Raina~ "Sprinkle the black pepper on the white sauce and then stir it" I did as my husband said. I sprinkled the two pinchs of black pepper in the sauce while he took out the baked muffins from the microwave. Today we are making white Alfredo pasta, Pulav with delicious muffins baked by my husband and yummy Hakka noodle soup for the dinner. It is already 7:00 p.m. And Nidhi and Nitin will be arriving at 8:00 at our house for the dinner. I picked up the bottle of tomato from the slab and tried to squeeze out the sauce from it, but nothing came out. I shook the bottle hard and squeezed it again but nothing came out. "Agastya, the sauce is not coming out? I think I the bottle emptied" I said and walked toward him. He looks down at the bottle in front of my hand. "See--" I squeezed the plastic bottle once again but this time the sauce came out and it splattered on my husband's shirt and on his face too. My eyes widened in shock and his mouth hung open, I bit my lip, trying hard to
Agastya~ 'I think we should have a baby' Her words from last night kept ringing in my ears. Her sudden thought of having a baby shocked me to the core. I somehow diverted her mind from the baby last night but I know she will again raise this issue. Yes, it is an issue for me. A baby will definitely create an issue between us. I do not know who put her this shit in her mind and whoever did this, has done the worst thing in this world. Baby, baby my foot. I do not want to have any baby with her. Baby means responsibilities it is not that I am unable to take responsibility for a child but I do not have any desire to be a dad. For some people, it may be the best thing but fir me a baby will snatch my Raina away from me and I will never let it happen. I am the only one who should be the sole owner of her attention, not a baby. If the baby comes between us, she will give all her love to it and I will become the villain dad. Because I can never love anyone more than my Raina. She is t
Agastya~ "Close your eyes" he whispered in my ears and I frowned but closed my eyes without complaining. My body tingled as I felt the cool metal on my neck. Now I wanted to see what my dear husband got me. He kissed the base of my nape "You can open your eyes, now" he said and I did. A gasp escaped my lips and my fingers touched the most beautiful necklace I was going to have. It is a platinum chain, with a beautiful diamond butterfly in the letters of RA. Raina and Agastya, I whispered while grazing my fingers on the butterfly. "I want you to wear it all day and every time," he said against my ear and wrapped his arms around me from behind. A blush crept upon my cheeks, Why do I feel like he staking his claim on me by making me wear this necklace? It is not that I do not like it because I love it and I am never gonna take it off. I am all his, my mind, body and soul. Everything belongs to him. "You look ravishing today," he said and pecked my lips, I grinned at his comment "I
Raina~ "You should laugh, but only with me" I heard my husband's voice and I turned my head to look at him, I frowned at his absurd statement. "And do not kike it when you drink, occasional I can accept but regularly and in the daytime, I would not allow," I said, and this time he frowned. "You know that I do not even drink occasionally, I rarely drink," he said and gave me a sharp look. "Then why are you talking this illogical shit with me, 'you should only laugh with me'--" I imitated him and the burning look in his eyes made me shudder. He took a step toward me and, suddenly grabbed my jaw, I glared at him, he leaned down and brushed his lips against mine but did not kiss me. "Your laughter, your happiness, your everything belongs to me, Raina" he whispered and pressed his lips against mine. I pushed him away causing him to stumble on his feet "You are illogical, Agastya. We meet people so we are obliged to be polite to them." I gritted out and he raked his fingers through h
Raina~ I wore my simple platinum hoops, and I cupped my breasts through my dress, adjusting them. Today I wore a simple red frock dress, which has a halter neck, and giving it a more enhancing look I wore my brown slim belt from Gucci. Whatever happened yesterday is still roaming in my mind, we have no talked about that yet abd I do not know if we will ever talk about it or not. He has not talked to me, we both are avoiding each other. How can it be possible, we without talking? Does not he miss me? Because I am missing him so much even though it's been only one day, we sleep on the same bed and eat together, I still miss him. But he is at fault, he fucking stalked me? Who gave him this right? My parents never stopped me from doing anything, they never stalked me. Then how dare he. I shuddered as he embraced me, my face buried in his chest "I am sorry" he whispered and I relaxed in his arms. "I am so sorry, please forgive me, I was worried about you that is why I came after you,
Agastya~ "I love you, I love you, I love you so so fucking much, it is like you are that fresh air in my life which is rare to find nowadays and I got you and if you ever go away, I will die," I said and did not realize that my cheeks were getting wet, due to the water running down from my eyes. "You love me?" she whispered while looking up at me, her eyes glistening from tears, her cheeks and nose flushed. I bit my lips and leaning down, I rested my head on hers, "I have never stopped loving you, Raina Aaron. I loved you, I love you and I will always love you. You are my destiny, my sun, my everything" I whispered. My heart was pounding against my chest, I could feel the blood rushing in my veins, and I felt like I was floating high. I finally told her, that I loved her. I could not wait any longer because it feels suffocated to not to let out what I felt for her. Now, that I have said it, I will not hold myself back from saying it again and again. I want to kiss my love on her
"I fuking hate going there" I muttered under my breath, while harshly pulling my hair into a ponytail. But when did get so lucky, I screamed in frustration as the purple satin scrunchie tore open. I shut my eyes and huffed in annoyance as I watched my husband grab my hair into his palms and start branding it. I watched him through the mirror and frowned as I saw a little smile playing on his lips. He tied the end of my brain from his red handkerchief and made a cute bow of it. He grabs my shoulders and turns me around, he pulls out some Fleeks and sets my hair from the front. "Our daughter will be lucky to have you as a father," I say with a proud in my voice. "I do not about any daughter but I hope my wife is lucky to have such a cool husband," he said and combed his hair and I rolled my eyes at him. The way he changes the topic of a baby is so smooth. I smoothed his collar and started to toy with his shirt button "Agastya, why do not you go, only? I am not really needed there"
Raina~ I ran after him and saw him opening the car door and ducking his body inside he sat in the driver's seat. I hurriedly ran toward the car and got myself in. I cringed as I saw him drinking the water as if it was the last bottle and I was going to snatch it from him. He choked and then coughed. I rubbed his back "Slow down everything is fine" I said and kept on rubbing his back. He suddenly placed his head on my belly and wrapped his arms around my torso. I stroked his head and leaning down, I kissed the top of his head, "What happened Agastya?" I ask, in a concerned tone. For a few seconds he did not say anything, just pressed his face deeper into my belly. "I am feeling so bad, Raina. I should not have behaved like this, she is my mummy" he said and I clenched my jaw. So he is feeling guilty for taking my side over his mother. I removed his head away from my belly "Well, I am sorry Agastya that you have to take the side of your wife over your intentionally wrong mother" I
Agastya~ (Period when Agastya and Raina were separated )I walked inside my cabin and sighed. I feel tired, my muscles feel sore, and I am sleep-deprived. I walked toward my chair and sat on it. I opened my laptop and started reading the file of the patient I was treating. Someone knocked on the door "Come in--" I said and heard the footsteps walking inside of my cabin. "Good morning, son--" I craned my neck up and saw Dr. Mihir Aaron my father-in-law standing with a box in his hand. He smiled at me, his eyes warm and smile radiating positivity. That is what I needed. He sat on the chair in front of me and opened the lid of the container. "I thought why not have dinner with my favorite person," he says and I smile at him in gratitude because he said what he meant. Even though I and his daughter are together, we both have gotten closer over the past three years. He served plme the sprouts and a glass of mango juice and forwarded the plate toward me. I thanked him and took the spo
♡Agastya♡Three Years Later I rested my head on the cold tile wall, as my heart pounded against my chest with trepidation. How can I do this to my wife? I at the age of 33 and she at the age of 28, are having a baby and she is in the operation theater, bringing our baby into this world. I should have gotten my vasectomy done. Instead of depending on contraceptive pills. Her pregnancy is delicate and fragile. Her body is not strong enough for pregnancy but still, she insisted on keeping the baby. And here we are, delivering our baby, prematurely. And if something happens to her, I will never be able to forgive myself, heck I will die if she won't survive. While being together for three years after five year long gap , we never once thought of babies, because we never desired them. We were more focused on our careers me being a cardiologist and her being a literature professor. Apart from our professional life, we indulged ourselves in traveling around the world, this was the life
Raina~"But I thought you love me, like love me kind of love me" I whined, a deep jealousy surged into my veins. I rubbed my temple and heard her sigh. "I still love you, Raina. Like love you kind of love you. And I think I will always will, but it feels so alone here. When you were here, it did not irk me, but now that you are back with your husband I feel so alone. So, I guess it is the right decision." she says over the other side of the phone, from London. "But you are lesbian, then why are you doing this, Susannah?" I ask, this time confused and more irritatingly. Because she can't ruin someone's life just because she is alone and feels lonely. I heard a teary chuckle and I frowned. I do not think if I said anything funny. "B is not a silent letter, Raina. Just because I love you it does not mean I do not like men. They swell at the places where a woman does not." she says, in a trying sexy voice. "But you will forget me, Susannah, if you marry". I say and my eyes are sprink
♡Raina♡I pushed the bell button again and again, desperately until it was jerked open, followed by a curse " Why the fuck, you can't wait?" He opened the door, shirtless, giving me a wonderful view of his olive skin. "Raina, what are you doing here?" He asks, frowning. I shivered as his eyes raked over my body and gulped. I pushed him inside and slammed the door behind me. "what is wrong with you?" He asks, there was a slight tremor in his voice."Why did you tell that man, that I am your wife?" I ask, I need answers. I need to know what is he thinking about me. " What? " His lips parted but he opens and closes them like a fish. Is he hiding something from me? "What, what Agastya? Tell me why would you say something like that? I signed those divorce papers, we are not husband and wife anymore." As much as I want to be his again, I need to know if he still feels the same for me. He stared at me, boring his brown pools into my hazelnut ones. He steps closer and closer until we ar
Two years later A girl around 25, with short hair reaching an inch above her shoulder, in a short, sky-blue denim skirt reaching just below her hips, paired with a pink floral cami top, holding a luxury bag in her hand walked out of the airport. A sigh of contentment escaped from her lips, as she took a long breath, inhaling the air of her homeland, after five years.She glance around and smiled, her country, her people, everywhere. Her gaze struck at a tall man, with grey hair, standing there with open arms. She squealed and ran towards him and jumped into his arms. Tears flowed from the eyes father and daughter duo, they stayed in each other's embrace for some minutes before withdrawing themselves. The old man shuffled his daughter's hair and hold her hands, leading her towards their car. Soon the other man, who was standing far away, smiled sadly and sank inside his car. She has changed, her body got mature, with big tits, and juicy thighs. Moreover, her old charm has returned,
Raina~ Three years later~ I sighed and gave fake smile to Joe. I want to stuff his mouth with Taco Bell so that he shuts up with his mouth. God, he is so annoying. Always bragging about his fucking achievements and how much wealth he has made in such a nickel of time. Trust, me this junk should meet my husband once. Then he will know what real hard-working money is called. I face-palmed myself, fuck I once again call Agastya my husband. When will I stop addressing him as my husband? I must not forget that I divorced him. We are divorced now. And we have not contacted with each other for over three years now. I am pretty much sure that he must have found some pretty woman by now. I just hope she ain't good looking as me, she ain't good in giving him butterflies as me. Even though Agastya has moved on, I still want to be the in his mind all the time. I want to be the one who he imagined while running himself. I grabbed the glass of wine and chugged it down my throat in one gulp.
Raina~A Year LaterPair of lips, skimmed down on my neck, sucking on my sweet spot, licking it, biting and nibbling on it. One hand groped my breast, twiddling my hard nipples, through my cloth. And one hand traveled under my skirt, cupping my ass cheek. His slender fingers slid my thong aside and ran his fingers over my wet folds. "Oh, Agastya" I moaned out loud and tug on his soft locks. His fingers stopped and he withdrew himself away from me and stared at me in disbelief. My heart hammered in my chest as I met with the fierce blue eyes, instead of brown ones, of my batchmate Leo. I bit my lip, shit I did it again. "Did you just take another man's name, Raina? While I am touching you. What the fuck? He yelled, his eyes blazing with anger. I tried to form an excuse or any lie but nothing came out. He shook his head and walked away, I let out a deep breath. Fuck men and fuck me.I walked out of the club and started walking toward my home, down the street. Soon I reached in fron
Raina~ My heart feels heavy, very heavy. Every now and then my eyes would tear up and I have to blink them back. This stupid fucking heart, it is making me weak. But I have to do it. For a whole week, I have thought about this and I have finally concluded. To make my life better, to make myself better I have to do it. I applied the last coat of my lip gloss and smiled heavily. For the sake if our happiness, I have to do it.I grab my YSL purse and walk out of my room. I climbed down my stairs and saw Tara doing something on her laptop. I walk toward her and ruffle her hair, causing her to groan in annoyance. "I will be home early, make my favorite pasta. Please" I say and walk toward the big mahogany gate of our home. My Mercedes was already parked in front of the gate. I walked toward it and opened the door I ducked my body inside and sat on the driver's seat.Even though I am not allowed to drive, but I still will. No one knows that I am the driving to meet to Agastya. I pul
Raina~ I look at my face and cringed. Though it was healing but it still looked ugly as hell. I applied my ointment and went toward my bed to sleep. Where my best friend was already lying, staring at the ceiling wall of my old room. I slid my body inside the comforter and wrapped my arms around her. "What are you thinking about?" I ask, while she was deeply lost in her thoughts. She sighed and looked at me "Tomorrow. Tomorrow all of them will be in the jail, Raina. We will get justice" . I sighed and I felt happy. Tomorrow our culprits will get the punishments they deserve. And there will be no one to save them. Jason, already divorced Anna, without our knowing. He said that the woman had been snatching him from his family and he was tired of doing whatever she wanted. My poor brother got his heart broken. But it is okay. He is out of that woman's claws. And thank God that they don't have any kids. Otherwise, it would have been difficult for the family and the kids. I have come