James's grip on me is far too strong for me to easily shake off. He's never touched me like this nor has he ever been this aggressive before, well there was that time when he was defending me from that wild girl who wanted to kill mr but other than that he's never acted like this before. I don't even have to hear his thoughts to know what he's thinking because I can feel all the emotions radiating off of him.
He's enraged at the possibility that his precious Aurora has betrayed him with another man. But at the same time he still loves her. I almost feel bad for him. It must be hard seeing the woman who you believe to love in another man's arms. But that's the problem, I'm not the woman he thinks I am. And he sure as hell doesn't deserve my sympathy, not with what he's thinking. He wants to break Sky, my Sky.
The possibility of him getting his hands on Shy fills me with rage. And seeing the images he's conjuring in his mind just makes eve
I'm surprised when my parents, my dad especially, don't make a fuss about my so called date. I briefly wonder if my dad was waiting for me and if Alice decided to keep him company as they are watching TV this late in the night. I greer then quickly before excusing myself and going to my bedroom. I start to remove my clothes as my tub fills with water. Once I'm done I step into the warm water. I'm exhausted and I just want to close my eyes and forget all the bad things that happened today but I know this is just the beginning of all that's set to come. Who knows, maybe tomorrow I will wake up with a new pair of eyes or different kind of hair. As my eyes close, no doubt from exhaustion, I start to wonder if any of this would have happened if I hadn't stopped homeschooling. "Heaven." I hear her calling my name in my sleep. If this was another day I would be freaking out b
I wake up before Ronnie does, maybe because her arms are crushing me. I try to wriggle my way out of her tight grasp. She moans in her sleep but thankfully doesn't wake up.I quickly make my way to the bathroom. After I'm done washing my face I catch a glimpse of my reflection in the mirror and again I can't look away.I'm not sure if it's a good idea to make any sort of contact with Aurora. She got me in trouble last and I'm not entirely pleased with her at the moment. Because of her, my family thinks I'm having a mental breakdown, again! If she wasn't already dead I would kill her for the pain she caused them but that's not really an option and even if it was, I wouldn't be able to kill anyone. I wouldn't be able to kill the girl who looks exactly like me, the girl who after last night, I have become attached to in more ways than one.Maybe the fondness for the angel turned demon is due to resemblance in our looks or m
I eye the phone for about twenty minutes, debating whether or not I should call Sky once again. I had initially called him with the intention of inviting him to dinner but I also wanted to vent to my boyfriend about what went down between my father and I. The fact that he brushed me off so easily left me with no choice but to talk about one of those things. To make things worse, our conversation didn't do anything to improve my mood. Infact I feel like he's pulling away from me. I don't know if it's paranoia or not but something felt off about our conversation. Sky sounded distracted on the phone and I have watched enough romcoms to know that it's never a good sign when the guy is distracted. I don't want to think the worst but my mind won't stop thinking that something is very wrong. I want to call him, to ask if he's really at home and not with someone else but I decide against it. It's probably best not to smoth
Im in a very dark place and I don't like it at all. It's quiet, too quiet. Am I finally dead or is this one of those horrible dreams? "You couldn't handle the noise." Her voice is the only sound I can hear in this dark moment. "Humans, they are such a nuisance." "It didn't bother you?" I ask, as far as I know what happens to me happens to her but she seems fine. "I have bigger problems." "And what's that?" "I need to feed." She tells me. "Apparently having a body comes with a appetite." "But you don't have a body." I remind her sternly, "This is my body." I'm trying my best not to be horrified because I know exactly what demons feed on. "Then I guess we both need to feed." She shrugs it off like it's not a big deal but I'm freaking out. Me? Feed on another hu
I don't know what it is I'm smelling but it's an addictive scent. The kind like dirt right after a rainy day, and you just want to go outside and eat the dirt. Except it isn't raining and I definitely don't have the urge to eat dirt. One of Kevin's acquaintances must have been recently involved in a fight because his lip is cut. It isn't entirely noticeable but I can see tiny specs of blood on his lip. I watch the movement of his lips as he talks and I can think about is how much I want to bite that lip. My thoughts scare me. I have never been a violent person, except of course when I'm defending Sky. But right now it has nothing to do with Sky, it's Aurora, she's hungry and she's using me to get to her prey. I wish I can say that I want to fight the urge to pounce on Daniel, well I'm guessing that's his name. But I want him beneath me, helpless and desperate as I feed on him. I can already picture it happening in
As Cassandra unbuttons the last of her shirt buttons, my heart is beating so fast that I'm sure Cassandra and her sisters can hear it. Aurora's need and excitement is radiating throughout my whole body. I'm trembling with a feeling that resembles desire. Watching Cassandra remove half her clothing in preparation to satisfy Aurora's hunger has me shivering and breathing hard. "We only have a few minutes." Nikolina says. "Let her out." She orders softly, clearly referring to Aurora. I don't wait for her to say it twice or rather Aurora doesn't. Before I can get my hands on her, our eyes meet and I'm briefly Heaven again. For a few seconds I contemplate fighting Aurora instead of giving into her dark desires. But I know going against her will not be easy and since she's inside of me, there's no ignoring any of her needs. _Its okay. You can do this_ &n
He's in my arms, his head buried in my neck and my lips pressed against his hot skin. We have been in the lab for over twenty minutes now our make up make out session is partly over, mostly due to Sky's reluctance to have sex on school premises. But we have yet to let go of each other. Personally I'm still reeling from everything that just happened and only in his arms do I find the solace that I'm desperately craving. We are both silent, both of us still too caught up in our intimate moment to think about anything else. Today, like most days in my life, has been eventful and tiring. Just thinking about it makes my head spin. Being with Sky helps put my mind at ease but sometimes not even the presence of the love of my life helps with the chaos that seems to be my life. Like when Aurora is in control. Lately Aurora has been making it impossible for me to ignore her presence inside of me and everytime the demon takes over my body it's jus
Damnit! Aurora is gone again. I hate how she comes and goes as she pleases. And how does she do that anyway, it's my body, shouldn't I be in charge of her comings and goings? And again she has left me with a ton of questions, as usual. I'm very confused but I have to admit this is the new normal for me. I think I'm getting used to it. What I'm not getting used to, however, is how Aurora speaks of the so called Mistress Rosemont. She makes me doubt everything that the Rosemont sisters told me. For instance the fact that she called the woman who raised her evil is something I can't get out of my mind. I don't want to doubt the Rosemont sisters because that further complicate my life and it would mean that they lied to me about everything, including the true nature of what I truly am. But I can't help but think that there's some truth in what Aurora says. If all she did was choose James th