana's stubbornness, who continued to refuse to answer all questions about her life and her family.However, Quirino was never pushy, he patiently let Morana do what she wanted and took care of her.No one has ever looked after Morana like how Quirino looked after her.In short, Quirino could be said to be Morana'
"You can use me as long as you want, but please don't take advantage of other guys, I can never accept that. Use me all you want. I don’t mind it."That was what he said to her and she took Quirino's words seriously, as the silent once again ensued between them.In the end Morana fell asleep in Quirino's arms. This didn't bother her anymore now, because she could have slept near Quirino without having any thoughts that he would take advantage of her.Having Quirino in her life was like as if Morana was having someone who had seen the worst of her to the point of how moody she was, but still chose to stay by her side and continue to support her without getting tired or bored.Maybe this was Morana’s luck after all the misery that she had gone through, because it was very rare for other people to have someone like Quirino.However, the inferiority complex and embarrassment that covered it all obscured her true feelings, making Morana unable to judge the situation properly.She felt like
"When did I get close to your boyfriend?" Morana ignored the dripping water from her hair as she folded her arms across her chest and glared furiously at Alinda and her accomplice. "I don't even know who is your boyfriend is."Morana's words were like gasoline that ignited Alinda's anger and made it flare up even more.With her face turning bright red Alinda moved forward to attack Morana, her hands stretched out dangerously towards her opponent.However, Morana had already anticipated Alinda's move, even though she had never participated in any martial arts training, the harsh life she had lived made her able to simply protect herself.What's more, Alinda is just a spoiled young woman, who only takes benefit behind her parents' wealth to get what she wants.The source of her courage was only due to the strong influence of what her parents had, who are also well- known lecturers at the university, so she thought she could act as she pleases with fellow students.She was the epitome of
Quirino walked down the corridor of the hospital, every step he took seemed to have its own meaning for him. Every step brought him closer to Morana. Every step is filled with regret, anger, disappointment and other feelings that Quirino cannot explain in words. He was really angry when he learned that Daniel had sent Morana to a mental health institution without her consent. How come? When Quirino last met Morana and their relationship was still pretty good, Morana didn't show anything. Except for the fact that she had visited Dr. Sherry, for several meetings, everything seemed fine with her. Quirino knew this because at that time, he had ordered several people to follow Morana because she suddenly disappeared and her whereabouts was unknown. There were no indications that Morana needed to be treated. Hence, how could Morana end up in a place like this now?! Something is wrong with Daniel and Morana's relationship! Quirino wouldn't have left Morana if he knew Daniel would take
As Daniel had expected, Quirino was waiting for him in his study.Daniel stood frozen in the doorway, stared at Quirino's back which was turned away from him, stared at his row of medical books, but it seemed that he was only doing that so that he would have something to do.Because even though Quirino heard the sound of the study door opening and closing and Daniel's footsteps echoing in the empty room, he remained unmoved and still did not turn around.Even though the conversation hasn't started and Quirino still refuses to look at him, Daniel knows and understands that the six months that have passed have not changed anything about Quirino and his feelings for Morana."Quirino," said Daniel who then walked over to his brother. He stopped just a few steps away from him, not sure if he should approach him any closer.Quirino slowly turned his body and when their gazes met, everything became foreign to both of them. It was as if they were no longer the two brothers who were very close
Quirino doesn't know whether his decision is right or not, but one thing is certain, he wants to return.It was a desire he had harbored for a long time and now he has a reason to return.The only reason he wanted to come back.After yesterday's call, Quirino was very sure that it was Morana's voice. It must be her voice. Quirino knows her voice very well.Even though Morana didn't say much and only said his name, Quirino could feel the despair that the girl was facing, just from one sentence.Was it because Quirino had overly interpreted this brief moment? Or was this just his delusion because he kept thinking about Morana?Whatever the reason and somehow with how Quirino felt he decided to return, and whatever it was… here Quirino was, waiting impatiently on his flight.Quirino felt that he was really crazy, with just that one word and Quirino had run as fast as he could to approach Morana.Quirino knew that what Morana used was his brother's number and how Morana spoke in a whisper
"Sorry, I can't." Quirino said in a hoarse voice to Silvi who was already half naked underneath.After saying that, Quirino immediately got up from his position on top of Silvi's body and then picked up his shirt which had been scattered on the floor.Silvi widened her eyes when she felt the weight of Quirino's warm body leaving her.They haven't even started yet and Quirino is about to leave? How can he be so cold?Silvi immediately buttoned up the shirt she was wearing and then ran after Quirino who was about to leave her apartment."Quirino!" Silvi, who was only wearing a shirt and underwear, immediately ran into Quirino's back and hugged him tightly, pressing her face against the man's broad back.Quirino was not surprised, did not resist or move in response, he just stood there, frozen. Letting Silvi say what she wants to say."Quirino, give me a chance," said Silvi with suppressed tears.All this time Silvi thought Quirino was the right man for her, that their social status was
Silvi pulled Quirino's neck and tried to kiss him, but Quirino quickly pulled away from her and pushed her body away.Quirino didn't think she was a woman and couldn't control his strength when he tried to avoid her. Letting her fall down.This made Silvi groan in pain, but Quirino paid no heed to it and left, slamming the door of his study when he came out.Turns out that putting Silvi back in her position wasn't a good idea, but got her fired again would only provoke his father's anger and that was the last thing Quirino wanted in the midst of this endless turmoil in his heart.Tonight it looks like he will spend his time at the bar again...Only by drinking some alcohol was Quirino able to escape from Morana's shadow, even if it was only for a moment… it didn't matter, even if only for a moment Quirino wanted to enjoy his own life without the disturbance of the woman who had become his brother's.Morana… how are you…?Quirino's heart whispered softly.# # # Quirino woke up with hi
Too long…Morana has been gone too long.Daniel felt something was wrong and his suspicions were later confirmed by the commotion that occurred in the toilet, where Morana had gone.Immediately Daniel got out of the car and headed for the women's restroom which Morana had entered and found Morana's body had been carried by a man.From Morana's arm, there was a cut that was still bleeding.Among the crowd that surrounded her, Morana saw Daniel who was charging forward while pushing several people in front of her while saying something that Morana couldn't catch.Every sound around her was ringing painfully and all Morana felt was a numb feeling.The last thing Morana remembered was looking into Daniel's eyes.One word that can describe the man right now is; Fright.For a moment Morana was happy to see the fear in his eyes, that means he still cares right?But then, when Morana blinked, the darkness that covered her made her stay there.Cold and silent darkness.A familiar place for her
Morana stared blankly at the pamphlet in her hands. Her heart beat faster when she saw her name on the registration form.Daniel was so careless because he thought Morana wouldn't find out about this, or maybe because his guilt messed up the decisions he was about to make.Morana looked at the pamphlet and personal data form which contained all the information about her.She had to bite her lip to steady herself, her trembling hands couldn't stop as if she could feel her heart that was racing so fast and made her wonder why Daniel could do this to her.Mental health institutions? Those words made Morana clench her fists tightly, feeling the tide of emotion that kept convincing her that she was worthless, that he has been dumped.No!Morana shook her head vigorously. Daniel shouldn't have done this to her.Seeing Daniel walking over, Morana immediately returned the flyer back to the backseat and tried to look calm, as if she didn't see anything or… didn't know anything.Without Morana
Two weeks had passed since Daniel returned to giving the medicines to Morana, but she didn't show any significant changes, if one could say, she was getting worse and worse.Because Dr. Sherry was out of town and it was very difficult to contact, Daniel didn't want to bother her either.Dr. Sherry also needs time for herself and her children.Therefore, Daniel did not try to contact her and continued to consult Dr. Garry. In the past two weeks, Morana had seen him four times and changed drugs twice.But, she still didn't show any significant change and now she started refusing to take the medicine anymore.“That medicine is going to kill me…” Morana said with tears flowing, one night when Daniel was going to give medicine to Morana. "Trust me…""Morana..." Daniel sighed tiredly. He was really tired of facing Morana.It's not that Daniel doesn't love Morana, he really does love her but on the other hand, he doesn't know what to do with her.The tiredness that Daniel feels when he finis
Daniel stared at Morana's sleeping face, he didn't want to disturb her.This afternoon, Anna called him and asked Daniel to come home because his father came with an aide and beat Morana.Of course, this news shocked Daniel who immediately returned to the apartment and found Morana sleeping soundly.Even when the sun had set like this, Morana still hadn't woken up, even though he had tried several times to wake her up, but Morana didn't respond and only muttered something incoherent before going back to sleep.Daniel let Morana rest while observing her swollen lips and several bruised parts of her body. Of course, Morana's condition like this made Daniel furious at her father.He couldn't understand why Lucas Wyatt would use physical violence against Morana? Isn't something like this unnecessary?Daniel has also tried several times to call his father's telephone number, but nothing because the number cannot be reached, as well as when Daniel tried to call his house.His father was app