February 14, 2015.
Usually, on every 14th of February, when Fathia woke up in the morning, she would always do so with a smile on her face. She would greet everyone in the house, even the gardener, with a warm "good morning." She had a special prayer as she grew older each year, including today when she turned sixteen. But along with her birthday, the sadness of losing her parents and her sister lingered for eight months. The wound of that loss was still wide open. The excitement of welcoming her birthday had vanished. Often, a cloud of melancholy surrounded her, and if she suddenly remembered her mother, Fathia would burst into tears and hold tightly onto the family portrait.
Just like today. It was cloudy when she woke up. She directed her steps towards her parents' bedroom. Everything was still the same. Nothing had changed. She remembered that when she felt scared during the night, she would sneak into their room. Even now, she still continued that habit even after changing into her school uniform.
No matter how grown up a child is, they will always remain a child in their parents' eyes.
But before she could fully enter the room, Naomi's voice stopped her steps.
"Mr. Sebastian is in the living room," she said, and Fathia unknowingly smiled. Since the day the will was read, only Sebastian had always been there for her. He visited her during dinner, asked about her school, watched movies together in his private theater, and on weekends, they went swimming.
It was delightful to have someone by her side during sad times. And sometimes, they would console each other as Sebastian often reminisced about Felice.
"Yes, Felice really loves red roses. She says they're so seductive. But I think they're beautiful in color but can hurt people," Fathia complained one day as they strolled through the backyard.
Sebastian's response was just a chuckle. "But what Felice said is true. Red is... seductive."
As Fathia didn't quite understand, she continued walking until she arrived at one of her favorite collections: lilies.
"Here, this is Fathia's favorite," she said cheerfully. Sebastian had guessed that this teenage girl liked soft and gentle things. A typical girl who didn't complicate her life, a lover of household activities and all its warmth. Quite different from Felice, who liked outdoor activities, exploring herself with a head held high. Brave. Determined. And one thing Sebastian always remembered: beautiful and seductive. A perfect combination to describe Felice Leah Claire.
"Non, you're even smiling." The red hue on the young lady's face made Naomi feel grateful. Everyone present here was truly grateful to Sebastian. This man who rarely spoke could at least make the young lady happy. "Mr. Sebastian is waiting."
"Oh, right." Fathia hurriedly ran towards the living room. But before she turned around, she made Naomi look puzzled. "Am I not a complete mess?"
Naomi smiled. "No. Miss Fathia always looks beautiful."
Fathia chuckled and continued running. "Sebastian!"
She exclaimed happily once she was sure the man was indeed there. Sebastian stood behind her, wearing formal attire, looking a bit stiff but Fathia liked it.
When Sebastian turned, he was not ready for what Fathia would do. The girl jumped into him, luckily, he didn't fall over to the carpet as he held his ground. "Fathia," he scolded, but his words were cut short.
"Sorry," Fathia said, slightly bowing her head since she was now taller than Sebastian. "I thought you forgot today."
Sebastian shook his head slightly. "Impossible. For the past week, I've been constantly reminded to come home today."
Fathia's laughter slipped into Sebastian's heart unconsciously. She patted him on the cheek, making Sebastian feel a sudden warmth. It gave him the courage to touch the girl, fix her long hair, and tuck it behind her ear, whispering, "Happy birthday, Princess Fathia. Wish you all the best."
"Thank you."
"What does Fathia want for a gift?" Sebastian slightly adjusted Fathia's position so she could feel comfortable, but it seemed that Fathia didn't care. She chose to cling to him like a koala.
"I don't need anything. I just want to go to the cemetery with you, Sebastian. That's more than enough." Fathia hesitantly touched the tip of Sebastian's temple, feeling no resistance, she gently traced it there. "Also, we can celebrate Felice's birthday. You know, our birthdays are on the same day?"
In his closed eyes, Sebastian nodded. How could he forget today? "With my pleasure, Princess."
Then Sebastian began to lower Fathia, but she refused. Making Sebastian furrow his brows. "What's wrong?"
What Sebastian wasn't prepared for was the moment when Fathia's small lips, always rosy like pink roses, kissed him in a flash.
"Thank you for being such a caring brother to Fathia."
***
Mei 2015.
In her room, Fathia sat surrounded by many textbooks. In two days, she would face her final exams to move up to the eleventh grade. She was nervous, but she always remembered that she could get through it. Sebastian always encouraged her, even though they were separated by distance. He said he had some business in BonnaFenture.
There was only one request she made to God: to always protect Sebastian. For some reason, she trusted holding Sebastian's hand more than her uncles or aunts, who were, after all, family. Sebastian himself eventually restricted Fathia's social circle, and she wasn't sure why. Fathia was used to following everything her father wanted, fulfilling her mother's wishes, emulating her sister's good behavior, and making the biggest smile as wide as the ocean to the woman she looked up to.
The usual silence that greeted Fathia in Clara felt different today. Not to mention the rumbling thunder that startled her repeatedly. The lightning added to the sudden tension.
"Aunt Naomi," Fathia called out as she gathered the courage to open her bedroom door. Normally, the middle-aged woman would come to her immediately. Fathia's voice would echo throughout the house. Only Naomi, Johan, and Dennis were there, faithfully guarding and watching over Fathia in this large mansion.
"Aunt," she called out again. "Argh!" Fathia immediately cowered as the thunder roared loudly. Something felt off. Then the sound of a slamming door and breaking glass echoed through the house, making her stand up.
Fear overwhelmed her. She thought something had happened in her house. But what? She just needed Naomi or Johan or Dennis. But where were they? Terrifying images filled Fathia's mind, making her hesitate before venturing downstairs to check the source of the noise.
A dark figure began to emerge from the balcony area. Fathia remembered there was a glass door to the balcony. Did the loud noise come from there? She abandoned her plan when the dark figure approached, her steps growing heavier and closer. Fathia thought of running as far as possible, for whatever reason. She also wanted to find Naomi, who seemed to have disappeared.
Ignoring the fact that whoever was chasing her could easily follow her footsteps, Fathia called out, "Aunt Naomi! Mr. Johan! Help!" She didn't care anymore if they could track her through her voice. "Help!"
As expected, the sound of footsteps echoed right behind her. Fathia's breath was getting heavier, and her eyes darted around looking for the three people who were always by her side. Panic took hold of her whole body, and she was grateful to still have the strength to keep running.
The thunderstorm intensified, and the sound of thunder reverberated through her ears, making Fathia scream in fear. To make matters worse, all the lights in the house suddenly went out, leaving only the lightning as an eerie and terrifying companion.
Fathia felt like she couldn't go any further, as she kept running to escape the footsteps chasing her from behind. She kept running until...
"Let go! Let go! Help!"
She struggled with all her strength, not caring which part of her hit and kicked. She needed to fight back to defend herself. And then, in an instant, her chin was pulled towards the figure that caught her.
"It's me. Are you okay?"
There was nothing she wanted more than to see Sebastian's firm black eyes. She immediately embraced the man who was now hugging her.
"My car is over there," Sebastian pointed to the backyard. "Thank God, I'm not late."
Fathia nodded. Tears had been streaming down her face since earlier. They took cover in the tall grass near the fence before they could reach Felice's rose garden. "I'm scared," she whispered, trembling.
"Can you still walk? We need to move quickly before they find us."
Fathia nodded again, quickly. What Sebastian said was true. And in one swift motion, Sebastian stood up and pulled her to run again. Fathia ignored the pain that began to spread through her body. Her hope was in Sebastian's black car. The car that could take her away from whoever might be chasing them.
"They're over there!"
Suddenly, Fathia turned around. The masked men swiftly moved like lions chasing their prey. Sebastian tightened his grip on Fathia's hand. As she reached Sebastian's car door, she quickly opened it and got inside, but a single sound froze her.
The sound of a gunshot aimed at her.
"Fathia! Hurry!"
Without hesitation, the command acted like a magnet, pulling her to sit and fasten her seat belt. Even from inside the car, the sound of gunshots remained loud and clear. With one press on the gas pedal, the car sped away. Fathia was truly fortunate, escaping from whatever they were after. Were they thieves?
What Fathia never expected was that the gunshot hit Sebastian's arm. And when Fathia realized it, she screamed in horror, "Sebastian!"
"It's okay. Don't panic. The important thing is to escape from them first." Sebastian turned his head, but the grimace on his face was evident. The hot bullet that struck him had caused him to lose some control. However, the image of Alvin, who pleaded with him to protect Fathia, as well as Felice, emerged, giving him extra strength.
"Call Uncle Ronald immediately. My phone is in my jacket pocket. Grab it quickly!"
Trembling, Fathia followed Sebastian's instructions.
"The password is Felice's birthday."
Don't ask about the tremor in her fingertips as she touched Sebastian's phone. It wasn't because it was the first time she held something she considered someone else's privacy, not just Clara's. No. Fear had taken over her senses. She was afraid that Sebastian was losing a lot of blood.
"Sebastian, the password is incorrect," Fathia exclaimed in frustration. She had tried twice already, and if she failed for the third time, the phone would become meaningless.
"Oh, I forgot. It's your birth year followed by your birth date."
May 2015.Sebastian winced as the projectile was removed from his arm. He was truly lucky. He managed to safely bring Fathia to his apartment. After contacting Ronald, Fathia was asked to inform Nika, Sebastian's acquaintance who worked as a doctor. Sebastian didn't want to take the risk of going to the hospital, so he chose Nika to examine him."But Sebastian, are you okay?" Fathia asked, full of concern, after hearing Nika sigh with relief.Nika turned with a small smile. "Don't worry, dear. Your brother is fine. He's strong."Sebastian scoffed. "Just get it done. I have a lot to take care of.""Oh, come on, Sebastian! Work right away? After this? You owe us a lot of explanations, you know."With his free hand, Sebastian made a gentle gesture. "Enough, focus on your part. The rest is my business."Nika rolled her eyes, annoyed. "Sebastian and his habits!" But she still attended to what needed to be done. Although he lost quite a bit of blood, Sebastian was fortunate that the wound d
Fathia entered her home feeling wary. Three days had passed since the incident, and she was allowed to return home. She wanted to make sure with her own eyes that the three people who always accompanied her at home were all safe, except for Johan. According to Sebastian, he was hurt pretty badly in the arm.He protected Naomi and managed to make her run away, but he was eventually captured and held captive in a warehouse. Johan fought back, leading to his arm being injured by a long sharp object, leaving a scar. He was still receiving treatment at the hospital, and Fathia was extremely grateful that his condition was stable. Sebastian allowed Fathia to visit his house and then visit Johan in his hospital room later.When Naomi and Dennis saw Fathia, they embraced her while crying. They were afraid that something terrible would happen to their young miss. Naomi hugged and stared at Fathia repeatedly, as if in disbelief. Dennis also thanked Sebastian repeatedly for saving Fathia."I can
Birthday gift.October 2015.Fathia chose to join a dance extracurricular activity at her school. This activity took up a lot of her time, but she was happy about it. She left in the morning and returned in the evening, with a bunch of other activities to do. For Fathia, this was her own joy because she didn't dwell on the departure of her parents and her older sister anymore. Her life was now running smoothly in Sebastian's luxurious apartment. Occasionally, he would come home and stay there for quite a long time.Just like their previous closeness, Sebastian asked her many questions about various things, especially her school activities and grades. He always reminded her to prioritize her academics for her future schooling and business. Sebastian had already started preparing Fathia so that when she came of age, she would be ready to take over the Azure Group.Especially today, Fathia came home early. She was greeted with curious looks from the workers tidying up the apartment; Summ
September 2017.Now eighteen years old, and a few months, Fathia didn't want to keep count. For her, her teenage years were starting to lead into adulthood. Many things changed in her, and she was quite surprised by the changes, including her height. Somehow, she felt taller. Or was it just her feeling?She was used to being watched from afar. Sebastian had a lot of business to attend to in the factory area, he said. Checking on the ongoing projects there. Fathia didn't mind trying to understand, but whenever she started asking about Sebastian and his work, he would pull away.Ah, perhaps he was getting further away from her. His messages were now short and infrequent. She received phone calls only occasionally, and she could count them on one hand in a week. Usually, Sebastian used to call her almost every day, especially at night, just to keep her company until she fell asleep. But now...She no longer felt any of that. Fathia felt that Sebastian was distancing himself from her. Lea
Campus, March 2018.Fathia didn't like the many glances directed at her. She still remembered how embarrassed she was when Antony picked her up, and she felt like everyone at the café was talking about her. It wouldn't be surprising if that became a topic of gossip on campus, considering that she was using a bodyguard's service.It was all because of Sebastian, but she couldn't deny it, especially when she recalled that horrifying incident. She didn't want to take any more risks. She only asked for one thing after that, "If I don't break curfew, can I have a little freedom to breathe some fresh air, Sebastian?"That was it. And Fathia took full advantage of it. Not that she made many friends, no. Fathia was too afraid to start. Until...Her steps hurriedly approached a group that was cornering one of them. Fathia frowned and recognized the blonde girl whom she felt she knew. Ah... right, she was a classmate and majoring in the same field as Fathia.
[2019]Calculating every move, Sebastian began unbuttoning his shirt. He didn't want to rush because he knew nothing could stop him. His eyes remained fixed on one point, the doll-like eyes of the woman who had taken off her clothes. He gazed at her with satisfaction, like a predator ready to pounce on its prey; Clara Jasson.He walked slowly, crawling onto the bed, maintaining that grin. Meanwhile, Clara welcomed him with delight, full of desire, and unwilling to shift her attention elsewhere. Today was the payoff for two weeks of waiting for Sebastian Sachdev's return. Without a single doubt, Clara swore that she would record in detail how their relationship would end.They wrestled with each other. Giving and receiving, until they both lost their sense of reason. Their breaths and suppressed groans became a harmonious melody, signaling how they worked this afternoon, with both consciousness and desire.Then, without realizing it, one loud cough disrupt
"How's college going for you?" Sebastian asked while savoring his meal. Grilled Grouper was his choice. It seemed fitting since he had only eaten random food since morning. Meetings with numerous clients had taken up much of his time.Not to mention the many reports from Vino that made him change his mind about just filling his empty stomach. If it weren't for Clara’s visit to the office earlier, Sebastian might still have to work on one or two things. Her charming persuasion had almost made Sebastian falter.But now? He found himself stuck with Fathia at one of his favorite restaurants."So far, it's okay," Fathia replied, not knowing how many times she had chewed on the potato wedges, the signature menu at the place. She followed Sebastian's long strides as he led the way. They didn't talk during the walk.Many things had changed in the five years they had been together. Whether Sebastian realized it or not, for Fathia, the man beside her was beco
The man swirled the contents of his glass. The clear liquid with a hint of orange was his faithful companion. His workspace was still messy, scattered with various papers filled with writing and numbers. The computer screen was still on, indicating that he couldn't afford to give up just yet.He took a deep drag from the slender, flat object, and the room instantly filled with sweet-smelling smoke. He chose to close his eyes briefly, savoring the sweet aroma that filled his senses, along with the taste offered by the slender object.He slowly sipped the liquid he had been eyeing earlier, ignoring the bitterness that greeted his taste buds. Once again, he indulged in the electric device, one of the things he enjoyed during his busy moments. Engaging in a flirtatious dance with his favorite vape smoke."Sebastian."The man sighed in annoyance. The interruption came again. He glanced at the Tag Heuer on his left; it was already eleven o'clock at night. He di
What Jess fears the most when delivering orders is not just the payment. As for that, Jess doesn't worry too much because she's confident they will pay. What Jess worries about is suddenly receiving a message with a complaining tone from the customer. Even if the complaint is constructive, it still makes her feel small."Can you sit still, Jess?" Fathia had warned her friend not to be so tense. They had been in the apartment since the afternoon. The cake order had arrived safely and on time for the host's party there."I'm nervous!"Fathia shook her head in amazement. "You're usually the most confident one. Just now?""Ugh! This is different, Fathia. I'm not an expert at making cakes yet. I'm afraid it won't taste good. And it's not overly sweet."Seeing Jess's nervousness, Laras, who had been observing the two of them, approached. She took a seat right next to the girl whose hair always stood out with its cotton candy color but whose beauty contin
"This can't be allowed," Sebastian said angrily, his eyes flashing with rage. It sent a shiver down Jess's spine. They were in the middle of a discussion, especially after Vino had sent evidence of Sammy's crimes the day before. It included the name of the Mercury Company, which turned out to be true, just as Jess suspected.She was surprised herself, that it could be so well-orchestrated without many people knowing."I never thought Uncle Akmal would be like this," Fathia whispered, her eyes scanning each page of the reports."We need evidence to prove if Uncle Akmal is really involved," Jess replied.Fathia looked up from the rows of numbers she was examining."Because," Jess immediately handed over a report she was holding, "here it says that Uncle Akmal approved the amount the residents requested."Fathia immediately shifted her focus to the page Jess pointed to."And here, Mr. Sebastian. You can check," Jess handed another report
"It seems like we can't stay at my place, Fathia," Fathia, while gently pinching Gwen's chubby cheeks, looked up at Jess with a puzzled expression. "Why?""You're crazy, seriously. The house has been left for years, only peeked at occasionally to keep it maintained and not falling apart. There must be a lot of dust. Poor Gwen," Jess replied, her affection for Gwen was always genuine. Fathia could feel how sincere it was. "In that case, we'll just rent a hotel if it gets too late. It's not good for Gwen to stay in the car for too long. She won't be able to move freely."Jess agreed with that plan. In Fathia's luxurious black SUV, they decided to head to Ranch Village right away. They would return to Beverly Hills after a few days. Mirah and Laras joined them. Laras said, "Auntie wants to accompany both of you. And Gwen too."Both Jess and Fathia never wanted to refuse her. In fact, they were delighted when Laras joined them. At least, it meant she wouldn't be thi
Pulling out a regular notebook that she always carried around, it contained her activity planner and life goals. Jess liked planning like this, determining what should take precedence and what could be gradually worked on.She opened a new page, grabbed a blue pen, and started jotting down some notes. "High Priority," she wrote, thickening the letters and underlining them, adding a few small doodles around her words. She shifted slightly to the right to start with what she needed to prioritize.The cafe? It was stable; she didn't need any specific planning except for maintenance regarding quality and service to make it even better. However, she noted the order from Bu Loissa's friend who had already entered the place. Luckily for her, they were going back to Beverly Hills tomorrow. Fathia, Gwen, and Mirah were all going with her. The apartment Jess lived in was adjacent to Fathia's property. Her friend had gifted Jess a unit in the same neighborhood, even though Jess h
"This is the project in Ranch Village." Fathia handed over a rather thick file to Jess, who looked at her in surprise. "I know you need this, right?" she added with a grin on her lips, which made Jess laugh. Then the girl immediately examined each file that Fathia had handed over. Since Sebastian didn't come home today, Jess could freely discuss with Fathia, although occasionally she was interrupted by Gwen's presence. Ironically, she was the one who spent the most time playing with the adorable child."When I was found at Ranch Village the other day, they said it was for a supermarket construction. But, the price they offered is really low, Fathia.""Who offered it? Azure Group?""So here's the thing," Jess straightened her back. "There, residents often borrow money from loan sharks, like in one place. Mr. Imam said the name of the cooperative is Mercury PT. They use house certificates as collateral.""Mercury Company?" Fathia repeated with a furrowed br
As Jess talked to Kenzo about her burdens, half of that weight diminished. And when Laras hugged her tightly, Jess didn't expect the middle-aged woman she respected to say anything, and that reduced her burden even more. Even when Jess expressed her fear of Laras blaming her for Asmara, Laras pouted."Mami's not that heartless, Jess.""Sorry, Mi," she said, lowering her head. Fathia had gone back inside. Gwen was crying, asking for milk. She intentionally left them and gave them some time."This conversation should have happened a year ago, shouldn't it, Jess?"Jess frowned. "What do you mean?"Laras handed her a cup of her homemade jasmine tea. "Drink this first to relax a bit. Tea helps us calm our tense nerves, Jess.""Mami's right. When I was in Beverly Hills, I enjoyed my own jasmine tea. So when I went to Green Lake yesterday, I stuffed Kenzo with tea because he had too much coffee.""Oh, really?" Laras furrowed her brow in conf
"Your extra cheesy pasta always wins, Jess," Fathia says as she continues to eat her pasta without a trace of worry. Her body is naturally lean except when she's pregnant, and even then, it requires a lot of food to show.Jess just nods but feels pleased that what she's served is still her friend's favorite. After returning from the airport, Jess took a rest because her body was incredibly tired. She didn't even realize how long she had been asleep. When she opens her eyes again, morning has arrived. A series of messages flood in as Jess grabs her phone from the nightstand.Honestly, the past week has been exhausting for her, despite the enjoyment she shared with Kenzo. As she checks through the messages, most of which are from Kenzo, Jess can't help but chuckle.Jess. R: Sorry, I fell asleep last night. So tired, Ken. I still have a day off, right? Only back to work tomorrow?Just as Jess peels back the covers, getting ready to change, wash her face, and
Stopping by New York City, Jess didn't stay for long, just a few hours because Kenzo had to catch his flight. And for this time, using Dennish as a driver was the wisest choice. Kenzo was quite tired from driving from Beverly Hills to New York City and had to get to the airport right away. He didn't carry too much luggage, just a small suitcase, but he still needed to check if he had left anything behind.Meanwhile, Fathia advised Jess to go back to her place."Me and Mr. Dennish will manage it. How can I get back to Beverly Hills right away?" Jess smirked, but then she smiled. "Wait for me, okay? We'll gossip."Fathia, who was carrying Gwen, just shook her head in amazement at her friend's behavior. But really, Jess's eyes seemed more alive than they had been for the past few months. She felt like she was meeting the Jess she knew when they first met. Not the Jess who had been keeping to herself. Fathia knew Jess was close by, but not as close as she used to be
"Sebastian's been on a big expansion, you know, setting up a supermarket and all that. He's been working on that project for about a year now. Originally, it was in Uncle Alif's department, but it got stuck during his trial. It was handed over to Uncle Akmal for the continuation, and it's been running smoothly again," Fathia explains from the other end.Jess sits in one of the chairs on the balcony. She deliberately placed two chairs and a table to enjoy the evening. Just like now. Her gaze wanders far ahead, enjoying the chilly night atmosphere in Beverly Hills. She's sure Fathia might not know the exact location earmarked for development, which includes her parents' house and their graves.Talking to Fathia about this was the right decision, and she also feels like she needs to find out if Roy is deeply involved."Why are you suddenly asking about the Azure Group?"The pink-haired girl doesn't want to hide what's happening to her. "I'm going to New York