I eye the phone for about twenty minutes, debating whether or not I should call Sky once again. I had initially called him with the intention of inviting him to dinner but I also wanted to vent to my boyfriend about what went down between my father and I. The fact that he brushed me off so easily left me with no choice but to talk about one of those things.
To make things worse, our conversation didn't do anything to improve my mood. Infact I feel like he's pulling away from me. I don't know if it's paranoia or not but something felt off about our conversation.
Sky sounded distracted on the phone and I have watched enough romcoms to know that it's never a good sign when the guy is distracted. I don't want to think the worst but my mind won't stop thinking that something is very wrong.
I want to call him, to ask if he's really at home and not with someone else but I decide against it. It's probably best not to smoth
Im in a very dark place and I don't like it at all. It's quiet, too quiet. Am I finally dead or is this one of those horrible dreams? "You couldn't handle the noise." Her voice is the only sound I can hear in this dark moment. "Humans, they are such a nuisance." "It didn't bother you?" I ask, as far as I know what happens to me happens to her but she seems fine. "I have bigger problems." "And what's that?" "I need to feed." She tells me. "Apparently having a body comes with a appetite." "But you don't have a body." I remind her sternly, "This is my body." I'm trying my best not to be horrified because I know exactly what demons feed on. "Then I guess we both need to feed." She shrugs it off like it's not a big deal but I'm freaking out. Me? Feed on another hu
I don't know what it is I'm smelling but it's an addictive scent. The kind like dirt right after a rainy day, and you just want to go outside and eat the dirt. Except it isn't raining and I definitely don't have the urge to eat dirt. One of Kevin's acquaintances must have been recently involved in a fight because his lip is cut. It isn't entirely noticeable but I can see tiny specs of blood on his lip. I watch the movement of his lips as he talks and I can think about is how much I want to bite that lip. My thoughts scare me. I have never been a violent person, except of course when I'm defending Sky. But right now it has nothing to do with Sky, it's Aurora, she's hungry and she's using me to get to her prey. I wish I can say that I want to fight the urge to pounce on Daniel, well I'm guessing that's his name. But I want him beneath me, helpless and desperate as I feed on him. I can already picture it happening in
As Cassandra unbuttons the last of her shirt buttons, my heart is beating so fast that I'm sure Cassandra and her sisters can hear it. Aurora's need and excitement is radiating throughout my whole body. I'm trembling with a feeling that resembles desire. Watching Cassandra remove half her clothing in preparation to satisfy Aurora's hunger has me shivering and breathing hard. "We only have a few minutes." Nikolina says. "Let her out." She orders softly, clearly referring to Aurora. I don't wait for her to say it twice or rather Aurora doesn't. Before I can get my hands on her, our eyes meet and I'm briefly Heaven again. For a few seconds I contemplate fighting Aurora instead of giving into her dark desires. But I know going against her will not be easy and since she's inside of me, there's no ignoring any of her needs. _Its okay. You can do this_ &n
He's in my arms, his head buried in my neck and my lips pressed against his hot skin. We have been in the lab for over twenty minutes now our make up make out session is partly over, mostly due to Sky's reluctance to have sex on school premises. But we have yet to let go of each other. Personally I'm still reeling from everything that just happened and only in his arms do I find the solace that I'm desperately craving. We are both silent, both of us still too caught up in our intimate moment to think about anything else. Today, like most days in my life, has been eventful and tiring. Just thinking about it makes my head spin. Being with Sky helps put my mind at ease but sometimes not even the presence of the love of my life helps with the chaos that seems to be my life. Like when Aurora is in control. Lately Aurora has been making it impossible for me to ignore her presence inside of me and everytime the demon takes over my body it's jus
Damnit! Aurora is gone again. I hate how she comes and goes as she pleases. And how does she do that anyway, it's my body, shouldn't I be in charge of her comings and goings? And again she has left me with a ton of questions, as usual. I'm very confused but I have to admit this is the new normal for me. I think I'm getting used to it. What I'm not getting used to, however, is how Aurora speaks of the so called Mistress Rosemont. She makes me doubt everything that the Rosemont sisters told me. For instance the fact that she called the woman who raised her evil is something I can't get out of my mind. I don't want to doubt the Rosemont sisters because that further complicate my life and it would mean that they lied to me about everything, including the true nature of what I truly am. But I can't help but think that there's some truth in what Aurora says. If all she did was choose James th
Dinner surprisingly goes smoothly. Cassandra is back to her usual herself. Watching her now carefree and chatting endlessly with Ronnie, you would never think that she was just crying in my arms just minutes earlier. My whole family is quite taken by the Rosemont sisters even my dad. I don't blame them because the three sisters look so normal that I briefly wonder if it's from all these years of practice or if they were always good at concealing the nature of their true identity. It then hits me that it's no longer accurate to refer to the Rosemont sisters as 'them' cause like it or not I'm a part of whatever twisted nature they are as well. Maybe I should take lessons on how to act 'normal' from them. They did help me with the whole hearing people's loud thoughts thing. And considering the fact that the nonhuman with a demon inside of me, I could learn a lot from them. When Am
I giggle as he chases after me in the field of lilies. I continue to laugh when he tackles me onto the soft ground. He lies on top of me and I lift my hand to push his blond curls away his face. Sky'shair is awfully long and even though I like it, sometimesit almost covers his piercing blue eyes. "I love your eyes." I tell him. "I love you." He says before leaning in to kiss me. I hook my hands around his neck andkiss him back with the same need and passion. Suddenly the atmosphere around us has completely changed. It's no longer sunny and calm but now it's windy and the sun has completely disappeared. Sky starts to help me to my feet as I wrap my arms around myself because of the now cold weather. "Let's get inside." Sky says but before he can grab my hand, the wind gets stronger and it separates us before we can actually hold each other. &nbs
It doesn't take me long to get to the Gomez residence. It should concern me that anyone can get into their house with so much ease but I'm too concerned about Sky to worry about that at the moment. I rush up to his room, anxious to see how he's doing. My heart drops when I find his bed empty. The sheets are all rumbled, indicating that someone was recently sleeping on the bed. And knowing Sky as I do I know he would never leave his bed this untidy. Before my mind has the chance to run around with crazy thoughts about how someone might have taken him, I hear sounds coming from his bathroom. A second later he comes out looking pale and exhausted. His eyes are baggy, like he hasn't been sleeping, and his nose is all puffy and red. He really is sick. He frowns as soon as he notices me. "What...." He starts coughing before he can finish his question.