~Hazel~
I awoke to the van’s bumpy ride, and an uncomfortable feeling on my back. When I tried to move, I felt a pounding in my head and some burning on my wrists.
The van stopped short and before I could understand what was happening something grabbed at me with clawed fingers.
The wolves that had thrown me in this van to begin with were now pulling me out, their laughs piercing my ears and grating against my very last nerve as I was blinded by the white hot lights shining from the van's high beams.
“Goodie, you’re up,” one of them jeered into my face, flashing a set of serrated sharp teeth beneath the dim glow trickling from the headlights.
His fingers sank deeper into the skin of my upper arm when he shot his arm directly through mine to drag me forward.
“Hope you didn’t get too comfortable back there Sleeping Beauty because nighty-night time is gonna be a thing of the past once we show you where you’re headed.”
Panic bubbled in my chest, but I forced myself to keep calm.
“Please,” I started to cry, my voice cracking. “You’ve got the wrong person. I’m no spy.”
“Liar!” Another wolf snarled over me, his yellow eyes glowing menacingly in the dark. His lip curled up to reveal fangs when he spoke again.
“You expect us to believe that? You’re a spy.”
“I swear I’m not lying!” I cried, stumbling as they pushed me forward. My legs, still weak from the earlier attack, threatened to give out beneath me. “Just let me go!”
They only laughed, their cruel chuckles filling the night air. “Save your breath, girl,” one of them said, his voice dripping with malice.
“Our alpha Orion doesn’t take kindly to liars. He’ll have the truth out of you before the sacrifice. And don’t worry…” He leaned in close, his hot breath fanning against my cheek. “He’ll enjoy breaking you to pieces before he does.”
The words sent a chill down my spine, but I had no time to process them as we approached what I could only guess was our destination.
A huge pack house which was jutting out of the ground in the most terrifying way.
I was shoved roughly through an enormous entrance, filled with nothing but shadows.
We walked for a while until we got to a room guarded by two sentries who opened the door for us to enter. The room we entered was large and it took a moment for me to spot him—a man seated in the throne room in an intimidating manner.
His dark hair fell in thin, sleek layers to the sharp angles of his face, and his piercing eyes stood out against the colorless shade of his skin.
“Alpha Orion,” one of the wolves said, bowing his head as we approached. “We’ve brought a spy.”
Orion’s gaze flicked to me, his expression unreadable.
“Who are you?” Orion asked lazily, his sharp eyes locking onto mine.
His gaze was like a physical weight, pinning me in place. “Another stray dragged in by my men? You know how I feel about wasting my time.”
I couldn’t speak, couldn’t think. My mind raced, trying to place the faint memories that his scent and voice stirred in me.
It was like trying to grab smoke—tangible for a moment, then slipping through my fingers. For a brief second, an image flashed in my mind: a night two weeks ago in my former pack, a night of desperation and heartbreak. After Ryder’s rejection, I’d drown my sorrow in drink, seeking comfort in a stranger’s arms.
No. It couldn’t be him.
I shook the thought away. The man from that night was just a faceless memory, someone I’d stumbled upon in my weakest moment. Orion couldn’t possibly be the same man. Could he?
The man from the other night was also a lot more gentle, this one could shred me in pieces if I even sneezed without permission
“Answer me,” he barked, his tone sharp enough to cut through my haze. I flinched, my mind snapping back to the present.
“I—I’m Hazel,” I stammered, choosing my words carefully. My real name was too risky. It carried too much shame, too much judgment.
“I left my pack voluntarily to see other places, to… explore the world. But your men dragged me here.”
A lie, smooth and simple. I couldn’t tell him the truth—that I was nothing more than a disgraced outcast, thrown away like trash by Ryder. That I had no home, no family, no purpose. The weight of that shame was too much to bear, especially here, in front of this alpha who exuded strength and authority.
Orion narrowed his eyes at me, like he was trying to figure me out. I wondered if maybe he could see straight through me, if I would be exposed for the fraud I was. But then Orion settled back in his seat, and a grin played across his lips.
“Interesting” he drawled in a velvet, silky voice.
“So tell me, what did you hope to find on your little journey? A fairytale? Did you think you could escape something from your past?”
I looked down, suddenly unable to meet his gaze. “I’m not running,” I repeated through the tremor in my voice. “I’m just… trying to find my place.”
A silence fell between us; broken only by the crackling from the flames of the torches and the rustle of pants as the wolves holding me shuffled uncomfortably – unsure of how their alpha would react.
Orion rose from his throne with grace, the goblet in his hand falling to the floor as he closed the distance between us. My heart hammered against my ribs, each click of his raised boots echoing through me until I thought I’d shatter.
“My place?” he whispered, the darkness in his eyes no longer inviting. He tipped his head to one side, never breaking eye contact. “And where do you think that is?”
I stiffened, unsure how to respond. It felt as though he was seeing right through me, into all the darkest corners of my soul where I hide my secrets.
“I’m not sure,” I said quietly, unable to restrain the honesty.
“Please don’t hurt me. I’m not a spy as your guards claim me to be and I’m not a threat. Just a young woman who is pregnant and begging for your mercy. Please.”
I prayed that it would work.
Orion stared at me for another long moment, then turned abruptly, his back to me as he addressed his men. “She stays,” he said, his tone leaving no room for argument.
“But she’s under my watch. No one touches her without my permission.”
The wolves grumbled their discontent but didn’t dare challenge him. As they dispersed, Orion turned back to me, his expression unreadable.
“You wanted a place, Hazel?” he said, his voice low and laced with warning. “Congratulations. You’ve found one. But don’t think for a second that you’ll be away from my sight here.”
I nodded numbly, my thoughts a tangled mess of confusion and unease. What had I just gotten myself into?
And why, despite everything, did some part of me feel like I had finally found the place I was meant to be?
He pointed to a guard.
“Take her to an empty room and tell the maids to care for her.”
“Thank you so much!” I said to him as I was being led out of the room.
As the guard escorted me out of the room, his grip firm on my arm, I tried to keep my head down and my face emotionless.
My heart was still racing from my encounter with Orion. His sharp eyes, the pull I couldn’t explain—it was too much to process. But as we walked through the dimly lit corridors, my ears caught fragments of hushed conversations drifting through the shadows.
“The Shadowclaw pack won’t stop pushing into our borders,” one voice murmured.
“Orion will crush them soon enough,” another replied. “They’ve been provoking us for too long with those ambushes.”
I stiffened, my breath hitching as the words sank in. Shadowclaw. My former pack. My blood. The wolves I had grown up with, the ones who had cast me out. I clenched my fists.
If these wolves knew where I was really from, I wouldn’t live to see another day.
I forced myself to breathe evenly, to keep walking as if their words didn’t rattle me to my core. I couldn’t risk showing any reaction, not when the slightest crack in my facade could shatter everything.
My connection to Shadowclaw had to stay buried. I was no one here. Just Hazel, a wandering outcast with no ties, no past, and no purpose.
The guard glanced at me, suspicion flickering in his eyes, but I kept my gaze forward, my expression neutral. I wasn’t going to tell them anything. Let them believe I was just another stray caught in their net.
Because if they discovered the truth? That I carried the blood of their enemy? It wouldn’t just be my shame I’d die for—it would be my identity.
~ Orion~I tilted my head back against my seat as I was staring at the doors while the guards left with Hazel. Something about her didn't add up, and I couldn't put my finger on what it was. She had been afraid, but not in the way most people were when they were brought before me.It wasn’t just fear of me. It was fear like she was hiding from something or one. I’d seen enough liars and vagabonds in my day to know when someone told only half of a tale.“Odd woman,” I murmured to myself, fiddling with the glass of wine in my hand.Moments after, my beta Kael strode into the room, his sharp features twisted into clear concern. Kael had been my closest ally since we were pups, and though he was often the voice of reason to my more… impulsive choices, I treasured his counsel.“You’re actually letting her stay, Orion?” he asked without pause, crossing his arms as he faced me. I shrugged and put the Glass aside. “Brother, who cares? She’s not a threat. Just another adventurer that made a p
HazelThe guard walked me through the hallways, his hand firm on my arm, though his grip lacked the earlier hate of the wolves who had dragged me here. It was almost soft now, loosened. My heart still raced as I looked at the passing torches and stone walls, their dim light painting shadows that seemed to whisper secrets of the past.I wasn’t sure what awaited me. Would Orion change his mind? Was this some kind of elaborate game he played to test my purpose? The truth was, I didn’t trust him or anyone in this place. But as we turned a corner and approached a large, polished door, I felt the air change.The guard pushed the door open, revealing a room that left me stunned.It was probably the biggest I’d ever been in. The walls were a pale, mild cream, with decorative, crossed wooden beams on the ceiling. A big chandelier with those crystal teardrop things hung from above in the middle, giving off soft warmth all around.The whole place was beautiful: a bed with canary yellow sheets
OrionThe night had been a sleepless one for me, my mind filled with plans uncompleted, and questions concerning the woman–Hazel. Do whatever I can to clear her from my thoughts, her face remained, and the secrecy of her weighed continually upon me. It was only as I was dropping off to sleep that the moon climbed high enough to flood the forest with its light.Morning came too early in the form of a loud, incessant pounding on my bedroom door. “Enter,” I grumbled, voice ridden with grogginess.The door creaked open and my guard stepped in, his back straight and face stoic. “Alpha,” he greeted, bowing his head slightly. “The elders are congregated in the war room. They want to see you.”I groaned and sat up. “This early? Tell them to go away!” I grumbled like a petulant child pulling the covers over my head.“They are very determined to meet you now,” he answered. “They claim it is an emergency.”I sighed and waved my hand dismissing his interruption, “Alright! Alright! Let them kno
Hazel’s povI awoke that morning feeling the chill of the new pack’s land flowing through the tall windows of my room. The bed was luxurious, if nothing else, I thought as I stared up at the ceiling and let it all wash over me. Everything was new. The tension in my gut, the burden of not knowing what would come next, and most notable one—the isolation that swam around me—as I tossed back the silk sheets and stood.Today was the day. I mean, what would I do, stay in this room? There’s a big world out there. I had to go out there and know what kind of pack I had entered.I wouldn’t be able to do that in my room.Maybe I’d learn a little about the people around here, see where I was. The moon goddess knew everyone didn’t need to be treating me like a stranger. So maybe I would not look like one if I joined them and mingled with them.I quickly changed into something more comfortable, feeling the silky material of a black dress against my body as I exited the room.The halls were so m
Orion’s POVI soon found her outside the palace by the hall as she was on her own.I had gone around looking for her and after finding her, I was a bit mad at her for disappearing like that.“You,” I called to her as she turned to see me barreling towards her which somehow scared her but I didn’t care.“Alpha…” she was about to talk as I raised my hand to stop her from talking.“You’ve made this morning a bit difficult for me, haven’t you?” I asked in anger as she held back her breath while I closed the gap between us. “I went to your room and you were missing. What are you doing here? You think you’re a guest to leave and go wherever you want?”“Alph…” but I held my hand up to halt her from saying anything else.“Don’t even say anything,” I snapped. “Next time, I won’t be so nice. Get back to your room before the hospitality I have extended towards you changes toward hostility and stay there until I know what to do with you.”Because of her I had been in trouble with the elders. Di
Orion’s POVTheir movements were slow and predictable, their strikes landing with the force of a feather. It was pathetic.I could feel my insides crawling with what I was seeing.Were these the idiots who would defend my pack?I was shocked.“Excuse me,” I muttered, stepping away from the generals.Kael raised an eyebrow as I walked toward the training grounds, but he didn’t stop me. He knew better than to interfere when I was in this mood.I walked onto the field, my presence drawing the attention of the trainees. They froze mid-strike, their eyes wide as they realized who had joined them.“What..,” I said, my voice low and sharp, “do you think you’re doing?”The two men I had been watching exchanged nervous glances. One of them, a young warrior with messy blond hair, stammered, “W-We’re training, Alpha.”“Training?” I repeated, my voice rising slightly. “You call this training? You think swinging your swords around like that will prepare you to defend this pack?”The trainees shi
Orion’s POVThe man looked around nervously as he held up his drink.“I’ll be a bit sloppy because I've been drinking…”Before he could finish, I smacked the drink out of his hands and stepped up to him with a growl which had him shaking away from me.“I’m not here for games,” I said in anger. “You’re teaching my warriors how to be soft. That would not happen again. Now let me tell you what you are going to do next.”“You will walk away from here and head back into the pack. If I see you close to any one of my warriors teaching whatever fake nonsense this is, I’ll make sure you hang for this.”“ I’m only being merciful today because I’m not in the mood for drying anyone's blood, but make no mistake of repeating this stupidity.”I turned back to talk to the generals as the trainee started to laugh.This had everyone shocked as they stared at me with gasps.I turned back to the man who had made a stance in a bid to fight with me.“What are you doing?” I asked as he smiled.“I’m challen
Orion’s POVI watched the door open with the timid woman getting into the room.Hazel, my guest, showed up with a smile as she stood by the door.“Alpha,” she said as I waved for her to sit down.“Hazel,” I noted, watching her sit. “How is your stay at the palace going?”“It’s going well. I came to thank you for accepting me and tell you it’s been great staying here at the pack. The people here aren’t really… accepting but it’s been okay.”I smiled and leaned back in my seat. “Not everyone will welcome you to the pack but that’s where you make yourself at home and relax. How’s the umm…”I pointed to her belly as she held her belly with a laugh.“You mean, how am I doing with my pregnancy?” She noted as I nodded. “You can say the word.”I nodded. It wasn’t everyday that I saw a pregnant woman being jovial around me.“If you want to go back to your pack I can escort you personally to the place.”She looked scared for a second before getting back her bearings as she looked around the off
Author’s povThe throne room of the Red moon pack was a buzz with thick tension as Hazel who had returned, stood proud and tall. She called for a meeting with both the elders of the red moon pack and the shadowclaw pack. It had taken Orion a leap of faith to extend an invitation to every important dignitary as he knew that Hazel who looked looked different this time after her travels had something important to say.She looked different from how she had been before traveling.With everyone seated in the court while she stood in the middle, she started the meeting. Hazel’s voice didn’t waver. “I’ve had no reason to doubt you before, Ryder,” she said, her eyes still locked on his. “But I wouldn’t have called this meeting if I wasn’t one hundred percent sure. You owe me justice―and you’re going to give it to me today.”Ryder laughed in disbelief and leaned back even farther in his chair. “Justice?” he asked disdainfully. “What kind of justice do you think you’re entitled to? Seriously?
Evelyn’s POVThe cell was damp, and cold, the hard stone felt as if it would close in on me. I didn’t know how long I had been down here since Kael had tossed me in this hole but it didn’t matter the time right now because if anything my anger had just intensified. My hands were shackled before me but that didn’t bother me. What bothered me was why I was here.I had done nothing wrong in my book.The heavy boots pounded down the hallway. I straightened, lifting my chin as the door creaked open.Kael stepped in, towering over me as much as he filled the small space. His expression was a mask, but I saw the tightness in his jaw, the anger in his sharp eyes. He folded his arms over his chest and studied me.“Where did you take Hazel?” The question was soft, and controlled, but I could hear the blame lacing it.I scoffed, rolling my eyes. “You’re delusional, Kael. I didn’t take Hazel anywhere.”His expression darkened. “Don’t lie to me, Evelyn. I know you were involved in her disappearanc
Hazel’s povI journeyed for a long time before I arrived at the spot Ryder had directed. There, tucked in between those boulders, was a large dark cave. Everything became dead silent all around me and for a moment, I stood still and doubted myself. But it quickly ended when my eyes landed on her.Alongside the entrance to the abyss, a figure sat there and it was an elderly woman, with long silver hair sliding down her back. She looked as if she would crumble right under herself yet something about her seemed so powerful.I took a step forward, opening my mouth to speak but before I could get a word out she lifted her head and looked straight at me."Hazel." She said softly.I froze.How does she know my name?Before I could ask, movement flickered in my periphery. More people were stepping out from the shadows of the mountains. Men and women in dark cloaks. Their gazes held something I couldn’t quite grasp. Recognition. And... happiness when they saw me.“She’s come back,” someone bre
Hazel’s povRyder shook his head, desperation pouring from his eyes. “No, Hazel. That’s not all. I…” His voice cracked. “I didn’t know.”She sliced her hand through the air, severing his words. “But you did,” she said with sharp, brutal conviction. “You really knew.”Ryder sucked in a deep breath and desperation filled his eyes. “I know I fucked up, Hazel. I know I hurt you but I didn’t know you were pregnant, or that the baby was Orion’s. If I had known—”I cut him off, my voice sharp. “Stop acting like you didn’t know. But you did know I was pregnant, Ryder. You knew, and you still banished me. In front of my parents. Do you have any idea how much that hurt? Do you have any idea how much you humiliated me?”Ryder’s shoulders slumped, and he nodded, his voice barely above a whisper. “I know, Hazel. I know I hurt you. And I’ll never forgive myself for that. But I’m here now. I’m trying to make things right.”I sighed, my face softening slightly. “I already said I’d help your mother, R
Hazel’s povI woke up the next morning and an ungodly heaviness sat on my chest. The argument from yesterday was the first thing I thought of—Evelyn’s betrayal, my escape, Kael stopping me. It left me angry and feeling restless and I couldn’t lock myself in this room all day to lick my wounds. I needed some air—to breathe, to think.With that said, I got out of bed and dressed quickly while making a path for the door. There wasn’t much noise in the rooms as made it way down the hallway, except for a faint hum of footsteps… the maids were working no doubt. No one was in the garden when I arrived so early this morning.But as I stepped foot into the garden, my feet froze. There, with his back to me, stood someone I never expected to see again—Alpha Ryder of my old pack. My heart skipped a beat and I was hit with a wave of emotions—anger, terror, confusion. What in the world is he doing here? After everything he had done to me—after banishing me from my own pack when he found out about m
Hazel’s POV He untied my hands, rough but not sloppy. I don’t think he wanted to hurt me. Not yet. I worked my wrists when he was done, enjoying the tingle as circulation returned.Mark yanked me upright by one arm, easy enough that it wasn't painful. He marched and dragged me towards the only partially closed door at the far end of the room, his eyes flicking around, wary.But so was I.I stepped into the bathroom, closing the door behind me and my heart pounding. This was it. My only chance. I took a deep breath, trying to calm myself, and then I waited for a while before I exited the door into the room.Mark was standing a few feet away from me, his back turned as he used his lighter to light a cigarette. He didn’t turn his head when he heard my footsteps coming toward him. He had no fear in that moment. And that’s when I got him.With every ounce of strength I had, I kicked him. Hard. Behind the back of his leg, at his knee. He let out a grunt of pain as he stumbled forward and d
Author’s povRyder wrinkled his nose, his annoyance heightening. “Why?”“Because she’s busy,” Kael said in anger.“Busy doing what? I told you it was important. My mother is dying.”Kael’s mouth flattened and he closed the distance between him and Ryder, speaking in a low, rigid voice. “I said she’s busy, Ryder. That’s all you need to know. And if you’re hurt and in need of healing’, our pack has plenty who are more than qualified for the job.”Ryder narrowed his eyes and crossed his arms over his chest. “With all due respect, Kael, I didn’t come here for your healers. I came here for Hazel. She’s the only one who can help my mother. So, if you know where she is, tell me.”Kael’s gaze hardened as he took another step closer. His voice was sharp when he spoke again. “I don’t owe you anything Ryder. You’re a guest here and you will respect our rules.Hazel is not available to you. End of discussion.”Ryder clenched his fists at his sides, feeling his patience—what little he had left of
Orion’s povThe following morning, I awoke early, my mind full of the day’s agenda. One of the first things I had to do was let Hazel know that her old alpha, Ryder, would be coming to the packhouse. She and he had a… difficult history, and I wanted to warn her in advance. I dressed quickly then headed down the hall to her room.I rapped on her closed door and called out, “Hazel? It’s Orion; we need to talk.”There was no answer. I knocked again, harder. “Hazel? Are you home?”Silence. I squinted my eyes and reached for the doorknob. Something was not right. The door swung open and creaked under my weight.No one was there. The bed was made perfectly and looked exactly as it did before she left this morning—empty.“Hazel?” I called out again, my voice bouncing back in the empty room.Silence. I took a few steps toward the dresser and pulled on the handle. It opened easily, revealing Hazel’s neatly folded clothes. All of her personal items were still there, exactly as she’d left them w
Orion’s povKael stared at me for a long moment before he finally nodded his head, his voice quiet. “Alright, Orion. I’ll trust you on this but if things go wrong it’s your head.”I smiled in reassurance and relief. “I know. And I’m ready to take that responsibility.”Kael dropped back down into the chair again, his voice still so serious for one so young. “So what’s the plan then? How do we help Ryder’s mother without putting the pack in danger?” I stood up straighter, my mind spinning with ideas. “We’ll start by sending some healers to Ryder’s pack. They can check on his mother and try to heal her if they’re able. But they’ll also be guarded in case Ryder tries anything.”Kael agreed with a slow nod, his gaze distant. “Okay. That’s a good precaution to take, but we can’t afford not to plan for the worst case either. How about bringing him into our own pack.”“I don’t like the idea, Kael. Bringing Ryder into our pack? After everything he’s done? It feels like we’re inviting trouble.