I made my way to the shower.The warm water cascading down my numb body was a welcome relief.I always thought love comes with pain.But love is also all consuming and indestructible.After Alex I never wanted to go down that path again and yet here I am going through the worst of pain inflicted to humans.I just don't know how would I ever cope up with this feeling?The image of Etienne draped around the naked girl haunted me like a frightful dream.But my dreams are more in the line of reality.I wish someone would take away my memory or worst I should be dead.I don't want to live under this cursed life.I saw my razor kept on the bathroom rack.With my trembling hands I reached for it.I closed my eyes and let the tears fall freely.I saw a vision of a beautiful young girl playing on a park.She suddenly fell and started crying.A woman hurriedly came towards her and said 'Don't cry precious.If you don't fall how will you get up?Its okay to be hurt.It makes you more strong.'Wow where did t
"What drives the demon to do sin?His undying hunger for power." -BlayzeOuff..My head hurts so badly.Ugh..What is that God-awful stench?I slowly opened my eyes and the sight infront of me made my skin crawl.The place was a dungeon with red paint all over the floor and wall.Weird.Wait! Is that dried blood?Oh my gosh!Where am I?Last I remember I was with Zita and Drake.Oh shit!I closed my eyes and the memories came flooding back to me.Drake's revelation and me needing space from everything and eventually running out of the club.After that I don't remember a thing.I tried to move but my hands and legs were tied to a chair.Am I being abducted?Yay!you realise it so soon Nat.I mentally roll my eyes at my stupidity.My head injury is making me paranoid clearly.But this place.....is freaking creepy.Who has kidnapped me?"Look who decided to wake up?"A tall man with rugged features entered the room."Who are you?"I asked,my voice sq
WARNING:Brutal scenes,swearing and abusive language ahead.Read at your own risk."YOU"I shouted.I was stunned to see the person standing in front of me.(Ladies and gentleman the person infront of me is none other than Etienne so called ex girlfriend Katherine aka Kathy the bitch.)"Why are you doing this to me?I never bothered you.Why?"I was bewildered."Why am I doing this?"She started laughing sarcastically."You see Etienne was mine before you were even in the picture.I would have got married to him.But no,you?A Fucking nobody just came out of a rat hole and claimed my Tien.You see now he'll just have me and you will die."She said feeling very proud of herself."You can't force love Kathy.Etienne will never choose you over me."I retorted."I'M NOT FORCING HIM YOU SLUT!HE'S MINE.ETIENNE WAS MINE SINCE THE DAY I SET MY EYES ON HIM!YOU'RE THE ONE WHO STOLE HIM FROM ME!YOU STUPID BITCH,WHORE,SLUT.I FUCKING HATE YOU."She started to loose her temper so she slaps and punches me.When sh
ETIENNE' POVHave you ever put a fish out of an aquarium?What do you see?Its eagerness to be in water?To survive?But have you ever thought even they are subjected to separation.Separation from their loved ones,separation from its family.Yeah you must be thinking I have lost it.And maybe I have but my paranoia is more in the lines of desperation.Desperate to see Nat.Desperate to hold her.Desperate to be on her side of affection.These past weeks was literally hell and back to me.When I was young my mother use to say 'what goes around comes around'.I have experienced it first-hand during this period.Besides continously calling and texting Nat.I have gone to each and every fling of mine and apologized to them.I know I'm no saint.But now I can feel for those women who claimed to love me.I don't know whether they loved me or my money.But I want everything to be right.I even crashed Nat's place to explain her my innocence but no one listened to my plea.I know Natalia was at home and he
A/N: This chapter has multiple POV to help you understand other characters.Enjoy😜 MARCO'S POV She is so beautiful.When the first time I saw her picture she reminded me of my bereaved wife.Yes,I was married to a beautiful and kind women.I was a mafia gang leader and I failed to protect the women I loved.And watching Natalia is surely God's gift. I'm a bastard and I slapped her for keeping up the pretence.But I won't allow anyone to mistreat her anymore.She is mine...And I'm not going to lose her this time.That is why when Ivan and that whore Katherine hurt her,I couldn't resist treating her wounds. Natalia looked so helpless yet beautiful if you ask me.Her gorgeous eyes,plumpy lips,delectable body is going to be the death of me. I have instructed all my guards not to disturb her.They seem shocked by my request but no one dared voice their opinion.Afterall I'm the boss.As soon as Katherine marries that billionaire.I'll take my women to Italy.I'll enjoy her every day and night.. N
ETIENNE'S POVPeople say 'patience is a virtue' and patience is the only thing I'm lacking right now.Sherlock has instructed us to attack Marco's mansion after his so called 'slaying the men while they are sleeping'.His words not mine.So here I'm waiting with Mark and Drake along with Sherlock's trusted men.The plan is to surround the place as soon as the cops get here."I think you need to chill right now mate."Drake said jokingly. "Yeah say that when we would be saving someone equally dear to you.""That's a low blow Etienne.""Shut the fuck up Drake.I'm worried here for my girl.""I would love to hear your never ending bantering but you people need a reminder.We are here to save my sister.So focus please."Mark snapped at us.I glared at Drake.He only shrugged.Sherlock had his own team of men.I was glad we were going all prepared.And I refuse to believe anything happening to my Nat.I don't know how but I could hear her heartbeat.Or maybe I have gone insane.Yeah go figure that.It
Love is hopeless,love is helpless,love is depressing then why do we fall in love?Why? -Blayze NATALIA'S POV I reached the hospital with Mark.Though the ride was silent my thoughts kept flowing towards Etienne.He seemed depressed when I didn't talk to him.But honestly I was scared.What if he doesn't forgive me?What if he find someone else?What if he has already moved on?The thought of Etienne with any other women was revolting.Will I survive this? Why didn't I listen to my heart?Deep down wasn't I fighting with myself hoping his innocence?If only I would have given him a chance then.... "Earth to Talia." I look at my brother.I was glad that he is beside me.I clung to him.He hugged me and kissed my forehead. "I'm a bad brother Talia.If only I would have been there then all this.." "No,please don't blame yourself Mark." "No,don't you dare cut me any slack.Dad was right.I am irresponsible.I spoke to mom she told me how you all have to go through so many hardships.I am really a bad
I was free when I was bound to him. -BlayzeI had a few stiches on my arms and palm,and since I lost a lot of blood doctors were not releasing me.Etienne insisted I move in with him.Well insistence is a wrong word,actually he demanded me to move in with him.Stubborn man.Currently I'm living with my doting fiance who has chained me to his golden cage.Well if you call 24/7 cctv camera being installed in every room for my security.Inspite of all the antagonist of my life behind prison Etienne didn't want to take any risk.A few days before Etienne informed me that Katherine is under treatment.Her parents reported Katherine acting crazy past few months hence she is being sent to mental hospital under police supervision.Etienne has charged her with so many crimes,I doubt whether she'll be able to prove herself innocent.But finally I can lead my life without dangerous lurking on any corner.I'm resuming my work from tomorrow.Since Etienne is the s
So many people helped with the making of this book;in more than one way.I would like to start off by giving a massive thank you to the Almighty.Yes I am a firm believer in God.I would like to thank my family and especially my brother and Rubaiya whose constant encouragement helped me write in the first place.I would like to thank my friends Zeba,Zoya,Zaira,Neha,Afreen,Aqsa,Sakshi,Atika and Sania for their persistent requests to get me to complete chapter after chapter.Lastly I would like to acknowledge and thank all my readers.You helped me raise my self esteem about my work.Thank you to all..-Love Blayze
4 years later...."Honey we're going to be late...""Coming babe.""You see baby now mamma is again going to look hot and I'll have a hard time keeping my hands off her."My little boy grinned at me.He is definitely going to be a heartbreaker.But I hope he never turns up like me."Maamaa...""Yes now say Da da..""Maamaa.."He is truly a mama's boy.Though he looks exactly like me,he has that angelic appeal of his mother."Are you done talking to our beautiful son?"I look up to my beautiful wife and drew in my breath.Even after four years of our marriage she never fails to amaze me.She is a sight to behold in that golden dress and slight baby bump completing her look.Yes we're expecting another baby.Have I told you I'm the luckiest guy alive?A doting wife,a beautiful son,a wonderful family.Yes this is what it means to be married.Life feels so complete.I never thought what am I missing before meeting Natalia.I still remember the day I held my son for the first time.The feeling was in
ETIENNE'S POVThey say that girls wreak havoc before their wedding but trust me I'm a guy and I'm equally nervous.No I'm not having second thoughts,I want everything to be perfect for my beloved wife.I bought this yacht solely for her and renamed it Francesca.This is one of my wedding gifts to her amongst other thing.I waited patiently for my angel.She took my breath away in her wedding dress walking gracefully with David.She had a small smile on her lips.She looked so beautiful.I felt all my breath out of my lungs.Is she really going to be mine today?Do I deserver her?Well I'm certainly not going to think about that.I'll make myself deserving for her.I'll always keep her happiness above me.I was so wrapped in emotion I didn't realise a lone tear escaped my eyes.I feel like the luckiest man alive.She smiled at me shyly."Hey.""Hi."My emotions were all clogged up on my throat.I couldn't form a single word.I held her trembling hands and cleared my throat.After the priest started wit
Marriage is a bond sealed by love. -BlayzeMy hands were clammy and my heartbeat was erratic.I was a perfect example of nervousness and excitement.Zita remarked it was a perfect trait of the blushing bride.I couldn't sleep the whole night tossing and turning.Mom insisted on a traditional marriage so Etienne and me are separated.We'll see each other at the altar now.Maybe that is also the reason for my sleeplessness.Usually Tien drapes his arm around my waist pulling me close to his warm body.I feel protected.I feel safe.But more so I feel cherished.And now here I'm standing in front of my mirror where I've been subjected to all makeover torture past four hours.But I'm glad the end result is fantastic.I'm actually looking good.The way my wedding dress is hung on my body.The way the skirt is flowing easily.I look like a princess.My makeup is a mixture of natural to minimum giving me the authentic look."Oh my god my baby is looking so beau
Chaos is the another name for Natalia Taylor.Seriously,I mean can this day be bad anymore?Firstly the cake tasting schedule went all wrong.I still have cream on my ear folds.Gross!Antonio wanted pineapple icing while Mark pleaded chocolate.To top it Zita demanded 3 tier cake.I mean whose wedding it is?They soon started throwing cake at each other making a huge mess.Mortification wasn't a word to define my condition.I was closed off pissed.Thankfully Etienne was not subjected to my crazy family fiasco.He was out of town for God knows what surprise he is planning on the wedding day.Right now I was discussing the final list with Zita."Cake tasting.""Disaster.""Dress fitting.""Barely manageable.""Venue.""Thankfully Etienne's department.""Your makeover for wedding?""You are not invited."She pouted..."Honeymoon?""Ugh..Surprise.""Flavoured body lotions?""Why would I need flavoured body lotion?""You know you have to do the deed,so you should smell good and stuff."She said wigg
I was free when I was bound to him. -BlayzeI had a few stiches on my arms and palm,and since I lost a lot of blood doctors were not releasing me.Etienne insisted I move in with him.Well insistence is a wrong word,actually he demanded me to move in with him.Stubborn man.Currently I'm living with my doting fiance who has chained me to his golden cage.Well if you call 24/7 cctv camera being installed in every room for my security.Inspite of all the antagonist of my life behind prison Etienne didn't want to take any risk.A few days before Etienne informed me that Katherine is under treatment.Her parents reported Katherine acting crazy past few months hence she is being sent to mental hospital under police supervision.Etienne has charged her with so many crimes,I doubt whether she'll be able to prove herself innocent.But finally I can lead my life without dangerous lurking on any corner.I'm resuming my work from tomorrow.Since Etienne is the s
Love is hopeless,love is helpless,love is depressing then why do we fall in love?Why? -Blayze NATALIA'S POV I reached the hospital with Mark.Though the ride was silent my thoughts kept flowing towards Etienne.He seemed depressed when I didn't talk to him.But honestly I was scared.What if he doesn't forgive me?What if he find someone else?What if he has already moved on?The thought of Etienne with any other women was revolting.Will I survive this? Why didn't I listen to my heart?Deep down wasn't I fighting with myself hoping his innocence?If only I would have given him a chance then.... "Earth to Talia." I look at my brother.I was glad that he is beside me.I clung to him.He hugged me and kissed my forehead. "I'm a bad brother Talia.If only I would have been there then all this.." "No,please don't blame yourself Mark." "No,don't you dare cut me any slack.Dad was right.I am irresponsible.I spoke to mom she told me how you all have to go through so many hardships.I am really a bad
ETIENNE'S POVPeople say 'patience is a virtue' and patience is the only thing I'm lacking right now.Sherlock has instructed us to attack Marco's mansion after his so called 'slaying the men while they are sleeping'.His words not mine.So here I'm waiting with Mark and Drake along with Sherlock's trusted men.The plan is to surround the place as soon as the cops get here."I think you need to chill right now mate."Drake said jokingly. "Yeah say that when we would be saving someone equally dear to you.""That's a low blow Etienne.""Shut the fuck up Drake.I'm worried here for my girl.""I would love to hear your never ending bantering but you people need a reminder.We are here to save my sister.So focus please."Mark snapped at us.I glared at Drake.He only shrugged.Sherlock had his own team of men.I was glad we were going all prepared.And I refuse to believe anything happening to my Nat.I don't know how but I could hear her heartbeat.Or maybe I have gone insane.Yeah go figure that.It
A/N: This chapter has multiple POV to help you understand other characters.Enjoy😜 MARCO'S POV She is so beautiful.When the first time I saw her picture she reminded me of my bereaved wife.Yes,I was married to a beautiful and kind women.I was a mafia gang leader and I failed to protect the women I loved.And watching Natalia is surely God's gift. I'm a bastard and I slapped her for keeping up the pretence.But I won't allow anyone to mistreat her anymore.She is mine...And I'm not going to lose her this time.That is why when Ivan and that whore Katherine hurt her,I couldn't resist treating her wounds. Natalia looked so helpless yet beautiful if you ask me.Her gorgeous eyes,plumpy lips,delectable body is going to be the death of me. I have instructed all my guards not to disturb her.They seem shocked by my request but no one dared voice their opinion.Afterall I'm the boss.As soon as Katherine marries that billionaire.I'll take my women to Italy.I'll enjoy her every day and night.. N