KIARA
I hated this. The constant assumptions, decisions and looks I was getting from everyone. I don’t know what I wanted... Did I want him? Yes, deep down I did, but he had also hurt me beyond anything I could ever imagine. The pain threatened to suffocate me as I took a deep breath.
"I Kiara Westwood of The Desert Storm Pack, rej-" He was in front of me in the blink of an eye, his hand covering my mouth. Sparks rushed through my very veins at his touch. A storm of emotions in those dark orbs of his. His heart raced as fast as my own was. My stomach knotted as I stared into his eyes as he shook his head slowly. His unspoken message was loud and clear.
Don’t do this.
That’s what he was saying. Then why couldn't he tell me why he didn’t want me? Rafael’s question was the one I wanted an answer to.
A whistle broke me out of my thoughts as Rayhan chuckled.
"That should answer enough questions… Sorry Jasmin, you’re not really wanted." He s
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KIARA Three hours had passed, and I still wasn’t able to sleep. Every time I shut my eyes, I was either seeing Alejandro telling Jasmin to ignore me or him saying he couldn't mark her. I pushed the covers off, now agitated. I had blocked the mind link off because I didn’t want to talk to anyone, and I was glad Mom hadn't tried to bother me. We both needed to calm down. I had even texted Raven, filling her in on everything two hours ago, but she must be asleep now… The forty-minute shower I had when I came up wasn’t enough to relax me… What should I do? A sudden thought came to me and I smiled. I knew what I should do… and it was already late, no one would be awake. Kicking off the covers, I jumped out of my bed, wincing at the pain in my ankle. I paused, remembering how it hadn't hurt when I had lunged at the Wendigo... Did my ability have something to do with that? I would need to trial it out another time. I didn’t want to attract Wendigos. I pulled
KIARA "Selene can make mistakes…" Alejandro said quietly. "Maybe, but I'm strong. You know that." I turned away to check my brownies. Deep down, I knew he just needed some love… but I also needed him to take that first step. "You fucking are…" The smell of brownies filled the air. "Kiara." I looked at him, as he struggled to say what he wanted to. "What is it?" I asked. "I was-" The beep of the oven made us both turn. He looked away, picking up his glass, I wanted to know what he had wanted to say. Damn… I walked over to the oven, grabbing the gloves and took my brownies out. Taking a knife, I took the tray to where he was sitting and cut them into pieces. I wasn’t even done, and he reached for a piece. I tapped his hand with the knife, my eyes flashing. "I didn’t say you could have any." "Too bad, I don’t fucking care." He said, taking a square, giving me a challenging loo
KIARA ‘Amore Mio’… My love in Italian… The words Alejandro had said before he left the kitchen. Words that only gave my wolf hope whilst creating uncertainty and curiosity about what the future might hold. These words filled my mind and entered my restless dreams. Dreams where he marks Jasmin, tells her to ignore me before they walk away. Dreams that hurt. The scene constantly changed from his whispered words of sweetness to him turning his back on me. "Rise and shine Kia." Mom's voice made my eyes open suddenly. "Mom, ever heard of knocking?" I asked, rubbing my eyes as she pulled the curtains open. She gave me a small smirk. "Yeah, I just didn’t want to." I rolled my eyes, my eyes falling on the two mugs of hot chocolate that sat on my bedside table. I knew she wanted to talk… great… She sat at the end of my bed. Without her trademark red lipstick that she was rarely seen without, she looked years younger. I sw
ALEJANDRO Last night I had slipped up and said Amore Mio to her face. That was fucking messed up, especially since I was about to fucking mark someone in front of her. I needed to take a step back and see where to go from here. She had given me hope, a hope I didn’t deserve, and one that I didn’t know I couldn’t live without. Seeing her baking those brownies… in my house. I wanted her here forever. I knew in that moment she was the one I wanted to wake up to every morning. The last thing I saw before I fell asleep at night. I wanted her to warm my bed, just how she was fucking warming my heart. Yeah, I knew I cared for her, but accepting her... That part still fucked me up. She was strong and I knew she could handle me… Not to mention I was too fucking weak to live without her. So here the fuck I was, after a long run, thinking all night and day about her… I knew I needed her… But I needed to work on the shit I fucked up and to
KIARA I almost burst out laughing at the way he struggled. I pressed my lips together to stifle the giggle but I still had a huge smile on my face. He was actually trying? That was cute... Let’s see how long it lasts. He began speaking again and I ignored all the looks we were getting. More so, Alejandro was receiving. After all, the man listened to no one. I felt a fuzzy warmth inside me. He was trying, and in return, I wasn’t going to press his buttons just to see how far he would go. We both had a long way to go and just acting on our emotions was not going to be enough. "I want to go with you." I said suddenly. All eyes snapped towards me and I saw both Dad and Alejandro frown. "Kia, it’s really dangerous." Aunty Indy said, concerned. "Doesn't matter. I'm strong and Alejandro will be with me." I said, my heart hammering at the thought of going anywhere alone with him… Shit, maybe this was a bad idea. "I don’t know if
KIARA Waiting for her reply was terrifying, I didn’t want to hear that he knew… "Oh Kia, no! And don’t tell him… He was pissed off when he found out about his affairs. He’s been really good and always telling me not to stand for it. You can’t tell him, I can’t trust that he’ll let it slide. Alejandro doesn't forgive Kia." "He shouldn’t as well." I retorted. The relief that flooded me made my stomach flutter. I was glad… It all made sense now. "This is my decision." Her tone was firm but I felt torn. Was it ok to just leave it? Wasn’t she a victim who was too emotionally invested to get out? I needed to ask someone for advice… "If this baby gets hurt… I swear I won’t leave him." I said quietly. I placed my hands on her shoulders as I closed my eyes, feeling her pain. My eyes opened as I healed her injuries. The reason she was pale was because she was in pain… She had several injuries and some broken bones that hadn't healed full
KIARA Alejandro left and I knew he had heard our conversation… But how much of it? Did he hear the part where I asked Aunty Indy if he knew… I expected him to be honest… It was high time I tried to do my part too… My stomach twisted, knowing deep down a time would come when I’d have to tell him about Rayhan... I looked down, sighing deeply. "El…" Aunty whispered. "I don’t know what to say Indy… I can’t believe I had to hear that from him and not you. I'm your brother; heck, that’s what I'm there for! You should have told me." "I didn’t want you to get mad at him or make him leave." She whispered, breaking into tears. Dad pulled her into his arms, I could see the pain and sadness on his face. He was always there for us… "After what Jessica’s been through, and you girls as well, why would you settle for this Indy? The goddess did not create mates to hurt one another." He whispered, caressing her hair. "I know, but the bon
ALEJANDRO I looked at the body of the man before me, I noticed that his breathing was shallow as he lay there unconscious. I moved Kiara away from him, wanting to hold on to her forever but I knew I couldn't. "Did you feel anything? Apart from turning this fucker human again." I asked her. "He was in pain, it felt like despair. I don’t think they’re the real enemy." She said. Her sexy voice was like fucking music to my ears. The urge to just close my eyes and listen to her filled me. I wasn’t sure I’d ever get the luxury or even the courage to ask her to lull me to sleep… I frowned. Where the fuck was my mind going? "Was there magic?" "I couldn't sense it off of him." Her reply came. I looked at her, her eyes gazing at the ground, a few inches away from where the man lay. My heart fucking twisted at that, how did it feel to not be able to see? I had the strong urge to pull her into my arms. But I didn’t. "Ok… We’ll leav