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The feeling of crossing my boundaries

Author: Brown
last update Last Updated: 2023-12-29 22:29:30

Just seeing the Diary, he started to battle withing himself.

Should I, or should I not open this diary? it felt like his good and bad conscience, were in a battle. He decided to stop and listen to his heart.

Was there really any point checking the diary? He asked himself out loud rhetorically.

What does he hope to find, that he doesn't already know? After all, he has one of his own like that too, and he wouldn't want her to see it, because he has his feelings laid down there. How he hated dating other girls, when he knows within him, that they are never for him.

Still thinking of the hurt of crossing boundaries, he remembers that they had a fight that day, she hasn't said anything to him, he hasn't even gotten to speak to her, since that night, maybe her diary could explain better, he felt that before she left, she must have told her diary, how she feels, and how angry she is with him, he wanted to know, so he decided to read the last part of the diary, but just then, when he opened
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