Chapter 04

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   Life is hard, but do you know what's  harder? being close to you, yet far away.

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RINA

Even the other ranks at the orphanage do not stare at me that way, I turned back then begin to look for my way back into my prison.

This place is more like a prison, Ican't stay here and I won't, Clara had made a remark about me being a new pet to the blonde girl, her tone suggested there was something going on between her and the beast even judging from the way she ordered the servants around.

How is that supposed to make me feel? Well I feel nothing and I don't care, all I care for right now is escaping this prison.

A soft knock on the door woke me up, I had no idea I had fallen asleep, I hurried towards the door relieved when I saw it was Clara bringing in a tray of food.

My stomach grumbled reminding me I haven't eaten in  hours. Maybe I should just starve myself to death cause anyway the beast is going to kill me and chew my bones.

"Are you going to keep staring or you're gonna dig in?, I have to prepare a bath for you right away. You need to look presentable and sexy  to the Alpha, since you're new you're warming his bed tonight" She winked like she said something really assuming.

Okay it isn't assuming! I'm freaking out! warm the beast bed tonight? I stare at her in disgust! Of course will the beast let a virgin like me go to waste? He's gonna ravish me until he get bored and ordered for me to be killed.

Against my will, tears clouded my vision as another round of tears slide down my face.

"Look if you don't go tonight, Maya is going to. She's already the Alpha favorite and i want someone to change that, so please the Alpha and stop crying!" Clara hissed then went into the bathroom to prepare the bath.

I ignored the food and followed her inside, she undress me and with the help of two other maids, I was clothed in a revealing night gown which was meant to seduce someone of course.

"All done" Clara said giving me the final touch, then usher me of of the room, my heart was pounding in my chest and I felt so uncomfortable in this tiny revealing dress.

Clara give the door single knock and the door open by itself,  she pushed me in, now I'm all alone in the beast bedroom which was decorated in all brown, typical male room.

I kinda liked it though.

"Er...thank you" A deep voice said behind me, causing me jump, I spun  around to find the beast standing behind me, he had obviously read my thoughts.

Screw him! His face tightened clearly he had also read that. Okay I really should stop thinking in his present.

His hair was damp from shower and I tried not to drool over how masculine he looked, with all his smooth packs and abs.

I've never seen anyone with eight packs except him, well that because I haven't seen much male. I'm always indoors sketching, if not washing plates or serving the wolf ranks.

"What are you doing here" He demanded harshly, this made me flinched. I didn't expect his tone nor his choice of words to be that harsh, since I was warming his so called bed.

Maybe I should beg him one more time then he might change his  mind and let me go.

"And why are you wearing that God damn dress!" He yelled.

I didn't know what that supposed to mean but before I couldn't stop myself from  reporting B's back at him.

"Just so you know, I'm not very pleased to be here and you clearly asked your maids to cloth me, so go ahead and pounce in me like the dog you are" I blurted, as soon as the words came out, I regretted it.

I let out a frighten gasp the moment the beast grasp me by the arm, I knew I had gone too far, he  first slammed me against the wall then the beast push me on the bed.

Yanking off my tiny night gown out of the way, and then my pant, I cried out silently, struggling to get away from him but he's just too strong and I stand no chance against him.

*He's going to rape you* A voice inside my head said and I cried out louder.

I screamed in pain when his palm connected harshly on my ass, it stung making it more painful, slap after slap, i even lost counts of  it.

I also noticed I was getting so wet and aroused by the spanking, which left me confuse and feeling disgusting, I begin to struggle again, I  bite on his arm hard but he didn't let go until he was satisfied.

"Get out!" He ordered.

My ass was  on fire, I look at him with so much haterd wishing I could hurt him the same way had  just  hurt me, I looked away from him when the door opened and Maya the blonde Beauty rush in.

"I was passing by Alpha when I heard the noise, is everything okay" She asked, ignoring my existence.

"It's about to be. Excort her out and come back" He ordered.

Maya smirked at me like she won some sort of battle then excort me out as ordered, once we were far from the bedroom, she started laughing and I felt more humiliated.

"Tsk.tsk.tsk, you're pathetic" She spun around and left.

Tears of humiliation trail down my cheeks,  i've never been this humilated before, i find my way back to my room and changed, I stayed there doing the only thing I have been doing ever since I arrived.

Cried.

There was a knock and before I could answer it, Drake poke his head through the door. "Is it okay if I come in for a moment?" He asked.

I simply nodded, drying my tears.

He sat on the single couch in my room watching me "So...what went wrong?"

I couldn't more glad that I had already changed into something more comfortable.

"I hate being here. Why can't I just go home" I ask desperately, I don't care if I was sounding so childish and immature.

"Come with me. All you need is time to clear your head" Drake instructed.

When we walk past the beast room, I could hear the sound is someone  moaning, definitely Maya. I couldn't hide  how disgusting I felt and Drake chuckled nervously.

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Tbc.