Damnit! Aurora is gone again. I hate how she comes and goes as she pleases. And how does she do that anyway, it's my body, shouldn't I be in charge of her comings and goings?
And again she has left me with a ton of questions, as usual. I'm very confused but I have to admit this is the new normal for me. I think I'm getting used to it.
What I'm not getting used to, however, is how Aurora speaks of the so called Mistress Rosemont. She makes me doubt everything that the Rosemont sisters told me. For instance the fact that she called the woman who raised her evil is something I can't get out of my mind.
I don't want to doubt the Rosemont sisters because that further complicate my life and it would mean that they lied to me about everything, including the true nature of what I truly am.
But I can't help but think that there's some truth in what Aurora says. If all she did was choose James th
Dinner surprisingly goes smoothly. Cassandra is back to her usual herself. Watching her now carefree and chatting endlessly with Ronnie, you would never think that she was just crying in my arms just minutes earlier. My whole family is quite taken by the Rosemont sisters even my dad. I don't blame them because the three sisters look so normal that I briefly wonder if it's from all these years of practice or if they were always good at concealing the nature of their true identity. It then hits me that it's no longer accurate to refer to the Rosemont sisters as 'them' cause like it or not I'm a part of whatever twisted nature they are as well. Maybe I should take lessons on how to act 'normal' from them. They did help me with the whole hearing people's loud thoughts thing. And considering the fact that the nonhuman with a demon inside of me, I could learn a lot from them. When Am
I giggle as he chases after me in the field of lilies. I continue to laugh when he tackles me onto the soft ground. He lies on top of me and I lift my hand to push his blond curls away his face. Sky'shair is awfully long and even though I like it, sometimesit almost covers his piercing blue eyes. "I love your eyes." I tell him. "I love you." He says before leaning in to kiss me. I hook my hands around his neck andkiss him back with the same need and passion. Suddenly the atmosphere around us has completely changed. It's no longer sunny and calm but now it's windy and the sun has completely disappeared. Sky starts to help me to my feet as I wrap my arms around myself because of the now cold weather. "Let's get inside." Sky says but before he can grab my hand, the wind gets stronger and it separates us before we can actually hold each other. &nbs
It doesn't take me long to get to the Gomez residence. It should concern me that anyone can get into their house with so much ease but I'm too concerned about Sky to worry about that at the moment. I rush up to his room, anxious to see how he's doing. My heart drops when I find his bed empty. The sheets are all rumbled, indicating that someone was recently sleeping on the bed. And knowing Sky as I do I know he would never leave his bed this untidy. Before my mind has the chance to run around with crazy thoughts about how someone might have taken him, I hear sounds coming from his bathroom. A second later he comes out looking pale and exhausted. His eyes are baggy, like he hasn't been sleeping, and his nose is all puffy and red. He really is sick. He frowns as soon as he notices me. "What...." He starts coughing before he can finish his question.
I have always thought that my death would be something I inflicted on myself. In my mind I have always been the one to send myself to the afterlife, not some demon on a mission to please his master. But that was before, before I knew I was a nonhuman, before I had no knowledge of Aurora and before I had a target on my back. I try to get into the demon's mind, to try and find some humanity in him but it's no use. All I see is darkness. He wants to get his claws on me and watch as he sucks the life out me. He wants me to beg for my life because it will excite him to see me powerless. I'm starting to wish I had mastered using my powers because then I would stand a fighting chance against this thirsty demon. But it's too late for that now, I'm too paralyzed with shock to even read his thoughts cleared, much less fight him. I hate that I'm going to succumb to whatever pain he's goin
After the Rosemont sisters leave I stay by Ronnie's side. Cassandra had to reverse her memories for the second time and apparently she had to put to her to sleep as well. As I watch her sleep I realize that Cassandra was right, Ronnie does look beautiful when she's asleep. Not that she's ugly but she just looks so pretty and serene when she's unconscious. Even when she's asleep I can hear her thoughts or are they her dreams, I'm not entirely sure. But I'm sure of one thing, she's thinking about Cassandra. It might be a little difficult to read or understand other nonhuman's thoughts but normal humans I can read just fine. Especially if they are as transparent as my dear stepsister. She likes her, she likes her a lot. Just like Cassandra, Ronnie believes Cassandra is perfect. She also struggles to understand what's so appealing about Cassandra for she has never felt like this before. I have to force myself out of her head because
I never realized how peaceful humans look when they are in the depths of deep slumber. Just by looking at one you would think all well within the world, and maybe it is but not in my world. As I watch Sky sleep I realize two things, one being that I have finally embraced the fact that I'm a nonhuman and the other is that for the first time in my life I am truly scared. For the last few days all I have been feeling this intense fear, gut wrenching fear that at any moment one of the demons after me would come and kill the love of my life. Hence why I have been watching him sleep and basically following him around for days now. Of course Sky has no idea that his girlfriend is a part-time peeping tom. I figured nothing good would come out of him knowing that I watch over him while he sleeps. Our relationship is already unconventional, I don't want to put more strain on it. Besides it's probably best he doesn't know. Ho
She steps into the church, the last place someone like her belongs which is quite ironic because she was raised in a place of worship. But then again that was before she was born again, before she discovered her true self. She doesn't hesitate to go further into the church because despite her beliefs, she knows this is the one place humans are not allowed to judge. Their respect and fear of their Master forbids them from commiting any form of sins in this place. But the same can't be said for her, she can sin at any place she wishes. After all, she isn't human and she quite certainly does not serve their Master. She approaches her sister who is kneeling by the chapel and kneels with her. "Praying sister?" She asks, as she presses her palms together as if praying as well. Her sister doesn't bother with looking at her. "I t
I'm standingon the roof of the school building oblivious to the sudden rainfall. I feel numb and paralyzed from everything. I move closer to the edge, my heart not pounding from any sort of fear. How could I be afraid, I have just experienced my worst fear so now I'm no longer afraid. I don't fear anything anymore, not even death. I have never tried to jump off a building before or rather Aurora never tried that when she attempted to kill me all those times. I think it's the most effective way to kill yourself, nothing can go wrong. His face is the only thing in my mind as I prepare to jump. I keep seeing the hurt, the disappointment and fear on his face. I think his fear of who I really am is what me the most. If he can't accept me I don't see the point of going on living as what I am. "Heaven what are you doing?" And she's back. The voice in my head, except she'