88. The letter

Opening the notebook, I was beyond shocked to find that it was not just a notebook, but a diary, I wanted to close it, I didn't want to intrude to her privacy, not when she was no more and I was most probably the cause for her death, but just before I could, a certain note written on it piqued my interest,"Kevin,I really love you,so much,where are you,I miss you so much, just this one line made my heart thump like crazy,I could tell that she really loved me,just like I loved her,and thinking that reading her diary would tear me up,I went ahead and hurriedly closed it,but a small paper fell from the notebook, which piqued my interest, because unlike the notebook, the paper seemed more aged, almost torn.

Slowly I unfolded the paper, only to find a very familiar handwriting, I think I know it very well only that I can't really place who exactly it belongs to.

Kevin my son, by the time you will be reading this note, just know that I will be ni more, I will be dead, the first line read, a