Raina~ "It is showing the location of upstairs," Nina says while frowning at her phone. "But upstairs is our room," I say. "Maybe, you did not check correctly and bothered me for nothing" she says, while rolling her eyes. "Well, I do not have any interest in bothering a whore for nothing". I bit my tongue and cursed myself for saying this. She looked at me for a second there was hurt flashed across her eyes but soon it disappeared. "Be careful, I might fuck your husband" she says and started climbing upon the stairs. I want to bang her head for saying this but I need her right now. She arrived ten minutes ago and said that the phone was in the house itself. If she finds the phone I will forever be grateful to her. "It is near your bed" she declared and kneeled down, there was no space under our bed. It is only drawers and nothing. "I already checked in the drawers, my phone is not there," I said and she ignored me. She pulled the first drawer and chuckled, I coughed as I saw th
Raina~ I wiped my tears but it did not help, because my eyes watered again and my cheeks got damp again. How can I say something this cruel to him? Why do you always bring out the worst in me Agastya? Why fucking why. God, he must be feeling awful, but he made me awful too. I sunk my face deeper into the pillow as I heard him approaching the bed. But he did not lay on it like usual, instead, I felt him walking away. Abd I waited, I waited for him to come back but he did not. My heart clenched painfully, does he not love me anymore? He was the one who said I must talk to him, that I should never ever keep things in my mind, and now he is doing the same. Why is not he asking me? I will tell him everything if he asks me. But he kept on distancing himself away from me. My body aches to be with him, my hands my lips everything does not feel mine anymore. It feels until like if he does touch me, I will live in an illusion. This is so fucked up and I am hurting. *** Day 3 Dear Diar
Raina~"What's with this behavior, Evans?" I ask, almost with sheer annoyance in my voice. He looked at me and then just sighed. "I am not obliged to answer you," he said and started to walk away. I hold his wrist, stopping him from walking away. I did not like the way he talked to me. "Yes, you are obliged to answer me. You were in fucking ladies' room, Evans. What if someone else would have found out? There is media out there, do not you care about your reputation, huh?" I ask and he just stares at me, his jaw clenching. He removed my hold away from his wrist "Why do you care? It is my reputation and it is none of your business" he gritted out. I gasped at the rude tone he just talked me with. Evans never talks to me like this. I am taken aback by his rude tone. "I am your friend" I stated with confidence but now it feels as if he does not consider me one. A low chuckle escaped from his mouth and it sounded painful. "Drop this act, Raina. I do not want your pity, I never asked
Raina~ Things are getting worse day by day between me and Agastya. Abd it is so depressing. We have not been on talking terms. Last night he did not come home and I did not call either I was worried all night, but I texted Nitin and asked if Agastya was safe. And he informed me that Agastya is performing a critical surgery, so he will not be coming home. But it is almost 6 in the evening today, he has been out for almost two days and the worst part is he has not called. He did not even text. Even though my ego is stopping me from calling my jerk of a husband, I pick up my phone from the nightstand and am about to dial but tossed my phone on the side as I hear someone climbing upon the stairs and I know that someone is. I took a quick glance at him and found him already staring at me. My breath hitched, he was looking at me as if he wanted to hug me tightly, but he did not make a move, and neither did I. I will not take the initiative every time, saving our relationship is his re
Raina~ I stopped dead in my tracks my eyes wide in shock as I saw the scene in front of me with aghast. My dad was sitting on the single sofa, and Trupti was sitting between Tara and Angelina, or whatever her name was. My sister who is in the initial stage of her pregnancy, whose tummy is still flat I guess, was blankly staring at the floor while her hand was on the shoulder of the heavily pregnant black-haired bimbo. It was a shocking scene for me because my sister was kind of consoling the woman whose husband was impregnated. "I think this is for the sin I had committed, that I won't even get to see my baby. This is what I deserve". She says and sobbed and my sister just let her cry on her shoulder. Tara was rolling her eyes, while my dad could not care less. "Yes, you deserved it, now there is no point in crying, you already broke a home, you should have thought before committing such a sin.I spoke in a loud and clear voice, grabbing everyone's attention toward me. "Raina--"
Raina~ "Stop pacing back and forth, you will get tired" I snapped my head back at my sister who had just spoken to me for the first time after her shutting down of her engagement. Well shutdown is not a good way to use it. But who cares? "Why do you care? You did not care when you were about to skap me in front of the whole world, then why now?" I ask. She rolled her eyes abd then sharpened them at me "I do not care but I know, how much of an attention seeker you are. Everyone's focus will turn to you from the baby." I gulped the painful lump down my throat. My eyes watered abd my heart hurt badly, her words has sliced it painfully. Attention seeker is that what she thinks of me. "Why do you hate me so much?" I ask because I want to know why she postures me. It's not like that I and Tara have had the best relationship in the past. We always had that bittersweet relationship, we fought but reconciled at the end. Because she was a little closer to my age than my other siblings. Bu
Raina~ "Why did you forgive Daniel?" I ask, my voice sounding as curious as a cat's. Trupti looked at me, she put Snow Angie beside her and tucked her under the blanket. "Because I love him and I can't see myself without him" she replied and I rolled my eyes. Fucking Typical."So, your so-called love won you over yourself respect" I gritted out. I know it should not concern me, but I still can't digest the fact that my sister is so weak that she forgave her cheating husband. "Raina, I and Daniel have been together for our whole life, we have been through so many obstacles and hurdles in our path. But we made it out. He never once left me, he has always been by my side, he is my shield my strength. Yes, I decided to forgive him because his one mistake can not outturn all his good deeds. It cannot change the fact that he is my best friend, the best husband in the world, who loves me so much." I frowned, his one mistake could not outturn all his good deeds? What does she mean by that
Agastya~ I shut my eyes, as I heard her fading footsteps. The main four banged with a utter force. Fucking fuck again. "She is upset, would not you go after her?" Trupti asks, and I hold the little baby tighter against my chest. I did not reply to her, just kept the baby closer to me. She is the only comfort I am getting right now. She is so perfect and little, her tiny body fits so perfectly into my arms. I wonder what if I have my own baby with Raina? Will he or she be this cute and little? Will I be able to love it more than anything? "You know, Raina is the most sensitive baby of our family, Agastya. A little action caused her great ache. All three of us were so jealous of her because everyone gave her more attention and more love than us. She is not someone you should hurt. She is not strong enough to handle all of this. She loves you Agastya, she was here for the whole week in the name of taking care of me and the baby. But I know better, something between you two. I can s
Agastya~ (Period when Agastya and Raina were separated )I walked inside my cabin and sighed. I feel tired, my muscles feel sore, and I am sleep-deprived. I walked toward my chair and sat on it. I opened my laptop and started reading the file of the patient I was treating. Someone knocked on the door "Come in--" I said and heard the footsteps walking inside of my cabin. "Good morning, son--" I craned my neck up and saw Dr. Mihir Aaron my father-in-law standing with a box in his hand. He smiled at me, his eyes warm and smile radiating positivity. That is what I needed. He sat on the chair in front of me and opened the lid of the container. "I thought why not have dinner with my favorite person," he says and I smile at him in gratitude because he said what he meant. Even though I and his daughter are together, we both have gotten closer over the past three years. He served plme the sprouts and a glass of mango juice and forwarded the plate toward me. I thanked him and took the spo
♡Agastya♡Three Years Later I rested my head on the cold tile wall, as my heart pounded against my chest with trepidation. How can I do this to my wife? I at the age of 33 and she at the age of 28, are having a baby and she is in the operation theater, bringing our baby into this world. I should have gotten my vasectomy done. Instead of depending on contraceptive pills. Her pregnancy is delicate and fragile. Her body is not strong enough for pregnancy but still, she insisted on keeping the baby. And here we are, delivering our baby, prematurely. And if something happens to her, I will never be able to forgive myself, heck I will die if she won't survive. While being together for three years after five year long gap , we never once thought of babies, because we never desired them. We were more focused on our careers me being a cardiologist and her being a literature professor. Apart from our professional life, we indulged ourselves in traveling around the world, this was the life
Raina~"But I thought you love me, like love me kind of love me" I whined, a deep jealousy surged into my veins. I rubbed my temple and heard her sigh. "I still love you, Raina. Like love you kind of love you. And I think I will always will, but it feels so alone here. When you were here, it did not irk me, but now that you are back with your husband I feel so alone. So, I guess it is the right decision." she says over the other side of the phone, from London. "But you are lesbian, then why are you doing this, Susannah?" I ask, this time confused and more irritatingly. Because she can't ruin someone's life just because she is alone and feels lonely. I heard a teary chuckle and I frowned. I do not think if I said anything funny. "B is not a silent letter, Raina. Just because I love you it does not mean I do not like men. They swell at the places where a woman does not." she says, in a trying sexy voice. "But you will forget me, Susannah, if you marry". I say and my eyes are sprink
♡Raina♡I pushed the bell button again and again, desperately until it was jerked open, followed by a curse " Why the fuck, you can't wait?" He opened the door, shirtless, giving me a wonderful view of his olive skin. "Raina, what are you doing here?" He asks, frowning. I shivered as his eyes raked over my body and gulped. I pushed him inside and slammed the door behind me. "what is wrong with you?" He asks, there was a slight tremor in his voice."Why did you tell that man, that I am your wife?" I ask, I need answers. I need to know what is he thinking about me. " What? " His lips parted but he opens and closes them like a fish. Is he hiding something from me? "What, what Agastya? Tell me why would you say something like that? I signed those divorce papers, we are not husband and wife anymore." As much as I want to be his again, I need to know if he still feels the same for me. He stared at me, boring his brown pools into my hazelnut ones. He steps closer and closer until we ar
Two years later A girl around 25, with short hair reaching an inch above her shoulder, in a short, sky-blue denim skirt reaching just below her hips, paired with a pink floral cami top, holding a luxury bag in her hand walked out of the airport. A sigh of contentment escaped from her lips, as she took a long breath, inhaling the air of her homeland, after five years.She glance around and smiled, her country, her people, everywhere. Her gaze struck at a tall man, with grey hair, standing there with open arms. She squealed and ran towards him and jumped into his arms. Tears flowed from the eyes father and daughter duo, they stayed in each other's embrace for some minutes before withdrawing themselves. The old man shuffled his daughter's hair and hold her hands, leading her towards their car. Soon the other man, who was standing far away, smiled sadly and sank inside his car. She has changed, her body got mature, with big tits, and juicy thighs. Moreover, her old charm has returned,
Raina~ Three years later~ I sighed and gave fake smile to Joe. I want to stuff his mouth with Taco Bell so that he shuts up with his mouth. God, he is so annoying. Always bragging about his fucking achievements and how much wealth he has made in such a nickel of time. Trust, me this junk should meet my husband once. Then he will know what real hard-working money is called. I face-palmed myself, fuck I once again call Agastya my husband. When will I stop addressing him as my husband? I must not forget that I divorced him. We are divorced now. And we have not contacted with each other for over three years now. I am pretty much sure that he must have found some pretty woman by now. I just hope she ain't good looking as me, she ain't good in giving him butterflies as me. Even though Agastya has moved on, I still want to be the in his mind all the time. I want to be the one who he imagined while running himself. I grabbed the glass of wine and chugged it down my throat in one gulp.
Raina~A Year LaterPair of lips, skimmed down on my neck, sucking on my sweet spot, licking it, biting and nibbling on it. One hand groped my breast, twiddling my hard nipples, through my cloth. And one hand traveled under my skirt, cupping my ass cheek. His slender fingers slid my thong aside and ran his fingers over my wet folds. "Oh, Agastya" I moaned out loud and tug on his soft locks. His fingers stopped and he withdrew himself away from me and stared at me in disbelief. My heart hammered in my chest as I met with the fierce blue eyes, instead of brown ones, of my batchmate Leo. I bit my lip, shit I did it again. "Did you just take another man's name, Raina? While I am touching you. What the fuck? He yelled, his eyes blazing with anger. I tried to form an excuse or any lie but nothing came out. He shook his head and walked away, I let out a deep breath. Fuck men and fuck me.I walked out of the club and started walking toward my home, down the street. Soon I reached in fron
Raina~ My heart feels heavy, very heavy. Every now and then my eyes would tear up and I have to blink them back. This stupid fucking heart, it is making me weak. But I have to do it. For a whole week, I have thought about this and I have finally concluded. To make my life better, to make myself better I have to do it. I applied the last coat of my lip gloss and smiled heavily. For the sake if our happiness, I have to do it.I grab my YSL purse and walk out of my room. I climbed down my stairs and saw Tara doing something on her laptop. I walk toward her and ruffle her hair, causing her to groan in annoyance. "I will be home early, make my favorite pasta. Please" I say and walk toward the big mahogany gate of our home. My Mercedes was already parked in front of the gate. I walked toward it and opened the door I ducked my body inside and sat on the driver's seat.Even though I am not allowed to drive, but I still will. No one knows that I am the driving to meet to Agastya. I pul
Raina~ I look at my face and cringed. Though it was healing but it still looked ugly as hell. I applied my ointment and went toward my bed to sleep. Where my best friend was already lying, staring at the ceiling wall of my old room. I slid my body inside the comforter and wrapped my arms around her. "What are you thinking about?" I ask, while she was deeply lost in her thoughts. She sighed and looked at me "Tomorrow. Tomorrow all of them will be in the jail, Raina. We will get justice" . I sighed and I felt happy. Tomorrow our culprits will get the punishments they deserve. And there will be no one to save them. Jason, already divorced Anna, without our knowing. He said that the woman had been snatching him from his family and he was tired of doing whatever she wanted. My poor brother got his heart broken. But it is okay. He is out of that woman's claws. And thank God that they don't have any kids. Otherwise, it would have been difficult for the family and the kids. I have come