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Staying away

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last update Last Updated: 2024-01-20 13:41:02

Still in the solitude of her room, she freely cries her heart out, expressing all the pain she could, about what was going on in her life at the moment.

She asked herself "Why will he do this to me, when all I have done is love him unconditionally?

Her tears were soaking her blouse, while her heart was soaked in a whirlwind of emotions, she was drowning in her own pool of tears, as no matter how much she tries to forget and move on, she still finds herself going back to what she thought they could be.

She tried to trace back to how it all started, and how it was even possible, that all he was seeing was not love, but pity. If he knew all he felt for her was pity, why won't he just say it, she may have been angry, just as she had been, at first, but she would have understood, she would have taken that first time as a mistake between them, but now, he had to make her think that there is a chance between them to embrace a better future, and she have given the rest of herself to him in
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