Digging a tunnel

Lizzy

It has been three days since my bloody annoying wolf turned up. The only good thing is when she is talking non stop to me, I can't hear the prayers of the crazies in this hell hole. 

Adira, my wolf, has been telling me we need to get out of this place, short of digging a tunnel with the plastic sporks we get given to eat absolutely everything, it is not happening. This annoying wolf is not listening when I tell her, I most definitely are not wanting a mate.

The lights go off, and the screaming starts up; welcome to my evening I think as I lie back on my bed. ‘Lizzy, you need to listen to me, our mates need us’ Adira says, spiking my irritation. ‘Will you shut up!’ I scream at her in my head, as I screw my eyes shut, in anger.

‘Oh for Goddess sake, grow up!’ She yells back. ‘Do you ever think that this might be about more than just you?’ Comes the angry voice of Adira followed with a growl.

Mentally rolling my eyes at her, this is the same argument we have had for the past two nights. She beginning to really piss me off, and if i knew how to shut her the fuck up, I would. The sound of her laughing in my head has me wanting to smash my head off the wall. Four hours she sang a song over and over; four fucking hours.

‘I can start again if you like?’ Her annoying voice has me grinding my back teeth. ‘Don’t you dare’ I growled back at her. ‘Will you listen to me?’ Feeling like her singing again is worse than listening to her, sighing in defeat I mentally nod.

‘Okay, please allow me to finish before you throw a tantrum.’  Rolling my eyes at her, I allow her to talk even if it’s just to drown out the prayers of the other inmates. 

‘I am not sure how much you know or understand about your kind, well actually you are one of a kind’ Adira starts to explain, I find myself frowning at her last words. One of a kind; what the fuck am I?

‘You're mother was what they call an Alpha wolf, she was next in line to take over her fathers Pack, like your Grandfather took over from his father. You’er Father was one of the Fallen’ Sensing my confusion she decides to explain.

‘The Fallen are the group of angels that left heaven, not wanting to be controlled or restricted by the laws of God. Vic as he goes by, fell in love with your mother and had you. When you were born, your father knew he had to protect you, not only from the other Fallen but other wolves and humans. When I say you are special Lizzy, you really are’ I sit up actually intrigued now.

‘You’re Father asked my Goddess, Selene to mate you to a powerful wolf to make sure you would always be protected. Selene had already seen how special you are and had already decided on your mates. Yes, two mates twins’ Adira, waited a moment, having felt my emotions.

‘Are you saying that I have two boyfriends?’ I am confused and slightly unsure how to feel about this. ‘Not boyfriends, soulmates Lizzy, our Goddess linked our souls with theirs. They know about you, they know I have woken. We need them, and they need us. This is the only reason I need you to talk, you need to tell nurse Debs to get in contact so they can come for us’ My wolf explains to me with less sarcasm than I am used to.

There is an urgency to her voice, almost pleading with me that has me thinking. ‘I’ll think about it, okay?’ I say to my wolf, hoping she understands how much she is asking of me. Seven years I have never spoken a word out loud. I know nothing of my father or her Goddess, I have never even shared a conversation with a boy before but now I have two soulmates. 

‘Lizzy, I know this is scary but please believe me I will never put you in harm's way. Our mates are made for us. They would give their life to save us, please think hard about this. The longer a wolf goes without their mate the harder it becomes to control their anger’ 

‘Oh and Lizzy, there is a matter of your first shift’ She says hesitantly. ‘My first shift, what the hell is that?’ I ask Adira completely confused. ‘We have less than two weeks until the next full moon, that is when the moon is at its highest you will take on my form as a wolf’ I actually feel my jaw drop, she can't be serious. 

The whole night I couldn't seem to turn off my thoughts to get to sleep, allowing Adira’s words to play on a loop. By the time the light turns on and the door to my room opens, and in comes carer Goerge. He always smelt of fish, and had hands like an octopus. 

Groaning I slowly get up and give him a look that i wish he understood, but judging by the fact he is still standing in my room and not fucked off, he never understood. ‘Whos the weirdo?’ asks my wolf while yawning; at least one of us got some sleep. 

“Come on now Mute, time to get changed for the day” Comes the annoying voice and sleazy looks of George. As he goes to reach for me I move out the way, slightly confused by the speed i moved until the laughing of my wolf ‘We are one, your a werewolf Lizzy’ eyes widening I find myself smirking at the expression on the face of the fucking letchy carer.