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CHAPTER 25: THE TIME

Author: Lady Mermaid
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I was never a religious person, but then I found myself kneeling by my bed, looking up with my hands clasped before me.

In the middle of the night, I whispered more than a hundred "please" just so I could have enough courage to keep going.

Was it wrong for me to plead for something impossible?

Love.

That word is something I have been longing for.

Ever since I was left alone in life, I lost the words that describe it. I've lost the meaning of it. It died with my mother, it died when I was younger.

And when I thought that love had come back into the hands of the man who promised to love me for the rest of my life, Joshua spelled it well to me. F-A-K-E.

If it was love that he gave me, it shouldn't be this painful to bear.

Then the flower came.

The first time that I felt so important, cared for, and loved truthfully. But a hard candy has a surprise center.

The sweetest part hides the bitterness of reality.

When will I ever live a life where I'm no longer looking for attention and affectio
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