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27. Losing Self Control
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2024-10-29 19:42:56ALEJANDRO
From the fucking moment she walked into the room, I lost it. The sway of her hips and the slight bounce to her breasts destroyed me. Fuck rules and consequences, I wanted her. I watched as she had taken a seat, ignoring me.
I don’t know what the fuck my problem was but when she had walked off after Jasmin had rushed over, I had been tempted to talk to her, about what? No fucking idea. But why do I care right? We were not meant to fucking be anyway. Yeah, I could keep telling myself that. We all know I don’t fucking care about what’s meant or not.
There have been a couple of women at a few mating balls that I've taken an interest in. They found their mate but when I showed some interest, they were willing to throw away a future for a one night stand. Not sure what the fuck they thought, that I’d claim and mark them? The point is, if I wanted something, I took it. That was the fucking problem, I never cared about the aftermath... but did I or did I no
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