Midterm Examination of the school year’s second semester. Our department is noisy, everyone is chitchatting, laughing and cracking jokes. Everybody is chill as if there is no examination to take later. Well, what do you expect? We are the team summon after all, the batch who stays longer inside the Prefect of Discipline office than in our classroom.
Not quite a while, a well-built man entered in our classroom. He walked straight to the teacher’s table. Every girl in our university admires him, and I would include myself too. He is tall, bulky, and handsomely serious. He doesn’t talk a lot, except when teaching his students. Personally, I hate Mathematics--- that is his subject matter--- because I can’t get its complexity! But when he became my professor, it seems that the tables have finally turned. Hahaha! I understand such term as congruency, orthogonally, tangency, inequality and many more. Those are new to me because it is the first time I learned about the existence of Mathematics. It’s fabulous than what I perceived it before.
“Silence.” his baritone voice filled the air. Each of my classmates drops into what you called ‘quietness’. It seldom happens, really.
I sit up straight and dreamily stare at him. My eyes automatically form into heart shapes. He is so handsome!
‘Do you have a girlfriend, Sir? Can I apply please?’
I blushed at my thoughts.
‘OH GOD, you’re fantasizing him Tiara! Keep calm! That is not the right way on how to behave in front of your crush!’ I scolded myself.
“What is the noise all about?” my crush asked--- I mean our professor asked to us. What is happening to me? Shut it out Tiara!
“Sir.” Carl raised his hand.
Seriously? What is this guy up to? I smell something fishy. Hmmm…
“Yes Carl.” Professor Trystan Fardein Fortez said. I giggled in my head while admiring him from my seat.
Carl glances at my direction before standing up.
‘What was that?’ I asked to myself.
“A while ago Sir, someone dropped by in our classroom…” he said hanging the words. The tension arises. I have a bad feeling about this. Oh no!
Did someone dropped by our classroom? I have not noticed it.
“Who is that someone?” Prof. Fortez asked without single emotion on his face.
“A first year Education student, Sir. He just said ‘hi’ to our President, Tiara. That guy is Tiara’s crush since first semester, Sir. Isn’t that a good news Sir?” Carl said. An evil grin is evident on his face. What the heck?! I don’t remember someone greeted me earlier!
My classmates went wild. They tease me endlessly so all I did is to wear my poker face. It is not true. That is a purely gossip, a fallacy. They started teasing me with that guy since English week last semester.
The Education Department performed a stage play like those in theater. And the guy that they are shipping to me acted as a captain of a military force. He played his role just perfectly nice that he caught my friends’ attention. They started to ask for the name of that guy in captain uniform.One of the Professors in front of us heard my friends and answered. “His name is Mark Mendoza.”
“Oh! thank you Professor.” my friend, Fauna said.
“You’re welcome.” the Professor replied.
“That guy is familiar to me. I think I’ve seen him somewhere.” my friend, Flora said.
They became silent for a moment, they looked at each other, and both turned to me wearing mischievous grins on their faces.
Those two friends of mine broadcasted the false news. Then, eventually, my classmates bought it, our Professors bought it, and I bet the whole University knew about it already. I rolled my eyes at them.
“Stop the noise.” a manly voice said sternly resulting to divert the noise into deafening silence.
Nobody dared to break the silence in the room as if each is afraid to be kicked out by an angry lion. Our midterm examination in Mathematics already started, you can only hear the sounds of papers being turned page by page.
I have a feeling that somebody in the room is staring at me but I decided to ignore it. These questions are tricky. I just hope that I’d pass this test.
Most of my classmates finished the exam already while I’m stuck in the second to the last number. I’m not so genius okay? ‘So bad that I can’t be like one. I felt like crying right now.
When I raise my head to break my focus from my answer sheet, I caught Professor Fortez staring at me. I think he is really pissed. I stare back too, hence, I believe in the saying that opportunity comes, but once, so grab it, when you encounter one! Hahaha!
He’s super handsome. I wished I have a boyfriend like him! He really looks a boyfriend material. I am almost mentally squealing just by staring at him.
Cut it out Tiara! Calm down. Breathe in… breathe out.
“Last five minutes. Pass your papers if you’re done.” he said without breaking an eye contact with me. What is he trying to say?
‘Tiara go back to your senses! He said five minutes left before the end of examination. Forget him for now Tiara, just think about him later okay?’ I scolded myself again.
I hissed. How many times will I scold myself because of him?
I should not be distracted at times like this, so, I answer in haste.
“Tiara, help me bring these papers to my office.” that command got me by surprise. I slowly turn around and look straight at the person.
“Pardon, Prof.?” bewildered, I asked him.
“Help me bring these papers to my office.” he repeated then walked pass me.
He left me with no choice but to obey. He can carry these papers down to his office without my help but he chose otherwise, so it makes me wonder. I try to keep up to his pace but my legs are just too short. Psh! “Put those papers on my table.” he said sternly.
I felt a bit of nervousness run through my body. I guess, I should just obey silently then. I heard him closed the door of his office. As if on cue, my heart beats faster than usual, and I am starting to see the thick miasma surrounding the room.
“Bye Prof.” I bid him goodbye and find my way out. But unfortunately, he blocked my way. “Professor?” I asked, trying to suppress the tension I am feeling. I suddenly felt uncomfortable.
“Who is Mark in your life?” he asked, straightly looking into my eyes.
I paid him a questioning look. “Are you cracking a joke, Professor?” I asked and tailed it with a laugh.
But his eyes got more serious, his cheek bone tightened and the miasma in the office grew thicker. I got a hold of myself and wear my decent look.
“Just answer my question already. Is he your boyfriend?!” he asked sharply.
His eyes are throwing daggers at me. I looked away like a coward cat, his eyes are scary. I can’t meet his gaze.
“Look at me Tiara!” he shouted, almost frustrated. He sounds like he is losing his patience.
It took me by surprise, alright. I looked at him stiffly then. He bridged the distance between us, grabbed me by the waist and made me sit on the table. My eyes grew big when he imprisoned me between his arms.
“Prof---” I lost the chance to protest when he snarled at me like an angry wild animal.
“Do I need to repeat my question?!” he yelled at me, and I feared him for that.
I felt my body trembled and all the strength in my body flew somewhere. If it is not because of the table I am sitting on, maybe I am already on the floor by now. I hissed.
‘God, I want out of here.’ I mentally prayed.
Yes, he is my crush but I never wanted to be in a situation like this. Duh!
“H-He’s n-not my b-boyfriend.” I said, afraid of what he is going to do next.
What if he kills me? Goodness, I have so many dreams to fulfill. I don’t want to die yet, please spare me!
“So, Carl was lying then?” he asked. He is still surrounded with dark aura.
“Y-Yes.” I replied, forcing myself. His face is really scary. I feel a shiver down my spine.
“You can go now.” he dismissed. My jaw dropped.
‘Is that it?’ I asked to myself.
He held me by the waist and put me on my feet. I felt the sudden change in the atmosphere. The heavy miasma already melted, and it is replaced by a comforting silence.
I don’t know what has gotten into me because I can’t help staring at him. He’s looking at the ceiling so I got the chance to look at his features clearer.
He looks calm and relieve than a moment ago. He’s tall, he has a well-built body that anyone would drool at, firm muscles, smooth looking skin that I am longing to touch onto, and it is complemented by his intimidating serious face. He is just… perfect!
“Like what you saw?” he said, casting a loop-sided grin at me.
My eyes grew big as my cheeks burned. Shit I feel embarrass!
“I-I’m n-not s-staring at y-you!” I lied and quickly walked towards the door but he stopped me by saying these words.
“I’m keeping an eye on you. You’re MINE, honey, so don’t you let anyone touches you or get involve to you, especially that first year stupid fucker! Do you understand?” he said in a warning tone.
My eyes grew big in disbelief. Is he playing with me? I turned my back but it caught me off guard upon seeing that he is serious like a freak!
“What are you saying, Professor? I don’t understand you.” I asked confusedly.
He walks closer while his hands are in his pockets. He looks attractive, really. Feeling suffocated, I stepped back.
“I am just claiming my rights, hon.” he just shrugged his shoulders and stared at me deeply.
“What do you mean by that?” I said, trying my hardest not to stammer.
“Don’t you remember?” he whispered in my ear. His breath fanned my skin there.
I felt a tingling sensation that travels throughout my spine. I took two steps backward. What was that?!
The feeling is so foreign that I don’t know how to explain it.
Professor Fortez advanced two steps to my direction. My eyes grew big at his action. “What are you doing?” I asked, alarmed at the little distance between us. “I’m not doing anything yet, honey but base from your reaction, I can say, that you are affected by my presence being near to you. I guess that is good, isn’t it?” he said, twitching the corner of his lips into a sly grin. “I-I’m not affected, stupid! Don’t call me HONEY that is not my name.” I said feeling annoyed. “Watch your words, hon. I don’t like girls that are cursing, especially MY GIRL.” He said, emphasizing the last two words. I got irritated on how manipulative he is. I am not the kind of girl who likes to be ordered around, duh! “Don’t fucking tell me what to do, you’re not my father!” I yelled right at him. “Don’t test me Tiara, I can do anything.” he said, annoyed. I despise to be controlled by anyone. I loathe the thought of being ordered around. My
‘Who said that I’m playing a game? I’m not fond of games too Tiara. I’m not acting like a jealous boyfriend of yours because I’m more than that! Why don’t you try to remember IT?!....’ I could foresee the emotion lurking in his eyes while saying those words. At that moment, I could foresee the emotion lurking in his eyes while saying those words. And those words never left my conscious mind since the night he had left me at the lobby. “Tiara!” a voice called out that broke me out of my thoughts. Breaking free from my trance, I turned my head toward the direction of that voice. “Zein!” I said out of surprise upon recognizing who it was. I definitely freaked out for I thought that it was someone else. I held my chest to help me calm myself but it is not effective. I feel like I’
“I’m serious here, hon.” he said. Oh shit! He’s really serious! I’m doomed! What am I going to do now?! He sounded so close and the hammering of my heart is not helping me either. His hot breath fanned the sensitive skin in my neck. The intoxicating feeling as it touched my skin made me open my eyes in an instant. “You’re stubborn.” said he. He heaved a sigh and shook his head as if expressing that I’m too impossible to deal with. ‘Stubborn?!’ my eyebrows met at what he called me. Annoyance is visible in my face as I looked at him. “Don’t look at me like that.” he said looking more annoyed than I am. I composed myself. I made sure that there wouldn’t be a hint of emotion in my voice when I replied, “Then, leave.” my eyes were as dead as a corpse too. He stared at me surprised, his eyes furrowed and his forehead creased. “Wait, now you’re mad at me?” he asked as if not believing what he is seeing in me.
I squinted my eyes at Sir Hart, well, I am more like glaring at him with my accusing eyes. I never told him anything about my background. It is obviously suspicious. He doesn’t look dangerous though so I don’t feel alarmed. He just comfortably sitting there. His lips are displaying a pleasant smile that any woman would love to see each day. His eyes are sparkling due to the light from the chandelier in the restaurant we are in. Is he my stalker? That thought almost made me roll my eyes to myself. I felt too conceited. He looked at me amused. “I didn’t lie. I’m actually here for vacation. You got it right, I am an agent but I filed a leave. I just want to enjoy life for a while. You’re too straight forward, Tiara. I haven’t encounter someone like you before.” he gently spoke while looking tenderly in my eyes. I gawked at him. “Should I panic now? You seemed to have background check me already before approaching me earlier.” I said sarcastically.
He tried to get near me again so I couldn’t help but to freak out. “Stay away from me!” I managed to say while trembling in so much fear. I had developed this kind of anxiety because my dad used to hit me whenever he was upset of something or whenever he wanted a plaything to pass the time… It was horrible and extremely terrifying. Totally lost in my thoughts, the images of my bad memories with my dad in the past three years formed in my mind. Opening my eyes, I was welcomed with the bright light. Only to recognize that it was from the lights inside the room. I was disoriented for a moment so I close my eyes once more. Hoping to see someone, I opened my eyes but only to be greeted by empty space. Feeling disappointed, I assessed the place where I was, instead. Judging by the white ceiling, four cornered walls, and the sound of a beeping monitor, I conclude that I was in one of the rooms of a hospital. I frowned. ‘Why would I be here?’
My breathing stopped. My eyes almost bulge out of their sockets. I am wondering if my ears heard him correct. I don’t know, maybe my hearing is just playing with me. Because I heard him just said he loves me. Can you believe it? ‘Cause I can’t! Most importantly, it is not quite normal for a college professor to say to his student. It is a sudden confession to at least time I expect it to occur. When in fact, it shouldn’t be! I could almost totally lost in my own thoughts if not because of the kind of stare he is giving me. The way his eyes stare is like he’s digging deeper into my soul. After several seconds of almost hyperventilating in my mind, I find the courage to meet his gaze. “Are you out of your mind, Professor?!” I asked in horror. He smirked at my reaction. “To answer that, my mind is completely intact and perfectly functioning so, no I’m not out of my mind.” he replied. The visible smirk is not leaving his face.
I let the warm water from the shower fall above my head and cascade down my body. My eyes are close, wishing to calm my nerves from being stiff. My mind is busy thinking of some diversions from what happened earlier in the living room.I click my tongue and heave a heavy sigh of frustration. I take a shower to calm myself and not to think of that heated scene. But then, my mind is out of my control that it ticks the memories of me and Professor Fortez on the sofa replaying in my head.I feel goose bumps as I can’t take to believe that I responded to his kisses. I don’t even know how I did it. Maybe it was my instincts doing. Or maybe it was just because Professor Fortez is a great kisser that he enticed me to respond to him. I don’t remember engaging myself into any sensual activity. That kiss was my first.I shake my head. Whatever the reason, I don’t want to remember it again. Don’t get me wrong, I don’t re
“My review quiz covers from chapter one of our lesson up to chapter six. I hope you have listed some important points in your notes since the beginning of our discussion.” Professor Fortez said sternly.Nobody dares to say a thing after that. My block mates are surprisingly in mute mode today. I know they are confuse like me as to why Professor Fortez suddenly changes his mood. I am bewildered too. But we don’t have a choice but to obey him.“No question? Let us start now. Number one, a blank is a collection or list of objects, quantities or numbers with specified properties. It is usually denoted by capital letters such as A, B, P, X and Y.” he stated the first question for the first number.My jaw automatically drops because of the type of test he uses. Of all the type of tests, why did he chooses to use the fill in the blanks type? I don’t have an idea where did he get that question. There are so many chap
I LOOK at myself in the mirror. Meeting my fiancé for the first time, I wear a dress that exudes both excitement and grace. I am wearing a knee – length dress in a soft, romantic hue of lavender, adorned with subtle floral patterns. The fabric of this dress is lightweight and flowing, creating gentle movement with every step. The neckline of the dress is modest yet flattering. It is V-neckline, adding a touch of elegance. To complement the occasion, I accessorize with dainty jewelry like a delicate necklace and earrings, and opt for comfortable yet stylish heels. Overall, my dress would reflect my anticipation and joy, blending youthful charm with a sense of occasion. I hope that is the case. But, this is an unfortunate occasion that I gladly not to attend to but I don’t want to put the life of the man I love in danger. “Professor Fortez… hon, I am sorry.” I whispered in the air. My eyes are watering at the thought of marrying a man that is not Professor Fortez. My heart is aching
It is Christmas Eve and I’m paddling in the sea water that hit the shore. I am barefoot as I’m feeling the water and sand at my feet. Thankfully, I already recovered from the accident lest I will not enjoy my vacation. In the stillness of the night, my joyful laughter is echoing in the air along with the sound of the waves. “Be careful!” Professor Fortez immediately yelled from a distance when I stumbled. The sound of fear and subtle irritation is evident in his voice. Thankfully, I didn’t fall onto the ground. I looked back at him and gave him my most attractive smile. He shook his head as if to say that I’ll be the death of him. I laughed at him and waved. Like a first timer on the beach, I ran and jumped on the shoreline. It has been months since I last went to the beach. It was when I got mad of Professor Fortez and decided to run away. Then, I met Sid Hart Montefalco. The guy who said that I am special to him. It was also the time when I realized that a problem cannot be solve
“Professor, let’s stop here. My brain can’t take it anymore.” I complain to Professor Fortez. My temple is pulsing painfully. I reached my limit already. This Professor of mine is a monster. He is very strict while teaching me. He doesn’t like so many red marks on my paper. He wants everything to be perfect. “Your final exam is nearing. You should be reviewing a lot or else you’ll fail.” he seriously stated. Oh God! Having a personal tutor like him is a nightmare. Studying with him is so terrible! He wouldn’t let me have long breaks. He only allowed me to have short breaks such as water break, and every time I feel the need to use the bathroom. Every lesson is so stressing. I think I am going to die! Huhuhu… ‘Can’t he go easy on me? I am still confined in the hospital, a patient. He is so mean!’ I thought as I pouted my lips while looking at him from the side. “Don’t pout your lips, honey. I’ll bite that for you.” he spat the words ent
The next morning, I woke up feeling a man’s presence peering on my face. As I opened my eyes to see who the culprit was, I came face to face with the most handsome guy I have ever met. My bedroom appearance is reflecting in his dark eyes. Professor Fortez has a smirk on his face. His perfect facial features immensely attractive, a feast for the eyes. I felt my heart suddenly skipped a beat. Few seconds past as I froze. I, then, decided to break my gaze. My cheeks were blushing as I pushed over Professor Fortez lightly. “You look as beautiful as always even when you just woke up. There is nothing to be shy of, honey.” he said and chuckled playfully. My face reddened even more. “I want to use the bathroom.” I said without facing at his direction. I know to myself that I don’t look as attractive as him when I walk up. My hair should probably looked like a bird’s nest right now. I might have a mucus on my eyes and a trail of dried slime on the corners of my mouth. I know
It has been a week since I have been confined here in one of the private rooms of the hospital. It has been two days since I gained consciousness. The bruises on my face has been healed, the only left were the lightening scars. My body is slowly recovering but I still can’t move freely. I have been needing somebody’s help to transfer from one place to another, like going to the bathroom. A female nurse is also assisting me. According to her, she was hired by Sir Hart to look after me, especially when he is not around. I am very thankful for his thoughtfulness. Until now, my killers are still unidentified and they are not making any move again. But even so, I could not feel the slightest fear in me. I know that I won’t be harmed as long as Sir Hart is around. In a short time of our acquaintance, I quickly became comfortable with him. When I know he is around I am reassured because I know he won’t let anything bad happen. Professor Fortez is always with me too. He goes
I asked Sir Hart to help me sit on my bed, because I seemed to weaken suddenly. The news made me frown deeply. Before, I used to be the killer. But now, I am the one being tried to kill. The table has turned. I didn’t expect that being tried to be killed would feel this way. The feeling that is irritatingly frightening. My fist are itching to punch somebody. If it weren’t for the fact that my body is not in condition now, I might have discarded the things in this room earlier. “Do you know who the fuck wants me dead, Sir Hart?” I asked him in a serious voice. My forehead has deep creases because of so much irritation. How dare they plot my death? Once I know who they were, I will show them my demonic side. That side of me doesn’t show mercy to anyone. They will face death soon, if they do not know how to hide better. “Not yet. They are quite skilled.” he answered as he shook his head while frowning. By the looks of it, he is not also pleased like I do. He can no long
My temple is throbbing in pain because of what is happening in front of me. I feel like I am in an event, where I am not one of the characters. In this setting, I am just a witness. In the back of my mind, there is a voice that wants to argue with my previous statement. Am I really just a witness or am I just forcing myself to believe that? I am not that dumb. This lady with my face, I know that I am her. Moreover, this teacher that she addressed as Sir Fortez, his presence beside me is familiar. Even though his face is blurry in my sight, I can tell who he is. However, I do not remember this incident in my life. Is this part of my forgotten memories? Are my memories starting to come back? Professor Fortez said that we knew each other in the past. Is this how we were acquainted? He was also my teacher back then, huh. The young lady slowly went in front to do what she was told. She gently bring the chalk on the board to write the answer. I was staring at the scene whe
The penthouse was very beautiful and inviting. If it wasn’t because of the things I have learned right now, I would surely accept his offer to sleep here. “I think I need to go back to my flat but thank you for the offer, Sir Hart.” I politely declined. I stand on my feet. I looked down at my half- emptied cup of coffee. I feel sorry for not finishing the cup. “I thought so.” he said. “I will not invite you to eat with me tonight. I know that after what you find out, you will lose your appetite for dinner.” he joked. His playful smirk is back on his face. I hissed and rolled my eyes at him. I turned my back at him to go inside the living room. I get my bag, which I left on the sofa. “Good night. Sleep and don’t overthink about unnecessary things, baby girl.” I heard Sir Hart said. He was right next to me when he said that. I frowned. I thought I l
After I told the story to Sir Hart, I fell silent. My body is shaking so much, and my heart is aching in guilt. That was not the last time my parents ordered me to kill their business rivals. Mr. Mondragon’s daughter was not the only one I killed from then until now, because they were many. “So, your real target was Mr. Mondragon. But instead of killing him, you killed his daughter. Mr. Mondragon was really furious that night. He was my client. He hired me because he was receiving death threats from unknown sender. Are you also the one who did that?” he asked me in the midst of my silence. I just nodded my head as a reply because I was not in the mood to talk. I feel weak after telling him that long