(Cami POV) I'm holding my phone as if waiting for someone to text or call. For someone alone and not chosen like me, who can worry about me?I opened my I*******m account.I casually swiped at the screen and looked at my news feed, but there was tension in me when I saw Gabe's post. He was at the beach, obviously on a date.I know it's hard for him that I'm probably already married to Dylan, but even if I'm the person he loves, he'll still find someone better than me, like Stella. I know Stella loves Gabe so much.She's not giving up on him. I love Gabe too but I know he loves Stella and I'm already married to Dylan so Stella bravely rushed to me before for Gabe and I don't dare to fight for Dylan and fight for my love even though we're married us. I feel so pathetic. I opened my phone again because its lights were off for a while I was stunned. Dylan's pictures were viewed in the gallery.I was just looking at his eyes in the picture. I held my breath. Why did I choose to love him
(Cami POV) It's getting cold, my heart is cold, and the heater in Dylan's room is not enough to warm my feelings. Maybe I need more wine. I looked at Dylan who was next to me leaning on the edge of his bed.I wonder if how he treats his girl now every time she's with him. He was supposed to be Dylan's first love too bad because he loved me first. I'm still his first love no matter what. Does it matter? Does it really matter who comes first? We're not the same people as students years ago. I sighed.Dylan turns his gaze on to me, his cold eyes meet mine."You like Gabe right? " He suddenly asked so I was surprised and frowned. He sipped wine while staring at me waiting for my answer. I swallowed. What does he mean?"Hmp, how did you know?" I asked shyly. Yes or maybe I like Gabe. What does Dylan mean? "You told me. When you were drunk, you thought I was Gabe, you confessed. You told me you like me when you thought I was Gabe." He said without reaction. "Seriously?" I almost scre
*** Tsk, that was terrible, but after what she did I still feel hot towards her, which is unbelievable. The only girl that makes me aroused with desire is her and only her until now. I've tried with other girls but it didn't work, only with Cami and now it's surprising because she's still here! After how many dying years without her? Tsk maybe because of the wine that's why I got so hot. Tsk no, I tried to get drunk but it did not affect my masculinity even though Stan once confronted me with the most beautiful woman. I ended up saying sorry to that girl by trying so hard to put me in the mood but still, I couldn't get hard. But by looking at Cami's cute face my manhood awakened. I'm such a perv after all towards her. "Hey, are you listening?" Gabe asked me. "Eh, sorry, my attention was focused on driving. What's that again?" I asked Gabe. "You said we'll just drink at the bar, I'll just call Theron, Nate, Ian, and the others. What do you think?" Gabe's sugge
HWMC 36 (Cami POV) I have a bad thought about what will happen! Bad enough for me to escape. Dylan and Gabe are here to confront me! I took a sip of water from the bottled water I was holding, really listening to the chatter of the two who seemed to be arguing. What am I doing in life and all I get is a shame. These two arguing a few meters away makes me so embarrassed. The way Dylan's nose scrunches up looking so irritated, it's like his nose is smoking and his wide eyes narrow looking at Gabe. Like he won't hesitate to kick Gabe's ass if he thinks he deserves it. Totally embarrassed me more. I'm the one with the two in this situation. Fear grows within me. I don't want to be here.I just want to disappear. But I don't know where to go. My clumsiness pisses me off.What should I say to these two? I got a little closer to the tall plants and hid in the dark so I could hear them.I listened carefully. "Hey, wait Gabe! "Dylan grabbed Gabe's arm as he was about to leave and le
(Enjoy reading) (Dylan's POV) I'll take off the blanket! Damn! I want to kill myself. Cami was also naked and sleeping soundly next to me. "No way! No way. I'm so sorry." I punched myself. "Hey, why are you making noise? It's morning!" Cami exclaimed with one eye open. "Shouldn't you be asking what we did last night?" My manners "Isn't it obvious?" He sighed and slowly got up. "What exactly happened?" "Don't you remember? Didn't you bring me here and we had a drink, you said you would comfort me so I agreed." He shook his head and sighed. "BUT THAT'S NOT WHAT I MEAN BY COMFORT. WHAT I MEAN BY THE "COMFORT" I'M SAYING IS THE COMFORT YOU'RE SAYING!" "Tsk what? I don't understand what you're saying?!" "Cam I'm sorry. I sincerely apologize from the bottom of my heart." I seriously got off the bed and knelt in front of him. "Geez, can you get dressed first!" he ordered me to look away and threw my boxers that he picked up from the bed. "Why did you let me hurt you?" I asked wor
(Cami POV) My dream wedding is exactly like Gabe's wedding. Beautiful sunny day, blue sky, peaceful sea, light fresh air, the trees dancing slowly as if swaying with the peaceful love song, birds tweeting happily. Beautiful seven-layered wedding cake and surrounded by delicious foods cooked by international chefs. The band slowly played "On this Day by David Pomeranz".And I am wearing a long white beautiful wedding gown and am going to walk toward Dylan and he was looking into my eyes with tears as I walk step by step closer to him. But that was only a dream because the one wearing a wedding gown and walking towards Gabe was Stella. It's a long way from my marriage, Dylan and I. Today is Gabe and Stella's wedding. This is exactly my dream wedding, outdoors, close to nature. I wish I was Stella. If I were her, then this day is my wedding. If I were her, then I was the one wearing the white gown. If I were himI wish I was the one walking in purple to Dylan. Tsk, this is painf
(Enjoy reading) (Dylan's POV) I put my car in the garage. Derederitso I enter the house with the special halo-halo and fries that I bought. "Blake who is that?" Cami asked the man. He must have just come out of the kitchen because he was still holding a spoon. I don't know what I'm feeling, it's like I'm cold, it's like the air conditioner isn't on. "Oh, Dylan? What brings you here?" Cami asked in surprise when she saw me. "Cami, you have to decide now. We have an agreement, don't we, but what is it? Who is it?" I asked while looking at the man. "Dylan, Blake is mine, "Yeah, I know." I didn't finish him yet. "So break up with him! I don't like him, he looks like a loser and looks like he has a tattoo, he'll probably hurt you. Okay, so listen to me. Break up with him!" I pointed out to the man with the tattoo that I can't get it, he looks like he hasn't finished the tattoo yet. "You listen too, break up with Cami right now!" I stick to the man. "Don't just decide on your own,
(Enjoy reading) (Cami POV) I was shocked when Josh kissed me while I was lying on the sofa.I immediately pushed him because he retreated. "Josh, sorry I can't do it with you," I apologized. I even swallowed because I was afraid he might get angry. "Why? Do you have a boyfriend yet?" He asked if his polo shirt was fine. "I just can't do it with you. I'm sorry," I promised. But he seems determined. He stared at me and I didn't fight back when he kissed me again. It's been a long time since someone kissed and held me. I closed my eyes. But I can't still do it with Josh because he's not my boyfriend yet. But why when Dylan? Even though he's not my boyfriend, it's okay for him to touch and kiss me? Even if we say we are married but we are still not connected in the heart. Only my heart is tied to him. I was surprised when someone pulled Josh from above me and he floated. "I can't believe, you are doing this with another guy, when I'm not around," Dylan snorted, pushing Josh awa
"I've decided since we have our babies now inside you. We won't make love anymore because the babies might be hurt," Dylan said while arranging the milk and bread on my table. "Eh? Is it forbidden to make love when pregnant? Did the doctor say?" I asked with a bite of bread. "He didn't say anything forbidden, he taught me the safe positions so that our baby doesn't get hurt in your stomach when we make love," he said. "Oh? If that's your decision, maybe you should separate the room from me for now, so I can sleep better." When I agreed, I drank milk. "In your opinion?" He asked and I answered him with a nod. That same day, Dylan picked up his things and moved them to the other room. 6 pm and I'm going to sleep. I already miss Dylan next door, but I have to deal with what he said, not having sex while our babies are still inside me. I thought I could sleep well without him by my side but I still had trouble sleeping. Maybe I was so used to sleeping in
He kissed me again and squeezed my chest. "Arghh waits Dylan, you're hurting me." I stopped him. "My car's glasses are tinted, so it's okay." He was panting. "That's not the problem." "Cam please, I can't hold this any longer. Tell me, Cam, you don't want to do it? Do you still hate me?" It's hard for him to lift my clothes. "No, I mean, of course not." "Then let's do it?" He tried to pull my bottom so I gasped. He rolled me onto my back and he rubbed my thigh and breast gently. Damn, if he continues touching me like this, I will die of tickling. Arghhhh I don't want to drink again because I don't have the strength in my body to fight Dylan anymore. My eyes widened when Dylan lifted my waist. He starts rubbing his hardness on my womanhood. Shit. I want him inside me badly. "I'm sorry Cam, but I can't hold myself now. I want inside you quickly." He said and shoved entering me. "Ughhh wait, I told you to wait." I behaved but I bit my lip when he started to move. After a whi
....... (Cami POV) "I'm home!" I call After we went to the salon, ate, and sang outside, Rian and Layla, I immediately went home. The house was very clean, which means Dylan didn't go to the office. I looked for him and saw him on the balcony very busy with papers and in front of the computer. "Dylan, I'm home." "hey" "Yooooo," I call He didn't really notice me, he was busy. "Hey, are you ignoring me!" I shouted in his ear. "CAMI YOU SCARED THE HELL OUT OF ME!" It screamed and was obviously surprised. "What is that and you're so focused?" I asked as I dropped my bag. "This is so important." He answered and went back to what he was doing. Ouch, so there's something that caught his interest huh? Tsk sad, he is now focusing on other things besides me. Unlike the past few days when he was with me, all his attention was on me. He is now more interested in that something more than I am. It seems that there is something more important to him than me. I just shook my head and w
Zaki and Roden of THE UNCHASTE PUNISHMENT (Sharian Roden POV) "Ugh. Ugh. Stop. Zaki." I looked at Zaki when he laid me down and lifted my legs. It's been 3 times already, but he's still not done. Blood all over the bed. There were a lot of his bite marks all over my body. He is a very bad person. He is an alien. Freak, beast, demon! "Can tell by looking, that gangsters like you would have such a beautiful body." He said and pushed my shoulder. "Stop already. I can't anymore!" "Not yet. You have to get used to it, sweetheart." He said and enters me again. Damn! I never thought that my first time would be this painful and with this devil Zaki Delrama. It hurts too much, but I still won't kneel with him. No way. "No more. Zaki. No ... More!" It stopped and looked at me. "Listen, Roden, never in my life will I ever forgive what you did. Do you know what I did to the people who were against me? I killed them." He said lifting my face. "I didn't know it was your buildings!" "S
(Dylan's POV)"You're not dating. Hmp so you two are sex friends?" Gabe asked again."For her, maybe. I was serious about going out with her but she doesn't seem contented of me. She said it's okay if I date or more with other women. She said that if she's not enough for me I can go find another girl to satisfy me. Damn her!" I clenched my palms in annoyance.Honestly, I want to smash Gabe's face.Gabe is Cami's first love and I think she is still in love with him. It's pissing me off!They're all annoying!"For real? Cami deserves an award for treating the great Dylan Delrama like that huh. Hail to her haha!" Gabe laughed and lit his cigarette."I really don't understand her!""Yeah, Cami is really weird but charming. If you really love her, try to understand her!" Gabe's suggestion.I saw Cami's car drive by!Tsk, really left me!***(Cami POV)When I got home, I went straight to my room and started crying.Maybe someone like me doesn't deserve him.He just took the wrong path so he
I saw Dylan coming in. "Yooow brooo Cami is here," Gabe called, let's meet Dylan together. "Gabe, bro how are you?" Dylan greeted Gabe patting him on the shoulder. "Always fine, I guess you went sightseeing," Gabe commented on Dylan. "Well, Cami and I plan to sleep here first," Dylan answered and approached me. "Cam, you're early," Dylan commented kissing my cheek. I saw Gabe smile maliciously. Why do I feel ashamed that Gabe knows about me and Dylan, we are still married. "So, you and Camk are going to uhmp, here?" Gabe asked with a smile. "Actually, Cami and I had se...... I immediately covered Dylan's mouth before I was embarrassed. "Dylan and I were going to eat here. Didn't Dylan? Didn't Theron's diner just open a branch here so we're going to eat there!" I squeezed Dylan's arm. There is a branch of Theron's diner here inside this hotel, and Theron is also about to get married to his girlfriend Nea. "Ohhhhhhhh?" Gabe asked in surprise raising an eyebrow at me. "Sir Ga
But I know he hears me. "Even though I know Gabe is the one you want, first of all. I'm still happy because you came into my life. I feel like you saved me from a lot of sadness and loneliness. Since then, I've been watching you. Thinking about you. I know you, so I know how much you like Gabe, but my liking for you has not decreased. Even if I say I comfort you, I really plan to erase him from your heart and mind. I LOVE YOU CAMI." I said and hugged him tightly. I finally confessed! This was not my planned confession but the important thing is that I had the courage to confess to Cami what was truly in my heart and mind! "I admit that I love you very much, but I have accepted that you love Gabe. If you accept me and if you freed me from this unrequited love I'll be so much thankful. I love you so much. Please, believe me," I begged and cupped his face with my palms. "Eh? Do you really mean it?" This is a question. "Arghhh you are annoying. Please believe me already. Please choose
(Cami POV) It hurts knowing he is all for Roden or I'm being immature because of jealousy. "I'm going to confess something when I get home, so wait for me," Dylan said goodbye before finally leaving the house. Admit it? Wait? Maybe she's pregnant with someone else? I hope not! What can he admit?! Maybe he will admit that he likes me again and he won't be mad at me! I'm glad but at the same time jealous of Roden. If I were Roden and Zaki I could make Dylan panic that way too. If he only wants my body, even if he doesn't like me, I think it's fine as long as I have him beside me often. I may sound pathetic but all I want is to be beside him. Having him here with me sometimes is enough, but what if he'll come to his senses and realize that someone like me doesn't deserve him? I'm not deserving of his love, I'm far away from his type of woman. What should I do? I'm confused. But what will Dylan admit to me? I'm really going crazy! I will lose my brain because of him! *** (Dyla
"Thank you for reading this far. :)" .. (Cami POV) Ever since Dylan said that he would make me understand something, at the clinic, he suddenly left me and has not shown up until now. It's been two weeks since then. Argh, where is that man? He's really pissed off, and I feel sorry for him because even though he told me that it's only physical, wait, is he saying something or me? I don't remember anymore. He didn't even text or email. That man must be really busy and I have no right to disturb him. But I have to see him!!! I just got home and ran out of the house to Delrama Enterprise, Dylan's company. I was tired because it was quite a distance and I didn't drive. I'm going crazy just because I want to see him. Fatigue reliever (Delrama Enterprise) I was about to enter the parking lot when I caught sight of Dylan surrounded by three women. Shit! That's why he doesn't remember me because he has a lot of things to do! He's dumb, he said he'll make me understand and then he