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Helplessly inlove with my best friend "I am sorry, it is too late
I was having difficulty thinking of any other thing. I was contemplating if I should continue with what I planned on doing. I kept having the feeling of pulling away, after all, the doctor had said that I can decide to back out if I wanted to, and if I had thought of it and didn't think I could go ahead with it, all I needed to do was to tell him that I had thought it through and that it wouldn't work.But then, if I back out, what becomes the fate of Myles. Already I feel so sad that he is sick and he cannot move about as he used to. The charm I used to know of him, was gone, he was looking like someone who had lost the spark of life, and the only way I believe I can bring back the spark, is to do what I feel is best for him.After thinking so much about it, I gradually gave in to sleep. I opened my eyes almost immediately only to find myself in a room filled with nurses, who were smiling at me."What am I doing here? I asked and instead of answering me, they just kept smiling, I
Helplessly inlove with my best friend Donating a kidney is a profound act of generosity
Waking up from that dream felt like emerging from a whirlwind of emotions, only to find myself tangled in a web of disillusionment. The sting of rejection lingered, as if the echoes of unspoken words still reverberate in the waking world. Each moment after waking, seems suspended in a haze, a disorienting blend of relief that it was merely a dream, yet I was weighed down, by the residual ache of unreciprocated feelings. I don't know why this particular dream have such an effect on me, he has made it clear many times, that he values the friendship we have, I have accepted and seen myself as a friend, that should not in anyway, affect my thought of helping him."Stop thinking so much about it Kiara". I scolded myself. The warmth of the dream, dissolved into the cool reality, leaving an unsettling impression that clung to the corners of my consciousness, long after I opened my eyes.Though I had scolded myself about the thought of the rejection, I still have it hidden somewhere around m
Helplessly inlove with my best friend Why are you doing this to me?
"Hello dear". I heard his happy voice, he sounded as though he could already tell that I am a match, even when I had not been tested. He had only told me to go and think about it, which is what I have done, and is about to give him a response.So have you thought it through? He asked, when he didn't hear me say anything after the exchange of pleasantries."Yes I have". I answered and paused, contemplating if I should go ahead, or I should just tell him that I cannot, but then, I shook my head at my own disturbing thought. I still have to get tested, if I am not a match, then, there is no point going ahead with it."I am ready to get tested, but just like I was saying yesterday, I will like this to remain a secret. I am an adult, I can make my own decisions". I told him."I know dear, but I will like you to know that keeping such a significant decision hidden can be challenging, but you are now my patient and keeping the secret of our patients, secret, is one of the oath we had to ta
Helplessly inlove with my best friend In only three days time everything will change
"You are very welcomed dear". He says, as soon as he saw me. I only nodded and waited for him to continue.I am happy to tell you that you are a perfect match, it is almost as though you guys are blood siblings, even though when it comes to kidney, it doesn't work like that". He continued. This time, I was scared, my heart was panting, all my fears and worries have come rushing down to me, I was thinking I wouldn't be a match, so I won't stop blaming myself, but now I am, somehow I knew I would be a match, I have always felt that we have things in common, even the dream I had, have shown me that I am a match, and now it is about to happen.Are you sure you are ready to go ahead with this? He asked me, and I nodded unconsciously in the negative response, which made him laugh."I am scared". I told him truthfully."It is natural to be scared, which is why, doing something this crucial without your family members involved, without them knowing about it, is something that I wouldn't advis
Helplessly inlove with my best friend "He is your best friend whom you love so much and wish he could be more than a friend right?
Third person's POVPrior to the date of the surgery, Kiara had made sure to express her hurt, as she would be absent on a special day in the life of her friend, with fear of being caught, she switched off her phone and put it away somewhere, hoping to keep up with the lie, by applying another lie, to the one already told. If her phone is on, she won't be able to keep up with the lie.The process was the longest of whatever it is she had tried doing in all her life. She kept saying to herself."I can do this, and I will do this". She had the same motivational quotes in mind, until she fell into an unconscious state, with no knowledge whatsoever, of what is happening around her. She had tried to set her mind to think of what Myles might be thinking, but her happiness is that his family and friends are with him, but she doesn't have anyone with her, if something were to happen to her, if something goes wrong with the surgery, she would die alone, and she will never get to tell Myles ho
Helplessly inlove with my best friend I know just the right place to find you
Kiara made sure she spent enough time at the hospital, taking her medication religiously, also visiting Myles at the hospital, though her visits were short, so no one suspected her. They started planning for Myles' return home, it was going to be a huge party.His mother was so happy, she planned everything from the beginning to the end with Ariana, since Kiara was hardly around, but when she came around, she still had to put things in order, since she seem to know Myles better than even his mother, she removed the things she fees he wouldn't like, and only encourage them to add the things that he would like. On the day of the party, everyone was dressed in colourful outfit, it's purpose is to show Myles how colorful the world is and how colorful his life is, therefore, he should keep pushing, and never give up on himself.She kept watching how things turn out in the world, with everyone celebrating, while no one even noticed her, Myles kept getting attention about his health and we
Helplessly inlove with my best friend "You are special and he should treat you as such, else, he would have me to contend with".
She turned back to face the man whom the voice belonged to. He was looking all handsome, with his hands in his pocket, his pink lips shining from him licking it all the time. She didn't leave the party ground so he will come after her, she should have known that if he looks around and not see her, he will surely come looking for her. She was happy he looked better than he had looked all those weeks ago."What are you doing here Myles, aren't you supposed to be over there dancing? She asked and he shook his head."How can I dance, when my dance partner is here all by herself? He asked, making her swell with emotions.Why are you here? He asked, still having his hands in his pocket."I just wanted to be away from the music and noise, you know, and again I like it here, and somehow, I have missed this garden, so coming back here, I should see it before leaving". She was conflicting herself with what she was saying. Myles seem to be heavy with something in his heart, and not used to hid
Helplessly inlove with my best friend "She us my best friend, my sister, my doctor".
It is her day, she should be happy that she is growing into a beautiful adult, sometimes she stares at her reflection in the mirror and cannot understand what it is that Myles see in other girls that he hasn't seen in her, she feels beautiful, because she knows she is beautiful, but somehow, she feels unfulfilled, her reasons were clearly written Infront of her, she won't be surprised if Myles have planned out how the day will go, he usually never forgets her bday, he had reminded her days ago, during his home coming party, she would understand if he forgets, because it is all part of what the doctor had told them, that they could be having issues with their memories, but it will not go blank entirely.She winced her eyes against the bright sun from her curtain that have fallen to the side, shone against her eye, making her wince. she looked around, expecting to see gifts and surprises all around her, but non of it.She shook her head and smiles."So you really can forget my day huh
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Helplessly inlove with my best friend The grand wedding. The end.
Weeks passed since after then, and Kiara and Myles, decided that it was time for them to take their relationship to the next level. Having conquered a lot, and done with school, and also celebrated their passing out of school and Myles coming into his full power, as the boss of the company, and with the help of Kiara's intelligent, have been able to stand in line as the richest and most sorted company in all the federation, they decided that taking that bold step to feel responsible as a married man and woman, is the ideal thing to do.Myles was super excited to hear that Kiara is finally ready for the next step, and he made plans to make it a grand wedding.Before the day of the wedding, there were so many people coming in, to tell them one thing or the other, on how they could enjoy each other's company and enjoy the marriage, but that was something they already know, they didn't need all that lecture, but it was still very much welcomed.The day of the wedding finally came and they
Helplessly inlove with my best friend The wedding between Steve and Ariana
The wedding between Steve and Ariana, was one of a kind.The ceremony takes place in a beautiful garden, adorned with white flowers and green ivy. It was so colourful and spoke volumes of what the couple felt.A gentle breeze rustles through the leaves and the soft chirping of birds adds to the serene atmosphere.Friends and families are seated in elegant white chairs, eagerly awaiting the union of Ariana and Steve, whom they are yet to set eyes on.Soft instrumental music plays in the background as guests are seated. humming to the music, The atmosphere is filled with anticipation and Joy.The music, soon shifts to a romantic melody as the bridal party begins their walk down the aisle. No one was available to take Ariana to the alter, she didn't have anyone, but she is stunned as Kiara was willing to wheel her down to the alter, and hand her over to Steve, who is looking handsome in his tailored suit, as he stands at the altar, his eyes fixated on the entrance. Waiting for Ariana
Helplessly inlove with my best friend All battles are won
When her father saw her walking in, he smiles, he was trying to encourage her, that he would come out soon, but when the judge spoke again, asking, if anyone, any witness could come forward to help the case, before he closes the case, she raised her hands, and everyone turned to her, still her father was in smiles, for he could never have thought that his daughter would raise her hands to speak against him, instead, he believes that it is to support him. He didn't even want her raising her hands to speak, for there was no need, he had already won the case, Darius was dead. He would have been the only one talking, but since he is dead, he wouldn't be bothering anyone ever again.When she was given audience, and was brought forward, she swore to tell the truth and nothing but the truth, and then she began."My father is a good man". She looked around and the expressions on people's faces didn't change, especially since they were not expecting anything less from her. But then, she cont
Helplessly inlove with my best friend Darius was poisoned in prison
Darius was getting it hot inside the correctional centre. His only luck was that he is alone in his cell. Darius was hopeful. He initially thought Sonia's father would not hesitate to bring him out, since he also got out, after he was arrested at first. Sonia's Dad, was questioned and he denied having anything to do with him, and since he doesn't have any proof, he will be denied, but then, Darius was hoping he would help him get out, after all, he was working for him, and he may not have any proof of dealings with him, because all the transactions have been with a middle man, yet there is no way his name will not be mentioned, when talking about why he is behind bars, and what he is doing in Myles' company.He had been charged to court, and he will appear before the court in a few days. Ariana have heard about it, and have contacted Myles and Kiara, telling them that she was willing to testify against him and the people he was dealing with. Steve didn't want that, but looking at
Helplessly inlove with my best friend If you leave me, I swear I will die!
Ariana recovered quickly, and though the plans to get married that weekend didn't work anymore, she was fit and ready to go home, two weeks after. The only problem was that, she couldn't walk on her own, without the aid of a wheelchair. Though she was not happy about that, for someone who always walk elegantly, and somehow, she feels that is what Steve had fallen for, but now that she is no longer able to swing her hips and move elegantly, he might stop loving her.She kept looking into the face of the people around her, and wondering what she ever did to deserve their love and forgiveness. Kiara was in smile, and was very supportive, Steve was also staring at her with love, and she started to wonder, if she really deserves Steve, who had not left her sight, since she was taken to the hospital, She forced him to go home and change, but he refused, she even told him that he stinks, and she couldn't breath properly because of the smell from him, yet that did nothing to push him away, i
Helplessly inlove with my best friend Ariana is blessed to have seen someone like you".
By the time she was taken to the hospital, she had lost too much blood, she needed a blood transfusion, as soon as possible. Everyone was gravely shaken at the fact that she wasn't saying anything. She lay lifelessly on the bed, And everyone thought she might not make it, especially since just recently had an abortion done on herself. The doctor attending to her came in and demanded to speak with her closest acquaintance. Looking at the doctor, it was evidence that he was scared for his patience, and he doesn't know how to drop the news he had come with.Kiara still didn't know how to react when it came to the case of Ariana, she was scared and worried at the same time, she stared long into the eye of the doctor to respond, when Steve spoke up. "I'm her fiancee, and the closest person she has to herself right now, if there is anything wrong with her, you can tell me". He says, with the fear of hearing the worse.Kiara turned to face him, while Myles had his head bowed low. Steve
Helplessly inlove with my best friend I should never have trusted you, so this is whom you are
Upon hearing the name, Myles and Kiara exchanged glances. How could they have missed it? They have been with this person, and not once did they notice any trace that she is not a she, but a he, and a known he for that matter.All of a sudden, Myles gasped in fear and everyone turned to look at him."What is it my love? Kiara asked, moving closer to him, and touching his shoulder. in a bit to console him."All the documents we collected from the travel is with her, I mean with him". He says, and Kiara got up from her seat. She could not allow Myles go through a loss on her watch. She looked around her, then stopped her stare at Ariana. They both stared at each other, before she asked."How much do you love Steve? Kiara asked her, and she got up to stand equally with her."I love him with my entire being. I have never felt the way I feel for him, for anyone, I am willing to do anything to redeem what he has with you people, because you are both good. I will do anything for him, wethe
Helplessly inlove with my best friend Serah Julius, is actually a man, his name is Darius
Kiara and Myles were still trying to get over what happened at the office. She haven't even had the time to ask him how his journey went, even though it is evident on his face, that he enjoyed his trip, and it seems he got everything he wanted.Kiara kept watching him, wondering why he was acting all distance, and they have not had time to get intimate in anyway, He was just too angry about Steve and his new found love. As a matter of fact, they were just troubled by the fact that Steve chose Ariana of all people. While contemplating on it all, they got a notification that they had visitors. Kiara wonders who that could be, at such a time. People shouldn't visit at that time, but om a second thought, they never used to have visitors, except family members, but also, since the guards that came to notify them, didn't see it as a problem, that means, they know the visitor and had come to tell them that someone needed to see them, and wouldn't leave to come back the next day, they deci
Helplessly inlove with my best friend The plan of the dumb
She found herself a seat close to her, and Ariana had to look deep into her eyes to be sure of what she was looking at. Then she whispered."Darius? He smiles, then later changed his tone and started laughing like a lady."They are all busy inside, discussing you, so I don't have much time to waste. But I like your smart move, getting acquitted with a worker of Myles, and even allowing him come to introduce you to them, means you move fast and you have a plan. I like the way you move". He says. Ariana wanted to tell him that with Steve, it was not a game, but she decided to get all the fact about what he was doing at Myles company under the name Serah Julius as her badge says, and why he was even chosen to travel with him. Speaking of moving fast, It was Darius. whatever he was up to isn't good, and he needs to be stopped, before he destroys something."What are you doing here Darius? She asked. Looking around, to be sure she isn't seen."Doing that same thing you are here to do. I h
