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Royal Library
The two of them decided to travel to the Capital. Seraphine did feel North limited their vision by a large extent and wanted to check out the Royal Library for more information. The archives there held a wider range of content, and it was said all the books and records— long lost or not— was present in the Royal Library.
However, other than the King and those selected by him, no one was allowed to enter the sacred place. As much as she craved to enter the place, she wasn’t fond of asking Alexander for help. The thought of encountering him made her feel nauseated now that she was aware of deeper section of the past, and it didn’t please her to learn that he killed Kayden in her last life.
Honestly, Seraphine did wonder how it would feel for Kayden to face the man who put an end to his life with both having the memories of their past life. If it was her, she would’ve wanted to run away from the situation. Even now, she didn’t know what
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