CARMEN POV His eyes are so gentle. They don't make me scared, but I feel exposed when they are on me. Like Mike can see everything that I am trying to hide. Every scar or nervous tick is exposed to his searching gaze. I find myself wondering what is going through his mind as he looks at me. Is he disgusted like Nick was? Does he pity me? I'm not interesting. I'm not beautiful. It must be pity. "I think it's her naptime," I whisper and Mike chuckles as he spots the droopy-eyed little girl sitting in the corner with toys in her lap. "I think you're right. I will carry her. I haven't held her in a while...That probably sounds weird to you since I'm not her Dad, but there's a reason...I promise. In a small pack like ours, we like to keep the scents of the pups mixed with ours. It helps if the pup is ever lost or in danger...most predators know the scent of adult shifters. They fear us," Mike explains as he stands and I nod while pushing my lips together. His discomfort is
STANLEY POV I watch Tabitha closely as Sam and Mariah soothe her with gentle words. I know we are all shaken by what we just saw, but my mate seems to be taken it the worst."Any idea who this Nick guy is," Dan whispers and I shake my head without altering my gaze.Stress is beginning to creep its way through my body and depressing thoughts are filling my head. Shameful thoughts...I was already keeping an eye on the grieving Alpha and his pack, now we have to worry about an abusive ex. Our pack has had so much to deal with...should we be adding more? Mariah and Tabitha are both pregnant. Adding Carmen into our home has brought yet another danger. "We all need to talk," I mumble lowly before meeting my brother's eyes. He nods and I jerk my head toward the door. The rest of the guys follow and I lead them to the barn. My stomach twists into one big knot as I walk, but my wolf ignores it. We have to think like a mate now. We have to think like a father. I swing the barn door ope
MIKE POV The adrenaline from my fight with Stan hasn't left my system yet, but I can't stay away from her. She might wake up while I am calming down and I don't want that. I want to be there with her. She deserves my presence and attention while she goes through this. "Mike," Boyd says as he sees me heading for the guest wing and I growl. I know he wants me to calm down some more before I go see her, but I don't care. I have to prove that I am someone she can rely on. "Mike," Boyd snaps again as he grabs my forearm. He turns me around and my anger fully returns. Anything preventing me from checking on her deserves to be removed. I try to punch him, but he catches my hand. I glare at him as he stares me down without a hint of fear. "If you go in there right now she is going to be terrified. You look angry. You are covered in blood and half-naked. Wake the fuck up. If you care about this girl then you will calm down and get cleaned up before you go check on her," Boyd
CARMEN POV My heart and mind are torn. I have this big rugged cowboy sitting next to me saying he will protect me and my heart wants to fall for him. But my head is more cautious than my heart. My head remembers the pain and fear I have lived through with Nick."Yes, really. I...Carmen, I had a mate. She didn't want me. Her and her sister wanted males with Alpha bloodlines. I am not an Alpha. I will never lead a pack, nor do I want to. What I do want...I want to always protect you. I want to see you smile and giggle. I would love to win your heart, but I know that might not happen. I am okay with that. I have chosen you and wolves mate for life. Even if you don't want me I will always be the shadow following and protecting you," Mike declares, and my eyes widen to an almost painful level. "Why," I whisper, and he smiles. He slowly reaches across the blanket and gently takes my hand. So gently that no warning bells go off. Fear doesn't slide down my spine...In fact, the opposite
STANLEY POV "Where's Mike," I ask as my mate buries herself against my chest. I quickly wrap my arms around her. Worry pricks at me instantly and my ears check for the steady rhythm of our pup's heartbeat. Once I have reassured myself that my family is intact I relax a little. "He's with Carmen," Sam says as the rest of the pack comes filing into the living room. "Why the urgent text, Sam? Is something wrong," Finley asks and I look at my sister-in-law's worried face. Daniel throws his arm over her shoulders and Tabitha reluctantly pulls herself out of my arms. I watch her curiously with my arms still a little outstretched as she tucks a piece of her blonde hair behind her ears. I spot the dried trail of tears on her face and I am anxious again immediately. "Carmen has injuries on her back from her ex-boyfriend. She told Mike about them and he asked us to look at them," Tabitha says as she gestures between her and Sam. Mariah steps away from Benji with a deep fr
STAN POV My legs are dead. I haven't run that much in years. Even my wolf is out of shape and wanted to stop before our patrol was over.The shifters of old would be proud. I groan as I stretch my back and tug on the warm clothes I left in the barn. I am eager to go eat and climb into bed next to my mate. I haven't heard my family's heartbeats in six hours. I missed them. "Stan," a sharp voice snaps and I spin around in surprise. I search the dark wall behind me as my heart tries to jump out of my chest. "Hell, Mariah! You scared the crap out of me," I gasp as I spot the petite brunette hidden against the wall. "And that's how easily a skilled assassin would have killed you," she says, and I stiffen. I look over her appearance in shock. She made sure I wouldn't see her when I came in by rubbing manure and muck all over her body. Her scent isn't detectable and she doesn't have an inch of skin visible. The brown texture matches her hair and eyes perfectly. If she hadn't
CARMEN POV As I look around at the people I have come to trust a little bit my anxiety spikes. I can't read the room and I am guessing this has to do with my injuries... Not to mention who they are from apparently.I bite my bottom lip and glance around again. Finley and Lewis seem clueless, maybe even tired. Tabitha and Sam look worried. Daniel and Stanley look determined, while Mike looks scared. Benji definitely looks angry and Mariah's face is blank. Boyd is watching his brother and analyzing my face. The cook is watching the babies for me, but even her face seemed off when I saw her. I feel terrible. I brought this to their door and they were just trying to help me. This is all my fault. I should have never left Nick. I made him mad a lot of the time, but I was the only one who could calm him down too. Now I have unleashed an angry ex-boyfriend shifter on these wonderful people. The kids I watch and am falling in love with are in danger because of me... Mike is in danger. "I
STANLEY POV Benji's stress is clear to all of us. He hasn't been able to stop pulling at his hair or stand still. Tabitha and Sam keep on giving him worried glances, but Mariah is acting as stone-faced as ever. "So who would you trust then," Daniel asks Mariah after she runs through a short list of people she knew from her work. "Garth. He is older and more experienced... He never asks questions and his rate is the same every time. His kills are clean and untracable. He moves around and keeps his nose clean. The others used their earning for more... They are just rougher. Not nice and they could easily turn on us if paid more. Garth doesn't negotiate. He gets a kill order he fulfills it. No one talks him into switching teams. That would be the person I recommend," Mariah says flatly and I glance at Carmen's calm face. She fell asleep against Mike before we were even done with the main meeting. I guess knowing we were on her side made her calm enough to sleep some more. I t