Damien POV Watching paula's ass jiggle as she walked into her apartment was the highlight of the night. How can someone be so perfect?From her smiles to her beautiful heart and curves. I couldn't want more. Moving to Australia with my family was the hardest time of my life. We had to move because grandfather died and I had to take over the company, grandfather left everything to me. I had to grow up so fast, I wrote to Paula and she wrote back to me. It was hard the first few months especially with training for the company. I stopped playing video games and I didn't get a cell phone till I was eighteen . I stopped writing to her because it hurts so much. To really want someone but then you can't reach them. From the first day she asked what my name was, I fell for her. It was a beautiful day at the park, I was riding my bike and i newly stopped using training wheels. I fell over smacking my face to the ground. She came rushing to me with her cute face and chubby cheeks, damn! Hel
Paula POV You know when your mom baked cookies and you really really want just one cookie. So you tip toed all the way to the kitchen to steal one in the dark. Slowly you opened the cookie jar and you dip your hands into the jar, right at that exact moment your mom switched on the light. Now, its your mom staring at you in shock or disappointment and the cookie smirking for being irresistible. Snap back, its the exact scenario right now. The mom is Damian and the cookie Ethan. Oh and I'm the little thief that just got caught."Paula?" Damien asked. I turned back to Ethan hoping he would come up with something real quick but then he was so calm about the scene. I turned back to Damian thinking of what to say that wouldn't scream I just had sex with Ethan. It looks like it but I didn't besides that's not why I'm scared. I don't want Damien finding out about Ethan and I's history, this way. Not now, not when I'm about to set myself free from Ethan's games."Bro , stop looking so lost
Paula POV Damian couldn't keep his eyes of me as we drove to an unknown location. I don't know where he is taking me but I couldn't care less. I was excited. As we passed through each street a blush graces my face making me smile like crazy. He commented on everything even the tiniest things;my nails, hair, and eye shadow literally. We stopped by a skyscraper building. It was so nice, seen it before but what are we doing here? I mean does he want to talk business with me? I was expecting maybe a nice restaurant or even his house. He ran over to open my door , stepping out he held my waist and directed me into the building. Immediately we got in_every security officer greeted him while he just casually smiled. "Are you nervous?" He asked smirking. I most definitely don't want him thinking I was overly excited. "No , I'm just curious where are we going?" He just smiled. Nice play Paula. “You’ll see beautiful” I blushed again like a ripe tomato. We got into the elevator and headed to
Ethan's POV " Both of us not matching outfits is just boring , we should give the people a show you know" Regina continued whining in the car. We were on our way to the party and I already wanted to muzzle her. The only thing keeping me sane is the thought of Paula. "Tonight is not all about us, we are only going to make it standard and official to the press, its not some show you throw at your family's house. It is still a business meeting for raising funds Regina!" I said irritated. She huffed leaning back in the limo. She was wearing a green gown that was so short I couldn't tell the difference between her and a stripper. Why am I just noticing her bad fashion sense? Zero style unlike someone I know. I guess love does blind you sometimes.She parted her legs with a smirk on her face, she wasn't wearing any underwear. Her pussy was in sight and she winked thinking this would turn me on. I wanted to give her a disgusted look but I held it in. It will all soon be over and I'll get
Paula POV I walked funny trying to adjust to the soreness between my legs. Ethan definitely ruined me, I adjusted myself and joined the party__ on sighting Damien my heart dropped. He smiled at me with his beautiful blue eyes if only those eyes made me fall in love. We both can't be blamed for the situation we're in. He walked up to me ignoring all the girls flocking around him, "hey beautiful" he added a wink. I felt my tummy do a back flip. I felt so guilty tears almost spilled from my eyes. He made a move to touch my arm but I flinched away from him. I can’t be with him, but I promised to think about it but with what happened with Ethan; I doubt I’d be able to think about another man. I saw the hurt in his eyes and I almost slapped myself. "What's wrong angel?" He asked with his eyes filled with concern. The sweet words he called me formed an arrow in my heart and poked me. I shook my head while trying to smile lightly. He still looked concerned. "Do you want to leave this pla
Ethan pov The craziest thing about Regina and to my satisfaction_,_ that girl is so dumb. Wedding really! she was so happy her face was about to explode. I haven't even given you a ring and you believe I'd get in court and marry your stupid ass?Although her father must have cut in on it. I'm expecting his call or maybe one of his gunmen. I really don't care which___ I have all I needed to burry that asshole and his daughter! I announced the wedding to the crowd and watch them clap and all. What's more; I announced the date along with it. On that day there will be no wedding just reckoning. "Ethan baby, I'm so happy although you haven't gotten down on one knee I don't mind, you've made me so happy!" I smiled as me, and this red haired bimbo headed to my house. "Maybe we could get down tonight huh?" The little witch fluttered her eyes. I almost throw her out of the bloody car but I held it in. "I'm not in the mood" I said in a harsh whisper. She giggled ."Never mind , I have to ca
Paula POV Ethan and Damien where staring at me intensely with flowers in their hands. Damien gave me his warm smile. While Ethan just glared at him with fire boring holes through Damien. I was so stunned, I didn't know what to do. I turned to Clara and Olivia and I smiled. I had my girls with me why worry? We will just walk hand in hand into the apartment leaving the dudes stranded. I smiled to myself. I was prepared to walk past them but then Olivia dropped my left arm and went straight into the apartment leaving the door open with Clara behind her. Clara shut the door, making me jump. I glared at the door. I can't believe this. Traitors!!!!!!! Why would they leave me. I took a deep breathe. I didn't realize the deep staring contest both men where having. "What are you both doing here?" I said breaking the contest. I had my hands on my hip."The question is, what is he doing here" Ethan spat venomously at Damien. A wicked chuckle was heard from Damien. "You shouldn't be here aft
Ethan POV I can't believe that dog is going after Paula, I will not allow it even if I have to fly his stupid ass back to Australia. I drove fast to work annoyed at everything and everyone. I successfully locked Regina and her father and honestly I still wasn't as happy as I thought I'd be. I should have at least tortured him before sending him to jail. I arrived passing my key to the guard, I took long angry steps into my company. It doesn't feel the same with Paula gone. I need her, she is so chubby and cute on heels, its frustrating not to see that chubby body running around my company. I walked past my new secretary 'camy'. She's nice and beautiful but more importantly she's efficient. I can't even stare at her because all I see and want is Paula. I might just loose it soon if Paula doesn't take me back.....Paula POV I was exhausted looking at suitable studios in new York trying to find one that suits my taste and style. It was either the lightening was too poor,or hidden, too
Ethan POV“I am not letting my trauma rule me!” I screamed for the third time. “Are you sure? You seem to angrily yell at any slight discomfort. You still have episodes.” My therapist adjusted her her glasses around her big brown eyes. “I must say; you are the slowest patient I have ever encountered.” I slammed my hands on her big mahogany desk. “Are you trying to piss me off?” I screamed running my hands through my hair. “You seem to be catching on mr Andreas.” She dropped her pen and book. “Do you see how easy it is? You haven’t been doing what I asked you to do. If you had, they would have been some improvements by now.” “Or maybe you’re not doing your job well. I payed you to fix me!” I snarled at her “Fix you? I can’t fix what doesn’t want to be fixed. You are hiding your trauma ethan.” She poured a cup of coffee and pushed it my way. “I signed up for this lady, it clear I need to fix whatever causes the episodes I have.” I said between clenched fists. “ then communica
Paula POV Never in my whole twenty two years of existence have I seen mom like this, she was so furious and so was Mrs Andreas. I stilled after hearing the voice, all turned to Ethan's sister Dorothy, I haven't met her in person neither have I had a conversation with her. I have only seen her in one of their family’s photo and her name on some documents in the office. Ethan calls her dolly which suits her as she looks innocent and cute. "What is going on here?" She asked tiredly. She looked exhausted with bags under her eyes and her hunched posture. The office is taking a toll on her, I mean she just graduated highschool. Ethan's job in the company is very vital and even with the help of a skilled secretary its still going to maim her. Everyone stilled returning to a more pleasant posture. She tilted her head to me and knotted her brows. "Paula?" I didn't know what to say , it sounded like a question so I simply nodded. I wasn't expecting the beautiful smile she gave me. "Hello, I'v
Paula POV The next day swung by so quickly I hated it. I was so nervous I didn't want to get out of bed. The thought of going to his parents scares the shit out of me, but mom came and made me go shower. Mom said it would be better to go in the evening that way the chances of meeting both parents will be higher. So here I am slumped on the couch watching N*****x. The series I was watching is so alluring and erotic ' Bridgerton' I find myself wishing I was fucked. I got more sexual cravings as the months go by___ and indeed I needed to be touched, loved and worshipped. Ethan is the only man I'll allow touch me especially in my state. He is the father so it's natural to allow him___ I would not allow other man close to me, violating me and my baby. After watching episode six my panties where so soaked I had to take another shower. I made lunch for dad because mom went to work. Dad owns a small bookstore and it was doing so good and I loved Esther his employee, she held it down when da
Paula POV Staring directly at an unapologetic Olivia was breathe taking. She wasn't sorry for what she did to Ethan and honestly I'm not mad. I would do the same for my friends but the crazy thing is, Ethan went through hell and I watched it all. Shivers went through my spine when I think of his bloody body, when he was being beaten. I forced Clara to tell me about it and on getting to the room Olivia didn't deny and wasn't sorry. "Its fine baby, thanks for sticking up for me" I smiled and her eyes lit up and she nodded like a cute little rascal. “I honestly didn’t mean to scare him, if he is man enough then he’ll come back.” “You and I know Ethan is every bit of a man” I said proudly before catching myself. Clara looked at me, she was smirking. I bit my lips. “We know, he got you pregnant didn’t he?” Clara said. “Only a man , a real strong man can” Olivia added I blushed at their indecent remark. “Stop it both of you!” They kept raising their brows and making faces. My face
Ethan POV I was running through the halls clueless as to where Paula was, I felt my body boil and the heat come up my skin. She has to be okay, i cant loose her and the baby or either of them!. I'd forever blame myself. I couldn't turn back to ask Olivia and Clara where she was, the fear made me run like a raging beast. I stopped a few nurses to ask and finally one directed me to her room. I stalked the room preparing myself for whatever news I was to hear. I couldn't help it as I badged into the room. I found a sleeping Paula. The machines where aiding her and she didn't seem to have woken up. I knotted my brows in confusion as realization dawned on me. Olivia! I turned and saw olivia watching me with venom in her eyes. "How does it feel huh?" She barked out. I stared blankly at her. "How does what feel?" I asked irritated."How does it feel to be helpless, does it feel good ? Tell me you sumbag! That's how she felt every time you called for her. She runs with no break, desperatel
Ethan POV My heart left my body when I saw what happened next...Regina fell from Paula's body while Paula raised her upper body and blood painted her face. I was scared was she the one hurt? I couldn’t really tell. Mr delvon let out a huge ugly cry running over to Regina's body on the floor who I just noticed isn't moving. "Wake up baby, common for daddy" he cried aloud. He continued shaking Regina while placing his head on her chest. Paula crawled away from them with her mouth opened wide. At least my baby is moving. Regina was bleeding from the mouth, Paula had a clean shot to her gut. "Shoot that girl!" Delvon screamed over to one of his men. What! I struggled with everything I had but it was useless. I was held down by four men and was already beaten to a pulp. I have never felt this helpless. I've never felt this way. Vulnerability is something I never felt till now. And like when I was kidnapped, my chest stopped moving, I was having a panic attack, not now! I scold myse
Ethan POV Panicking was something I never did, but with the gunshots and having Paula here;I panicked. She is trying so hard so avoid me and she keeps pushing me away with no emotions in her eyes. It scares me, I'm scared that she means everything she's said; about me just being only her baby father. I almost had to force her to stay the night in my room, I knew a time She would have quietly slept with me and moaned for me. She's too cold I could feel her cold stare on my back itching my skin even after the hot bath I just had. I dragged myself away from her after giving her a fore head night kiss. I wasn't fully happy but I was excited to have the woman I love and my baby beside me. I have to win her over before our child is born. I have to keep her safe but the gunshots had me panicking. I jerked from the bed and so did Paula with tears already streaming down her face. "Shuuu, its okay it going to be okay." I hugged her and quickly pulled her to her feet. I pushed her into my wa
Paula POV Ethan drove me to my studio. After hearing about Regina’s father my whole body shook with fear. I was a crying mess to drive. Leaning over to Ethan and sobbing on his shirt earlier made his cologne cloud my senses. It seems it's all I want to smell, it was like a craving and I know I shouldn't blame the baby hormones all the time, but this , this is totally the baby. I couldn't concentrate and I was scared. I haven’t been to the studio since it’s decoration, Olivia and Clara decorated the studio When we walked in the double glass doors. I stopped holding ethan and walked to the center of the studio. wow was the only word to describe it. I finally got it, my fashion studio. It was looking all perfect and I cried over it. It was finally here and I loved it. Clara and Olivia are indeed heaven sent. Red and white was the main color. It looked so sharp and mature. Ethan sat watching me as I checked out every detail in the studio. Clara and Olivia really did a number on th
Ethan POV Paula was avoiding me for weeks, and finally dropped a bomb on me that she is pregnant. There are no words to describe how shocked I was, I was on my way to the white house but hell I was too shocked and excited to keep going. I went to her apartment and her friends dismissed me rudely. I will see to it that olivia and her sharp mouth is dealt with. One passionate evening with her and I get a baby already. Incredible. I only find myself adoring her more and more each day.I thought she ran away from me, so i tracked her down to her parent's house. Paula the mother of my baby, I'm too excited it irritates me. I know right now she believes she can keep herself away from me, but I know a lot about pregnant women and having self control is something they don’t technically have; especially with their raging hormones. I chuckled just think about the irony of everything. I was currently in front of Paula's house, I don't want to miss a moment, I want to be with her every step of