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Author: Siwa Rose
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Damien Shaw.

“I fucking hate you and I never wanna see you again. Please Damien, for my sake, stay away from me. Go away and never come back.”

I sprint through the darkness of the streets as Imogene’s words circles around and around my mind. I’ve always thought that being away from Imogene for three years was the greatest pain I would ever have to endure. It had changed me, fundamentally changed me. But this ... this...

Falling forward, crippled by the pain in my stomach, I roar into the darkness of the empty park. Imogene’s face flashes into my mind’s eye. Her perfect damn face as she stepped into the evening tonight. Her smiling face as she danced with that man I so much despise, and that smile fading from her lips when her eyes found mine.

I saw the devastation flash across her face, she hates me that much.

I get into my car and drive to a local bar. I just need a drink—no, several drinks—to drown out the thoughts that are eating me alive from the inside out.

I head ins
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Wth.. so Breonna is going to be a spy for Damien and may secretly bring Lily to see him . That would be another trust issue .. Hope she dun get the job but I know she would
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