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⊰ 24.5 ⊱ A Dress From Another Life
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2024-05-22 01:00:50⊰ Cade ⊱
The drive to the restaurant is a blur, the city lights flashing by as my mind wanders, drifting back to memories of Elysian.
I can’t help but steal glances at her, my eyes drawn to the way the pink dress hugs her curves, the way her dark hair falls in soft waves around her shoulders. I’ve always thought she was attractive, but tonight, she’s breathtaking.
As if sensing my gaze, she shifts in her seat, her teeth worrying at her bottom lip. It’s a nervous habit, one I remember all too well. The sight sends a jolt of heat through me, memories of those lips on mine, on my body, flooding my mind unbidden.
I force my eyes back to the road, my grip tightening on the steering wheel as I try to focus on the drive, on the music playing on the radio. But it’s a losing battle, my thoughts driving to her, always her.
Why does that dress look so familiar..?
Out of the corner of my eye, I wat
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